【AK】Meet at Dawn
Chapter 2 Loyalty and Betrayal
No matter what era love is in, it is closely related to human life.The animal nature and sanctity of human beings form a relatively extreme tendency in love.There are those who are infinitely indulgent and immoral, and there are those who are pure and untainted.
No matter which one it is, when feelings come, the longing for love is the same.The same mind rippling, the same passion like fire.When boundaries exist, they are like a blade that stops people in their tracks, but once they are blurred, even identity and gender are discarded.
Wherever Aslan's fingers touched, Kira's instinctive flames were gently stirred up, and his fingertips ran across his back, causing waves of trembling.
Even children can feel the comforting effect of affection and love, not to mention the burning endless desire.
There are no boundaries, no morals, just the here and now.
In the dim room, the thin quilt covering the body, the shame that had faded a little flooded again in the mutual staring.The slight gasps and frantic heartbeats are so clear and tense in the dark space.
The body became extremely sensitive to the touch, the heels of the legs trembled unceasingly in the unspeakable sourness and sweetness, the touched part became hotter and hotter, and the unbearable feeling turned into groans and overflowed between the teeth.
Kira raised his arm, trying to cover up the uncontrollable voice, but Aslan held his hand, and pressed his fingers together on both sides of the pillow.The shortness of breath made his chest heave, his eyes were filled with mist, and he stared moistly at his friend's face in the dim light.The shoulders exposed to the thin quilt are undulating and powerful, making them even more sexy in the dark.
Suddenly came to his senses, the wet feeling was transmitted to the brain, and the strong reaction from the lower body made Kira bit her lip in shame.The belly is wet, sweat or other things are unclear, the sticky feeling is all over the legs, and the body has unconsciously stretched out.
The friend's lips covered her, and at the moment when her reason was burnt out by the kiss, the softest acupuncture point was touched for the first time, and the fingers that sneaked in made people tremble in embarrassment.
Aslan stopped exploring, and the eyes that had been watching Kira flickered slightly.
As long as Kira said stop, he would not continue.Even when his body was burning with lust and his hunger was insane, he was still plagued by boundaries.Breaking boundaries has never been something he is good at, but to protect the object he wants to protect, he will not hesitate to sacrifice his life.
Kira grabbed the pillow with his backhand.When his head was tilted to one side to cover his flushed face, his body stretched out like a flower blooming in the morning, and the stamen stretched out, wrapping Aslan's fingers softly in it, wanting to refuse the invitation .
The sanity thread is blown.
Aslan kissed Kira's face, kissing Kira's shyness little by little. Between his eyes, his lips were slightly parted, sucking and overlapping, as if his body and heart were melting together at this moment, never The youthful fear of returning to the beginning.
Slowly pull out your fingers, the soft and moist fiery touch is the determination to accept everything from the other party.
With both hands pressed against the pillow, Kira's heart contracted violently, almost bursting out of his chest.Aslan's body was inserted between his legs, causing the separated legs to spread to the sides, and the explicit scene made both of them pause for a second.The body twitched and contracted violently, and when it touched Aslan's fiery body temperature, it erupted like a volcano.
Nervousness and fear are left behind, and anxious waiting is turned into actual action.
The bodies overlapped tightly, with Kira's legs wrapping around Aslan's waist.Both of them looked at each other in a daze. At this moment, they were no longer two people, but merged into one.
Kissing, mingling, combining together, letting the destructive lust burn wildly.The pleasurable sensation spreads from the bonded parts to the whole body, causing convulsive shivering.The body is so soft that it is unspeakable, and the seductive panting and moaning make each other wilder.
Sweat dripped down Aslan's forehead, and his interlocked fingers clenched tightly.
Kira's eyes were filled with absent-minded mist, and all his feelings were concentrated in the blending part under his body.
There was a slight cry in the groan, and waves of annoying pleasure rushed straight up, as if to break the limit of endurance.Kira twisted his head, shaking weakly, his lower body was as wet and smooth as if soaked in water, allowing Aslan to charge wildly without hindrance.
The bed swayed in the dark, making a rhythmic sound.
His body was numb as if it was collapsing, and he let his feelings ravage him as if he had lost control.
Kira struggled in panic, but reached the pinnacle of destruction in Aslan's final dash.
All the strength was evacuated at this moment, and the body still kept shaking after the passion, as if a strong eruption feeling like incontinence caused the back to contract violently.
Aslan snorted, gasped for breath and paused for a moment.The impact of the orgasm that covered his whole body took away the remaining strength, and he fell on Kira's chest in a daze.
There is a pure blank in my mind, the feeling of extreme joy, the ease that makes my flesh and blood disappear, and brings me deep sleepiness.
The fluctuation of pleasure gradually fades with the passage of time, and the excited and crazy mood calms down a little bit in time.
Kira's hands covered Aslan's hair and gently raised it.Dark blue hair color is the result of genetic manipulation.He likes the sea-like color, feels the texture of Aslan's hair with his tentacles, and feels inexplicably happy and at ease.
Aslan closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth and tranquility of this moment.When she pulled away from Kira's body, the overly sensitive part made Kira breathe out softly again, and the slightly empty separation once again had peachy ripples.
The numb feeling in the lower body has not dissipated for a long time, and Kira couldn't gather his legs as he wished.When Aslan brought clean water and a towel and lifted the thin quilt, Kira tried to sit up in panic, but failed because her arms were also numb.
