On how to pursue a Buddhist teacher

I'm not in a hurry, you take your time to think about it.

At first glance, it sounds like this person is quite reasonable and considerate, but after the second half of the sentence, the taste changes.Qi Liang rubbed these few words over and over in his head, and deeply understood the essence behind the gentle appearance.

There are only two options, either be nice to me, or get out.

There was no room for him to change his mind at all.

In the dark night, Qi Liang sighed sadly, feeling that he really couldn't think of a solution.

He hopelessly began to think wildly, if only there was a space-time machine in this world, which would allow him to travel back to before Xu Baibi said this, at least he could find a way to fool him, as long as Xu Baibi didn't say it or poke it If it's broken, he can pretend nothing happened.

Evasion is a method only used by the weak.Qi Liang felt that the person who said this either had no conscience or had never encountered any real difficulties.

The confession of a good buddy who is regarded as his own brother, in anyone's life, there will be a thunderbolt on the ground, causing people's brains to be filled with sparks, and they have no idea.What's more, in Teacher Qi's more than 30 years of life experience, except that he had an affair with a new intern military doctor in the army and died without a problem after two months, he really didn't have any experience in dealing with male and female issues.

What's more, this is still a "male" problem, and the degree of difficulty has risen by a large margin.

Qi Liang remembered that the little military doctor comforted him sincerely back then, "I think it's better for you to be single, don't harm others, and if you endure loneliness, it's good for the country and the people."

Qi Liang was very dissatisfied at the time, but now that he thinks about it, he really would rather be single for the rest of his life, so why not advertise himself as a bachelor from the beginning, so as not to harm Xu Baibi.

Alas, Qi Liang turned on the light in the bathroom, and studied in the mirror for a while. The person in the mirror, his eyelids are not double enough, his chin is not sharp enough, and he has been exposed to the strong northwest wind and sun for many years. His skin is also very rough, and his hair is also short. There is no capital to harm others.

With such a face, Xu Baibi has to have a lot of aesthetic problems to be able to fall in love with him.

Does he naturally like men?Qi Liang thought to himself, can this be corrected?

He recalled the assumption just now, hey, if there is a space-time machine, he would go back to the time when he first met in middle school, and introduce Xu Baibi's girlfriend back then. It seems that many girls in the class like him, after all, he has good grades, He looks good again.

For a while, Qi Liang thought about his own charm that attracted Xu Baibi, and for a while he thought about the possibility of developing a space-time machine, and then he struggled for a long time on the question of which girl in middle school could be worthy of Xu Baibi, and finally the spirit of alcohol came up, and he was full of thoughts. He fell asleep while thinking wildly.

After falling asleep, the world is peaceful. In the dream, he was still wearing his middle school uniform, and he was sitting on the side of the road with Xu Baibi, having sex.

It was also summer, and the weather was hot. He ate mutton skewers sprinkled with peppers, his mouth was red and his nose was sweating. Xu Baibi didn't eat, so he just looked at him. I only took two sips of the drink and handed it over.

Qi Liang has no obsession with cleanliness, so he took it carelessly and took a few sips.

He was so spicy that he drank most of it in a few sips, looked at the half-empty bottle, licked his lips, and looked at Xu Baibi, "Are you still drinking?"

The boy opposite was wearing a white school uniform shirt, his eyes were clean and bright, as if he had read his mind, and there was a smile in his eyes, "No, you can drink."

Qi Liang was a little embarrassed, drank all the drinks, and then began to say big words, "The kindness of a drop of water is unforgettable, my tablemate, if you have any difficulties in the future, come to me, and I will help you settle it."

When Qi Liang woke up, his throat was smoky. He picked up the water glass next to him and took a few sips. He didn't draw the curtains last night. The morning sun shone unscrupulously from the balcony, and the whole room was bright golden yellow. .

In front of him is still the scene in his dream, the lively barbecue stall, the girls in short skirts coming and going, the sweat on the tip of his nose, and the smile leaking from the eyes of his new deskmate.

"If there is any difficulty, I will help you settle it."

It was the first night they met, the promise he made.

On the way to work, I received a call from Zhang Chenguang. Qi Liang held the fried dough stick bun in one hand, tore open the soy milk bag with his mouth, and casually picked up the phone.

A classmate will go over, and the other party's speech is not as disgusting as before.

He opened his mouth and asked, "Did you take Xu Baibi to Zhang's birthday party yesterday?"

Speaking of yesterday, Qi Liang removed the soy milk from his mouth annoyedly, and held it in his hand, there was still half a mouthful of soy milk in his mouth that he didn't swallow

He mumbled, "Yeah."

The other side was silent for a moment, Qi Liang swallowed the soy milk in his mouth,

"Didn't you let me match up?"

