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"You child, alas." Liu Mei felt sad and couldn't help complaining, "Tell me, what is this all about?"

After hearing this, Shen Yan bit his lip, lowered his head and said, "Auntie, I'm sorry for making you worry." His face was filled with sadness.

"Stupid boy, why are you sorry for me? To be honest, I really didn't expect things to turn out like this." Liu Mei reached out and rubbed her temples. Liu Ru's affairs are easy to deal with. After being sent to the nursing home, it is enough to pay on time. Now, what should Shen Yan do, should he let the child follow his so-called friend indistinctly?

Just as she was thinking about it, Shen Yan asked, "Auntie, your business is over, when do you plan to return to England?"

"I planned to leave in two days, but I'm really not at ease with you now." She thought about it, and asked solemnly: "Xiaoyan, would you consider going to live with me in England for a while. "

"Go to England?" Shen Yan shook his head, "What can I do? It's not convenient."

"I'm not forcing you, and you don't have to be so anxious to reject me. I can tell that you are not very happy now, so just treat it as my aunt inviting you to relax." Liu Mei put her arms around Shen Yan, " Xiaoyan, no matter what, Auntie always hopes you have a good life."

Shen Yan leaned his head on Liu Mei's somewhat narrow shoulders, and replied in a low voice, "Mmm," and the circles of his eyes instantly turned red.

Liu Mei sat for a while and then left. She asked about Xiao Fang's schedule, and told Shen Yan that she would come to see him in a few days.

Liu Mei didn't plan to see Xiao Fang, she was a little concerned that Xiao Fang took advantage of others, in fact, no matter whether Shen Yan liked men or women, she would not look down on him, but now her nephew just follows him like this, there is really no need to meet .

And Shen Yan did not tell Xiao Fang about the meeting with his aunt. The weather is getting hotter and the business in the bar is getting hotter and hotter. Xiao Fang stays in the bar most of the time. Yan made lunch and left again.

Xiao Fang wanted to bring Shen Yan to the store, but Shen Yan felt that he couldn't help much and would only slow him down if he went there; second, he felt embarrassed to record books under Xiao Fang's nose , so he firmly refused.

But on the second day of Liu Mei's arrival, when Xiao Fang came back, Shen Yan tried to talk to him about going out to find a job, and he said: "I can't just stay at home and do nothing all my life, relying on others to support me." .”

Xiao Fang's "No" replied very simply, "The job you are looking for is probably not too easy, and your body can't bear it. Besides, I am not someone else, and we are not short of this little money. If I don't want to buy anything, Come to think of it, you just say it.”

Shen Yan agreed with a muffled "yes", and never mentioned this word again.

In fact, before he said it, Shen Yan guessed that it might be like this, but he always wanted to try again.

Xiao Fang can't say that he is not wholehearted in taking care of him, but Shen Yan sometimes feels like a pet in a cage. When the owner needs it, he will pull it out to feel around. No need, just eat and drink and be quiet Just stay.

But sometimes, he felt that he was too hypocritical, and he couldn't be ungrateful. At the beginning, Xiao Fang didn't force himself, all of this was voluntary, why is he chattering here again now.

He didn't say this kind of contradictory mood, but Liu Mei saw some clues, so when they met for the third time, she asked Shen Yan to go to England with her to relax, this time Shen Yan really didn't refuse.

But before going, there are still a lot of things to do, especially Shen Yan's special situation, which involves a series of issues such as bank fund certificates.

It was impossible for Liu Mei to wait here until the Chinese New Year, so she planned to go back early and come to pick up Shen Yan at that time, just to give him some time to think about it.

Before going back, Liu Mei went to see Shen Yan again. After a period of frequent contact, the relationship between the two became much closer than before. Unknowingly, Shen Yan was also able to say something to Liu Mei that he couldn't do on weekdays. Spit words.

"Xiaoyan, your mother is fine now, do you want to go see her?"

Shen Yan shook his head, "I'm not going, even if she recovers, she probably doesn't want to see me."

