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"I don't seem to have much to say. My grades were mediocre when I was young, but I performed exceptionally well in the senior high school entrance examination. I went to a provincial key high school, which was very strict. My grades were mediocre there, but I was admitted to a good university. You see , It’s just so ordinary—but I didn’t want to be a teacher at first, I wanted to be, cough... the people’s police.”

"Then why didn't you go to the police academy?" Shi Xing asked.

"Because of my father." Wen Xia looked at him, his facial features were soft and unbelievably soft under the warm yellow light, he smiled, "My father is a policeman."

"..."

"He died when he was on a mission."

Shi Xing froze in place, his Adam's apple moved, and he couldn't say a word. He thought he should comfort him at this time, but he didn't know what to say, so he patted his hand lightly.

Wen Xia was amused by his action, he rubbed his hair with his big hands, "It's been so long, almost 20 years, actually I can't remember how sad and sad, I just remember my mother nagging me every day, you Dad is a hero, your dad is a hero and so on - but my mother doesn't want me to be a hero, so she won't let me call the school."

"So you became a teacher."

"I didn't even think about what I wanted to do, so I just applied for a major. In my junior year, I followed the crowd and took the teaching qualification test. After graduation, I found that being a teacher is still interesting. At least it is similar to my original intention. I can give It’s good to have an influence on others.”

Shi Xing said "No".

"Have you ever thought about what career to do?" Wen Xia asked.

Shi Xing shook his head lightly and said, "I don't know."

"You have a long time to think about it," Wen Xia said with a smile, "you need to find Xing'er as soon as possible."

"Let's talk to you about my dad." Wen Xia took a pillow and put it behind the two of them, "My dad likes to read books—hey, haven't you been to the study room yet? I'll show you my study room later. I Dad likes to read to me the words in the book, especially a sentence in "Utopia."

"Right love is a temperate and harmonious love of beautiful and orderly things.*"

Wen Xia looked into his eyes, "So, your dad's is not correct - Xing'er, if you want to become someone different from him, you have infinite possibilities - my dad also told me a principle of life. "

Shi Xing moved closer to him unconsciously, and opened his eyes slightly.

"You have to do two things in your life, one is justice and the other is reason," Wen Xia said, "I'll give it to you too."

Shi Xing laughed, with red lips and white teeth, he looked extraordinarily good-looking, and said, "Okay."

Wen Xia turned over, "Then repeat that sentence from "Utopia" to me again."

He just wanted to tease Shi Xing, and didn't intend for him to really memorize them all-this kind of words are a bit sloppy, and it's not easy to memorize them.

Before he could speak, Shi Xing repeated it to him word for word.

Wen Xia pinched his face: "It's great."

This kind of talk about coaxing children is bad, but Shi Xing still feels happy from the bottom of his heart. He recalled his 17 years, and it seemed that it was the first time he was so happy - because of the praise of others.

Wen Xia joked, "Do you still remember what I told you just now, all of it?"

Shi Xing nodded without hesitation.

"Then you try to repeat it?" Wen Xia looked at him with a brisk tone.

One minute later, Wen Xia was silent, with shock in his eyes.

Shi Xing really repeated it to him, word for word - he didn't quite remember what he said, he could only remember the general idea, but he was sure that Shi Xing...was right.

Shi Xing said: "I have a relatively good memory, and I hardly forget things..."

"This is no longer a good memory," Wen Xia interrupted him, "You can recall something for me again. What did I say in class when school started?"

Shi Xing quickly followed up with his words and calmly recounted them. These memories were very clear in his mind, down to every detail, so retelling was no problem at all.

He even recounted the content of the class.

Wen Xia stared, speechless for a while.

Shi Xing: "...I just have a better memory."

"No," Wen Xia said, "Xing'er, it's not just a matter of memorizing—go to sleep, I'll take you to see a psychiatrist tomorrow."

"Why do you need to see a doctor?" Shi Xing was puzzled.

"Don't think about it too much for now," Wen Xia said, "This may be a disease, but it may just be a simple memory."

"..."

Shi Xing never considered this direction of illness.

He simply thought that his memory was better than others, and because of this, he chose liberal arts when he was divided into arts and sciences, which was convenient and trouble-free, and he didn't have to use his brain.

The result...was it a disease?

Shi Xing asked tentatively: "If it is a disease, can it be cured?"

Wen Xia asked without answering, "Don't you like this?"

"I don't like it," Shi Xingchang let out a sigh of relief, "I'm too tired."

"I don't want to remember so many bad things, Mr. Wen, these things have passed, maybe they will pass, but I feel like... It's like downloading a local file, it doesn't know when it will suddenly play, let you go through it again Once...do you understand?" Shi Xing said.

Wen Xia frowned.

He sighed, and didn't intend to bring in any more characters, "Come on, I'll take you back to your room."

Shi Xing originally thought that Wen Xia would let him sleep in his room, but felt regretful, so he stood up so that Wen Xia didn't have to get up, and went back to the room by himself.

After turning off the lights, Shi Xing looked at the room and felt that he was dreaming.

He climbed into bed and fell asleep with the moonlight on his head.

The author says:

It’s just pure chat QVQ. In this article, "Utopia" has a lot of appearances. The QVQ book is pretty good. There is no special reason for the many appearances. This is just my reading notes. (It’s still a bit sad to say that Shixing didn’t realize that his memory was supernormal and somewhat abnormal at the beginning, so the next step is a process of discovery. [Whisper BB, the characters in my pen "sometimes" follow me Almost, for example, what book he reads is what I read, what he eats is what I eat, how poor he is, I will be poor-so, I am going to start school, sorry, you must also open a study.】