Under the light, Kira's lower body, which was soaked in the mucus erupted by himself, was clearly displayed in front of Aslan.
For a moment, Kira blushed and reached out to grab the thin quilt.
Just at this moment, the wet towel in Aslan's hand covered the sensitive place.
Kira's whole body trembled, his fingers clasped the thin quilt tightly, and he hummed softly.Turning back to stare at his friend, Aslan stopped what he was doing because of surprise, and looked back at him.
Kira was stunned for a moment.
He knew he was dull, but he didn't expect Aslan to be equally dull.
Aslan looked at him without moving.
Do we have to go on like this?Kira covered her lips with her hand, and it became difficult to speak, her face was already flushed, and her true feelings could not be expressed in words.
In front of each other, there has never been a time when we are not honest.
The body and the heart are handed over to each other at the same time, what else needs to be avoided?
Biting his lip and parting his legs, his face turned away was as hot as a fire.In the mood of letting the other party slaughter him, emotions have already overflowed his chest.
The corner of Aslan's mouth twitched slightly.Putting his hands on Kira's knees, he spread his legs further apart aggressively.Kira didn't say anything, and let him gently wipe his whole body to become refreshed and comfortable.
Watching Aslan walk towards the bathroom, Kira's eyes followed him.When he got up, Aslan put on his bathrobe, and it was unfair that he was the only one naked.
When Aslan took a shower and approached, Kira reached out and dragged him to the bed with lightning speed. The moment his fingers grabbed the strap of the bathrobe, the movement stopped.The skin peeking out from Aslan's bathrobe passed hot and humid memories in his body.
Short of breath for a moment, Kira let go of her hand and lay awkwardly on the pillow.
Human beings cannot fight against the root of desire. In front of the person who has elicited all emotions, desire is like a weed in the spring breeze, which easily grows wildly.
Aslan moved closer from behind Kira, and the bathrobe was already loosened by the violent movement just now.He didn't mind these things at all, but seeing Kira's annoyed reaction, he roughly guessed the tangled part of Kira's heart.
There is love between them, but never love.
Tonight will always become a memory, whether it is an impulse or a momentary indulgence, tonight is just tonight.
They can't have any results, this is a doomed reality from the beginning.
Holding Kira in his arms, Aslan closed his eyes.There were still six hours before departure, and they had even less time to sleep in each other's arms. He didn't want to waste it, and he didn't want to pursue the reason.
Kira craves him, and he will provide for his every need.
As for the reason, as for the future, he doesn't need to know.
The fingers hanging in front of the eyes, the arms over the shoulders, and the warm and vibrant colors made Kira overwhelmed with liking.When he touched and kissed his fingertips, the voice behind him made his whole body freeze.
"In Zaft's army, there are people who hate you." Aslan said softly, "After I leave, you don't come to the military headquarters anymore."
"Is it... the relatives of the people I killed in the last war?" Hatred stems from war, and people who hate themselves usually lose important relatives.
"...Mmm." Aslan responded lightly.Personal hatred will not be resolved easily, as long as you avoid meeting each other, as long as you give time, people will not always choose the path of extinction.
"Lax will get you back soon." Kira pursed her lips tightly, "You must live well."
"What danger will the maintenance division have?" Aslan smiled, "It's not convenient for Lux to interfere with the military's decision on mobilization."
"Anyway, I don't worry."
"It's better for you to go back to Lux."
"You too."
"...um..." The annoying entanglement made Aslan feel tired.He is very clear about Lacus' feelings for Kira, and Lacus is equally important to Kira.He didn't like to see that scene.
Another darkness in the relationship is jealousy. Even if it is a relationship of recognition, the heart will still be entangled and depressed.As an adjuster, marriage is regulated by the government in PLANT because of the decrease in birth rate.No one can marry and have children with the person they like, and no one has expectations for marriage.Everything is just for the birth rate, for the survival of the regulators.
Kira is the man chosen by Lacus. Although Kira is protecting Lacus on the surface, in essence it is Lacus who is protecting Kira.Having power doesn't protect everything, and Aslan knows that.Now that he can't even protect himself, what power does he have to protect Kira?He had to go to the front line when the military gave a mobilization order, and he couldn't escape or avoid the twists and turns and hidden organs.
To have nights with Kira was something he couldn't even imagine.
He didn't know what Kira thought.Even if it's just a temporary comfort, he feels satisfied.
There is no so-called absolute love in the world, as long as the other person feels happy, as long as the other person feels satisfied, as long as the other person feels happy, everything is taken for granted.
At the juncture of life and death, where is the bottom line of morality...
What happened tonight was so absurd, so unexpected, and so natural.
Who decides whether it is right or wrong?
When Aslan got up, it was already dawn.Although he had told his roommate that he was coming to Kira, he still left countless guesses if he didn't return all night.Both Kira's identity and his identity are sensitive in the military, and almost everyone knows the friendship between the two.As long as there is a handle left, even if it is Lacus, it will be difficult to clear up their grievances when it is used as an excuse one day.
I don't know when, the two of them had a free and peaceful time, leaving the army, leaving the war, and watching the sea peacefully.
