The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

In the car, Xu Shanmu asked sleepily, "Did you hear everything?"

"Yeah." He lowered his head, and when he looked up again, his eyes were full of redness, dazzling and charming: "It's almost the same." Wan Liyou looked at the trees speeding by outside the window and said with a smile: "In Are most of the people in our school transparent in your eyes?" He didn't get a response, so he continued to ask: "How can you spy on people's hearts so well?"

Still no response, Wan Liyou turned his head to look only to find that...he was asleep.

Taking off his suit jacket and covering him, he also closed his eyes and relaxed his emotions.

Yue Chengen appeared in the morning every day and disappeared at night. After finishing the work at the small stall, he walked in a random direction, no matter where he went. In the end, the habit of human instinct cannot be changed, and he walked to the door of his original house.

Being led generally to this place.He himself was stunned.

Although he is not a rich man, and the community he lives in is not low-end, he still has a key card in his schoolbag.He was hesitating whether to go in or not when the phone rang.He lowered his eyes to see what it was.

"Hello." In fact, you don't need to look to know that there is only one person in this world who still calls him.

"I can't sleep, where are you? I'll look for you." He clearly heard He Zhi's panting as he was walking, and he said, "No, I'll go to your school to find you."

"No." He Zhi said cautiously: "Shan Mu came back just now, and he wants to ask you, do you have no place to live recently?"

He sat in the underground passage all night last night, could it be that Xu Shanmu saw him?

"Why does he ask that?"

"He said that you still smelled of smoke from the underground passage with your luggage on your back, so he asked if you have no place to live recently?"

"No, I have a place to live." The young man took out the key card and said, "I'll go back to the original house." He Zhi heard He Zhi's voice and walked into the community, but He Zhi over there became even more panicked. He quickened his pace and finally ran: " I'm coming to find you, I'll go back with you!" The last few words were almost roared out.

However, Yue Chengen hung up the phone and went straight in. His vision gradually became blurred, as if he was being involved, the boy's breathing became heavy, and the emotion in his eyes gradually disappeared, as if someone was calling him. Following that voice to the door of the house, he recognized that voice was his mother's voice, the door was opened, and there was still a bit of bloody smell in the house.

Instead of being prodded again, he turned and locked the door.

The heart that has been wandering for many years has found peace, and he does not regret that he has only come to this place at this moment, but feels that it is just right.

Walking to the center of the living room, there was a pool of dried blood on the ground. He squatted down and touched the dry place, the blood of his mother. When he came home that day, his mother fell into this pool of blood.

The boy was tired after all, he lay down on the sofa and curled up, his hands and feet felt cold even though it was summer.

He wanted the wind outside the window to blow in, got up and opened the French windows, stood on the balcony, he looked down, the lights of Wanjia were as bright as stars, after all, he couldn't see these, closed his eyes, and started to shake from side to side.

An absurd sense of freedom spread in his heart, as long as he jumped lightly, he could gain complete freedom and return to his mother.

He did exactly that, his hands became wings, and his body became a cuckoo returning home.

When he was a child, his mother once told him that when a bird like cuckoo cuckoo crows, cuckoo cuckoo, the ancient Chinese poetically called it: it is better to go back, it is better to go back.

It's better to go back than to live with nothing, it's better to go back.

He heard his mother calling.

After completely relaxing his body, he naturally fell downwards, but at the last moment, he was pulled back to the present world by someone hugging his waist.

He knew who it was, and the moment they both fell to the ground, the confusion in Yue Chengen's eyes disappeared, and his mother's calling was no longer in his ears.Only He Zhi was panting heavily from rushing over, and felt the pain of clasping his waist tightly.

He stretched out his arms to hug the rushing man, and gently comforted He Zhi's emotions, He Zhi buried his head in his heart with no strength, and burst into tears.Obviously, it was me who was all hopeless, but I still wanted to comfort this person. God's arrangement was really strange.

He Zhi didn't ask anything, didn't say anything, he was not as smart as he used to be, he just took Yue Chengen's luggage and guitar, and took him out of this house, the key was left on the door, no wonder He Zhi was able to come in.

"Live with us first." He Zhi's eyes were swollen like walnuts, but he still managed to say: "When you want to leave, we will talk about it."

