The mountains and rivers at the bottom of the pen, because you survive

This question seemed to overwhelm Chen Di, she was silent for a while before she opened her mouth: "Do you want to hear the truth or the lie?"

"...Really." Sheng said.

But it was obvious that she lacked confidence when she said this.

Curious to know, but a little scared.

Chen Di held down her pounding heart at this moment, she knew that her answer was a bit shameless, only in this matter she had to admit that she was a shameless person.

"Because when I saw you, I couldn't help being impulsive..."

I couldn't help the urge to fuck her.

She has always felt that she is living a light life. It is not that no one wants to show favor to her at work or in life, but even in a feasting environment, even if alcohol paralyzes her nerves, when someone wants to stick herself, She could still resist instinctively.

Just that time when facing Sheng Lai, as if she was watching a goblin walking towards her, she, who had always been ascetic, at that moment, after throwing away her anger, only desire was left.

Sheng Lai lowered his eyelids slightly, and the moment he heard Chen Di's words, his curly eyelashes trembled twice.Soon, the tips of those ears, which were not completely hidden by the hair, turned red...

Chen Di's words were so straightforward, so straightforward that she didn't know whether she should be angry or proud of her face.

"Then...do you treat others like this?" Sheng Lai asked softly.

This too obvious temptation made Chen Di laugh immediately.

When it comes to her mind to spend a lifetime with a certain person, no matter whether the other person holds the same idea as her or not, but just for herself, she will put that person in that position first.For example, now, at the moment when he wanted to regard Sheng Lai as his wife, Chen Di had already placed her in that position in his heart.Since it is a wife and a partner, honesty and trust are the most basic ways to get along.

"No, except you, I have never had a relationship with anyone, and of course I have never had such an impulse towards you." Chen Di is very calm, she knows what Sheng Lai wants to know, and she doesn't mind putting her own life The password is unlocked, so that Sheng Lai can browse her life conveniently.

This is the wife's right.

Hearing Chen Di's serious yet calm answer, Sheng Lai felt a little complicated.

She was a little skeptical, after all, how could someone as outstanding as Chen Di have no one else?

Chen Di took the time to glance at the people around him. Sheng Lai's expression seemed to be different from the expected relaxed expression. Chen Di tentatively asked, "Do you not believe it?"

It is the first time to guess the mind of a little girl who is not easy to guess at all.

At least, the female subordinates under him didn't dare to let him guess their little thoughts.

She doesn't like guessing people's minds, if this is the only way to get along with Sheng Lai, she is not unwilling to try.

One of Chen Di's creeds in life: If you don't try, you will never know whether it is a mountain or a sea blocked by the peach blossom forest.

Maybe God really saw her working hard today, so she guessed right this time.

Sheng Lai let out a "huh" and said in a low voice, "No one is chasing you? Is there no one you like? All these years?"

Four or five years is not short at all.

There are some beautiful girls around me who change two or three boyfriends every six months, right?

"Isn't this what I should ask you? Miss Sheng is so beautiful, there are too many people I should pursue?" Chen Di made a joke, and before Sheng Lai felt ashamed, she continued. When she spoke this time, her voice changed I have to be serious: "Yes, there are people chasing after me, but they are not together. I don't have anyone I like, my focus is on work all the time, and I am not in the mood to fall in love. The above is true, there is no need to lie."

Facing Chen Di who fully revealed the blankness of the past few years of his absence, Sheng Lai slightly bit his lower lip.

"Then why do you want to marry me?"

This is not a very easy question to answer, and Chen Di wants to avoid it.

Out of wanting to be responsible, and wanting to quickly deal with the troubles of urging marriage at home, plus some external factors such as my satisfaction with Sheng Lai, I want to marry Sheng Lai.But in this case, in her opinion, everyone will think it's okay to talk about the marriage with any business.But Sheng Lai is not everyone, from the little plaster man in Sheng Lai's house, and the music box she is thinking of, Chen Di knows that her marriage is different from the marriage Sheng Lai wants.

"If you want to hear an answer like I love you, sorry, I probably won't lie to you."

The carriage suddenly became very quiet, and even everyone's breathing seemed to become gentle at the same time.Inhale carefully, and exhale carefully.

"Oh, I should have known." It was Sheng Lai who broke the weird silence.

Yes, she already knew.

However, I still can't help but want to hold such a little extravagant hope.

If only she could love herself a little bit.

Even if he likes her one out of ten thousandth, it will satisfy him.

She thought that she could pretend that this was not an unrequited love that ended without a cause, but a romantic story of mutual love.

Sheng Lai pretended to be relaxed, and when the words fell into Chen Di's ears, the latter felt a slight pain in his heart as if he had been bitten by a small ant.

"I'm sorry." Chen Di didn't know why he felt sorry, but facing Sheng Lai, seeing her so small, aggrieved and stubborn, she felt sorry...

Sheng Lai sniffed, and there was still a smell of blood in his nostrils: "Ah, it's okay, it's okay, what are you sorry for? Thank you...you tell me..."

If you don't like it, you don't like it, and you can't force others to like it.

When they arrived at the hospital, