In this life, I will drink the long wind

what. "

Before Ning Suqing could finish speaking, she was interrupted by Ying Zhu's laughter. She laughed loudly and crazily. She laughed for a long time before she stopped slowly.

Yingzhu ignored Ning Suqing who was astonished, turned her head to look at Yan Yu, the smile line on the corner of her mouth was still there, but there was no smile in her eyes, with a touch of sarcasm, she sneered: "She's right, I really lied to you .”

As the sun rises, the shadows in the house gradually become shorter, very short, extremely short, so short that it is almost undetectable at present.

A ray of spring breeze blows in through the window. It is obviously noon, but there is a coolness in the wind, which turns warm and cold at the same time.

Yan Yu couldn't help but hesitate, shook his head and said, "Impossible, it's impossible, I sent someone to investigate."

He sent people to check more than once.

"The truth is limited to the ones you can find out. Incorporate the truth into the lies. The truth is half-truth, more false and less true, so as not to arouse suspicion." Yingzhu's lips curled up, but what was evoked was not a smile , but indifference, sarcasm, and an even colder chill, "If you want to blame, blame yourself, blame your heart, never talk to others, blame your mother, blame her for being taboo in this palace, no one I know, no one dares to mention it."

Yan Yu: "So what you call helping me is actually using me all the time."

The voice was like ice piercing, as if trying to freeze people.

"That's right." After these two words, Yingzhu ignored Yan Yu and turned to look at Ning Suqing. Her tone was still cold and mocking, but her gaze changed, and there seemed to be a thousand words in her eyes, "Now that all the conspiracy has been revealed, I have nothing to turn back, and nothing to say."

After finishing speaking, she raised her dagger and killed herself.

It all happened so suddenly that no one could stop it.

"Sakura Pearl!" After reacting, Ning Suqing quickly stepped forward and caught the fallen person.

Ying Zhu raised her hand with great effort, tightly gripping Ning Suqing's wrist.

"You...you can't, you, are not qualified to destroy... him."

The last other word fell to the ground together with the raised arm.

The body dies and the soul disappears.

Years have swallowed up the footprints along the way, but they cannot erase the deep-rooted emotional miss.

She is willing to die for him.

Why bother.

What the hell is this.

Ning Suqing closed her eyes in pain.

After the strong impact, all the dust settled, and the silent surroundings announced the conspiracy, and finally, the end was drawn.

Yan Chen turned his head and told the palace man who was huddled in the corner: "Go outside the palace and inform Master Yao to come in."

Those few people have also recovered from their fear, and said yes repeatedly.

The closed door then opened.

Bright sunlight shone in.

The spring sun is warm and warm, and it shines in the sky, bringing a touch of warmth to people.

Yan Chen walked to Concubine Ning's side, lowered her head, and apologized, "Concubine Mother, it's my son who didn't think well and was abrupt."

Although her complexion was still pale, Concubine Ning Gui had calmed down at this time. She was exhausted, but she still forced the corners of her mouth to bend, and shook her head at Yan Chen: "It's okay."

Wu Chan glanced at the few people calmly, thought for a moment, and still stepped forward to Yan Chen and said: "Your Highness, I wonder if the poor monk can take away the corpse of my aunt for burial."

Yan Chen and Concubine Ning looked at each other, and Concubine Ning nodded indistinctly.

Yan Chen looked sideways and nodded: "Master please, thanks to Master's help this time."

Wu Chan clasped his hands together and bowed eleven times: "It's all about practice. There is no fixed law in Buddhism. The suffering of all living beings is my suffering. The world is peaceful and the best thing is for all living beings to be free from disaster."

Yan Chen sighed after hearing the words: "Master's vision, my prince admires it very much."

Wu Chan smiled: "Your Highness is absurd, it's just the state of mind. If you don't see it, every flower and leaf is a demon. If you see it, all the images in the world are Buddhas."

Yan Chen felt it for a moment, then nodded: "I have been taught, and when I have free time in the future, my prince is engaged to go to Wuxiang Mountain to ask for advice."