The other party sighed, "That's right, but Qi Shuai, alas"

"What's wrong?" Qi Liang was puzzled

"Generally, Xu Baibi would not attend this kind of banquet. I was the one who came forward. It's my fault that I didn't make it clear."

"People from the Li family were there at the banquet yesterday. It was the Li family that annexed Xu's jade back then."

Qi Liang was taken aback, recalling Xu Baibi's attitude yesterday, except for the sudden confession, it seemed nothing special.

Zhang Chenguang: "They didn't meet."

"It should be... no."

Zhang Chenguang: "Qi Shuai, I know you have good intentions, but good intentions can lead to bad things."

"I know you and Xu Baibi have a deep relationship. Since he is willing to go with you, it proves that you are very important to him." Zhang Chenguang hesitated to speak, but finally opened his mouth, "No one else knows, but I watched him go all the way. After walking down, he is actually quite miserable, and there are no close people around him, and now I have finally met you again, I hope you can take care of yourself."

After hanging up the phone, Qi Liang was still in place.

His heart was in a mess, and he was even more uneasy when he answered the phone early in the morning.

What should I do? Qi Liang was sitting in the office, his eyes were straight, and the signature pen in his hand was twirling along with his fingers. Round and round, a young Chinese teacher walked in and waved in front of his eyes.

"Teacher Qi?"

Qi Liang raised his head blankly,

The Chinese teacher raised his chin and motioned to the blacked-out piece of paper on his desk, "Do you have something on your mind?"

Qi Liang looked up, this is a beautiful young female teacher, marriageable age, single, very popular in school, there are countless male teachers who pursue her, even the students like her very much, such a person must have received A lot of confessions.

He tentatively asked: "Is there any way to be friends after rejecting the other party's confession?"

The female teacher was stunned for a moment, but she didn't expect it to be an emotional problem. She opened the chair next to her and sat down.

"You were confessed?"

Qi Liang nodded awkwardly

"A great friend, is there any way to continue being just friends?"

Against Qi Liang's expectant eyes, the female teacher frowned in embarrassment,

"It's generally not possible to continue to be friends. This is too cruel to the other party. I like you in my heart, but I still have to pretend to be ordinary friends and keep a distance. How painful it is."

Qi Liang's eyes dimmed.

Female teacher: "What kind of person is he? How does he look like and does he have a good personality?"

Qi Liang: "You look good, you have a good personality, and you are top-notch in everything you do."

He boasted very seriously, and the female teacher was stunned.

"It sounds like you like each other very much, so why don't you agree?"

……

She stood up with a smile and patted Qi Liang's shoulder,

"If you don't try it, how will you know if it will work? Many people miss it and don't have it"

"It's not a good thing to have both. You like people and want to maintain a friendly and intimate relationship, but you don't want to give them an identity."

"Mr. Qi, you are playing a hooligan."

Qi gangster had nothing to say, so he could only continue to write.

After much deliberation, Qi Liang had no choice but to temporarily avoid this question. Since that night, Xu Baibi hadn't contacted him. If the memory of being scared was not too deep, Qi Liang would have suspected that it was just an accident after he was drunk. It's just a dream.

It just dragged on for a week, and he worked as usual every day, dealing with the big and small things in the class, dealing with the students' puppy love problems, making phone calls with parents, chatting with teachers of various subjects, and memorizing the strengths and weaknesses of every student in the class After coming down, he even took the time to sign up for a youth psychological guidance class.

The grade director happened to see him going to class once, and praised him by name at the morning meeting the next day, claiming that if Qi Liang kept working so hard, he would be rated as an excellent head teacher at the end of the semester.

Teacher Qi has no ambitions for an excellent class teacher who can get a bonus of 5000 yuan at the end of the term. He just wants to keep himself busy and has no future. He can only rely on work to relieve his inner worries.

Until Friday, it rained heavily, and the national flag poles on the playground were shaken by the wind. It was particularly shocking to see the torrential rain and thunder in the empty playground.

During get out of class time, the students crowded in the corridor to watch the rain. Whenever there was thunder, some people would make all kinds of strange noises. Some naughty boys turned off the lights in the classroom. When a thunder came, the crowd erupted. The sound of wonder.

The rain didn't stop, the wind and rain sounded the sound of reading in the whole school, and no one's thoughts were on the textbooks.

In the evening, the rain was a little lighter, and it looked less hideous. The school immediately issued a notice that there would be no evening self-study, and everyone was dismissed from school.

The students were overjoyed. The teacher looked at the weather outside, smiled and packed up his things, ready to go home.

Qi Liang's bicycle broke down and he hadn't had time to fix it. He drove to work these two days, and the teachers in the office were all gone. Teacher Qi touched his pocket and found that he had left the key in the classroom, so he had to go back to get it.