"Why..."

"I don't want to hear it." He tightened Yue Chengen's arm: "I'm hungry, let's go eat."

He nodded and said without hesitation: "Okay, let's eat."

Li Yuanzhi went back to the dormitory to get his clothes to take a shower, but found that the two people in the dormitory had already fallen asleep.When Xu Shanmu came back, he took another look at Yue Chengen, and then he didn't know what he said to He Zhi, and He Zhi immediately ran out muttering.

"..."

At three o'clock in the morning, he glanced at his phone, turned around and opened the door to go out, only to find that besides himself and Huang Chuanhui who had finished practice so late, Ruo Jinghong hadn't slept either. The boy was standing in front of the washing machine, waiting to be dried. , As he was about to go forward, a person came out of the bathroom. Xu Qingzhou said to him: "Don't you want to go back first? The clothes can run in the washing machine."

"Our washing machine is too old, it takes so long to spin dry."

"Then buy a new one?"

"To buy a new one, you need to find Shan Mu. He has to help change the circuit. If the power is too high, we will cut off the power." Ruo Jinghong pointed to the refrigerator in the corner and said: "The circuit of this thing is his Changed."

"I just said, why is there a double-door refrigerator in the dormitory." Xu Qingzhou yawned, looking rather sleepy: "After the exam is over, let's tell him that he will change the circuit, and I will pay for it." .”

Ruo Jinghong looked back at him up and down, and clicked his tongue a few times: "I can't tell, the guy is quite rich."

He stretched out his hand to push Jinghong's head: "Talk too much."

Someone put on a look like a big brother: "I have a lot of prize money in this competition, and I haven't bought anything for you yet. Let me buy things like washing machines."

"How much can you get as a bonus?" Xu Qingzhou waited with him to dry, half leaning against the sink: "I've almost bought all the clothes in the afternoon."

"..." Ruo Jinghong couldn't refute, but he still said: "I don't usually need money, and I saved a lot of money when I won prizes in previous years, and I still have scholarships every year, you little brat who has just grown up Girl, how do you get rich? You are not Liyou, nor Shanmu."

"I'm really curious, what kind of existence is Xu Shanmu in your heart?" He folded his arms and said, "I can understand Wanliyou, but what does this have to do with Shanmu?"

"Idol." He said directly, with a bit of Amway mentality: "You don't know how powerful Shan Mu is, I wait for mortals to just look up to me."

"What's so great about him?"

"Everywhere is great."

The machine stopped, and Xu Qingzhou over there looked a little uninterested. The young man looked down at Ruo Jinghong, who was squatting in the washing machine, and said awkwardly, with a young man's arrogance: "My money is the copyright fee for my songwriting." .I earned it all myself."

Ruo Jinghong turned back in response, with a smile on his face, and immediately raised his voice when he heard this: "Really?"

"Why should I lie to you?"

"You are so powerful."

"Yeah." He was a little stinky, stepped forward to help him pick up a basin of clothes, and took the lead into the platform to start drying clothes: "I'm already good."

On the wide platform, two people were smiling and talking. Li Yuanzhi walked through the corner and entered the bathroom. The hot water flowed through his body and covered every inch of his skin.However, his whole body was cold, and his mental exhaustion was far greater than that of his body.

On the day of the mid-term exam, Tao Wangyan showed up at the school gate early in the morning. Xue Fanyuan got up early to buy breakfast and came back, thinking that he had misread the person.

Tao Wangyan over there stood in the morning sun, with creepers all over the wall behind him.He also shook the things in his hand: "I bought soy milk and pancakes, do you want some?"

"I want soy milk, but pancakes and fruit are fine." Xue Fanyuan saw that his face was no longer entangled in black and depressed, and the breath of joy overflowed from his heart: "Hurry up and practice after eating. The exam is going to be this afternoon."

He nodded and returned to his place as usual.

There are six groups of people in the auditorium according to the order the teachers shouted.

Soon, it will be over in an hour.

Xu Qingzhou and Ruo Jinghong were the first, and then he sat in the auditorium and took everyone's stage seriously.Li Yuanzhi, who was sitting not far from him, stared at him without letting go of a single movement.