"The poor monk resigns." Wu Chan gestured with his palms together again, then bent down to pick up Ying Zhu's body, and exited.

For a while, there were only four members of the royal family left in the house.

The four of them stood upright, their gazes diverged from each other, and no one spoke.

It was close to noon, and the sun was at its peak during the day, and it was clearly still spring, but Yan Yu seemed to hear the cicadas continuously coming from outside the house. He thought it was strange, but he didn't turn his head to look, he When looking at your own shadow on the ground, very short, very short shadow, you must concentrate when doing one thing, and you should only do one thing at the same time.

After a long time, he heard the sound of chaotic footsteps, finally came.Yan Yu raised his head, with an indifferent face and equally cold eyes, he glanced lightly at Yao Lingyun who was slowly approaching, then turned his gaze back to Yan Chen, and asked lightly: "What are you going to do with me? "

Yan Chen didn't look at him, but looked ahead, and said in a serious voice, "Come here."

"The minister is here." Hearing the sound, Fang Xiao strode forward, leaning over and bowing.

Yan Chen: "The second prince Yan Yu conspired against him, so he immediately took him to the prison of Zongzheng Temple, and no one was allowed to visit him without permission."

Fang Xiao was startled, and after a brief hesitation, he replied loudly: "Yes!"

Yan Yu smiled when she heard the words, she was very mocking, and said casually: "You have been appeased to this point, at this time, you still can't kill me?"

After hearing his words, Yan Chen's eyes flickered, and he waved his hand.

Seeing this, Fang Xiao immediately commanded the soldiers to step forward: "Take it away."

"Also." Before the ridicule disappeared from Yan Yu's face, Yan Chen said again, "It's not a day's cold to freeze three feet, the second prince is a benevolent person, but he did such a thing of brotherhood. There must be forces behind it to instigate, Master Yao is specially ordered to immediately supervise all the direct forces behind the second prince, and once verified, they will all be removed, and the rest of the party will be investigated."

Yao Lingyun stepped forward: "My minister, take orders."

It was as if a bucket of cold water was pouring on Yan Yu's head. Yan Yu, who had already stepped out of the door, stopped and looked back at Yan Chen with a surprised face. He moved his lips, but he didn't say anything after all. away.

The rest of the party is to be investigated. These four words are not only a hand holding Yan Yu's throat, making it difficult for all his forces to stay out of the matter, but also a knife on the necks of all the watchers in the court. On the cusp of the limelight, who would dare to stand up against Yan Chen?

Ha, it turns out that I have always underestimated him.

Yan Xu stood in the middle of the room. After the door was opened, he was flooded with warm sunlight, the breeze blew, the curtains were slightly rolled, and the door was filled with fragrance.

Not far away, Yao Lingyun came from the shadow of the trees and fallen leaves. The slightly cold spring breeze blew through the forest, causing his clothes to flutter and flutter.

Yao Lingyun, who came from the front, seemed to trample on the tip of his heart every step he took, silently provoking his rationality.

This is the big brother's calculation.

When Yan Xu learned the truth, his heart darkened, but he was still able to restrain himself, but all the negative emotions erupted completely at the moment he saw Yao Lingyun. How regretful the previous moment was, now there is How resentful.

Why is he?

Why always him?

Why do you always choose him?

Or are you suspecting that I will also attack you?

Yao Lingyun and Fang Xiao took orders to leave one after another, and Yan Chen, who had handled the follow-up properly, turned around and saw Yan Xu like this.

The other party stood facing the light, and the cynicism of the past was completely gone in his lowered and half-closed eyes.The rare seriousness and calmness set off him as if he had become a completely different person.

He did change, too.

Yan Chen sighed in his heart, stepped forward, patted Yan Xu's shoulder, and said gently: "Are you scared?"

Yan Xu raised his eyes and met Yan Chen's gaze. Those questions that were about to be uttered disappeared instantly when they met Yan Chen's gaze.Yan Xu put on a sad and frightened face, with a little childishness, and shook his head in a sincere and affectionate tone, "I didn't."

Under what circumstances will people deepen their obsessions that could be let go?

