Laughing astray

Yan Zihan asked if he knew, not if you knew him.

It wasn't until Yan Zihan realized that he had asked the question, he had already asked, and it was done! .

The words seemed to come out of my mouth inadvertently, but they really hit Cong Xiaoyi's heart.

Cong Xiaoyi squatted on the ground and stood up abruptly. He didn't know whether he could spit out the smoke in his mouth, and his lungs hurt a little from holding back. Maybe he realized that he was a little out of order, so Cong Xiaoyi calmed down for a while.

Pretending to be calm, but the blood in his body flowed out from the heart, and then flowed back backwards. Cong Xiao could feel it, one foot took a step back, but he didn't notice it himself, and his hands began to tremble inexplicably , out of control.

His head was a little unconscious, as if a large basin of cold water had been poured all over his body.

After deliberating for a long time, he asked dryly. "who is it?"

As soon as Cong Xiao could hear his own voice, it circled around his ears, it was really ugly.

"A friend, you look alike." Yan Zihan took out the photo from his bag and handed it to Cong Xiaoyi.

In the photo are two teenagers aged seventeen or eighteen, one of them is smiling and sitting in a wheelchair, and Yan Zihan, who was a teenager standing next to him, also has a bright smile on his face.There should be a hospital behind the two of them. Cong Xiaoyi saw the little nurse who was photographed in the camera.

The boy took a closer look, and he was indeed eight or nine points like Cong Xiaoyi.Cong Xiao stared at the person in the photo, as if he wanted to make a hole in the photo, as if he wanted to imprint the person in the photo in his mind, he felt like he couldn't turn his eyes.

Taking a slow breath, "Is it this?" Cong Xiao pointed to the boy in the photo, "Is it him?"

"Yes." Yan Zihan stared into Cong Xiaoyi's eyes.

"It's quite similar."

Cong Xiaoyi didn't know how to answer, it was like a train was running in his head, the pain was so painful that he was about to explode, and he was so chaotic that he could hardly hear other sounds.

Pretending to know nothing and returning the photo to Yan Zihan, Cong Xiao pursed his lips, "There are many people who are too similar in the world, he should be very important to you, right?"

"Really?" Yan Zihan pointed to the boy in the photo, "He, he is Bai Shaorong, he is dead."

Cong Xiaoyi didn't speak.

My heart felt like it was on fire.

Yan Zihan's expression looked heavy, at this time, Cong Xiaojue's own expression must be extremely ugly.

"He is my friend. We grew up together in the orphanage. He has been in poor health and has heart disease." Yan Zihan stuffed the photo into his bag. "This is the only photo of us together. Some people should keep it in their hearts." , I just want to ask you this, go back and rest early today."

Cong Xiao waved his hands, turned around and left.

Step by step, like stepping on the edge of a knife, I can't tell what it feels like from top to bottom, as if all the organs have been removed and reassembled, no part feels uncomfortable.

He didn't know that eating a meal could reveal a big secret. He had imagined many times that he would hear news about Bai Shaorong, but he never thought that in such a defenseless situation, he would be shot by someone. Like a bullet, it shot directly at his heart.

Bai Shaorong.

How long has it been since I heard this name?

Yan Zihan stayed where he was for a while, until Cong Xiaoyi's back was out of sight, and then he took out the lunch paper he was holding tightly in his hand, which was used by Cong Xiaoyi.

He was sure that Cong Xiaoyi knew it all. Although all the information was complete, he still wanted to ask Cong Xiaoyi for confirmation. Was it too sudden?He didn't make any preparations for him, but Bai Shaorong has been waiting for so many years...

It was less than two o'clock when I got home.There is a maintenance sign in front of the elevator. This is an old house. Cong Xiaoyi moved here when he was about six years old. The elevator has not been installed for a few years, but because the maintenance is not very diligent, sometimes there are major problems. The maintenance guy will come over.

His family lives on the 6th floor, the top floor, whether it is high or low.Cong Xiao went to the safe passage next to the elevator and prepared to take the stairs.

After walking for several steps without going up, he suddenly came back to his senses and realized that he had been standing still.

Bai Shaorong, dead?

Two old ladies walked over side by side, and Cong Xiaoyi leaned against the wall to give them a seat.

"Hey, you said, that psychopath came back today, what a pity. It made a lot of noise and made no one safe?" Aunt Wang who lived on the third floor was the one who spoke.

"That's right, what fate do you think Yang Yuehua has, this young man was sent to the hospital. I heard that the child was not saved." Aunt Zhao who was standing aside answered the question.

