【AK】Meet at Dawn

I have known Aslan for more than ten years.

PLANT and the earth have experienced two wars, and Aslan, who hated the war, became the betrayer of PLANT twice.In the era that has returned to peace, natural people still have various opinions and disputes about the new human beings.The war continues in the corners of the earth, but after experiencing the baptism of the war, the earth and the plant are waiting to be rebuilt, and the war is no longer the most concerned issue of people.Energy, peace, and survival plague the earth and PLANT, and the war on MSI in the corner is gradually being ignored by people.

But war is war, and no matter how small it is, there is sacrifice. For Kira who has experienced war, no one knows this better than him.

A playmate of Moon School, a childhood sweetheart, and a life-and-death companion in the war, I originally thought that this state could last forever, but reality can always break all expectations.

Kira sat on the edge of the bed with her hands folded and her head bowed.He is already a member of the PLANT Special Forces, an elite responsible for the security of the speaker, but doubts about him are still quietly spreading in the dark of the army.Once a member of the Earth Army, once betrayed the new humans, not everyone can understand and accept everything in the past.Kira is well aware of this, so the first task of resolving the war is to protect those who have always stood for peace.

Aslan, who is the same as him, has different identities and different influences.

As the son of the man who once brought despair to Plant, he betrayed Zaft twice, no matter how Lux explained to the parliament, he still couldn't get the approval of all the members, and returned to the military to be monitored.Although Aslan remained silent, Kira couldn't ignore the pain and self-blame hidden under the calm expression, even if he passed by.

Because of worry, Kira, who often goes to the military to deal with matters, does not realize that the danger is gradually approaching.

Kira's tangled hands were tightly intertwined, the knuckles were protruding from the force, and the fingertips became pale under the pressure.

He saw with his own eyes that Aslan walked through the corridor covered with scars, and he heard with his own ears the order that pushed Aslan to death.

what happened?he does not know.But he was sure that Aslan would never easily conflict with others, and the peace gained through pain and betrayal was what he cherished most.

Tomorrow... day and night, close friends... will be leaving.

Uncontrollable worry and bitterness lingered in his chest, as if the pain in his chest was about to burst, making it impossible for people to wait and watch in silence.The strong emotion that almost burst through the chest made the fingertips tremble.

aslan...

can not go……

Even the strong expectation in my heart can't fight the reality.The deployment of grass-roots personnel in the army is decided by the high-level military, and no one else can intervene in the departure or retention of a maintenance member.In order to improve the economic and living conditions of PLANT, the Supreme Council has held several meetings, but there is no clear result.Lacus was so busy that she couldn't afford to take into account the slight fluctuations in the military.

What happened, Kira faintly noticed.During the day, Aslan, who was adjusting the military's latest Gundam OS program, was asked to submit a report.Afterwards, a brawl broke out. Compared with the victim who filed a complaint, Aslan's injuries were much more serious in every respect, but in the end, the military dealt with Aslan with this matter, which was the same as before. Due to the lack of maintenance personnel on the other side, Aslan was asked to leave the military headquarters for Earth the next day.

Although it was a small war, it has been unable to be extinguished, and the resistance adopted by Zaft's Earth Army base has also been tepid.Negotiations and mediation have been fruitless, and there was even a despicable incident in which the army was attacked during the negotiations, which caused the negotiations to be interrupted for a while.

The conflict will probably continue for a long time.

Letting Aslan go to such a place is by no means a simple matter of just asking him to do logistics and maintenance.

Aslan would be dangerous, very dangerous.Surveilled by the military as a traitor, knowing that he is an excellent Gundam pilot, but deliberately let him do grass-roots maintenance work, and get along day and night with weapons that have killed countless enemies in wars. No one knows what Aslan used. The mood to complete the work, and no one will report his grades upwards.

The military's oppressive actions were done with the acquiescence of Lacus.Kira understood Lacus' embarrassment. The matter of Aslan was not easy to solve now that the war had just ended.Time can resolve everything, all that is needed now is time.

