old enemy riding a bamboo horse

You are the wound I can't speak

Want to forget but can't help but recall

Xia Chengqi entered the door and found that none of the lights were on. The unusual sight made him sink involuntarily. He quickly went upstairs and knocked on the door of Lu Henglin's bedroom.

Lu Henglin actually just sat on the bed, dazed in the dark, when he heard the knock on the door, his heart suddenly tightened.

He was devastated, and he couldn't do what Jiang Yuan said as usual. After all, this morning, he was still ridiculously thinking that he and Xiaoqi would have a chance to get back together, and he had been showing his affection to him clumsily and cautiously. .

The unfinished biscuits were packed in airtight jars and placed on the dining table. He even remembered the crispy and sweet feeling.

Thinking about it, I felt the smell of blood in my throat again.

"Are you feeling well today? Did you have dinner tonight?" Xia Chengqi was worried that Lu Henglin was not feeling well, and couldn't help but feel worried.

Lu Henglin took a deep breath, stood up and opened the door, and said with a gloomy expression, "I'm a little tired, I want to go to bed early."

"Wait a minute, I'll make you a hot cup of milk before going to sleep." Xia Chengqi said, and couldn't help reaching out to touch his forehead.

Pretending to be gentle is like a bone-eating poison. While Lu Henglin felt the pain was unbearable, he indulged uncontrollably at the same time.Adults are really powerful, even if they think that this person will disappear from now on, they can still pretend to be so gentle.

He hated himself now, obviously he should focus on the dangers he might encounter, but he was immersed in sadness and couldn't extricate himself.

Lu Henglin took a step back slightly, looked at the ground and hid his eyes, "I'm fine, it's just that I've stayed up late during this time, so I'm very tired."

Xia Chengqi looked at him for a moment, "Then go to bed early."

After Lu Henglin closed the bedroom door again, he stood for a while, and then slowly turned around with a gloomy expression.

He is too sensitive to Lu Henglin's emotions, and will quickly catch every slight change. When he left this morning, he still had a faint joy overflowing from his body, but now, he is completely alienated.

He rubbed his forehead and smiled palely.

Although the reason is not clear, but traces can be traced.Jiang Yuan's recent actions and Lin Yuan's relentless pursuit all illustrate some hidden problems.

Being suspected is not a big deal, he is confident that Lin Yuan will not really catch him, and Jiang Yuan is not his opponent, so there is nothing he can do about it.

But the feeling of not being trusted by Lu Henglin is so heartbreaking.

Before Jiang Yuan left, he told Lu Henglin that he had found a way to reach a private cooperation agreement with Mu Yawen's father, Mu Zhenghai. As for the details, he needed to confirm again.

It was only then that Lu Henglin remembered that he had a girlfriend with a strong background.

According to the agreement with Xia Chengqi, Mu Yawen didn't visit Lu Henglin for a while, but just called him to inquire about the daily situation.To be honest, he felt relieved. Not only would he not regret not seeing each other these days, but it made him feel extremely relaxed.

In fact, he has never had any self-consciousness in love, just because of his demeanor and indebtedness to the other party, he has to patiently say a few words to her every day.

In other words, he was obsessed with repairing the relationship with Xia Chengqi little by little, getting closer to him, and had no time to care about any other things.

However, he ignored the people who were really worrying about him all the time, and gave all his heart and soul to the unworthy people.

Frustrated, he even suspected that he had indeed loved someone as deeply as he did in college, but as he matured and became cruel, love might no longer be important in the life of Lu Henglin that he had forgotten. So they parted ways, and later he chose Mu Yawen, just because their identities and family backgrounds were compatible enough, and the other party was also devoted to him, that's all.

When Mu Yawen came to the door, Xia Chengqi was about to go out, and the two of them just met each other, Mu Yawen said a little embarrassedly, "Mr. Xia, I think Henglin should have almost recovered during this time, can I ask him to go out for a walk?" , I will arrange with you

Bodyguard, I went to a safe place. My rashness caused you trouble before. I'm sorry. "

Xia Chengqi smiled gently, "Don't say that, thank you for understanding the choice I made because of Henglin's recovery. Of course you can go out with him, but I hope you all pay attention to safety."

Lu Henglin stood aside, looking at Xia Chengqi's sincere expression, as if he really cared about his own safety, feeling gloomy and desolate.

"Actually, I want to invite Henglin to my house for dinner today, so don't worry." Mu Yawen smiled.

Xia Chengqi nodded, "Then I wish you a pleasant meal."

When Lu Henglin saw Mu Zhenghai, he was a little hesitant in his heart, because the other party seemed to be a shrewd businessman, and he didn't know what price he would pay for his assistance this time.

What's more, he doesn't have the capital to pay the price now, and any empty check cannot guarantee that the other party will go all out.