There were still people in the classroom who hadn't left, and the lights were on, so Qi Liang pushed the door and went in, stunned for a moment.

Xu Wang didn't bring an umbrella, all the other students left, he sat in the classroom doing nothing, his eyes lit up when he saw Qi Liang coming in

He and Qi Liang got acquainted, and they didn't see each other, with a playful smile: "Mr. Qi, I didn't bring an umbrella. Do me a favor and take me home."

Qi Liang looked outside, the rain was pouring down, he didn't know when it would stop, he sighed, and could only nod his head.

……

The car stopped at the gate of Baibifang. He planned to wait for Xu Wang to get off the car and leave, but Xu Wang pulled him,

"Ms. Qi, your sleeves are wet, go in, I'll ask my second uncle to find you a clean dress."

He was about to say no, but Xu Wang stretched his neck and shouted

"Second Uncle, Teacher Qi is here!"

Poor boy!

Xu Baibi came out from the store holding an umbrella, and took them to the back home.

Qi Liang felt embarrassed at first and didn't know what to say, but seeing that Xu Baibi was still the same as before, he poured a cup of hot tea for Qi Liang, took another dress, and even smiled.

Qi Liang almost thought that this person had already thought about it.

In the end, Xu Baibi smiled and said, "Mr. Qi, this dress is newly bought, you can change it first."

Well, if we don't contact each other for a week, and when we meet again, he will be beaten back to Mr. Qi.

Xu Baibi turned to go out, but Qi Liang stopped him,

He also felt a little angry unconsciously, "Boss Xu, let's talk."

Boss Xu took a deep look at him, nodded, closed the door, and sat down.

Qi Liang took a youth psychological counseling class for a week, and thinking about it now, he regretted it a bit. He should enroll another adult, especially for older single men like Xu Baibi who are sensitive and difficult to serve.

Right now he can only copy cats and tigers, and apply mechanically.

According to the teacher's instruction, Qi Liang tried his best to make himself look trustworthy, he managed to force a smile,

"Let's talk about what we said last time."

Xu Baibi had nothing to say on his face, so Qi Liang had no choice but to take it on his own.

"I think we get along very well now, you say you like me?" He said these words awkwardly, "Actually, I don't think you have figured it out, right, love and friendship are easier confused"

"And since we're getting along so well and happily now, there's no need to change."

Xu Baibi waited for him to finish before opening his mouth slowly, "We get along very well, just for you."

He stared closely at Qi Liang, this man who just walked in through the wind and rain, his hair was wet by the rain, sticking wetly to his forehead, his eyes were bright and clean after taking off his glasses, his light gray clothes were already half wet , tightly attached to the body, outlining a beautiful waistline, and the fair skin under the clothes can be faintly seen.

He forced himself to look away, raised his head and smiled at Qi Liang, "You know, every time I see you, what am I thinking about?"

Qi Liang looked bewildered.

"I was thinking, I want to hold your hand, I want to kiss you, I want to hug you, I want to lie on the same bed with you in the middle of the night." He didn't continue talking, and looked at Qi Liang meaningfully. glance.

Qi Liang didn't expect this person to speak yellow accents suddenly, and he didn't know how to react for a while.

Xu Baibi: "Do you still think I can't tell the difference between friendship and love?"

He smiled bleakly, "I know you can't accept it."

"I..." Qi Liang was just about to speak, when he suddenly remembered the phrase "I don't know each other until death" and Zhang Chenguang said "He's very bitter in his heart, you need to pay more attention" and thought "Many people will pass away if they miss it."

Out of nowhere, he said "We can try!"

Xu Baibi was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head, smiled, very indifferent "You don't understand what I mean at all"

When Qi Liang said it, he was also taken aback, but when he saw Xu Baibi's reaction, he suddenly became angry. I don't understand why, he thought.

He stood up and walked in front of Xu Baibi, who looked up at him in astonishment. There was a burst of rain outside, and a candle lamp was lit in the room. The dim yellow light hit this person's face, gilding his delicate facial features. A soft filter was applied.

He had thought of this face countless times. In the military life with nothing, in the most desperate moments, what he missed so much was the person in front of him.

Since I don't have a girlfriend, since I miss him so much, why can't I love him.

Looking at the surprised eyes of the person in front of him, Qi Liang felt a kind of pride in his heart as if he had succeeded in a prank, why do you think I can't do it.

He lowered his body, closed his eyes, and pressed a kiss on the other's cold lips.

Thunder roared outside the window, the wind and rain continued, and the strong wind bent the trees.

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Next chapter, come on!

Qi Liang: When did Xu Baibi learn to speak yellow accent?Who taught it? !

Zhang Chenguang (rolling his eyes): An adult man can learn without a teacher.Inner OS: I really didn't expect that Boss Xu, who looks like a gentleman, is actually a boring man!