During the waiting time, anything can happen.

In front of the freedom that does not know when it will come, danger has always been lurking.

Losing everything with worry, Kira's eyes were sour and moist.Can he do nothing?Even comfort and encouragement... can't be said.Aslan always bears everything silently, and there is no slightest wave under his calm expression. When the military's punishment was announced, he accepted everything so calmly, but... the moment he turned around, he saw When his own figure was reflected in his eyes, there was obvious wavering in those eyes.

A faint smile comforted Kira who was not far away, and his long gaze was interrupted by a ferocious urging.Aslan was pushed back to work, and during the few seconds of independent time when he picked up the materials, he looked at Kira.

The incomprehensible look in his eyes caused waves in Kira's heart.

He wanted to comfort Aslan, wanted to confide in him, but he didn't know what to say and what to do. The impulse was tangled in his chest, bit by bit shattering the defense he had built for a long time.

Tomorrow, they will say goodbye.

After tomorrow, I don't know when I will see you again.

What will happen tomorrow, only God knows.

After a few electric waves rang, the intercom at the door was connected.In the slightly noisy radio waves, Kira's very familiar deep and gentle voice came, with fluctuations hidden in the calm, intimacy in the steady.

"Kira, can I come in?"

Obviously Kira asked him to come, but his words seemed to be a sudden visit, with a little apology.

Their identities are very different. As grassroots personnel, they are not allowed to meet with members of the special forces without permission.Kira, who has a special protection mission, must not reveal the secrets kept by anyone.Even so, he still broke this unspoken rule.

The dormitory where Aslan lives, and other soldiers.

Kira couldn't go to him, and didn't dare.

Carefully protecting each other's fragile peace, only occasionally looking back at the base in the distance, little by little accumulated thoughts.

Kira hummed lightly.

The nervousness made his whole body stiff, and his clenched fists showed his almost crazy determination.Things that cannot be done are circling in my mind, and my reason and responsibility have already been thrown into the void.

The door slid aside, and Aslan in blue military uniform appeared in front of Kira.The former red dress has only become an image in the memory, in contrast, Kira is dressed in white.

Aslan hesitated for a second, just as he raised his hand, Kira had already arrived in front of him, dragged him into the room, and locked the door.

"Kira?" Aslan was a little surprised.Could there be something wrong with such an impulsive and anxious move?

Could it be... Aslan frowned, turned Kira half a circle, and looked up and down.He had clearly warned those bastards that nothing would happen.Kira's surprised expression made Aslan slightly ashamed, and he let go of his hand. When he wanted to salute again, Kira had already pressed his hand down.

"Don't salute here." Kira's voice was a little hasty and impetuous, with unstable emotions and flustered eyes flashing in Aslan's eyes.

"What happened?" Aslan asked worriedly, standing behind Kira.

"I just wanted to ask you!" Kira turned around excitedly, noticing the extra first aid kit in his hand, Aslan subconsciously touched the bruise on his face.It looks a little embarrassed, but it's just a skin trauma, so it's not worth making such a fuss about.

The indifference on Aslan's expression frustrated Kira.It must be the same idea when it comes to me, but I am very excited to see the other party like this.

"sit down."

Being forced to sit on the stool, Aslan glanced at Kira's cold expression, obviously angry, and subconsciously explained: "It's nothing, I've done emergency treatment, it's just..."

As a result of telling lies, Aslan got stuck halfway.It was easy to lie to anyone, but it was Kira in front of him.

"Is this how you protect yourself?" Kira lifted Aslan's chin, told him to look up, and then applied the anti-inflammatory potion on it. There was a conflict between being rude and careful, and Aslan couldn't help but laughed.

"It hurts."

Kira raised her eyebrows, and her hands became much lighter.The injury is not serious, but it hurts so much that I can't speak.

"What's going on?" Kira asked solemnly while closing the first-aid kit.The matter must not be simple, he couldn't guess it, so he could only ask directly.