To escape.

Avoid the breeding of those thoughts that can torture you even more, and shift your focus, and create your own opinions first, to cover the unacceptable reality.

Man, by nature, is accustomed to deceive himself.

So even though he knew that the other party already understood everything, Yan Xu still pretended in front of Yan Chen.

And Yan Chen didn't try to break through his disguise, he smiled, rubbed Yan Xu's head affectionately, and said: "It's the big brother's fault, it surprised you, and the mother concubine too, the blood here is not gone, you take it first Mother and concubine go to the back room to rest."

Yan Xu nodded obediently.

"Brother still has something to do, so he left first." After speaking, Yan Chen raised his eyes and nodded at Concubine Ning, then turned and left.

Yan Xu stared at him.

He looked at him, and she looked at him.

A body made of flesh and blood couldn't hide the dead air emanating from within, Ning Suqing tasted a trace of restlessness from Yan Xu's obedient and peaceful smile.

After a long time, Yan Xu turned back, put his arm on Concubine Ning, and said with a smile: "Mother and concubine are frightened, let's go to the backyard."

Looking at Yan Xu, Ning Suqing suddenly thought of that day when Yan Xu, who never mentioned the affairs of the court in front of her, suddenly told her that he wanted to be the emperor. At that time, he tried his best to persuade her, but the last two People broke up unhappy.

Yingzhu's abnormality started after the dispute between their mother and son.

Is this really just a coincidence?

"Xu'er." Ning Suqing subconsciously raised her hand to cover the back of Yan Xu's, "This matter has nothing to do with you, right?"

Hearing this, Yan Xu's eyes flickered for a moment, and then he gave a no-nonsense hum, and said, "Mother, you are tired, let's rest first."

The perfunctory meaning in the attitude is self-evident.

☆, what a shame

In the evening, Yan Chen pushed open Yao Lingyun's bedroom door in the prime minister's mansion with the sky full of clouds on his back.

The door opened and closed, making a moderate creaking sound, but the people inside didn't respond to it at all.

Yan Chen looked up, and saw Yao Lingyun in the bedroom, holding a book in his hand, sitting by the desk, leaning against the back of the chair, with his long hair loose, very comfortable, but his eyes did not fall on the pages of the book , but looked out of the wide open window through the fluttering window screen.

The sun outside the window is like water, reflecting the red clouds for a long time. Under the sky, everything seems to be warmed by the twilight.

With the breeze blowing, light and shadow intertwined in the bedroom, adding a bit of depression to the atmosphere.

Seeing this, Yan Chen sighed softly in his heart, stepped forward, dragged his robe across the threshold, stepped into the house, immediately turned around and closed the wooden door, and there was another clear creaking sound.

Yao Lingyun was still unmoved, he didn't even blink his eyes, he stared blankly at the direction of the window sash, seemingly lost in thought, but upon closer inspection, one could find that his eyes were empty and abnormal.

"A Xun."

Yan Chen walked to Yao Lingyun's side, bent slightly to look at him, and called out in a low voice.

"En." Yao Lingyun absent-mindedly responded, and then looked away, but he still didn't look at Yan Chen, his eyes fell on the page in his hand, his pupils moved slightly left and right following the words on the book, his eyes were fixed on him, and he didn't look away. Without my appearance.

Knowing that he really annoyed him this time, but it was indeed his fault to hide it first, Yan Chen knew he was wrong, coughed lightly, and asked with a smile: "What are you looking at?" Slightly hanging, it landed on the book in Yao Lingyun's hand, and when he saw the contents, he was slightly startled and said again, "Three Character Classic?

Yao Lingyun hummed again indifferently, and turned a page.

Yan Chen's smile froze slightly at the corner of his mouth, the scene was quite awkward for a moment, after a pause, Yan Chen's eyes flickered, and he said again in a fawning manner: "Why do you suddenly have such an interest in reading the Three Character Classic?"

Yao Lingyun was still indifferent, and did not give an inch: "The intention is straightforward, full of wit and wit, and you will never get tired of reading it."

A sigh came out from Yan Chen's mouth.

