The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

"You two are like conjoined twins all day long, you don't have to be so clingy to Shanmu." Huang Chuanhui found out that something was wrong with him, and stepped forward to persuade him: "He is a genius, come to the world to play, and when he gets tired of it, he must I will go back to the original place, do you know how many invitation letters from famous schools have been received by the school today?"

Wanliyou became angry for no reason, grabbed the basketball, and started [-]v[-].

He didn't see Xue Fanyuan downstairs, Xu Shanmu was a little worried, seeing Wan Liyou's lifeless appearance as soon as he entered the basketball court, he shook his head, turned around and went back to the dormitory first, put the watermelon or something in the refrigerator, and turned to the next door dormitory.

He knocked three times, but there was no sound. He turned the lock and found that it was unlocked, so he pushed the door open and went in.

The temperature in the entire dormitory was extremely low. He looked up at the air conditioner and found that the temperature was only 16. He reached out and touched the switch. The dormitory was covered with light. He went to see the boy lying on the bed with his eyes open, closed the door, approached, and leaned on the bed. Bian asked: "The rebellious period?"

Xu Shanmu stretched out his hand to increase the temperature of the air conditioner, and the cold air pierced his bones, making his hairs stand on end.

"When Wangyan and I are the only ones in our dormitory, we only turn it on at 16 degrees, and then we cover ourselves with quilts and chat."

"It's what you two did."

"Chuan Hui felt that we were both out of our minds, and we would raise the temperature as soon as we came back, and then we would die of heat."

Xu Shanmu pulled up a chair and sat down beside him, and listened to him with a smile. Xue Fanyuan took off his earphones and said, "I saw a sentence when I checked Weibo a few days ago. The temperature of the air conditioner is appropriate to get along, if there is absolute disagreement on the temperature of the air conditioner, it is impossible to go together.”

"You and Wang Yan are the same kind of people?"

"Yes."

"Is there any news from him?" Xu Shanmu asked.

"Hmm." He was a little depressed.

"You were there when I went to pick up the express mail last time. It seems that what you got was the admission letter from PolyU." Genius silently spread the reality, and Xue Fanyuan sat up from the bed over there: "How do you know that?" ?”

"I gave a speech at PolyU, and that year happened to be when the freshmen entered the school, and I saw that the notices in their hands looked the same as yours." He said, "PolyU is very good, and it can be ranked high in the world. A famous school. Can I ask you what you think?"

"Aren't we talking about forgetting words?"

"Okay, my fault." Seeing that he didn't want to talk about it, Xu Shanmu immediately changed the subject: "Are you sure? Are you sure you only need to take the exam with Wang Yan, and no one else can?"

"Well. If he doesn't come back, I won't take the exam." The boy's eyes were so firm, he gritted his teeth and guarded the bottom line in his heart: "I will take the exam with him, no one else can."

Xu Shanmu nodded, seemingly carelessly, but he already had an idea: "Sure, I see." After that, he turned the temperature of the air conditioner back to 16 degrees, and put the chair back on the original place: "I'm going back, you Enjoy your glacier world."

Seeing that he was about to leave, Xue Fanyuan became anxious like a child again, and asked again and again: "Are you leaving now? You don't want to talk to me anymore? If I say no, will you really stop talking?"

Xu Shanmu held the doorknob, chuckled, and turned around slowly: "You are a mess now, come to me when you want to talk, I'm still free." Leaning against the door: "But let me tell you first, I'm a poisonous person. If you don't like it, then you'd better not come to me. I am willing to solve problems for my friends, but I am not doing charity. There is no need Put up with anyone's emotions."

"Your words are really poisonous." Xue Fanyuan fell back on the pillow: "I know, I will go to you after I think about it myself."

The door was opened, and the heat wave outside the door was like a ghostly palm pulling people back. He stepped into the heat wave, but he still stopped. The moment before closing the door, he said to the young man over there: "Fan Yuan, no matter how young you are, The past is wonderful. Ordinary is also worth remembering, this is the only place where youth is different from the years."

The door was closed.

Someone took this sentence to heart.