Aslan usually doesn't tell people what's on his mind, since he was a child.Speculation is upsetting and enjoyable.

The more you use your heart to understand each other, the closer your heart will be.

"It's just a quarrel." Aslan replied flatly.It was indeed just a quarrel, but it was not just an ordinary quarrel. For those who tried to hurt Kira, even if it only stayed at the verbal stage, it was unforgivable.

He wasn't the only soldier in PLANT who hated Kira.The elder brother was killed in the war, leaving only the resentment of his relatives.How can ordinary soldiers fight against that hatred?Not everyone can forgive the evils of war with tolerance.The only thing we can do is stop it, we cannot wait for hatred to create new hatred.

If Kira died, he would definitely hate him and do whatever he could.

Standing silently at the table, Kira is slender but powerful. At the age of 20, he has experienced the vicissitudes of the world and is living strong. No one is allowed to destroy this effort to survive. .

After tomorrow, they may never see each other again.

Aslan stared at Kira's back, showing strength in his thinness, and gentleness in his hardness. Even though he had grown a lot taller, his body still exuded warmth, which made people want to get close and possess him.

I want to touch the temperature under the white clothes, I want to feel the intimacy that is about to pass away, and I want to keep this moment forever.From now on, Kira's safety can no longer be protected by him.As the captain of the special forces, as the strongest adjuster to protect Lacus, Kira doesn't need anyone to protect him at all. Aslan is just used to the sense of belonging of protecting him.

Wanting to protect, wanting to get a position that only belongs to him, that is Aslan's silent expectation.

There's only so much he can do.

The warmth in his arms made Aslan wake up suddenly.The emotion that was so strong that he lost control actually caused his body to act, and in his unconscious state, he did something that he had never dared to think about for a long time.

Kira was in his arms, wrapped in his arms, watching him with piercing eyes.

The embarrassment of letting go or not letting go, the choice of possession and distance, made Aslan look back at Kira in the same way.It doesn't matter if you hug for a second, or stare for a second, how much can he worry about tonight when he is about to leave?

Aslan's eyes are an intoxicating green, bright and beautiful in color, but always revealing an incomprehensible depth and tranquility.Kira seldom saw Aslan's agitated and out-of-control reactions, but heard his screams.

The way he expresses is so subtle, as subtle as the breeze blowing on the face, it will pass if you don't pay attention.

The friendship of more than ten years, the tacit understanding like a childhood sweetheart, goes deep into the bone marrow bit by bit. Even if the body is wiped out, the memory will always be imprinted in the flesh and blood and blend into the soul.

There is a wordless affection conveyed in each other's gaze, and the emotion itself is hard to describe.

Whether it is a natural person or an adjuster, there will be no reason when he is impulsive.When everything that is cherished is destroyed, those who can face it rationally and calmly, and can suppress tears and cry, have lost the most important human instinct.

The instinct of sadness, the instinct of protection, the expectation of possession, the desperate desire like a moth to a flame, are as hot and intense as blood.

The atmosphere that cannot be thought, the gaze that cannot be escaped, just like the attraction of two poles does not need a reason.

Kira closed her eyes and kissed Aslan's lips.

When the dragonfly touches the water, the water surface is rippling and rippling.

The wind blows the surface of the water, the water and the wind blend together, and the fragrance of the water and the breeze blend together like melting.

In the small room, there are figures embracing and kissing each other, and in the quiet space, there is the sound of blending breathing.

The hot water rained down Kira's back, and the steaming steam dripped water droplets from the tip of his nose.Kira stood on the smooth wall, letting the water wash over her body, her fingers still trembling in a panic.

The warmth of Aslan's embrace made him want to be intoxicated, and the sweet kiss made him shiver like melting winter snow.

That was the happiness he had lost for a long, long time.

Peaceful happiness, ordinary happiness, which he thought was impossible to have anymore, filled his chest at this moment.

The outstanding situation makes the plan come true quickly.

