On how to pursue a Buddhist teacher

It was the first time for Zhang Baizhou to encounter such a thing, see such a person, and hear such words, he squeezed the center of his brows with a headache, looked at the handsome Xu Baibi in front of him, and wondered if he had lived in the movie.

He picked up a wet towel and wiped his face vigorously, then calmed down, and said coldly: "You don't have to pretend to be unrepentant here, Qi Liang has been outside these years, and he doesn't know many things , but I do understand."

Xu Baibi didn't regard Zhang Baizhou as any hindrance, only because of Qi Liang's relationship, he came to this meeting that was destined to be unhappy, but this was the first time someone asked about the relationship between the two of them. The valve in his heart was locked tightly, and the desire that had been suppressed for many years poured down like a tide in an instant, and he couldn't help but reveal his heart for a while.

Only then did he discover that he was not as easy to satisfy as he thought. People are greedy, and if they get a little bit of sweetness, they will want more. He originally wanted to love his boy openly, and there was nothing wrong with it. People say that he wants to reveal his love without any scruples, and show others what is most precious in his heart.

He is used to patience, he is used to careful calculations, he is as careful as an experienced hunter, he approaches his prey little by little, even if he has already got it, he still has to keep his face hidden, carefully hiding his joy, not at all. Dare to let people know.

But it turned out that speaking out and telling others would make him so happy and happy.

This person is mine and he loves me too, so I can declare our relationship like this.

Manager Xu, who has always been calm, was dazzled by this sweet idea, and for a while ignored Zhang Baizhou's sarcastic words.

Zhang Baizhou's face was shown inadvertently, and he was already suppressing his anger. Seeing Xu Baibi's silence at this time, he believed that the other party was guilty. He snorted impatiently, and pulled out a document from the cabinet on the left bag, threw it in front of Xu Baibi,

"Qi Yuan told me everything about the past."

Xu Baibi frowned slightly when he heard what he said, "It's his own fault."

Zhang Baizhou: "He was wrong, but boss Xu, are your methods open and aboveboard?"

Thinking of what he had heard, Zhang Baizhou closed his eyes in disgust, he really didn't want Qi Liang to have anything to do with the man in front of him for a moment.

Such a ruthless and ruthless person, close to Qi Liang, a family with a strong background, at best he is frank and straightforward, at worst he is a pure two-hundred-five person, who keeps saying that he loves him, even if Zhang Baizhou just thinks about it, he will feel shuddering .

Xu Baibi didn't answer. Of course he knew that he was not a good person. He used to be burdened with anger, hopelessness, and pain. Later, he turned these pains into a vicious and invincible sword in his hand. For a long time, his heart It was cold, without sympathy or kindness at all. He fell to the bottom, and then climbed up from the bottom. He couldn't get out of the mud without being stained, and his hands were stained with dirt and blood.

He goes to worship Buddha and burn incense every month, but he has no faith in his heart.

Before Qi Liang came back, he knelt down in front of the Buddha countless times with a blank face,

I don't ask for anything in this life, and I don't need your protection. He stared at the big Buddha on his head that can save all living beings, and thought coldly, I don't want you to save me.

But there is a person far away. He has nothing to do with me. He has lost contact with me for a long time. The mountains and rivers are far away, and the news is hard to come by. I hope you will bless him with a smooth life and no worries.

At that time, he never thought about getting closer to Qi Liang until he saw him again.

Xu Baibi's hands were resting on the chair, and his joints turned slightly blue due to the force. Zhang Baizhou couldn't see the emotion in his eyes. He slightly opened his eyelids, and said in a tone that was as calm as an artificial intelligence and had no emotion at all. :

"If I don't leave Qi Liang, are you going to show him these things?"

At first glance, it sounded like it was coming from a dark and overgrown valley, with a creepy coldness, but when it fell on the ears, upon listening carefully, it was indescribably helpless and sad.

It's like a player who has been defeated miserably in the arena, covering his wounds and standing up, but he has no choice but to say to his opponent: "I have given in."

Zhang Baizhou didn't know what to say for a while, he felt that his tricks were not upright, and the plot of threatening people to break up was more like the evil mother-in-law in the eight o'clock prime time dog-blood drama.

But Qi Liang is someone he regards as his own younger brother. In front of his relatives, those so-called loyalty and gentlemanly manners are all kites with broken strings, and he doesn't care where they fly.

He cleared his throat and tried to persuade,

"Even if I don't say it, others won't. Qi Liang has already returned, and his circle is full of idle dudes. Sooner or later, he will know about your complicated life experience and what you have done." Zhang Baizhou After finishing speaking, he realized that he had scolded himself, touched his nose, and sighed.

"Whether you are sincere or not, I have watched Qi Liang grow up since childhood, and I know him better than you. He is softer and kinder than he looks, and loves loyalty. I know you were friends in middle school. You said you are love, okay. , even if Qi Liang clearly distinguishes between love and friendship, can you be sure that he loves you now?"

"If he understands you now, how long do you think the friendship in the past can last?"

Hit the snake to hit seven inches, Zhang Baizhou was very accurate in seeing people, and grabbed Xu Baibi's sore spot in one go.

In the end, Xu Baibi has no confidence in Qi Liang's light love. Qi Liang left him once, who can guarantee that there will not be a second time?What's more, this second time is probably his own fault.

He has always only shown good things to Qi Liang. He has shown a successful career, gentle, and silent Boss Baibifang. He hides his unbearable side and hopes that Qi Liang will never find out. Like an abandoned woman without dignity, she used the years she pretended to quietly pray for a little love.

But at this moment, he is still facing the crisis of being exposed all the time.

Xu Baibi didn't say a word.

The weather in early autumn is changeable, a moment ago it was still clear and bright, but now there are a few dark clouds, the wind blows the treetops to sway, the sky is raining a little bit, the lights are not turned on in the office, half of Xu Baibi's face is down. In the shadows, the knife-like side face was silent, making it difficult for people to see his expression clearly.

Zhang Baizhou turned on the light, and the whole room was lit up again, the phone vibrated untimely, Zhang Baizhou looked down, it was Qi Liang's call.

He thought for a while, turned on the speakerphone in front of Xu Baibi, and Qi Liang's lazy voice came from the opposite side,

"where is it?"

Zhang Baizhou: "Office, what's the matter?"

Qi Liang chuckled, "Are you coming out for a get-together tonight? I have something to tell you."

Zhang Baizhou froze for a moment, looked up at Xu Baibi, and then asked slowly:

"What's the matter? I may not be free tonight, so tell me now."

Qi Liang was obviously very disappointed, a dissatisfied sigh came from the microphone,

He pretended to be mysterious for a while, and then said casually:

"It's nothing else. I'm in a relationship. I want to introduce you to my boyfriend."

As if to give Zhang Baizhou a buffer time, after a pause, Qi Liang continued:

"I know you must be shocked, but there's nothing you can do about it. Life and death depend on fate, and wealth and honor are in the sky. Feelings are something that cannot be controlled."

"Anyway, I like him very much, and there's nothing you can do if you don't like it." As if he was afraid that Zhang Baizhou would cross the network cable and kill him, after saying this, Qi Liang quickly hung up the phone.

"Anyway, I like him very much, and there's nothing you can do if you don't like it."

Shocked.

In the darkness, a faint light of fire lit up, and the dying heart suddenly rekindled its warm beating.