Mu Zhenghai seemed to dote on Mu Yawen very much, and greeted him with a smile when he saw him. Mu Yawen said that he was hungry, so he didn't say anything, and immediately asked the servant to prepare meals, and the three of them just ate together.

Lu Henglin was preoccupied and suffered a lot, so he ate very little. Although he tried his best to hide his emotions, he knew he couldn't hide it from Mu Zhenghai.

During the dinner, Mu Yawen was carefully feeding him vegetables. Mu Zhenghai said with a smile, "My daughter really doesn't want to stay when she grows up, she doesn't even have a father in her eyes."

"Father!" Mu Yawen said coquettishly, and immediately picked up a shrimp for Mu Zhenghai.

Mu Zhenghai peeled off the shrimp with a smile, and put it back on Mu Yawen's dinner plate.

Lu Henglin was a little envious of them being such a loving father and daughter, because he had never had such a happy meal with his father. In his memory, their time together was always tense.

When I have memory again, my father is no longer there, and he is alone, wandering in this world alone.

After the meal was over, Mu Zhenghai patted Mu Yawen's hand and asked her to read a book by herself, saying that he had important matters to discuss with Lu Henglin alone.

Mu Yawen looked at Lu Henglin a little worried for him, but also a little shy, smiled and walked away with a blushing face.

Lu Henglin took a deep breath, and walked into the study room with Mu Zhenghai.

"President Lu, the general manager of your group, Jiang Yuan, has already had an in-depth conversation with me, and wants me to ask for help. As for the content, he must have told you as well."

"Yes." Mu Zhenghai changed into a businessman's face, and Lu Henglin followed suit.

"It's not difficult to create a little trouble for your group's overseas project department in country G. I also told Jiang Yuan that you don't need any financial compensation. The reason why I must meet you is that I have a little request You must promise me."

Lu Henglin didn't answer quickly, it was not a financial reward, and he had to make an agreement with him face to face, and the request could only be about Mu Yawen.

He realized that he was not willing to agree. He was grateful and sorry for Mu Yawen, but he had no feelings for her.

Just when Lu Henglin was trying to organize the wording of the refusal and thinking about how to impress the other party with benefits, he heard a request that made him unbelievable.

"I will do my best to help you this time. I only have one request, please break up with my daughter."

Lu Henglin has never heard of such a request in his life that is so beautiful that he dare not even think about it.

In the CEO's office, Xia Chengqi looked at the lights of Wanjia outside the floor-to-ceiling windows in a dark room, his back was infinitely lonely.

In fact, he has not seen such a bustling night scene for many years. Just like the magnificent starry sky in the desert, the grand migration of wild animals on the grassland, and the flamingos inhabiting the lake in the sunset, he used it to relax for a while. .

Just when he thought they would finally get along harmoniously, he finally received a negative answer given by fate.

He was full of bitterness, feeling exhausted, and suddenly, he felt that it was time to really let go.Everything that didn't belong to him, no matter how close he was, would be returned one day.

Laissez-faire

If I go on like this, I will only be unable to control the impulse to surpass, and finally get the pain of disillusionment that everything is empty.

Luckily his decent girlfriend showed up, reminding himself of the ridiculousness of indulging in hallucinations all this time.

During the part of his journey, the physical fatigue is nothing, but the inner suffering is the most unbearable, because in fact, no one has ever walked with him, only himself.

Regarding the memory of that period of love, no matter how tragic the ending is, at least it belongs to two people.But now, he is the only one who still remembers.The feeling of being alone with an unforgettable memory, as if the relationship between them has always been a wishful illusion of his, and no one knows about it except him, and no one cares.

He gave a vaguely bitter smile.

Thinking about this just adds to the sadness, because whether you remember it or not, Lu Henglin already belongs to someone else.

He still remembers the moment he first saw domestic news that they were photographed going in and out of a certain banquet together, the feeling that his heart felt as if his heart was emptied all of a sudden. Close your eyes and take a deep breath.

During that period of time, the signal around them was always unstable, intermittently, just a little better, he saw this news when he was browsing the domestic news, and then he didn't touch his mobile phone for a long time, and turned his head to work, so as to calm his heart panic pain.

In the past, Lu Henglin had such scandals. It seems that in order to maintain his good image, Xingyuan's public relations department always came forward to clarify immediately.

In the middle of the night, he turned on his phone again to refresh the news. The scandal was still fermenting. It seemed that the woman had acquiesced to the fact, but Xingyuan did not take any measures.

The pain of weightlessness that caused his heart to drop instantly returned, and he didn't want to think about the unusual meaning in it.

Of course he knows that one day Lu Henglin will completely get out of the old relationship and forget the person who should be forgotten. He is just a person who accompanied him in his youth. One day, he will find someone else. people, walk the rest of the way with him.

He is already, and he will not look back.