With nothing to do, Wan Liyou invited everyone to go out to eat hot pot.

Tao Wangyan said that tonight he was treating guests and asked everyone to order food first, and he went back to the dormitory by himself to get his mobile wallet.

Turning around and running to the dormitory, night fell, under the dim lights in front of the dormitory building, he took out a note from his pocket, which was secretly slipped to him by Xu Shanmu just now, telling him to read it when he was alone.

It was so mysterious that he was too embarrassed not to look at it.

The note was unfolded, and the young man's eyes immediately turned red, and he raised his face, delusional to suppress the heat in his eyes, his heart was sour uncontrollably, his heart was so tight that he was about to have difficulty breathing, he squatted under the light, dimly The orange light is wrapped around him like a transparent coir raincoat, protecting him from the erosion of darkness.

You are good, you don't need to surpass anyone, you don't need to be anyone, you are worthy of being loved. 】

Someone stood up, walked up the stairs, prepared all the things he needed, turned around and ran towards his goal, a group of people not far away were waving to him, waiting for him to return to the team.

He ran faster and faster, and his smile became more and more irresistible, like a blue bird flying with spread wings, stretching and soaring.

How many voices were intertwined and noisy, Ruo Jinghong took out a book from his schoolbag and put it in Xu Shanmu's hand: "I've finished reading it. Do you have any other books to recommend?"

Xu Qingzhou over there saw this scene and said: "The title of this book is interesting, can you lend it to me?"

The lazy boy slumped on the chair: "Take it."

"Okay, thanks."

At the door is Tao Wangyan who came back from the checkout. Everyone looked up and teased him as a rich man. Xu Qingzhou just let go of it. How many pages of the book have been turned, and there is a red line on that page. Ruo Jinghong lowered his head and happened to see that sentence. Smile with joy.

Parents rarely let go of their children, so children let go of their parents.They move forward.They walk away.What once made them feel worthwhile—the approval of their mother, the nod of their father—has been replaced by their own accomplishments. 】——"Five People You Met in Heaven"

After all, we have to become our own hope.

In the middle of the night, Xu Shanmu walked to the platform with the washed sheets in his arms. After drying the things, he saw Yue Chengen sitting on the stone bench beside him. He walked over with the basin in his arms, sat down beside Yue Chengen, and imitated his He looked up at the starry sky.

Over there, Yue Chengen lowered his hair and asked, "Do you have something to say?"

"I have nothing to say to you, but... why did you ask me to help him, and asked me to come and talk to you." He smiled frankly: "So, I plan to find something to talk about. At least I have to complete the task. "

Seeing his free and unrestrained appearance, Yue Chengen suddenly felt relieved. Xu Shanmu in front of him didn't look at him with sympathy, nor did he look restrained at all. He regarded him as a normal person.

"What do you say, you are a genius?"

"Ah."

"What kind of genius?"

"Everything." He rested his chin on one hand and smiled arrogantly: "You can search my name on Baidu, and you can find my news."

"..." Yue Chengen nodded: "Then your parents must be very proud of you."

"I don't have parents." His words flashed through Yue Chengen's mind like a bird, as if he was stimulated for a moment, the young man over there looked at him in astonishment: "What did you say?"

"I don't have parents." Xu Shanmu smiled with relief: "You heard me right."

Seeing his stunned and surprised expression, Xu Shanmu became more honest, and revealed himself without hesitation: "I grew up in an orphanage, my father was a university professor, and my mother was his student. In order to graduate, I was forced to commit myself to him, gave birth to me after graduation, and threw me directly to the orphanage. I always thought that I had no parents. Later, I became a genius. After earning a lot of money by programming and writing core technologies , my mother showed up. She said she came to see me. I knew she wanted to recognize me. After all, she was a cash cow. Who wouldn’t want it? I just had a showdown with her, and I said I didn’t want to recognize you. But in order to prevent you from suing me and restricting my freedom through legal means, it is better to make a compromise, I will give you 3000 million to buy out our parent-child relationship. If you take the money to be happy, I will be happy too."

He sighed, as if everything about that woman was within his expectations, his tone was as calm as water, without any twists and turns: "She agreed very readily, and signed happily, vowing that she would never appear in the In front of me. And my dad probably doesn’t even know that there is me in this world.”