Cong Xiao understood as soon as he heard it. There are not many residents in this building. They are all uncles, aunts, old men and old ladies. The whole building knows what is going on in this house. Yang Yuehua is the neighbor of Aunt Wang on the third floor, a single parent, The insanity that Aunt Wang and the others are talking about is her husband who has been married to Yang Yuehua for less than two years. He was a model husband for the whole building when he first married. No, I play mahjong every day.

Yang Yuehua wanted a divorce, but he refused to do so.Cong Xiaoyi saw the couple fight, the man beat Yang Yuehua's face black and blue, and the police came.

Cong Xiaoyi also listened to other people's family affairs, and didn't have any opinions to express. Every family has hard-to-recite scriptures.

Climbing to the sixth floor in one breath, when she was about to open the door, Aunt Li next door suddenly opened the door and poked her head out, "Smile, smile. You come." Saying that, she beckoned to Cong Xiao, "Auntie made some food, Come to Auntie's to eat."

Cong Xiao turned around and just took a step towards Aunt Li's house, when a woman's voice suddenly came from the house.To be precise, it is the sound of barking/bed.Because of the age of this building, the sound insulation is not very good, anyone who is louder can hear it.

Cong Xiao made a crackling noise in the melon seeds in his head, as if something broke.

"Auntie, is Cong Jiyun back?"

He felt that the breath coming out of his nose was like an angry buffalo.

"Smile, you come to Auntie's house to stay first. Your mother just came back for a while, so you go in a little later." Aunt Li opened the door and said softly, "Auntie just wanted to go out, and she came back after looking at your mother." .”

Cong Xiaoyi seemed to have poured spicy hot oil on it in his heart, and his anger surged up along the esophagus. He didn't know whether it was anger or mania. He strode to the door of the house and stretched his feet on the door. Bang rattled his feet.

The sound inside didn't stop for a second, and then there was a rushing sound, and after a while, a man's curse sounded from far to near.The door opened with a bang, and a man was shirtless, with his trousers put on indiscriminately.He looked Cong Xiao up and down,

"Who are you?"

"Your uncle!"

Cong Xiao jumped up, and before the man could react, he kicked the man's chest, and the man lost his footing and fell backwards to the ground.

"Cough...fuck your mother! What the hell are you doing?" The man was stunned by the kick, and he jumped up with a curse and was about to throw himself on Cong Xiaoyi.

Cong Xiao dodged, then punched him in the face, then threw himself on the man and punched the man in the face several times, Cong Xiao actually felt a bit crazy, like someone who had been bitten Dog, the anger is getting bigger and bigger, and I feel like I can't stop it.But in the deepest part of my heart, I heard the uneasiness from Yan Zihan's news not long ago, the anger from Ji Yun's voice, and Aunt Li's sympathetic and pitiful eyes.

why?

Obviously it shouldn't be like this.

I have lost my mind, there is only one voice in my head, and I want to vent it quickly.Cong Xiaoyi's fist mercilessly hit the man again and again without even a chance to shout out.Until a shrill female voice called out.

"Cong Xiaoyi, what are you doing?!"

Listening to the voices around, there are already many neighbors who are watching the excitement, talking about it in a hurry.As soon as Cong Xiao stopped, he grabbed the man with a bruised nose and swollen face, and said fiercely, "Get out now, and let me see you in the future. Do you believe that I will kill you?"

The man on the ground was already stunned by Cong Xiao's beating, he struggled on the ground for several times before slowly getting up, and before he had time to put on his clothes, he staggered out of the crowd and ran away.

"Hey! You haven't paid me yet!" The woman stomped her feet, ready to chase after her.Cong Xiao pulled her back one by one.

"Cong Jiyun! Can you show some face?"

Cong Xiaoyi felt that his whole body was going to explode!The fact that he has never wanted to admit is now clearly before his eyes, his own mother, his own mother Cong Jiyun, rolled on the bed with a man 5 minutes ago.

"Cong Xiaoyi, how do you talk to your mother?"

A voice of fear of chaos sounded from the crowd of onlookers, this society is like this, there are always more people watching the excitement than trying to persuade them to fight.

"Are you fucking trying to force me to believe it or not? I'll hit you too?" Cong Xiao slammed the door behind him, shutting all the onlookers outside. The world is already so fucked up, so what else is there to see? of?

"Cong Xiaoyi, what are you doing? I haven't confiscated the money yet?" Cong Jiyun glared at him, shook off his hand, went to the living room table and picked up a cigarette.

"Money? You fucking sleep with men every day, don't you feel disgusted at all?" Cong Xiaoyi was panicked, just like the subway in Beijing in the morning, he was about to explode.

"Disgusting? Why am I disgusting when I have money to earn?"

