On how to pursue a Buddhist teacher

Psychological research shows that people tend to do some abnormal behaviors in extreme situations. These behaviors are not controlled by the central nervous system in the brain, but are purely produced by the surge of adrenaline, and the parties often cannot explain their behaviors afterwards.

In layman's terms, it's almost the same as drinking too much to be crazy, or being insane after taking drugs and high.

Teacher Qi probably drank too much coffee in the afternoon, and took in too much, which caused the heart rate to soar at this moment.

With a lonely courage that he didn't know where he came from, he regarded death as home, and unstoppably played the first hooligan in his life with real guns and knives.

That posture, as if wanting to kiss a world will collapse, the sea will dry up and rocks will rot, if you can really do it, you can be regarded as a man.

However, the strength was insufficient, as soon as the lips were attached, the brain quickly resumed work, and the adrenaline returned to normal.

I must be crazy, Qi Liang thought to himself looking at Xu Baibi's magnified facial features.

I was probably crazy, he took a quick step back, the cold foreign body sensation on his lips was still real.

Across the window, there was a violent storm pouring down. The sky was completely dark. Occasionally, a flash of lightning flashed across the room. The white light instantly illuminated the whole room, and then quickly dimmed before people could react. .

Before Qi Liang had time to see the expression on Xu Baibi's face clearly, he felt someone pulling his arm.

Xu Baibi exerted a little force, and he was pulled over, as if he was being hugged in the arms of the other party.

Xu Baibi: "My dear, it's like this."

He kissed without hesitation, plundering the city, unstoppable, as if he was counterattacking the other party's reckless provocation a moment ago.

He even opened a little space along the lip, and his tongue deftly swept across the other's clenched teeth.

Originally, he just wanted to tease this provocative idiot, but gradually, the kiss gradually changed. On the top of the kiss, he began to unconsciously reach out and grab the back of the other party. Feeling trembling, he unconsciously caressed the other party's neck, and the throbbing veins under his palm made him extremely excited.

If it wasn't for Qi Liang pushing him away because of lack of oxygen, Xu Baibi didn't know when he would let go.

He smiled wryly, the self-control he was always proud of was defeated in front of Qi Liang.

Qi Liang's face was flushed red, and physiological tears flowed out of his eyes due to the discomfort caused by the lack of oxygen. His eyes were also flushed, and his glasses had long been thrown aside.

Before he could figure out how to speak, he heard Xu Wang shouting outside: "Second Uncle, when is dinner?"

He had no choice but to say, "Go out first, I'll change clothes."

He himself was stunned for a moment when he said the words, he had always flattered Xu Baibi, but he had never used such an almost commanding tone, and he was not used to it for a while.

Xu Baibi seemed to have done something wrong and knew he was wrong, so he walked out very docilely without saying a word, and even closed the door behind him.

The temperature in the room seemed to drop suddenly, Qi Liang collapsed on the chair as if exhausted.

His lips were still hot, but his heart suddenly calmed down.

The problem that had tormented him for a week finally came to an end, and he even felt a bit of desperate pleasure.

Even if it was impulsive, the words have already been left behind, and there is no room for taking them back.

That's it, I don't suffer anyway.He thought to himself, if he didn't steal or rob, he wouldn't break the law. Xu Baibi was a widow, and his parents couldn't control him. What did he have to be afraid of? The biggest hidden danger was that one of them had a change of heart.

Anyway, I'm sure I won't change my mind, he thought.

After changing clothes, I opened the door and went out. There was already a pot of mung bean porridge steaming hot on the table, and there were several small dishes beside it. There were three bowls and three pairs of chopsticks on the table.

It's like a family of three, this idea suddenly came to his mind, and then he blushed.

"Teacher Qi" Xu Wang gave him a disgusted look, "What are you doing standing there, do it yourself, you have enough food and clothing." After speaking, he hugged his bowl and started eating.

Qi Liang pulled the corner of his lower lip soundlessly, and was just about to take a bowl of porridge, but saw that Xu Baibi had already packed him up and put him in front of him.

He glanced at Xu Wang uncomfortably, but the other party was really enjoying his meal.

When I was in the house, I was quite determined, but when I came out, I was discouraged.

A tasteless meal.

The rain has stopped, the sky has cleared up, and the air outside is exceptionally fresh. There are small puddles on the ground, glowing with silver light under the lamp, reflecting half a cluster of small daisies in the corner in half-brightness, and the flowers are still alive After the devastation of the storm, it is still bright and beautiful.

Qi Liang followed Xu Baibi to the yard, and held back for a while, "You grow flowers really well, this is the first time I've seen such a beautiful little daisy."

Unexpectedly, Xu Baibi answered: "I'll find a pot and plant it for you."

Qi Liang said casually, but he didn't expect the other party to take it seriously, so he quickly waved his hands: "Don't do it, how can I raise this thing."

Xu Baibi didn't mention this, but the disappointment was obvious on his face.

After a while, Qi Liang realized something, and looked at him with a strange expression: "You don't want to send me flowers, do you?"

Noble and glamorous, Boss Xu had a suspicious red cloud on his face, and turned his head reservedly, without saying a word.

Seeing the blush on his face, Qi Liang felt his heart soften.

It turned out that this person acted with ease and fearlessness, but in fact he was strong from the inside, thinking that it was a cold weapon with a cold light, aggressive, but when he opened it, he found that it was full of warm wine, which could melt a person's heart.

Teacher Qi has a bit of a bad problem, he likes to bully the weak and fear the hard, at first Xu Baibi was strong and skillful, but he had no confidence, now he sees clearly that the other party's ease is all done by force, and he started to tease the other party's mind again,

Qi Liang: "Boss Xu hasn't chased anyone before, has he?"

"It's not popular to send flowers now, it's too innocent."

Boss Xu is humble and educated, and he is not ashamed to ask, "Then what is popular now?"

"Watching a movie, book a midnight show, it's so convenient to cultivate feelings in the dark space." Qi Liang talked casually, and he tasted something different when he said it himself. head look.

Xu Baibi didn't have the imagination of "short sleeves, and white arms", or "when you mention the cinema, you think of the eighteen bans", he raised his eyes and looked at Qi Liang seriously.

"I have never liked anyone else. You have been the only one for so many years. The mountains are far away, and there is no news. I have no chance to practice how to chase people, and I don't know how to please you. Don't be disgusted."

It's moving, and it's really pitiful to see.

Teacher Qi also has a fatal weakness. He can't see others showing weakness, like seeing a beauty shed tears.

He panicked: "You chase! Don't worry about chasing boldly! Don't dislike it! I like it!"