Pushing open the door of his dormitory again, there was a man covered in stinky sweat lying on his bed, Xu Shanmu looked at him with folded arms, and said coldly, "Are you taking revenge on me for cheating on your milk tea and watermelon?"

"I'm taking revenge on you for leaving me alone!"

Xu Shanmu immediately reacted and sneered: "I said, it was you who rushed into the basketball court as soon as you came back, ignored me for a while, and now you are saying my fault? Why should I wait for you? I am your mother ?"

"..." Wan Liyou thought he was right, but he still insisted: "You always have a reason! You have a reason if you don't have a reason!"

"Get up." He took off his shoes and kicked him, Wan Liyou got up reluctantly, watching Xu Shanmu take off the bed sheet and pillow case, and put on new ones.

"You despise me so much."

"If I lay down on it sweating profusely, I would despise myself!" He stuffed things into the basin, opened the closet and took a set of clothes, and looked helplessly at the clothes and laundry. Fan Wanliyou: "What are you doing?"

The peach-eyed boy was also full of awkwardness, and grabbed the basin in his hand: "I made it dirty, I will wash it for you."

"Good son."

"I can go to yours."

The washing machine was working, Xu Shanmu was staring at the night scene outside the window, and stretched out his hand to slap the mosquito on his arm to death. When he turned his head, he found Wan Liyou was staring at him. He asked, "What are you looking at?"

"What did you go to Fanyuan for?"

"Wang Yan hasn't come back yet? I'm a little worried about him, so I went to have a look."

"How about it?"

He didn't play tricks, but said truthfully: "It's not that good. Fan Yuan is obsessed with that hang, unless Wang Yan really comes back, otherwise... he may have problems himself."

"So serious? It shouldn't be." Wanliyou still had a hot body after all, with the night breeze blowing. He could already feel sweat profusely just after taking a shower.

"What should I do? Who told him that it's the right time." Xu Shanmu turned around and pulled out the dried sheets, walked onto the platform, and spread them neatly and symmetrically.

The smell of laundry detergent was very sweet, like the smell of an overturned candy box. He looked up at the peaceful night, without a single star, and such a night sky always looked a little lonely.

God likes to push all the problems together, and he wants to see how many brave men can survive the collapse in the world he overlooks.

"I'm going to the party tomorrow, so I can't practice tonight." Wan Liyou walked up to him, trying to bring him back to reality from another thought world.

Wanliyou doesn't like the way Xu Shanmu travels to a distant place.

Feeling more heat on both sides of the shoulders, Xu Shanmu looked back and asked again: "Are you going to the party tomorrow? Is it big?"

"Ah."

"Will Tao Mo go?"

"will go."

He turned around: "Can you take me with you?"

Wan Liyou lowered his head and smiled: "I asked you to go running with me before, but you didn't want to. Why is it so sudden today? Is it for Fanyuan?"

He nodded without hesitation.

"Why? You don't have a good relationship with him, and he's not Jinghong."

Xu Shanmu could only feel the tightening strength of the hands on his shoulders. He felt a little painful from being pinched, but he still endured the pain and said, "It's very similar to me before."

"Ah?" Matsushita Wanliyou, who was unconscious of the strength in his hand, looked puzzled.

With rare bitterness on Xu Shanmu's face, he pushed away Wan Liyou's hands on his shoulders, turned and walked towards the dormitory: "I don't want to see him collapsed by the confusion he created."

"Breakdown is the first step to growth." Wan Liyou followed him without falling behind.

"Then let him grow up in another way. I can't see it under my nose."

Back in the dormitory, Xu Shanmu sat at the desk, took out a pen and paper and bowed his head, not knowing what he was writing. Wan Liyou went to lie down on his bed, which was the closest place to him, and he saw a book next to his bed. The new book has an interesting name "Another You in the World"

There is a red line drawn by strokes on the book, which is the trace left by Xu Shanmu.

Throughout life, there are always some indecent moments that will remain in our minds forever.Yes, thinking about my previous immaturity, restlessness, and hysteria, I suddenly felt ashamed. 】—— "Another You in the World"

Have you ever been immature, restless, hysterical, and ashamed of a genius like you?

After knowing him for so many years, Wan Liyou found that he still didn't understand him.