"I'll tell you Cong Jiyun, when I see you leading others back in the future, I'll beat them one at a time."

"What? You think your mother is a bitch who sleeps with men all day?"

"You can still ask!" Cong Xiaoyi roared, "Why not me? I really hate why it wasn't me! Why is my real mother you? Why?" Shouting out everything, not only anger, but also the embarrassment accumulated over the years, and the unspeakable words that have been suppressed in the bottom of my heart for many years, all burst out.

"Why?" Cong Jiyun snorted coldly, "Aren't you the culprit?"

Cong Xiaoyi laughed suddenly, and he didn't know why, his mouth opened before his mind gave any instructions. "Do you really hate me?"

Cong Ji Yun didn't speak, but his smoking hand was shaking constantly.

"Cong Jiyun, how can you live like a human being?" Cong Xiao took two steps back, he had never been like this before, and he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, so he just wanted to close his eyes and forget about everything and just sleep to death .

When I was young, I saw the sweetness of other people’s parents, but I didn’t dare to go out when I stayed at home. It was not even as good as the dog that Aunt Li next door raised before. The pup gave birth to five dogs and the mother knew how to breastfeed them.

When Cong Xiao closed his eyes one by one, there was endless darkness, and in his memories, nothing but loneliness was loneliness.

Damn don't want to admit that I envy a dog sometimes.

"No matter how much you don't want to admit that I am your own mother. You were conceived in October by me, and you grew up with my money! You were raised by the money I earned from a man!" Cong Jiyun stretched out his wipe With his bright red fingers, he tapped Cong Xiaoyi's chest with his fingertips. "You can't leave me alone."

As soon as Cong Xiao opened the door, the people outside the door had already dispersed. At this moment, Cong Xiao felt that all the strength in his body had just been used up, and his legs trembled a little when he walked, and he couldn't even stand up.

"Cong Jiyun, you should be the same as me now, right? You want to die but you have to live desperately. The hatred you have hidden for 13 years, isn't it revenge on me bit by bit?" Cong Xiao looked back " Don't say you have my dog/shit, didn't you want to leave me from the beginning?"

After finishing speaking, Cong Xiao stepped out of the house without looking back.

"What are you going for?"

"What does it have to do with you?"

If I want to die, even if I want to die, you shouldn't hold me back, right?

Cong Xiaoyi twitched the corner of his mouth bitterly.

"Cong Xiaoyi, let me tell you, do you think you can escape from me?" Cong Jiyun snorted coldly behind him, "One is your father and the other is you, but both are really promising." After finishing speaking, he ignored him and turned around Into the bedroom.

Cong Xiaoyi kicked to the shoe cabinet next to the door, and all the messy things on it fell to the ground. He stepped on it fiercely, like a little beast on the verge of collapse, trembling all over, like It's a naked/naked mess like being skinned. This feeling is worse than eating shit.

When Wang Bin called, Cong Xiaoyi had been sitting in the safe passage for an indefinite amount of time, his legs were numb, and his nerves had already relaxed.

"Where are you? I came to look for you at home, but Cong Jiyun said you weren't here."

Looking for him?Cong Xiao took the phone away and checked the time, it was already past 8 o'clock in the evening.He sat here alone for almost 6 hours.

The memory of the past few days seemed to be lost. He didn't know how he got here, what he did in the middle, and when he woke up, he was already on the phone with Wang Bin with his mobile phone in his hand.

Like a sleep.

Did you sleep?

nor.

It was as if Hehun left his body and went shopping outside, only to be called back by Wang Bin's phone.

"Hello? Comrade Cong Xiaoxiao?! What's wrong with you today?"

Wang Bin's loud voice came from the phone, and Cong Xiaoyi suddenly felt more at ease, and he was not alone.

He is not alone.

"I'm in the safe passage, you go down my house, I don't know which floor I'm on."

"Row."

Wang Bin hung up the phone, walked to the safe passage and stretched out his hand to open the door. Just as he was about to go down, he saw Cong Xiaoyi kneeling on the stairs.

"Oh shit! Brother Cong, why are you kneeling down?"

When Cong Xiao heard the voice and turned his head, Wang Bin ran over and squatted in front of him with a look of surprise, "Don't scare me, have you been robbed?"

"Get out,"

Cong Xiao tried to stand up, but because he stayed here for too long, his whole leg was almost numb. "Quick, hold me, I can't get up."

The author has something to say: There should be a second update today, but it is possible that I will go out with my parents (I ate three steamed buns this morning, so I am full of energy) and it may be later.Maojiu is really happy every time he sees some hits!If you like it, please collect more.A lot of support~