Aslan thought of Cagalli, he had tried to wait for the time when the two of them could start again, but the reality told him cruelly that smooth sailing could not be achieved with reasonableness.People who carry the country and the mission on their backs have the freedom to choose where they come from.
Perhaps the more unable to be free, the less able to choose, the deeper the emotional depression.
Aslan reached out his hand to brush the broken hair from Kira's forehead, and lowered his head.The kiss of parting, the kiss of promise, the intricate emotions turned into the impulse of this kiss.
Kira reached out and wrapped his arms around his neck.
This kiss was so affectionate that it made people lose control.
Aslan leaned against the bed, blinking slightly.
"you're awake?"
"I didn't sleep at all." Kira sat up, "If I slept, you would disappear from my eyes without saying goodbye."
Isn't that a matter of course?Aslan smiled.
"What will happen in the future?" Kira murmured.He didn't stop Aslan from leaving, not even a symbolic gesture.Aslan reached out to touch his hair and rubbed it vigorously.
He really wants to say that he likes you and only you.
So what?
However, when he reached the door, Kira rushed up and hugged him tightly.The tight hug made her chest ache, but her fingers didn't even have the strength to push her away.
He couldn't push it away.
The only thing that can't be pushed away from the hand waving the sword of light is these arms.
"Aslan, you must live, come back to me alive!" Kira growled, "You are not allowed to die! You are not allowed to die!"
It has already been said that "there is no danger for the maintenance engineer", but it seems to be of no use at all.
When Aslan was standing and thinking, Kira's deep-seated worry suddenly rushed into his heart, stirring up earth-shaking waves.I don't know since when, he has taken life and death very lightly, living is for redemption, and death is for redemption.Man will always die, but he cannot die.
To live, to look for tomorrow, to live, is itself the meaning of life.
Feeling sour and moved because of Kira's roar, Aslan turned around, and there was a gleam of light in Kira's eyes staring at him.It was real worry, real pleading, emotion that pokes easily in the chest.
"Okay, I promise you." Aslan smiled lightly.
Some promises are made casually, while others have to be fulfilled with all your strength.
This promise is the latter.
The door closed after Aslan had left.Kira's outstretched hand touched only the cold wall.He clenched his fists tightly, still lingering with anxiety and fear in his chest, and slammed his fist on the cold wall, making the person in pain more awake.
He still didn't believe that it was just an ordinary transfer. Even if there were not enough maintenance personnel, sending Aslan to the front line of the war definitely had some other purpose.
He wanted to go with him, but couldn't.
Aslan promised him something, he will definitely do it, he believes in him, he can only believe in him!
Lacus knew that it was seven days after Aslan was dispatched to the front line.
The hometown of mankind is now full of catkins.After successive wars, many lands have already lost their population, and the vast continent is covered with glaring yellow sand.
Although the earth and PLANT have signed a peace treaty, there are still wars on both sides.The coalition insists that those who attacked Capantaria were not regular troops, but remnants of the anti-regulatory cosmos of yesteryear.Unwilling to start another war, PLANT, who could not tolerate these attacks, could only mobilize troops to protect the earth base.
Aslan is one of them.He was caught off guard by the base's welcome, and after signing a non-disclosure agreement, he was taken to a secluded location.A new type of mobile suit, with a dark and murderous aura in its dark appearance, made Aslan hesitate for a while.As the driver of Gundam, the touch of Gundam once made him feel excited.Even if it is a murder weapon, Gundam also has the beauty of Gundam, both in appearance and function, it is exciting.
But a weapon is a weapon, destined to be a destroyer.When peace came, Aslan resolutely left.Even though he was questioned by the high-level military, despite the constant voices of opposition and accusations from all sides, even though Lacus tried his best to protect him, Aslan's determination remained unchanged.Be it grievances or bitterness, he no longer wants to raise the butcher's knife to kill people.
As a maintenance engineer, conducting Gundam research is the main responsibility.The military did not explicitly state that he would fly the Gundam, but let him participate in the analysis of the OS system.It wasn't long before Aslan realized that this Gundam named Destroyer was the spoils of war looted from the last war.Aslan stared at the mobile suit in front of him, but a bitter taste came out of his mouth.
No matter what time it is, protecting yourself is always the first priority.Excellent military technology is the focus of competition between the two sides, and the driver is just the carrier of technology.No one can allow opponents to have higher technology and stronger power than themselves, which means that the development of military technology is destined to far exceed other aspects.The poor economy and the poor livelihood of the people cannot prevent the government from investing a lot of money in national defense and military research.
Expectant hands fell on his shoulders, and Aslan frowned deeply.The ultimate goal of those who set their eyes on him is to create more powerful killing weapons.
He can't help it.The Earth Army is still manufacturing weapons and hiding technology from each other.At some point, those weapons will appear in front of the world, and the flames of war will spread again.
Only fighting can stop fighting, and the strong can control everything.
Whether it's him or Kira, it's a fool's dream to want to protect peace only by one's own strength.
The blue and white office room is so spacious and quiet that it makes people tense.The sunlight floods the ground through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the heavy curtains are bound in the corners.In the huge room, what caught the eye was the long dark red table in the center, the towering files, and the young girl buried in it.
Lux frowned deeply as she looked at the document in hand.It has been two years since I became the chairman of PLANT. Peace is not as easy as it is said to be. I am young and girly, and I often feel heavy pressure among many seniors.Politics is not simply order and execution. Without sufficient support, even the best ideas will only be lost in the long river of history.
