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Shen Yan heard Du Zichen's inquiry and footsteps, and he also heard the sound of the waiter cleaning, but he didn't say anything, he couldn't speak, so he just sat there motionless.

Du Zichen stood by the table with some doubts, and asked again: "Ayan, what's wrong with you?"

Shen Yan didn't speak, but raised his left hand with some difficulty, and shook it lightly.

"It's okay, it was just a moment of carelessness. After all, this table is too small." Li Tianqiang's eyes turned away from Shen Yan, and turned to Du Zichen, with a half-smile, "If you don't believe me, you can ask him."

Du Zichen stood stubbornly on the table without moving, neither did Xiaomei.

Then a gentle female voice suddenly sounded from the other side, "It wasn't a moment of carelessness."

Du Zichen and others: "What?"

"I said it wasn't a moment of carelessness, it was the gentleman with glasses who raised the cup to this position on purpose." Ji Xiaoxiao said, gesturing with his hand.

The smile on Li Tianqiang's face couldn't hold on for a while, but when Du Zichen heard this, he pulled up his collar, and the fist of his right hand was about to greet him in the face.

"Zichen..." Shen Yan and Xiaomei shouted at the same time, Xiaomei saw it, and Shen Yan guessed it.

"Ayan..." Du Zichen yelled in disapproval, stopped his hands, but did not let go of Li Tianqiang's collar.

"Zichen, don't do it." Shen Yan finally said a complete sentence, but his voice was hoarse, "Don't do it, it's not worth it for this person."

"Hmph, don't sound so high-sounding, do you think you are a good person? Shen Yan, do you dare to admit your dirty thoughts in front of everyone?" Li Tianqiang no longer maintained that gentle appearance after being seen through by others. "Du Zichen, don't be fooled by someone's appearance, be careful that you are being sold and counting the money."

"What do you mean by that?" Du Zichen asked sharply.

"Ask me what I'm doing, ask Shen Yan himself, he knows what I mean." As if he was sure that Shen Yan didn't dare to say anything, Li Tianqiang became confident instead.

Shen Yan supported the table and stood up slowly, lowered his eyes, and took a deep breath, "Everyone has the right to choose their lifestyle. I like men, so there's nothing wrong with that."

Shen Yan's voice was not too loud against the backdrop of the background music in the coffee shop, but it was enough for the few people around to hear him clearly, and everyone was stunned for a moment.

Li Tianqiang was the first to react, "Shen Yan, you are cruel, but you admit it so generously, don't worry, I will truthfully tell him about your recent situation, and I will wait to see how the friendship between you and Du Zichen is going. Forever."

After speaking, without waiting for everyone to react, he pushed the chair away and walked out.

"Brother Tianqiang," Xiaomei called him a little at a loss, then looked back at Du Zichen and Shen Yan, "Zichen, Shen Yan..."

Du Zichen interrupted her with clenched fists: "That's what you were going to say just now. I overheard it. How could it be such a coincidence, Xiaomei, the matter between us has been explained clearly. As for what you want to do, it's all up to you."

"You...you don't know people clearly." Xiaomei said angrily, stomped her feet hard, and chased Li Tianqiang out of the coffee shop.

The remaining three were silent, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.

Ji Xiaoxiao didn't expect that she just couldn't bear Shen Yan and his friends being bullied for a while, but finally saw the real scene of coming out. Even though she is usually a flexible person, she didn't know what to say at this moment.

It was Shen Yan who broke the embarrassment, he shook his body slightly, and sat down again as if tired, "I'm sorry, lady, I let you watch a play, and thank you just now. "

"Well...you're welcome, I just happened to see it." After Ji Xiaoxiao finished speaking, she handed out a business card of her own to Shen Yan, "There is my contact information on it, if you need anything, you can contact me at any time."

After all, she was a stranger, so it was inconvenient for her to say anything, but the business card she handed out could show her attitude, so after saying this, she raised her head and smiled kindly at Du Zichen who was opposite, then returned to herself seat.

Du Zichen stood there silently until Ji Xiaoxiao left, then he sat silently opposite Shen Yan.