"Are you angry?"

Four words, one question, but like a small stone thrown into Yao Lingyun's heart, the stone disappeared in an instant and sank into the bottom of his heart, but the ripples on the sea could not be stabilized no matter what.

He actually asked me if I was angry?

With a sound of "pa", Yao Lingyun threw away the book in his hand, stood up suddenly and looked up, glaring at Yan Chen.

"Do you know what was going on in my mind when the little eunuch who ran out of Fangfei Palace told me that the eldest prince was poisoned and died?"

Hearing the trembling voice with excitement, and the stern accusation, Yan Chen's heart ached. He raised his hand to hug the other party and comfort him, but Yao Lingyun swung him away vigorously.

Only then did they disappear indifferently, replaced by a sad expression, Yao Lingyun stretched out the chair and backed away, he was refusing Yan Chen's approach.

There was an unresolved boredom in his heart, and he couldn't find the shackles to get rid of even if he couldn't stop cutting the source. This caused Yao Lingyun's brows to become more and more wrinkled, and his complexion became more and more ugly.

"On the shoulders of the crown prince, you must bear the world." With a slight coldness mixed with alienation, Yao Lingyun complained without any emotion, "As the prince of the prison, you are in danger of the safety of the country. How can you be so risky? What to do!"

Yan Chen lowered his eyes and remained silent when he heard the words, he could not deny this.

Yao Lingyun continued with a cold face, "What you should do is to weigh the situation and make good use of your power. What you should think about is the well-being of all people, who are under you. Everyone can die, but you can't." !"

The voice that came into my ears was flat, solemn, and straight to the point, Yan Chen raised his eyes suddenly, and met Yao Lingyun's eyes that were close at hand.

Yan Chen's heart couldn't help trembling because of the sadness mixed inside, he raised his hand again, holding the opponent's shoulders tightly with both hands.

As soon as his eyes came into contact, Yao Lingyun immediately turned his face away and did not look at Yan Chen. The elegant and gentle Mr. Xun rarely showed such strong emotions. Now this frosty appearance is obviously furious, and the storm is about to come precursor.

In fact, even Yao Lingyun himself didn't know what he was thinking at that time.

He couldn't tell, because he didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't want to think about it, if Yan Chen really left him, how on earth would he face the long years to come alone.

This kind of thought, just thinking about it, made his heart go through the sky and the earth.The pain hit him overwhelmingly, it was painful, it was very painful, not the kind of illusory pain, but a real pain, so painful that it seemed that all the tendons and muscles in his body were about to be separated from the bones.

Thinking of this pain, Yao Lingyun's body trembled uncontrollably.

"How could you lie to me like this? If Wuchan lied to you, if there was an eventuality..."

"A Xun." Yan Chen pulled him into his arms, stroked his back with his raised hand, and comforted him softly, "It's okay, it's okay, it's my fault, it's my fault, I shouldn't have kept it from you, I should have discussed it with you first."

"You know I won't agree, so you don't even talk about it." Yao Lingyun continued to speak as if he hadn't heard of it, "You put yourself in danger according to Yan Yu's layout, and you hope he can wake up in time Hand, but why don't you think about yourself, don't you think about me?"

The words Yao Lingyun uttered seemed to be suppressing great pain, obviously he was the one who needed to be comforted, but Yan Chen felt that he was also like a dead leaf in the storm, unable to control himself.He tightened his hands on Yao Lingyun's waist, as if he wanted to embed Yao Lingyun into his body and bear the pain for him.

After a long time, Yao Lingyun didn't speak any more, Yan Chen let go of the other party a little bit, and seeing his eyebrows tightened, Yan Chen felt sad, and pulled Yao Lingyun's hand to his cheek.

As soon as Yao Lingyun's raised hand touched Yan Chen's face, he withdrew it abruptly.

"It's alright, it's alright." Yan Chen moved closer, softly comforting, "I left you a message, with you outside to help me, I'm sure I'll be fine."

His voice was as soft as water, and as deep as a stream. When it poured into Yao Lingyun's ear, it carried a wave of wholehearted trust, which was very irresistible.

