love you slowly

When Lu Zhiyuan and Meng Annan arrived at the river beach, they saw Feng Ke barking beside Cheng Xuan like a pug. If Lu Zhiyuan didn't know what kind of cheap Feng Ke was, someone else would have seen it. It is estimated that this is such an innocent and tender young man!

I bother!

Feng Ke glanced back as if feeling something, and then saw Lu Zhiyuan not far away who was watching a play with relish, "What are you two doing, come here quickly!" Feng Ke waved to the two of them and shouted loudly road.

"Hi." Lu Zhiyuan came over and said hello to Cheng Xuan before going to see Feng Ke, "So what do you want to do today?"

Feng Ke faltered for a long time, then sneaked a glance at Cheng Xuan next to him, "Well, let's put a lantern, write some wishes on it, maybe someday it will come true."

Lu Zhiyuan nodded and patted Meng Annan next to him, "Go buy a lamp?"

"Ah."

Lu Zhiyuan looked at the two lanterns in Feng Ke's hands, and said to Feng Ke with an expression of "I will give you a chance to be alone, let me take advantage of it", "Let's go buy the lanterns, you two will play first. "

"Okay." Feng Ke smiled clearly, "Come and find us after you two have finished shopping."

After creating the right time, place and people for Uncle Feng, Lu Zhiyuan and Meng Annan retired successfully and passed the world of two people in a leisurely way.

"I also want to put a Kongming lantern." Lu Zhiyuan picked up the lantern in his hand and looked at it, then turned his head to look at Meng Annan and said.

"Just let it go, and buy it after you put it away," Meng Annan said.

It was getting dark and there was a circle of people on the edge of the river beach. Lu Zhiyuan tried three times but failed to find a gap in the circle of people. He held two lamps in his hand and looked left and right. Seeing that Bouncing Up and Down finally gave up, the lantern couldn't be put on anymore, he looked back at Meng Annan, sighed and said, "Let's go, I can't squeeze these girls."

Meng Annan took a lamp from Lu Zhiyuan's hand and smiled, "Go buy a Kongming lantern?"

"En." Lu Zhiyuan took Meng Annan's outstretched hand and stepped up from the bottom of the small building.

After buying the Kongming Lantern, I finally found a place with few people. It is estimated that everyone went to the edge of the river to set up lanterns. At the moment, there are almost no people in other places.

It was not completely dark yet, Lu Zhiyuan found a bench and pulled Meng Annan to sit down.

"Look, there are stars coming out." Lu Zhiyuan raised his head and pointed to the sporadic stars in the night sky.

Following the direction of Lu Zhiyuan's finger, Meng Annan raised his head and looked up at the sky. He leaned back on the chair back and put his long arms across Lu Zhiyuan's shoulders gently on it.

Lu Zhiyuan turned his head for a glance and then leaned back. From a distance, it looked like Lu Zhiyuan was leaning into Meng Annan's arms.

Heiye is like a protagonist who is accidentally late but attracts attention and comes slowly with a sky full of stars. At this moment, someone has followed Heiye's footsteps and raised the first Kongming lantern. This first light is like a signal sent out , because there will be a second, third and even more lamps that will follow.It was like fireflies swarming out of a big bottle all of a sudden.Not long after, the sky was filled with glowing fire-filled Kongming lanterns full of people's good wishes.

"Let's put it on too." Lu Zhiyuan picked up the Kongming lantern that was placed on the ground.

Meng Annan was about to light the fire, suddenly Lu Zhiyuan seemed to remember something, he stopped Meng Annan, turned around and took out a pen from his bag, "I forgot to write my wish."

"What do you want to write?" Meng Annan looked at Lu Zhiyuan's bright eyes and said with a smile.

Lu Zhiyuan thought for a while with the pen, and suddenly he picked up the pen and began to write on the lamp.

After finishing writing, Meng Annan was about to read but was stopped by Lu Zhiyuan, "Get up and read again."