Aslan did not avoid his kisses, that gentle and considerate soul always accommodated him in every possible way.

If you walked out of the bathroom and saw an empty room, it would be Aslan's silent refusal.Unable to bear to be hurt but indulged, and undisguised avoidance, it became difficult to breathe.

Putting his hand on the doorknob and gripping the chest of the yukata tightly, Kira opened the door.

Aslan looked up.He had been sitting by the bed for a long time, whether to go or not was circling in his mind, struggling and fighting, but there was no result.

A kiss is just an opportunity, there is always time to stop.

But he didn't want to see Kira's lost look.Sin, even if no one knows about it, will ring repeatedly in the heart, and self-punishment is often more real than ignorance of reality.

To bear the guilt, two people are far easier than one.

What's more, everything that happened now is right or wrong, and there is no standard judgment.

Whether things will happen is only a matter of time.

Kira's fair skin after bathing revealed a hot and humid red, and the slightly open bathrobe always carried a subtle provocative meaning. There was no charming expression or uneven figure, and she still couldn't hide her seductive sex appeal under the gaze.

Aslan felt that it was a quagmire, and he had already sunk, so he didn't even bother to struggle.

He jumped into the trap made by Kira willingly.

Kira, who was standing at the other end of the room, had a slight twinkle in his eyes.Aslan stood up slowly and walked past him.Kira's drooping fingers moved, even though there were thousands of words, but at this moment he couldn't even make a sound.

Pressing on the bathroom doorknob, Aslan felt like a drowning fish.

Fish don't drown, only people do.People hate drowning, but fish do.

He's drowning, so he wants to turn into a fish.

To be completely hopeless is to not want to be saved at all.

Hearing the sound of the bathroom door closing and the sound of water splashing, Kira, who was standing blankly by the side, finally came back to his senses, his cheeks were instantly blushed, he lowered his head in embarrassment, and hit the wall with his fist.

The strongest adjuster also has stage fright.

Seeing Aslan wearing a bathrobe, Kira lost his mind for a moment.In my childhood memory, Aslan was always rigorous and serious. Although his smile was very childish and innocent, he acted like an adult with meticulous attention to detail.After the war, Aslan's face lost its childishness, and his smile became lonely.

The style has always been rigorous, but now it adds a slightly frivolous chic.There was a sharp contrast between Kira, who was a little nervous and stiff, and Aslan, who seemed relaxed and natural in his gestures.

Kira sat on the edge of the bed with her knees crossed, and Aslan was stunned for a while by the things on the bed.

If he thought that Kira was acting on impulse before, he would overthrow all guesses at this time.

Kira wasn't that premeditated, nor was he brave enough to think nothing of it.The courage and determination required for this decision are absolutely unimaginable to outsiders.

Aslan's heart twitched slightly.Originally thought that he was the only one who would struggle and be timid, but he didn't expect that the other party struggled harder than him.If he remains silent, he will never cross the threshold in his life. This is not a matter of courage, but just his wish.

Emotional matters cannot be forced, the process is always more important than the result.The result he wants is not to exchange for it through a tragic process, but to expect to spend it lightly, what should be the result, what is the natural result.

He doesn't force it.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Kira's restless sitting posture reveals tension and fear, but his eyes are as firm as the sea.Even if the wind blows through the tsunami and shakes the sky, the sea still sticks to the sea's principles.

Aslan walked slowly to the bed and sat down.Kira glanced at him, picked up the red wine beside the bed, and handed it over.The shattering sound of glass colliding is like music, and the sweetness of the wine is like the mood of the two.

Aslan stretched out his arms, and slowly placed the empty wine glass on the side of the table, standing firmly upright.

Kira put down the wine glass, and when the shaking glass was balanced, two figures overlapped and fell on the bed through the glass.

The green eyes are full of haze, and the purple eyes are filled with longing.Stretch out your hands to untie each other's shackles, and let the skin stick tightly. The heat of each other is like a blazing fire, instantly burning the last trace of clarity.