Aslan's incident was one of them.
Although she also thought about letting Aslan stay on Earth, but the pain of losing everything and not being able to return home, she was no different from Aslan.The war took away her father, and the war destroyed Aslan's happiness. Between killing and being killed, at the cost of blood and life, they have come to this day.Occasionally, when the powerful pain hits, Lux will think of her former home, the grass full of flowers, and the bright tea room.So what would Aslan remember?
In his memory, only the death of his mother and father.
But PLANT is his homeland after all, where his parents are buried.Even if it is just a cold tombstone, the relatives lying there will still comfort the lonely soul.
Lux frowned lightly.
The content of the document introduces in detail the latest military weapons seized from the Earth Army, and the person who studies, analyzes and makes accurate reports is none other than Aslan.
When was Aslan transferred to the earth base?Lacus was full of doubts.The small actions of the military gave her a headache, but she couldn't easily interfere.There are constant voices of opposition in the parliament, and the pursuit of betrayal in the war is still the main theme.Keeping Kira by her side has already made Lacus exhausted, and Aslan's sensitive identity and recorded betrayal are beyond debate.
In the last war, Kira was not a regular soldier of Zaft, but Aslan was.
"Sir Klein, Kira Yamato is here." The clerk knocked on the door a few times.
Lacus pressed the call button on the table. "Please come in."
As the door opened to both sides, Kira in a white formal military uniform appeared in front of Lacus.After the door closed, Lux stood up from the seat and threw herself into Kira's arms.
Catching Lax's soft body, Kira suddenly remembered Aslan's hug before leaving, and his whole body froze. He gently supported Lax's shoulder and opened the distance between the two.
He likes Lacus because she is a woman, but also because of her tenderness and consideration.She is a strong woman, under the gentle appearance, is a heart full of courage, kindness and wisdom, so he must protect her. Plant cannot do without Lacus, the maintenance of peace requires the efforts of everyone, even at the expense of life, Kira will definitely protect Lacus to the end.
He never thought that his feelings for Lacus would be shaken.
Because of Aslan's departure, the silent heart suddenly went berserk, and emotions so strong that it was maddening burst out without hesitation.He broke the boundary that shouldn't be broken, just because those green eyes smiled back.
That is a completely different feeling, strong, persistent, burning the soul like moths to a flame.
In an instant, all previous concepts and imaginations were destroyed.
A desire that is more real than any emotion, and a clearer understanding than any reason, at that moment, it seems to see the hidden real self, happiness, fear, anxiety, confusion, all the emotions that are intertwined in the heart burst out Come out, people are both happy and painful.
No matter when, no matter when, only the image of Aslan occupies the heart, and there is no room for other emotions to intervene.
Lux stared at Kira.These small distances revealed uneasy emotions in the girl's sensitive intuition.Looking at Kira's expression, the evasive gaze, the slightly painful expression, made her feel worried.
Looking back at the documents on the desktop, Kira, who often goes to the military headquarters, must have known about Aslan.
Why didn't he speak out?Lux thought of the itinerary during this period, the endless talks and interviews, and there was no time to meet Kira at all, so she couldn't help but hang her head sadly.
"I'm sorry," Lux said softly, "If I had known earlier..." She walked to the desk and picked up the document, "Do you know about Aslan?"
Hearing the haunted name, Kira's body trembled slightly. "Well, he was transferred to Capantaria a week ago."
"Why?" Lux looked at Kira, "There is no special situation, and the military department should not transfer him."
Kira looked at Lux and was silent for a moment.
"It's my fault." He pursed his lips tightly. "Someone in the military department was hostile to me. After Aslan found out, he clashed with them. After the fight, the military department transferred him to the front line."
The drooping hair concealed Lux's expression.After a long silence, she said calmly, "I just received the report from Aslan."
"What?" Kirahuo raised his head abruptly, rushed in front of Lacus in a few steps, took the document handed by Lacus, and glanced at it in a hurry. The eye-catching signature made him tremble again.Although it was only seven days apart, the feeling was more profound than ever. When the night came, the body trembled involuntarily, full of longing.
"The report on the new model of the Earth Army. Although the model used in the last war, the operating system and equipment are completely different." Lux clenched her fists, "They are still pursuing... powerful power."
"I'm going to Earth."
"I won't allow it."
"Let me go!" Kira grabbed Lux's arm, "I don't believe in the military! Things will never be that simple! Maybe Aslan, he, he..." He will be forced to fight again!Kira stopped his words abruptly, and the pain of Lux's frown made him realize that the strength was too heavy, and he let go of his hand hastily.
"Feel sorry."
"No matter what, you can't go!" Lux said excitedly, holding her wrist, "You are a member of the special forces. If you appear on the battlefield, do you know what will happen?"
Any handle may ignite the flames of war, and any flaw will create opportunities for doubters.It is absolutely not allowed that the situation that has finally stabilized will have another wave.
"Please wait for a while." Lux leaned on Kira's shoulder, "The current situation of the battle in Capantaria is not clear. With the strength of the Zaft regular army, Aslan will not be in danger. No With my permission, the new mobile suits will not go into battle."
Kira's fists clenched.
For now, is there just waiting...?
"Aslan can protect himself, you must trust him." Lux comforted Kira softly while holding Kira's hand, but those words did not reach Kira's ears.