Tao Wangyan followed his father to the charity gala, and he was waiting in the background. During this time, he had to play the role of a good son so that he could help his father win the role of the father in Director Zhao's "Lovely Father" movie at the end of the year.

Unknowingly, he was the only one left in the lounge. His father and his team were preparing for the red carpet and interviews. He turned on his mobile phone to relieve boredom. Sure enough, his father took over the first heat of the day.

Best actor Tao Mo misses his family.

Attached is a video, in which his father is showing the helplessness of a loving father. He said that he is busy with work and has no time to go home. He misses his son and his wife. He has been with his son recently. It is a rare experience of the relationship between father and son.

He couldn't help sneering: "Sure enough, the actor is the actor."

In the era of information development, nothing spreads as fast as gossip. He looked at the comments under the video and couldn't help but feel sick, so he just lost his strength and lay on his back on the sofa.

There was no response when the door was opened, and his eyes were completely occupied by the mobile phone.

"If a kidnapper comes, it's no surprise that you are taken away."

Tao Wangyan thought he heard the familiar sarcasm wrongly, he slowly put down his phone, the star-studded Wanliyou in suit and leather shoes and the smirking Xu Shanmu in front of him were not illusions.

"You two?!" He was so shocked that he even dropped his phone on the floor: "Why are you two here?"

"I was invited to the party, and I still wonder why you are here." Wan Liyou stepped forward to pick up his mobile phone, pinched his shoulder: "What's the matter with you, you don't answer the phone, no one is there? "

He lowered his head with little guilt and didn't answer, Xu Shanmu immediately said when he saw this: "When do you plan to go back and explain the truth to Fan Yuan?"

"The truth? I don't seem to have..."

"He said that if you don't go back, he won't take the exam. His attitude is very firm." Xu Shanmu nodded his knees: "You have to think clearly, I came here this time to be a lobbyist."

"A lobbyist?"

There was a knock on the door, and it was Wanliyou's manager who came and asked him to go for an interview.

He rushed out in a hurry, and when he opened the door, he was surrounded by flashlights and microphones.

"He's really a big star." Xu Shanmu saw him being admired by all the stars for the first time, and couldn't help looking at him curiously.

Curiosity was blocked in the room by the door, Tao Wangyan's voice came from behind him: "Why don't I go back, you should know. I thought you would tell him."

"Why should I tell him so many things?" Xu Shanmu didn't refute the fact that he already knew the truth, but asked him instead.

Tao Wangyan knew that he was not his opponent, and felt that he had recognized the reality, so he relaxed even more.

"Can you tell me what you know?" His eyes were full of compromised innocence: "I really want to know how smart you are."

Xu Shanmu slapped his knee: "Success."

The four eyes met, the cold voice was particularly obvious in the noisy voice outside the door, like a needle in the snow, a blade in the wind, piercing straight into Tao Wangyan's heart, the frosty voice said: "Wangyan, You like music."

His face gradually turned white, from white to gray, he jumped up after being hit seven inches, his whole body was resisting this answer, but deep in his soul he was affirming this answer, he was contradicting himself, and was in great pain.

"But you said at the beginning that you entered the school to get revenge on your father, but gradually you found that it was just an excuse you made yourself. You like music, which is the real reason you entered the school, but later in the school, you found yourself You can't be like your father at all, you can't stand at the top and become an ace, so you escaped, using your father as an excuse to escape, right?"

The people over there couldn't help being even more astonished, looking at Xu Shanmu like a monster.

His dirty mind is like a red plum in white snow, so unreservedly seen through by this person.

Seeing his expression like this, Xu Shanmu couldn't help but sneered and said, "You know it in your heart. In fact, all of this has nothing to do with your father, it's just a scene you directed and performed yourself, deliberately portraying yourself as a poor person, a man abandoned by his father To put it bluntly, you are an unlucky child who can’t get sugar. As long as things don’t go your way, you immediately blame the people around you, and then retire and escape from reality. Childishly playing with all the concerns around you Yours. Isn't it?"

He knew that Xu Shanmu was smart and direct, with a sharp tongue, but he never thought that the thoughts in his heart would be completely seen by this person, as if being hit by a burning whip in the heart, he closed his eyes unbearably.