Meng Annan had no choice but to light the fire first, and the flame ignited little by little in the white Kongming lantern, slowly rising with a gentle fire light, Lu Zhiyuan grabbed the edge of the lamp to try to make Meng Annan see clearly.

The moment the light came up, Meng Annan could clearly see the eight words on the light - "You and I are walking together, the future can be expected"

After a while, Meng Annan didn't speak for a long time. He quietly looked at the Kongming lantern hanging in the air in front of him. The warm yellow flame reflected in his eyes, illuminating the deep affection in his eyes.

Lu Zhiyuan glanced back at him and saw that he was motionless, so he said, "I let go."

"Let it go." Meng Annan said softly.

The lights belonging to the two of them slowly rose into the night sky, like a messenger with a major responsibility shaking his body to meet other messengers in the sky and fly to an unknown distance.

This lamp indeed carried Lu Zhiyuan's expectations for the future. Meng Annan was already in his life a long time ago, and he hoped that Meng Annan would be like an evergreen tree in his life forever. Looking back, Meng Annan was there whenever and wherever.

Lu Zhiyuan turned his head and said to Meng Annan, "How about it?" Before he finished speaking, he slammed into the arms of the person behind him.

"What's wrong?" Lu Zhiyuan nestled in Meng Annan's arms with a dazed expression.

"Far away." Meng Annan held his sweetheart in his arms, and there was a dazzling red light in the distance. His heart was like a movie playback, replaying those eight words over and over again. He had never felt that his future was so close. I have looked forward to it.

Lu Zhiyuan heard Meng Annan call him, but there was nothing to say, so he wanted to get out of his arms to see what happened to him.But just as he broke free, Meng Annan hugged him tightly and said something in his ear: "Let's all work harder and be together well. I want you to be in my life from now on."

All the bustle is concentrated on the edge of the river beach ahead, but this corner of the river is so quiet that Lu Zhiyuan's chaotic heartbeat is so clear.

"Okay." He stroked Meng Annan's back up and down and said with a smile, "Whoever doesn't work hard will be a puppy."

After setting off the lights, Lu Zhiyuan and Meng Annan went to the agreed meeting place according to the message from Feng Ke. However, the most eye-catching thing when they met was Feng Ke and Cheng Xuan's holding hands.

Lu Zhiyuan raised his eyebrows looking at the hands held together, and looked at Feng Ke with malicious intentions, "What do you mean, explain?"

Feng Ke stammered rarely, looked at Cheng Xuan and smiled at each other, shook the hands they held together in front of Lu Zhiyuan, "Successfully left the order."

"Tut tsk tsk," Lu Zhiyuan shook his head for a while, "it's too big to stay."

Feng Ke took a step forward and hugged Lu Zhiyuan's shoulders, looking like an enthusiastic big brother, "Yuan, don't worry! Your life's affairs are entrusted to me, and I will find you a girlfriend in two days."

Lu Zhiyuan subconsciously glanced at Meng Annan, and found that Meng Annan raised his eyebrows slightly, as if I saw what you said.

"Don't, don't, don't," Lu Zhiyuan stopped quickly, "To tell you the truth, I've already disregarded the world of mortals. Things like love between children and children are not suitable for me, so forget it."

Long-term love is suitable for me!

"What you said seems to be true," Feng Ke sneered, "The last time you accompanied me to Class [-], you flirted with a girl."

"Damn it!" Lu Zhiyuan slapped Feng Ke on the back of the head, "Can you use idioms! What do you mean flirting? I just nodded!"

Feng Ke touched the back of his head, which was brutally murdered, and clinged to his girlfriend in aggrieved way, "I'm just joking, why are you so excited?"

"I..." Lu Zhiyuan choked unexpectedly, why was he excited?Not afraid of fire in the backyard!

"You what?" Feng Ke asked reluctantly.