He knew better than anyone that Aslan was used to protecting others, but he never took good care of himself.
No matter which one it is, when feelings come, the longing for love is the same.The same mind rippling, the same passion like fire.When boundaries exist, they are like a blade that stops people in their tracks, but once they are blurred, even identity and gender are discarded.
Wherever Aslan's fingers touched, Kira's instinctive flames were gently stirred up, and his fingertips ran across his back, causing waves of trembling.
Even children can feel the comforting effect of affection and love, not to mention the burning endless desire.
There are no boundaries, no morals, just the here and now.
In the dim room, the thin quilt covering the body, the shame that had faded a little flooded again in the mutual staring.The slight gasps and frantic heartbeats are so clear and tense in the dark space.
The body became extremely sensitive to the touch, the heels of the legs trembled unceasingly in the unspeakable sourness and sweetness, the touched part became hotter and hotter, and the unbearable feeling turned into groans and overflowed between the teeth.
Kira raised his arm, trying to cover up the uncontrollable voice, but Aslan held his hand, and pressed his fingers together on both sides of the pillow.The shortness of breath made his chest heave, his eyes were filled with mist, and he stared moistly at his friend's face in the dim light.The shoulders exposed to the thin quilt are undulating and powerful, making them even more sexy in the dark.
Suddenly came to his senses, the wet feeling was transmitted to the brain, and the strong reaction from the lower body made Kira bit her lip in shame.The belly is wet, sweat or other things are unclear, the sticky feeling is all over the legs, and the body has unconsciously stretched out.
The friend's lips covered her, and at the moment when her reason was burnt out by the kiss, the softest acupuncture point was touched for the first time, and the fingers that sneaked in made people tremble in embarrassment.
Aslan stopped exploring, and the eyes that had been watching Kira flickered slightly.
As long as Kira said stop, he would not continue.Even when his body was burning with lust and his hunger was insane, he was still plagued by boundaries.Breaking boundaries has never been something he is good at, but to protect the object he wants to protect, he will not hesitate to sacrifice his life.
Kira grabbed the pillow with his backhand.When his head was tilted to one side to cover his flushed face, his body stretched out like a flower blooming in the morning, and the stamen stretched out, wrapping Aslan's fingers softly in it, wanting to refuse the invitation .
The sanity thread is blown.
Aslan kissed Kira's face, kissing Kira's shyness little by little. Between his eyes, his lips were slightly parted, sucking and overlapping, as if his body and heart were melting together at this moment, never The youthful fear of returning to the beginning.
Slowly pull out your fingers, the soft and moist fiery touch is the determination to accept everything from the other party.
With both hands pressed against the pillow, Kira's heart contracted violently, almost bursting out of his chest.Aslan's body was inserted between his legs, causing the separated legs to spread to the sides, and the explicit scene made both of them pause for a second.The body twitched and contracted violently, and when it touched Aslan's fiery body temperature, it erupted like a volcano.
Nervousness and fear are left behind, and anxious waiting is turned into actual action.
The bodies overlapped tightly, with Kira's legs wrapping around Aslan's waist.Both of them looked at each other in a daze. At this moment, they were no longer two people, but merged into one.
Kissing, mingling, combining together, letting the destructive lust burn wildly.The pleasurable sensation spreads from the bonded parts to the whole body, causing convulsive shivering.The body is so soft that it is unspeakable, and the seductive panting and moaning make each other wilder.
Sweat dripped down Aslan's forehead, and his interlocked fingers clenched tightly.
Kira's eyes were filled with absent-minded mist, and all his feelings were concentrated in the blending part under his body.
There was a slight cry in the groan, and waves of annoying pleasure rushed straight up, as if to break the limit of endurance.Kira twisted his head, shaking weakly, his lower body was as wet and smooth as if soaked in water, allowing Aslan to charge wildly without hindrance.
The bed swayed in the dark, making a rhythmic sound.
His body was numb as if it was collapsing, and he let his feelings ravage him as if he had lost control.
Kira struggled in panic, but reached the pinnacle of destruction in Aslan's final dash.
All the strength was evacuated at this moment, and the body still kept shaking after the passion, as if a strong eruption feeling like incontinence caused the back to contract violently.
Aslan snorted, gasped for breath and paused for a moment.The impact of the orgasm that covered his whole body took away the remaining strength, and he fell on Kira's chest in a daze.
There is a pure blank in my mind, the feeling of extreme joy, the ease that makes my flesh and blood disappear, and brings me deep sleepiness.
The fluctuation of pleasure gradually fades with the passage of time, and the excited and crazy mood calms down a little bit in time.
Kira's hands covered Aslan's hair and gently raised it.Dark blue hair color is the result of genetic manipulation.He likes the sea-like color, feels the texture of Aslan's hair with his tentacles, and feels inexplicably happy and at ease.
Aslan closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth and tranquility of this moment.When she pulled away from Kira's body, the overly sensitive part made Kira breathe out softly again, and the slightly empty separation once again had peachy ripples.
The numb feeling in the lower body has not dissipated for a long time, and Kira couldn't gather his legs as he wished.When Aslan brought clean water and a towel and lifted the thin quilt, Kira tried to sit up in panic, but failed because her arms were also numb.