"Yes." He had no strength to hide from the person in front of him: "That's right, that's it."

The sound outside the door fell silent.

Tao Wangyan in the room looked sadly: "A genius is a genius. When did you find out?"

"After your dad left school, when you breathed a sigh of relief, and when you usually talk and do things, you tell me like this. You hate your dad, you also envy your dad, and you hope you can be your father. A person like Dad, so he carefully imitated him in words, deeds, and behavior. Even if you still hate him in your heart and treat him as an enemy, you want to be like him. "

"..." Tao Wangyan's eyes turned red before he knew it, and he couldn't help but smile helplessly, and two lines of tears came out of the smile: "It's so poisonous, I'm about to applaud you."

Xu Shanmu took the paper and handed it to him: "What's the matter with the man crying?"

"Yes." He took the tissue and wiped it vigorously on his face. The unnatural red blood in his eyes was covered with white eyeballs. His emotions were about to collapse, but he was inexplicably calm: "I breathed a sigh of relief, I was completely relieved, because I saw through the true purpose of this school's existence."

He sneered, mocking himself: "Retire despite difficulties. The school assigned me to the branch school for no other reason than to let me realize how much I have. I look at you, at Jinghong, Looking at Qingzhou, looking at all of you, every moment, every minute, every second, I am on the verge of collapse. Oh! So I can't be like my dad. I can't be the pride of myself, I can't be the pride of my mother, I'm an abandoned product that can't even go back to the main school, I'm not outstanding at all."

The tears kept pouring out of his eyes, and finally he didn't need to suppress it. He yelled at Xu Shanmu, and he no longer had to bear these embarrassing hypocrisy alone: ​​"Shanmu, I tried hard, worked hard, but I worked hard. After half a year, it’s still not as good as your carelessness for an hour. You know! How unwilling am I?! But what can I do if I’m not willing? I understand one thing in this school, what can I do if I’m not willing? I’m desperate I tried my best, but I still can't match your talents, so I compromised, I didn't intend to give up, because giving up is too cruel, so I chose to compromise. Choose a more chic way to leave. I will try to see you in other places in the future When you can say something, ah, that's great, we used to chase dreams together, let's dance together."

The sound fades away.

He stood up, walked to the window, reached out to wipe away the tears on his face, and he grabbed the tissue into a ball, just like his messed up emotions at the moment: "But you are so ruthless, you don't even give me a chance to compromise."

After he finished speaking, Xu Shanmu's meddling ended. He stood up, his expression returning to his usual laziness, the coldness just now dissipated in the air, and the illusion of confrontation between the two sides gradually shattered.

"You actually came to find me." He laughed absurdly: "You actually asked Wan Liyou to bring you to me..."

"You are lost, of course we will come back to find you." He played with the ring in his hand, without a smile on his face, he said: "Come back. There are still people waiting for you to stand on the stage together. Give up your father to you Since you have to compromise, go back to school and compromise. I don’t know how much shadow your childhood has given you, but... I don’t think you are alone, at least not now.” He said: “We are not here to find you Is it? You got lost, didn't Liyou and I come to look for you?"

"Come back, you are not alone."

Tao Wangyan didn't speak the whole time, just stood there quietly, he still had the feeling of cowardice.Seeing this, Xu Shanmu knew that his goal had been achieved, he got up and was about to leave, before opening the door, he said jokingly: "Everyone forgets that you are not here, every time you buy something, you will buy an extra copy and pile it on your bed on."

The door was closed, and he was left alone. He envied his father, but he also loathed him unbearably.So many years of abandonment, indifference, mother's cowardice and indifference.

From childhood to adulthood, he has been alone, grievances, coldness, despair, everything haunts him.So standing on the stage and being seen by so many people will make you no longer be lonely, will the spotlights all over the place fall on you, will you get warmth?

That's why he's on stage.

A car drove out of the clubhouse, heading towards the branch school.That's Wanliyou's car.

Under the moonlight, he was honest with himself.

Shan Mu, you are right, I am envious of my dad, I want to be a person with strong talent like him, but I... don't want to be an adult like him.

I'm glad you came to me.