Du Zichen's heart was not as calm as it appeared. After sitting down, he didn't speak immediately, but just looked at Shen Yan carefully, as if he was meeting this person for the first time.

He couldn't tell what his mood was like at the moment, he seemed to be puzzled and shocked, self-blame and nervous, and even a trace of unspeakable grievance.

"What on earth does he think of me? Does he regard me as a friend?" Once this thought arises, it grows wildly in his heart like a weed, making Du Zichen wish he could just grab the person across from him and force him to question him, but he can't do it. arrive.

Ever since he was a child, he could never guess what Shen Yan was thinking. Shen Yan was always very calm, as if all problems could be solved easily. Even after those two accidents, Shen Yan's emotions were restrained.

Looking back, although I am two years older than Shen Yan, it seems that he is taking care of Shen Yan, but in fact, Shen Yan seldom troubles him because of his own affairs, but always takes care of his children carefully. mood.

Such a person who doesn't like to say anything and has his own pride, how can he pry his mouth open and penetrate into his heart?

When Du Zichen was still immersed in his own thoughts, Shen Yan suddenly said, "I'm sorry, Zichen."

"Sorry, it affected you and Xiaomei today."

Shen Yan was actually a little nervous, but as soon as he said "I'm sorry", he suddenly felt a little more relaxed.

Sooner or later, many things have to be told to Du Zichen. It's already very wrong to lie to him for so long, why bother to care about Zichen's reaction afterward, the worst result is to lose him as a friend completely, if this is the case, he Also admitted.

Hearing Shen Yan's voice, Du Zichen replied subconsciously: "No, the matter between me and Xiaomei has nothing to do with you, it's me and Xiaomei..." He paused, as if trying to organize his words, "There is something wrong between us. question."

"That's also very sorry."

"Why did you say sorry about me and Xiaomei?" Du Zichen looked at him suspiciously.

"Well, you have always been very kind to me, and now you are willing to sit and listen to my explanation, but Xiaomei seems to hate me a little bit." Shen Yan hesitated, and said with a wry smile.

Shen Yan is a very sensitive person, he discovered very early on that Xiaomei was alienating him, and they only met each other once in the past two years, at most it was just for Zichen to greet him a little bit.

Ordinarily, it is just the friendship between the three of them since they were young, so it is not the case. In the past, Shen Yan always thought that she was doing it to avoid suspicion, but in fact, Xiaomei minded that Zichen cared too much about him, but now Xiaomei learned that If it's his business, he will definitely avoid him.

Hearing this, Du Ziyan thought of the advice that Xiaomei gave him vaguely in the coffee shop just now, and also thought of the joke he once made to Shen Yan in the third year of high school, saying that Xiaomei valued sex more than him. She also didn't want to see Shen Yan with him.

It was only at this moment that Du Zichen realized that there were various differences between him and Xiaomei a long time ago, but he had never carefully thought about the cause and effect of it.

"Without you, we would break up too, it's just sooner or later." Thinking of this, Du Zichen felt a little more relieved about the breakup, "Right now, what I am more concerned about is what am I to you?" Hold back and ask this sentence.

"I have never changed towards you, you are my friend and brother." Shen Yan replied without hesitation and was very sure.

"But my brother is the last one to know about you." Du Zichen lowered his head and rubbed his hair. "To be honest, I don't know how to face you now."

Shen Yan on the opposite side suddenly smiled, feeling that his eye sockets were a little dry, "You didn't leave on the spot, I'm already thanking God, if you want to leave now, I also understand, this kind of thing is not recognized by others after all. of."

"But why?"

"There is no reason, it may be innate, or it may just be because the person I liked was a boy."

Shen Yan had really calmed down at this moment, and his calmness also infected Du Zichen. He sat there with his head bowed in silence for a long time, and he couldn't think of any reason for him to abandon Shen Yan and ignore him.

"Actually, I'm still a little confused," Du Zichen raised his head, "I'll take you home first."

The author has something to say: I just accidentally got out of the closet, so stay calm.