Under the light, Kira's lower body, which was soaked in the mucus erupted by himself, was clearly displayed in front of Aslan.
For a moment, Kira blushed and reached out to grab the thin quilt.
Just at this moment, the wet towel in Aslan's hand covered the sensitive place.
Kira's whole body trembled, his fingers clasped the thin quilt tightly, and he hummed softly.Turning back to stare at his friend, Aslan stopped what he was doing because of surprise, and looked back at him.
Kira was stunned for a moment.
He knew he was dull, but he didn't expect Aslan to be equally dull.
Aslan looked at him without moving.
Do we have to go on like this?Kira covered her lips with her hand, and it became difficult to speak, her face was already flushed, and her true feelings could not be expressed in words.
In front of each other, there has never been a time when we are not honest.
The body and the heart are handed over to each other at the same time, what else needs to be avoided?
Biting his lip and parting his legs, his face turned away was as hot as a fire.In the mood of letting the other party slaughter him, emotions have already overflowed his chest.
The corner of Aslan's mouth twitched slightly.Putting his hands on Kira's knees, he spread his legs further apart aggressively.Kira didn't say anything, and let him gently wipe his whole body to become refreshed and comfortable.
Watching Aslan walk towards the bathroom, Kira's eyes followed him.When he got up, Aslan put on his bathrobe, and it was unfair that he was the only one naked.
When Aslan took a shower and approached, Kira reached out and dragged him to the bed with lightning speed. The moment his fingers grabbed the strap of the bathrobe, the movement stopped.The skin peeking out from Aslan's bathrobe passed hot and humid memories in his body.
Short of breath for a moment, Kira let go of her hand and lay awkwardly on the pillow.
Human beings cannot fight against the root of desire. In front of the person who has elicited all emotions, desire is like a weed in the spring breeze, which easily grows wildly.
Aslan moved closer from behind Kira, and the bathrobe was already loosened by the violent movement just now.He didn't mind these things at all, but seeing Kira's annoyed reaction, he roughly guessed the tangled part of Kira's heart.
There is love between them, but never love.
Tonight will always become a memory, whether it is an impulse or a momentary indulgence, tonight is just tonight.
They can't have any results, this is a doomed reality from the beginning.
Holding Kira in his arms, Aslan closed his eyes.There were still six hours before departure, and they had even less time to sleep in each other's arms. He didn't want to waste it, and he didn't want to pursue the reason.
Kira craves him, and he will provide for his every need.
As for the reason, as for the future, he doesn't need to know.
The fingers hanging in front of the eyes, the arms over the shoulders, and the warm and vibrant colors made Kira overwhelmed with liking.When he touched and kissed his fingertips, the voice behind him made his whole body freeze.
"In Zaft's army, there are people who hate you." Aslan said softly, "After I leave, you don't come to the military headquarters anymore."
"Is it... the relatives of the people I killed in the last war?" Hatred stems from war, and people who hate themselves usually lose important relatives.
"...Mmm." Aslan responded lightly.Personal hatred will not be resolved easily, as long as you avoid meeting each other, as long as you give time, people will not always choose the path of extinction.
"Lax will get you back soon." Kira pursed her lips tightly, "You must live well."
"What danger will the maintenance division have?" Aslan smiled, "It's not convenient for Lux to interfere with the military's decision on mobilization."
"Anyway, I don't worry."
"It's better for you to go back to Lux."
"You too."
"...um..." The annoying entanglement made Aslan feel tired.He is very clear about Lacus' feelings for Kira, and Lacus is equally important to Kira.He didn't like to see that scene.
Another darkness in the relationship is jealousy. Even if it is a relationship of recognition, the heart will still be entangled and depressed.As an adjuster, marriage is regulated by the government in PLANT because of the decrease in birth rate.No one can marry and have children with the person they like, and no one has expectations for marriage.Everything is just for the birth rate, for the survival of the regulators.
Kira is the man chosen by Lacus. Although Kira is protecting Lacus on the surface, in essence it is Lacus who is protecting Kira.Having power doesn't protect everything, and Aslan knows that.Now that he can't even protect himself, what power does he have to protect Kira?He had to go to the front line when the military gave a mobilization order, and he couldn't escape or avoid the twists and turns and hidden organs.
To have nights with Kira was something he couldn't even imagine.
He didn't know what Kira thought.Even if it's just a temporary comfort, he feels satisfied.
There is no so-called absolute love in the world, as long as the other person feels happy, as long as the other person feels satisfied, as long as the other person feels happy, everything is taken for granted.
At the juncture of life and death, where is the bottom line of morality...
What happened tonight was so absurd, so unexpected, and so natural.
Who decides whether it is right or wrong?
When Aslan got up, it was already dawn.Although he had told his roommate that he was coming to Kira, he still left countless guesses if he didn't return all night.Both Kira's identity and his identity are sensitive in the military, and almost everyone knows the friendship between the two.As long as there is a handle left, even if it is Lacus, it will be difficult to clear up their grievances when it is used as an excuse one day.
I don't know when, the two of them had a free and peaceful time, leaving the army, leaving the war, and watching the sea peacefully.
Aslan thought of Cagalli, he had tried to wait for the time when the two of them could start again, but the reality told him cruelly that smooth sailing could not be achieved with reasonableness.People who carry the country and the mission on their backs have the freedom to choose where they come from.