"I'm afraid of death, very scared, but I know you're here." Yan Chen helped him up slightly, stared at him, with a gentle gleam in his eyes, and said in a low voice, "You're here, that's why I dare Step into the plan of the second brother, because I know that you will not let me have an accident."

Yao Lingyun blinked, his brain was still in a state of anxiety, and he couldn't fully listen to Yan Chen's words.

Seeing this, Yan Chen couldn't help reaching out and touching his face, feeling the warmth and touch from the palm of his hand, and said: "I'm fine."

Yao Lingyun moved his head, leaned forward, and pressed his cheek against Yan Chen's chest, where he felt the beating again and again, which was Yan Chen's heartbeat.

Slow, steady, powerful, full of vitality.

Yao Lingyun listened quietly for a while. After a while, he raised his head from Yan Chen's arms again, opened his mouth, but didn't say anything.

The two of them were very close, their eyes were facing each other, their noses were touching, and even their breathing was entangled. Yao Lingyun turned his head subconsciously, just staring at Yan Chen in a daze for a while.

Yan Chen stared back, Yao Lingyun's head moved, Yan Chen's Adam's apple also moved up and down, after a while, he pressed himself against Yao Lingyun's lips as if he couldn't bear the temptation, and a kiss fell on Yao Lingyun's lips.

Yan Chen's kiss was very light, soft, and very gentle. At first, Yao Lingyun didn't even notice that the other party was kissing him. When he found out, the tip of the other party's tongue had already penetrated deeply into his mouth. Sucking his lips one after another, the tip of her tongue meticulously licked every inch of mucous membrane in his mouth, the two people's noses almost fused together, extremely lingering.

After the kiss, Yan Chen took him back into his arms again.

"Don't think about it, okay? Nothing you worry about will happen. You have to have confidence in yourself and me."

The voice is shallow and affectionate, the wind blows in from outside the window, and Yan Chen's voice brushes past Yao Lingyun's ear, sending the wind away, but this sentiment stops in Yao Lingyun's ear and slowly sinks into it. bottom of his heart.

Yao Lingyun buried his face in his hair, the smell of the sun was clear and light, mixed with a trace of warmth.

After a long time, he nodded.

The evening glow of spring passes through the window lattice, casting mottled spots of light on the ground.

After a long time, Yao Lingyun calmed down and asked, "Have you seen Your Majesty?"

Yan Chen nodded.

Yao Lingyun raised his hand and gently pushed Yan Chen, Yan Chen would let him go, and the two sat down facing each other, calming down.

Yao Lingyun pondered for a while, then asked, "What did Your Majesty say?"

Yan Chen didn't answer immediately, after a pause, he sighed and spoke, his voice was steady, but the helplessness mixed in was obvious.

"Father said that the second younger brother's fate will be left to me."

"Then you... plan to do this."

Yao Lingyun hesitated, and raised his hand to hold Yan Chen's. His tone of voice was not much better. Sadness, anxiety, and other emotions were all suppressed under his thin vocal cords, stuck in his throat, unable to swallow. , and can't spit it out.

Knowing that the other party was worried about him, Yan Chen shook back his hand: "Don't worry, I have made arrangements at this time."

Yan Chen's words displeased Yao Lingyun, and he couldn't help frowning.

Seeing this, Yan Chen smiled at him, and said again: "This time I asked my father to come forward, you can rest assured that I have a sense of proportion, and what should come will never be avoided. If I still can't do what I want in the end, I will decision."

"How to decide?"

Yan Chen slowly frowned, but said in an extremely firm tone: "If it ends up as a thorn, it can only be removed as soon as possible."

"Yeah." Yao Lingyun nodded, and clasped his hands tightly, "It's inconvenient for me to get involved in matters between you brothers, but I will always be with you no matter what."

Yao Lingyun's words pleased Yan Chen very well. Yan Chen leaned towards Yao Lingyun through the wooden table in the middle, and at the same time pulled him over. The two exchanged another shallow kiss.