Lu Zhiyuan rolled his eyes, "If you don't make good use of such a beautiful day, what are you talking about with me here?"

"Huh?" Feng Ke was a fool with a dazed look on his face.

Lu Zhiyuan sighed, and based on the loving father's mentality that his stupid son still had to help, he leaned closer and gave him a wink and said in a low voice, "Send the girl home, it's time to show your gentlemanly demeanor."

Feng Ke suddenly understood that after flirting with Lu Zhiyuan for several times, he was content to hold his girlfriend's hand and prepare to show his gentlemanly demeanor in all aspects.

After sending Feng Ke away, Lu Zhiyuan couldn't help smiling, "Feng Ke is an idiot." However, as soon as he turned his head, he saw Meng Annan staring at him with a radiant expression, and he backed away a lot in fright. step.

Meng Annan took a step forward, his eyes shone brightly reflecting the starlight, but this light only shone on Lu Zhiyuan alone.

"Do you like flirting with others so much?" Meng Annan's face was expressionless, but his eyes betrayed his master quite honestly, revealing a gentle smile.

Lu Zhiyuan glanced left and right and found that there was no one around before he dared to pull Ramang Annan's palm. He stroked it carefully and said in a low voice, "I make normal eye contact with others, and I only make eye contact with you. It's flirtatious."

Meng Annan's face, which was tense with all his efforts, finally couldn't hold back and he burst out laughing instantly. He touched the back of Lu Zhiyuan's head and sighed, and said helplessly, "You..."

When Lu Zhiyuan arrived at the door of his house, the corners of his mouth still couldn't move. When he touched the doorknob of his own door, he finally laughed, "Stupid." He cursed with a smile.

Before leaving, Meng Annan suddenly said that he wanted to send Lu Zhiyuan home. Originally, he thought that although he was a road idiot, he would not forget the road he had walked once so quickly, so he cruelly refused.

But this time, Meng Annan became reluctant and insisted on sending Lu Zhiyuan home, so Lu Zhiyuan had no choice but to fulfill his boyfriend's dream and let him send him home.

It wasn't until they were far away from the gate of the community that Meng Annan found out what was going on, and he had to blame what he said to Feng Ke before.

"Do you think I'm a gentleman?" Meng Annan asked Lu Zhiyuan before leaving.

Lu Zhiyuan couldn't laugh or cry, "Are you a three-year-old child? I was telling Feng Ke to listen to it, why are you joining in the fun?"

"Are you a gentleman enough?" Meng Annan tilted his head and still just looked at him, as if he was bound to come up with an answer.

"Gentleman! Gentleman!" Lu Zhiyuan grabbed Meng Annan's face angrily, gritted his teeth and said, "You are the most gentleman!"

Meng Annan finally went home satisfied.

As soon as Lu Zhiyuan entered the house, Mo Rulan saw her son's face flushed with joy.

"Have you had so much fun today?" Mo Rulan looked up at him.

Lu Zhiyuan restrained his presumptuous expression, sat down on the sofa, and found that the coffee table was full of some materials, Lu Zhiyuan took out a sheet to look at it, and saw that it was full of school materials about foreign art academies.

"What are these for?" Lu Zhiyuan shook the paper in his hand.

Mo Rulan didn't answer this question but said something else, "I'm with your Uncle Peng."

Lu Zhiyuan was stunned for a while before he realized, "Oh, that's pretty good."

After this sentence, Mo Rulan talked about the various schools on the table.

"I'm going to study abroad," she said.

Lu Zhiyuan raised his head abruptly, "What do you mean?"

Mo Rulan didn't expect Lu Zhiyuan's reaction to be so big, and she paused for a while before continuing: "I married your father not long after I graduated from university, and I have never had the opportunity to do what I want to do. Now that you are old enough, I also You can do your own thing."

"What about me?" Lu Zhiyuan looked at Mo Rulan without blinking.