Perhaps the more unable to be free, the less able to choose, the deeper the emotional depression.
Aslan reached out his hand to brush the broken hair from Kira's forehead, and lowered his head.The kiss of parting, the kiss of promise, the intricate emotions turned into the impulse of this kiss.
Kira reached out and wrapped his arms around his neck.
This kiss was so affectionate that it made people lose control.
Aslan leaned against the bed, blinking slightly.
"you're awake?"
"I didn't sleep at all." Kira sat up, "If I slept, you would disappear from my eyes without saying goodbye."
Isn't that a matter of course?Aslan smiled.
"What will happen in the future?" Kira murmured.He didn't stop Aslan from leaving, not even a symbolic gesture.Aslan reached out to touch his hair and rubbed it vigorously.
He really wants to say that he likes you and only you.
So what?
However, when he reached the door, Kira rushed up and hugged him tightly.The tight hug made her chest ache, but her fingers didn't even have the strength to push her away.
He couldn't push it away.
The only thing that can't be pushed away from the hand waving the sword of light is these arms.
"Aslan, you must live, come back to me alive!" Kira growled, "You are not allowed to die! You are not allowed to die!"
It has already been said that "there is no danger for the maintenance engineer", but it seems to be of no use at all.
When Aslan was standing and thinking, Kira's deep-seated worry suddenly rushed into his heart, stirring up earth-shaking waves.I don't know since when, he has taken life and death very lightly, living is for redemption, and death is for redemption.Man will always die, but he cannot die.
To live, to look for tomorrow, to live, is itself the meaning of life.
Feeling sour and moved because of Kira's roar, Aslan turned around, and there was a gleam of light in Kira's eyes staring at him.It was real worry, real pleading, emotion that pokes easily in the chest.
"Okay, I promise you." Aslan smiled lightly.
Some promises are made casually, while others have to be fulfilled with all your strength.
This promise is the latter.
The door closed after Aslan had left.Kira's outstretched hand touched only the cold wall.He clenched his fists tightly, still lingering with anxiety and fear in his chest, and slammed his fist on the cold wall, making the person in pain more awake.
He still didn't believe that it was just an ordinary transfer. Even if there were not enough maintenance personnel, sending Aslan to the front line of the war definitely had some other purpose.
He wanted to go with him, but couldn't.
Aslan promised him something, he will definitely do it, he believes in him, he can only believe in him!
Lacus knew that it was seven days after Aslan was dispatched to the front line.
The hometown of mankind is now full of catkins.After successive wars, many lands have already lost their population, and the vast continent is covered with glaring yellow sand.
Although the earth and PLANT have signed a peace treaty, there are still wars on both sides.The coalition insists that those who attacked Capantaria were not regular troops, but remnants of the anti-regulatory cosmos of yesteryear.Unwilling to start another war, PLANT, who could not tolerate these attacks, could only mobilize troops to protect the earth base.
Aslan is one of them.He was caught off guard by the base's welcome, and after signing a non-disclosure agreement, he was taken to a secluded location.A new type of mobile suit, with a dark and murderous aura in its dark appearance, made Aslan hesitate for a while.As the driver of Gundam, the touch of Gundam once made him feel excited.Even if it is a murder weapon, Gundam also has the beauty of Gundam, both in appearance and function, it is exciting.
But a weapon is a weapon, destined to be a destroyer.When peace came, Aslan resolutely left.Even though he was questioned by the high-level military, despite the constant voices of opposition and accusations from all sides, even though Lacus tried his best to protect him, Aslan's determination remained unchanged.Be it grievances or bitterness, he no longer wants to raise the butcher's knife to kill people.
As a maintenance engineer, conducting Gundam research is the main responsibility.The military did not explicitly state that he would fly the Gundam, but let him participate in the analysis of the OS system.It wasn't long before Aslan realized that this Gundam named Destroyer was the spoils of war looted from the last war.Aslan stared at the mobile suit in front of him, but a bitter taste came out of his mouth.
No matter what time it is, protecting yourself is always the first priority.Excellent military technology is the focus of competition between the two sides, and the driver is just the carrier of technology.No one can allow opponents to have higher technology and stronger power than themselves, which means that the development of military technology is destined to far exceed other aspects.The poor economy and the poor livelihood of the people cannot prevent the government from investing a lot of money in national defense and military research.
Expectant hands fell on his shoulders, and Aslan frowned deeply.The ultimate goal of those who set their eyes on him is to create more powerful killing weapons.
He can't help it.The Earth Army is still manufacturing weapons and hiding technology from each other.At some point, those weapons will appear in front of the world, and the flames of war will spread again.
Only fighting can stop fighting, and the strong can control everything.
Whether it's him or Kira, it's a fool's dream to want to protect peace only by one's own strength.
The blue and white office room is so spacious and quiet that it makes people tense.The sunlight floods the ground through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the heavy curtains are bound in the corners.In the huge room, what caught the eye was the long dark red table in the center, the towering files, and the young girl buried in it.
Lux frowned deeply as she looked at the document in hand.It has been two years since I became the chairman of PLANT. Peace is not as easy as it is said to be. I am young and girly, and I often feel heavy pressure among many seniors.Politics is not simply order and execution. Without sufficient support, even the best ideas will only be lost in the long river of history.
Aslan's incident was one of them.