☆, the love is you

After Yan Chen returned to the East Palace from the Prime Minister's Mansion, he was told by the palace staff that Yan Xu was waiting for him in the side hall.

Yan Chen was taken aback when he heard the words, and after pondering for a while, he started to walk towards the side hall.

The moonlight tonight is very good, like water like silver, the shadows of trees and flowers are swaying in the breeze, trembling endlessly, just like the heart lake in Yanchen's eyes.

Now that I'm thinking about it, many details have come to the surface one by one. Today's incident, it is obvious that the fourth brother made a plan, and he was scheming against the second brother.

In the memory, the young brother who was white, tender and soft, following behind him step by step, has stopped at the deepest part of the memory, covered with a layer of light and shadow, blurred and obscure.

Originally, although there were deficiencies, it was still considered a complete family relationship, but overnight, it completely changed its tune.

Thinking of this, Yan Chen couldn't help feeling shivering.

They used to be together day and night, they lived and died together, and they poured their blood into peaches and plums, but why did they come to this point?Yan Chen was puzzled.

To be honest, the first time he knew that Yan Xu also had a heart for the throne, he was angry, it was a strong anger of being betrayed, and the feeling of trust being trampled was born spontaneously.

He never thought that Yan Xu would disapprove of him. They are brothers. They grew up together. When the army took advantage of the chaos and entered Beijing, he took him with him, dodged and evaded, and shared weal and woe.He clearly said that he is the wise king he has identified in this life.

But in the end, it was just a lie.

He was dropped by him.

How can he not be angry?

However, after his anger subsided, he was relieved again, because he believed that the other party was sincere when he said that sentence to him.In life, one cannot escape the influence of the surrounding environment on one's own self, and changes in ideas are common.

So he was relieved.

He was a forgiving person.

The moonlight fell overwhelmingly from the gaps in the bamboo forest, when Yan Chen walked through the courtyard and stepped into the gate of the side hall, he saw Yan Xu standing by the window with his back to him, looking out.

Yan Xu stood leaning against the window, looking out, he didn't know how long he had been standing like this.He just looked at the night sky divided by the window coffin and the forest leaves, silent.

He looked at the starry sky intently, as if he wanted to see some truth from the bright and dark stars, and after a while, Yan Xu suddenly raised his hand, and his five fingers were differentiated, the starlight fell on the window lattice through the gap between his fingers, There was an expression of hesitation with a bit of pain on his face.

Looking at Yan Xu's lonely back, Yan Chen couldn't help but call out: "Fourth brother."

Hearing the voice, Yan Xu turned around immediately.

What kind of look was that, like mourning, extremely depressed, and extremely indifferent.

Seeing this, Yan Chen was startled, but before he could figure it out, Yan Xu spoke up.

"Big brother."

Yan Chen nodded slightly as a signal, walked closer to him, and said softly, "Why haven't you gone back yet?"

"I want to meet you and make sure you're all right."

Yan Xu smiled lightly, the frost-like indifference had just melted away from his face, but with the words coming out of his mouth, his expression became a little dazed.

I was waiting for you, but you went to find Yao Xun.

Yan Xu lowered her eyelashes, and a sullen breath filled her heart, both painful and angry.

Seeing the man's expression, Yan Chen raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder.

"I'm fine, can you still not trust the medicine given by Imperial Doctor Qi?"

In a word, the tone is flat, but the meaning of trust in it is self-evident.

This trust completely crushed the precarious balance in Yan Xu's heart.

People, sometimes it is like this, the head is broken and the blood is bleeding without pain, but the teeth can be broken by the most inadvertent small movements.

Yan Xu suddenly raised his eyes, snorted softly, with a smile that was not a smile, a little sarcasm fell on his lips, which perfectly explained why it is faster to turn your face than to turn a book.

"Brother, why do you trust him so much? It's not because he was introduced by Yao Lingyun."

"Axu?" Yan Xu's words were aimed too clearly, Yan Chen couldn't help but be astonished.

Yan Xu also knew that he had lost his composure. Today, his emotions fluctuated between great sorrow and great joy. The fluctuations were too great. Some emotions seemed to be out of control, and they were about to rush out.

