Institute diary

"Fu Yan, you will assist me in the next operation!" A staff member stuffed me with a huge white mask, and left in a hurry.

I took it silently and walked into the operating room.

The familiar lights in the operating room are turned on for exposure, moving towards the patient, and the small space is surrounded by other staff.

I glanced at everyone, and they all had the same indifferent expression, no tension, no concern, as if they were wearing the same indifferent mask.

Everything is like a silent joke.

How long has it been like this?

Not too long...

I went back to the ordinary staff who just entered the institute; Ward 071 was emptied overnight, and Xu Qi's whereabouts were unknown; but Li Na...was promoted and became a doctor.

It's ridiculous to say that I have worked hard outside for so many years, and finally earned a decent doctor's position, and someone else's words and a voice recorder can crush me down.

It doesn't matter if you lose yourself, and it doesn't matter if you lose yourself.But I ruined myself and Xu Qi.

I thought I was capable enough to protect my lover by myself, but now I realize that I am a fish thrown in the fish tank by Yi Bing. When he doesn’t want me or wants to force me to compromise, he just needs to shake the water just fine.

I lost my parents, and now I'm losing him.

In fact, when I first entered the research institute, I was very enthusiastic due to the novelty of the newcomer.

Which wards will be emptied today, which patients will undergo surgery today, which doctor needs me... At the beginning, I was very enthusiastic about the career that I might fight for my whole life, and worked hard to make progress.

I spend myself on it.

Later I was promoted to become a doctor.

The first operation on a patient is very important to me. I do my best to treat and care for every member.

After the overnight operation, I almost collapsed. The staff were busy, hurried, and dealing with the aftermath in the corridor, but no one helped me.

I slumped on the floor next to the plaster wall, took off my mask and drank glucose, and the coldness from the wall seeped into my thin medical gown.

I don't feel alone, and I'm fine by myself.

But at that time, I met Qu Yebai, and I was stuffed by him with a woman with excellent measurements.In his words, it is called taking care of me in a good name.

After going back and forth, I became acquainted with him.

However, at that time, I never thought that I would meet Xu Qi here, nor did I know that I would be tricked by Li Na in the future.

Time kills everything.

I don't know how embarrassing it will be to return to the previous appearance now, I only know that there will be no more Xu Qi in ward 071.

I may, never see him again.

I put on the hoodie of the medical uniform, raised my neck to prevent the tears from streaming down, and broke down several times.