Although she also thought about letting Aslan stay on Earth, but the pain of losing everything and not being able to return home, she was no different from Aslan.The war took away her father, and the war destroyed Aslan's happiness. Between killing and being killed, at the cost of blood and life, they have come to this day.Occasionally, when the powerful pain hits, Lux will think of her former home, the grass full of flowers, and the bright tea room.So what would Aslan remember?
In his memory, only the death of his mother and father.
But PLANT is his homeland after all, where his parents are buried.Even if it is just a cold tombstone, the relatives lying there will still comfort the lonely soul.
Lux frowned lightly.
The content of the document introduces in detail the latest military weapons seized from the Earth Army, and the person who studies, analyzes and makes accurate reports is none other than Aslan.
When was Aslan transferred to the earth base?Lacus was full of doubts.The small actions of the military gave her a headache, but she couldn't easily interfere.There are constant voices of opposition in the parliament, and the pursuit of betrayal in the war is still the main theme.Keeping Kira by her side has already made Lacus exhausted, and Aslan's sensitive identity and recorded betrayal are beyond debate.
In the last war, Kira was not a regular soldier of Zaft, but Aslan was.
"Sir Klein, Kira Yamato is here." The clerk knocked on the door a few times.
Lacus pressed the call button on the table. "Please come in."
As the door opened to both sides, Kira in a white formal military uniform appeared in front of Lacus.After the door closed, Lux stood up from the seat and threw herself into Kira's arms.
Catching Lax's soft body, Kira suddenly remembered Aslan's hug before leaving, and his whole body froze. He gently supported Lax's shoulder and opened the distance between the two.
He likes Lacus because she is a woman, but also because of her tenderness and consideration.She is a strong woman, under the gentle appearance, is a heart full of courage, kindness and wisdom, so he must protect her. Plant cannot do without Lacus, the maintenance of peace requires the efforts of everyone, even at the expense of life, Kira will definitely protect Lacus to the end.
He never thought that his feelings for Lacus would be shaken.
Because of Aslan's departure, the silent heart suddenly went berserk, and emotions so strong that it was maddening burst out without hesitation.He broke the boundary that shouldn't be broken, just because those green eyes smiled back.
That is a completely different feeling, strong, persistent, burning the soul like moths to a flame.
In an instant, all previous concepts and imaginations were destroyed.
A desire that is more real than any emotion, and a clearer understanding than any reason, at that moment, it seems to see the hidden real self, happiness, fear, anxiety, confusion, all the emotions that are intertwined in the heart burst out Come out, people are both happy and painful.
No matter when, no matter when, only the image of Aslan occupies the heart, and there is no room for other emotions to intervene.
Lux stared at Kira.These small distances revealed uneasy emotions in the girl's sensitive intuition.Looking at Kira's expression, the evasive gaze, the slightly painful expression, made her feel worried.
Looking back at the documents on the desktop, Kira, who often goes to the military headquarters, must have known about Aslan.
Why didn't he speak out?Lux thought of the itinerary during this period, the endless talks and interviews, and there was no time to meet Kira at all, so she couldn't help but hang her head sadly.
"I'm sorry," Lux said softly, "If I had known earlier..." She walked to the desk and picked up the document, "Do you know about Aslan?"
Hearing the haunted name, Kira's body trembled slightly. "Well, he was transferred to Capantaria a week ago."
"Why?" Lux looked at Kira, "There is no special situation, and the military department should not transfer him."
Kira looked at Lux and was silent for a moment.
"It's my fault." He pursed his lips tightly. "Someone in the military department was hostile to me. After Aslan found out, he clashed with them. After the fight, the military department transferred him to the front line."
The drooping hair concealed Lux's expression.After a long silence, she said calmly, "I just received the report from Aslan."
"What?" Kirahuo raised his head abruptly, rushed in front of Lacus in a few steps, took the document handed by Lacus, and glanced at it in a hurry. The eye-catching signature made him tremble again.Although it was only seven days apart, the feeling was more profound than ever. When the night came, the body trembled involuntarily, full of longing.
"The report on the new model of the Earth Army. Although the model used in the last war, the operating system and equipment are completely different." Lux clenched her fists, "They are still pursuing... powerful power."
"I'm going to Earth."
"I won't allow it."
"Let me go!" Kira grabbed Lux's arm, "I don't believe in the military! Things will never be that simple! Maybe Aslan, he, he..." He will be forced to fight again!Kira stopped his words abruptly, and the pain of Lux's frown made him realize that the strength was too heavy, and he let go of his hand hastily.
"Feel sorry."
"No matter what, you can't go!" Lux said excitedly, holding her wrist, "You are a member of the special forces. If you appear on the battlefield, do you know what will happen?"
Any handle may ignite the flames of war, and any flaw will create opportunities for doubters.It is absolutely not allowed that the situation that has finally stabilized will have another wave.
"Please wait for a while." Lux leaned on Kira's shoulder, "The current situation of the battle in Capantaria is not clear. With the strength of the Zaft regular army, Aslan will not be in danger. No With my permission, the new mobile suits will not go into battle."
Kira's fists clenched.
For now, is there just waiting...?
"Aslan can protect himself, you must trust him." Lux comforted Kira softly while holding Kira's hand, but those words did not reach Kira's ears.
He knew better than anyone that Aslan was used to protecting others, but he never took good care of himself.
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