Yan Xu closed his eyes, turned his head and looked out the window, trying to suppress the restlessness in his heart.

When he came to the East Palace, he was told that His Royal Highness had not returned yet.

At that moment, Yan Xu knew where the other party was going.

As usual, he would leave a message and leave.

But this time he didn't, he chose to stay, sitting and waiting in the side hall Yan Chen arranged for him.

He was thinking about the past.

Think back to when your feelings really started.

But he couldn't remember it.

He didn't remember how long he had had this idea. Maybe in that year, when the other party stood in front of him to protect him, this ridiculous love had already been born in his heart; After that, he took him to dodge in the huge city; it may also be when he hugged him at night to keep him warm and coax him to sleep.For seven whole days and nights, they shared weal and woe and shared weal and woe until their father led troops to rescue them.

Obviously we are the closest brothers, and Yao Lingyun is the one who came later, but why do you trust him more?

Yan Xu could not accept this fact.

Since when did he discover his incomplete feelings?

Yes, it was also because of Yao Xun.

I don't know when it started, the eldest brother and Yao Xun became inseparable, every time he went to find him, Yao Xun was always by his side.

The gaze he looked at Yao Xun was so gentle, like warm water, he concealed the emotion in his eyes, but his gaze could not deceive anyone, and his eyes followed Yao Xun all the time.

But he was looking at him like this.

Yan Xu saw his love for Yao Lingyun from the way Yan Chen looked at Yao Lingyun.

How ironic.

At the very beginning, he thought it was just a thought, which would eventually be worn out by time, but after so many years, the thought was still alive and well, it never died out, nor did it grow, this unreasonable feeling quietly dormant in the In the deepest part of his heart, he can't let it go, can't get rid of it, and can't forget it.

He likes Yanchen because he likes his brothers, he worships his admirers, and he loves his lover.

It was too dazzling, the Yan Chen standing in front of him at that time was really too dazzling, the dazzling Yan Xu's eyes were dazzled, and his heart was confused along with his eyes.

But the person he likes is completely unaware of his struggle.

You are romantic and come here with eyes hidden in the sea of ​​stars. I rushed in rashly, and I don't know who is the one who is the robbery, ha.

It's hard to know yourself in a situation.

At this moment, Yan Xu suddenly wavered, he didn't want to hide it anymore.

Desperation is not the end, the real tragedy of life is just waiting to die.

And he didn't want to be that kind of person again.

Just when Yan Xu was struggling in his heart, Yan Chen looked at him, sighed softly, and asked, "You always have trouble with Ah Xun, why?"

One question completely tipped the balance in Yan Xu's heart.

Why?Yeah, you never knew why.

Yan Xu lowered his eyes, as if in deep thought, raised his head for a long time, blinked, his eyes had a kind of frozen clarity, Yan Xu said: "Because I hate him."

Yan Chen couldn't help being taken aback, he had asked Yan Xu this question more than once, but every time the other party talked about him in a nonchalant manner, always playing tricks back and forth, but he didn't want to tell, so this sudden confession was a surprise. Jiao Yanchen was a little overwhelmed for a while.

After a moment of surprise, Yan Chen returned to normal, he asked: "Then can you tell big brother why?"

"Because." Yan Xu looked at Yan Chen, smiled slightly, then suddenly stopped his casual tone, and said seriously: "Because I like you."

He looks handsome and obedient, but the words that come out of his mouth are like the hammer of thunder.

As his words fell, the surrounding suddenly fell into a dead silence.

Yan Chen couldn't understand the meaning of this liking for a moment.

It's a wonderful feeling to be in control of someone else's emotions.

Yan Xu looked at Yan Chen quietly for a while, and then said: "It's that kind of liking, or love."

Yan Xu looked sideways at Yan Chen, the fire in the room danced, half of Yan Xu's face was hidden in the darkness, and the other half was covered with bright red makeup by the fire.

"Brother, don't doubt the authenticity of what I said. I'm not a patient person, and I won't tell unnecessary lies."