Liu Mei was a little puzzled, she felt that no matter how good the relationship between mother and child was, they would not really be like enemies, so she persuaded: "Xiaoyan, I know you blame her, but I still hope you can understand her more, You are mother and son after all."

Shen Yan couldn't refute Liu Mei, but his heart was sad: Mother and son, I treat her like a mother, but did she ever treat me like a son.

Seeing that Shen Yan didn't speak, Liu Mei persuaded again: "Why don't I tell you about the past, there is a reason why she became like this today."

Shen Yan hesitated for a moment, then nodded in agreement.

"Your mother was very beautiful when she was young. You are very similar to her in that, but her character is very contradictory. On the one hand, she is indecisive, but at the same time she is willful and impulsive."

"At the beginning, her family disagreed with Shen Congshan, but she ignored your grandma's health and insisted on marrying Shen Congshan. Your grandma passed away not long after she got married, and your uncle had a rift with her because of this."

"She and Shen Congshan also lived in harmony for two years. Later, Shen Congshan was laid off and wanted to start a business, but the family had no money, so your mother went back to borrow money from the family. Of course your uncle refused to give it to her. As a result, she secretly gave away the money to the family's old man. The house was sold, the money was given to Shen Congshan, and I completely fell out with your uncle."

"Shen Congshan got the start-up capital, and his ability is considered good, so he turned over in a few years, but after turning over, he couldn't control himself. In the first few years, he was still sneaking outside, and later he was blatant. I remember one time, all the women went to the house." Liu Mei said with some disdain.

"Well, yes, it happened when I was 11 or 12 years old." Shen Yan still remembered the woman, who was dressed very fashionable, and ran to his house to demonstrate, "But it didn't seem long before Shen Congshan dumped her. gone."

"Yes, not long after that, he should have known Zhang Chunping. At that time, this woman was gentle, virtuous, and aloof from the world. It was the exact opposite of your mother's strong desire to control."

"At that time, I kept persuading your mother to divorce, but she said nothing. She paid too much for this person, including youth, money, and even turned against her relatives, so she was not reconciled."

"She didn't know that Zhang Chunping had given birth to a child until she happened by accident. So she pretended not to know anything on the surface, but in fact she already had the idea of ​​dying with Shen Congshan. That's why the car accident happened."

When Liu Mei said this, she paused, "Later, after I went abroad, I had less communication with her, but I thought that after we divorced, she would figure it out one day, but I didn't expect that her obsession would become more and more serious. deep, and finally drove myself crazy."

"If both of you are at fault in this marriage, then Shen Congshan's fault is even greater. And your mother, who has sacrificed so much but is always singing a one-man show, has nothing to gain in the end, so she is really pitiful."

At this point, Liu Mei had finished speaking. Shen Yan was silent for a long while before opening his mouth and said: "I admit that she is very pitiful, but it is Shen Congshan who is sorry for her. Why should I pay for their marriage mistakes?"

"Indeed, they are sorry for you, but Xiaoyan, I think your mother just doesn't accept your sexual orientation. She was actually guilty when you almost died in a car accident, otherwise she couldn't negotiate with Shen Congshan and let you have a place to live. Then agreed to a divorce."

Shen Yan frowned after hearing this, "Auntie, did she say that?"

"That's right, I remember that right after the car accident, she still didn't agree to the divorce. Later, when you were out of the ICU, she came back from a visit and told me that Shen Congshan made a condition, saying that as long as he agrees to the divorce, he will support you."

Several years have passed, Liu Mei thought about it again, and then continued: "Your mother said that they had four houses in their hands at that time, and apart from the old house, the remaining few houses were the smallest among the remaining ones, so they divided the two houses equally. Set up a big house and give you Linyuanju, and the rent of the old house is used as your living expenses."

"As for the other money, excluding the start-up capital that your mother gave Shen Congshan at the beginning, the company returned to Shen Congshan, and your mother took most of the cash. At that time, I thought, although I didn't give you any money, at least there was rental income as a guarantee, so it wasn't worth it. Worry about the future."

Hearing this, Shen Yan could only purse his lips and "hehe", if it was really as good as his aunt said, how could he have fallen to where he is today.

The author has something to say: the past will be revealed little by little.