Mo Rulan patted Lu Zhiyuan's head, "You finish high school in China, and I will pick you up to study abroad after you graduate."

Lu Zhiyuan turned his head to avoid Mo Rulan's hand, "Are you going with Uncle Peng?"

"Yes." Mo Rulan nodded, "He plans to settle abroad."

Lu Zhiyuan clenched the armrest of the sofa, his eyes were swollen with soreness, he seemed to have no strength to continue looking at Mo Rulan, he lowered his head and said in a low voice, "What if I say I don't want you to go?"

The quietness in the small house makes people flustered, and the voice from Lu Zhiyuan is small but enough for Mo Rulan to hear clearly.

"Why?" Mo Rulan asked.

Lu Zhiyuan finally raised his head, his red eyes were exposed to the light, "Don't you want me?"

Mo Rulan was stunned, she didn't expect Lu Zhiyuan to be so sensitive, she thought it was just a small decision, that's why she told Lu Zhiyuan directly.In her impression, Lu Zhiyuan has always been optimistic and happy, but at this time, Lu Zhiyuan who is injured and vulnerable is something she has never seen before.

"Why do you think so? I'll pick you up after you graduate from high school." Mo Rulan took a step closer to Lu Zhiyuan, but Lu Zhiyuan followed and took a step back.

"Where's that kid, he's going too?"

Mo Rulan didn't know how to answer for a while, she was afraid that she might accidentally answer wrong, so she was silent for a long time without speaking.

But in Lu Zhiyuan's eyes, this turned into guilt and guilt.

"To go or not?" Lu Zhiyuan asked again, with a tough tone.

"Go." Mo Rulan finally replied.

"So you are a family of three, and what about me, I'm just an oil bottle, superfluous!" Lu Zhiyuan laughed at himself.

"Zhiyuan!" Mo Rulan broke Lu Zhiyuan's body and looked at him, "I didn't want you, I didn't even think about it! I just feel relieved when you grow up, so I dare to be myself What I want to do! So much of my life has been wasted on your father, I am not reconciled!"

Lu Zhiyuan tilted his head and didn't look at Mo Rulan, the soreness in his eyes finally turned into substance and dripped down his face, "What about me? Have you ever thought about me? He Lu Feng ran away as soon as he said, Throw away this family and let me be ridiculed by others as a wild boy without a father."

He broke away from Mo Rulan's hand and looked directly at Mo Rulan and said: "Now you have to go and form a new family with others. What about me! What should I do! Have you given me a complete family for so many years! One by one Go! Where is my home?"

"Zhiyuan..." Mo Rulan never knew that Lu Zhiyuan had hidden so many things in her heart. It turned out that she had always ignored her son's thoughts. She always thought that he was happy when he smiled, and she never thought about it. How much reluctance and helplessness behind this smiling face.

Lu Zhiyuan wiped his face and stood up, "Go, it's not easy for you to support me for so many years." He raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, "Just now I blamed me for being ignorant, you can go if you want, it's me abroad I won’t go, I want to stay here. Just live your life well, as you said, I can indeed take care of myself when I grow up.”

After speaking, Lu Zhiyuan entered the room, and Mo Rulan looked at the closed door with complicated and unspeakable struggles.

Tonight is destined to be a sleepless night, no matter for Lu Zhiyuan or Mo Rulan.

Lu Zhiyuan stared at the rising sun outside the window bit by bit from the clouds, turning from fish-belly white to warm yellow, when the soft morning light touched his tired eyes, he closed his eyes reflexively, probably staring too For a long time, a line of tears flowed down the corner of his eyes.

When Lu Zhiyuan left the room, Mo Rulan had already gone out, but a hot breakfast was placed on the table for the first time. After brushing his teeth and washing his face, Lu Zhiyuan ate the breakfast on the table like a normal person. Cleared the table.

Nothing seems to change, but there are always some things that cannot be hidden.