Yan Chen almost suspected that he heard it wrong, but as soon as his eyes touched Yan Xu's eyes, he could no longer utter the suspicion in his mouth. Yan Xu's eyes were neither sad nor happy, they were cold, and the candlelight that was dyed in the room could not shine His eyes.

Everything went completely beyond his expected trajectory, which shouldn't have happened.

Yan Chen frowned, looked at Yan Xu: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"Of course I know."

"You're crazy, I'm your big brother."

"So what about elder brother, who stipulates that you can't like your elder brother."

"It's been like this since ancient times."

"Since ancient times, the harmony of yin and yang, the love between men and women is the way of human relations." Yan Xu smiled, his eyes were clear, "Since they are all unruly, why do they have to share blood and blood?"

The summer wind was blowing slowly, and the trees in front of the house were rippling, disturbing the peace of the room.

Yan Chen was silent, he had no words to refute, he could only persuade: "I am your elder brother, this is not worth it."

Yan Xu shook his head: "Whether it's worth it or not, it won't change just because of your words, big brother."

When Yan Xu said this, his tone was very low, he deliberately created calmness, and his expression was deliberately indifferent, but Yan Chen could hear the ruthlessness in his voice.

Regarding this matter, Yan Chen had thought about many possibilities, but he had never thought about this level, and his heart was so turbulent that he was momentarily at a loss for what to do.

After a long time, Yan Chen sighed, and looked away: "I just don't want you to sink deeper and deeper in hopeless feelings."

The wound on his heart was bloody and painful, but the pain gradually became numb afterward, but Yan Xu still smiled on his face: "Brother, you don't need to say it, it's useless, the existing feelings won't Disappeared because of your disapproval."

After the initial shock, Yan Chen calmed down.

"The so-called relationship is mutual gratification, not one-way recognition."

He couldn't accept what Yan Xu said, but he was right, so he agreed with him, and also rejected him.

Calmness is a kind of strength, which represents seriousness.

When Yan Xu heard this, the smile on his face deepened, he raised his chin slightly, his eyes were full of presumptuousness, it was the unique vitality of a newborn calf, the same bright smile as before they were not alienated, as if they were saddened just now. Man is not him.

"Since you are fine, brother, I will take my leave first, and see you tomorrow."

Laughter replaced tears, Yan Xu turned and stepped away.

The steps that he stepped out caused the loneliness to reverberate in the room, and he wrapped himself with self-esteem and toughness, trying to protect himself from being hurt by others, but instead, he tore the scars on his heart with his own hands.

Yan Chen turned around, looking at the back of the resolutely going, he knew that those who used to be brothers and sisters in the past were really hard to come back.

☆、Revisiting the past

At sunset, the setting sun was setting, and the orange-red afterglow warmly reflected the entire imperial city.

The prison door of Zongzheng Temple was slowly opened under such a warm sun.

When Yan Yu stepped out of the prison, the twilight in the sky had become darker and deeper, like the glow of water, easily outlining a peaceful and quiet evening, making him feel peaceful just by looking at it.

Under the escort of the imperial guards, Yan Yu walked slowly through the aisle of the imperial city and walked towards the inner palace.

Along the way, the surrounding environment was exceptionally peaceful, even a bit too quiet, as if even the singing of birds and insects had rested with the setting sun.If the water is clear, there will be no fish, and if people observe it, there will be no disciples. So what will be brought behind this overly quiet environment?

While her mind was spinning, Yan Yu already sensed the impending rain in her heart.

The imperial army was in front, leading Yan Yu to a direction he hadn't expected.

Yi'an Temple.

The imperial guards stood guard in the courtyard, and Yan Yu entered the main hall alone.

"You are here." A calm voice with a little emotion sounded in the hall.

On the way here, Yan Yu became more and more frightened as he walked, but when he actually stood in front of the other party, he was not so frightened again.

At least not as flustered as he thought.

After the guilty conscience subsided, the resentment suddenly arose.

Yan Yu knelt down and bowed: "I have seen my father."

Emperor Qi waved his hand indifferently, motioning for him to get up: "Come and sit."

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