Seeing Yue Chengen's incredible face, he couldn't help laughing, and looked sideways: "But I'm still very grateful that my mother didn't kill me, but gave birth to me, and let me come into this world. So the 3000 million I gave is not Loss. Having a baby is very hard."

"Haven't you ever thought about living with your mother? Maybe she..."

"I grew up in an orphanage. I have seen too many hypocritical faces since I was a child. I can tell what is true and what is false at a glance. But... I am a person and I need feelings, but I don't want fake ones. I just want truth. "Xu Shanmu laughed suddenly, because Yue Chengen's embarrassment in front of him and the entanglement in his eyes were both real, and he looked very close. Even though he looked like this, he still couldn't help but make others feel sad, the genius said with a light smile : "You don't have to do this. I tell you this not to prove that I am worse than you. It is not to gain your trust."

Yue Chengen looked at it incomprehensibly, and he found that he couldn't understand this person, and what this person would say next was completely beyond his expectation, even beyond reason.But Yue Chengen knew very well that what the genius in front of him said was right, and everything he said could be believed.Absolute reliability spreads in my heart.He calmed down and listened, trying hard to understand.

"Because He Zhi begged me, and I agreed to him, so I want to tell you something."

"One thing?" He looked ignorantly.

"You are not the only one suffering in this world."

Xu Shanmu said so.Seeing that Yue Chengen didn't reject this sentence, and even accepted it a little bit, Xu Shanmu smiled elegantly, and a pear dimple emerged, and his moon-clear temperament overflowed like water waves, refreshing: "Liyou is a star, and the pressure is very high. But the family will only blindly ask him to do better. They don’t care how desperate he is. Jinghong is the number one in the country, but for his own expectations, he often dances until he collapses, and there is no one on his body. Good meat, he passed out several times due to a back injury, but he still persevered. Yunyun lost contact with his family in order to learn music. He is the young master in the compound. Now he is exhausted every day to achieve that virtue, and he is still practicing non-stop. Chuan Hui The family comes from a family of policemen. As a child, he likes music and doesn't like training. Do you know how many eyes he has received since he was a child? Forget about it, it doesn't matter if his father is an actor, he is not alone. There’s not even a place to call home. There’s me, and many others.”

He gently stretched out his hand and patted Yue Chengen's shoulder: "This world will not change. Even if we suffer like this, this world will not change in any way. So we are the ones who have to make changes."

Yue Chengen raised his head to look at him, and saw Xu Shanmu's eyes like stars and moons: "Your mother had a hard time giving birth to you. A woman walks through the gates of hell when giving birth. If she knows that you have given up on yourself like this, she will be very upset." sad."

Seeing the slight wavering on Yue Chengen's face, he secretly understood it.

"I've finished what I have to say, and you have to figure out the rest yourself." The young man reached out to rub his forehead, and the people who came over generally persuaded him: "Do you know? You are lucky, at least what is the real hope?" You can be happy."

It is extremely rare that there is a person in this world who sincerely wants you to be happy.

The night is as cool as water, and the mind is as calm as water.

Xu Shanmu walked back to the dormitory with the basin containing the bedsheets in his arms. Wan Liyou waited for him at the corner. When he saw him back, he immediately went up to him excitedly: "How is it? What did he say?"

"He didn't say anything." Xu Shanmu shrugged: "I didn't expect him to say anything. Just wait and see what happens, one bite won't make you fat." He reached out and put the basin in his hand on Wan Liyou's head , Xiaoxiao left.

"Perfunctory me again!"

Back in the dormitory, Wanliyou opened the book next to the bed. It had a strange title "The Moon and Sixpence". There was a red line on the page he was reading. I understood what Xu Shanmu said just now.

Each of us is alone in this world.He is imprisoned in a tower of brass, and can communicate with his fellows only by signs; and these signs have no common value, so that their sense is vague and uncertain.We very poorly want to transmit the wealth in our hearts to others, but they have no ability to receive it.So we can only walk alone, not together although our bodies are leaning on each other, neither knowing nor being understood by others. ] - "The Moon and Sixpence"

Words are pale, but this paleness can convey what is in the heart, how much can others understand...

It's all good fortune.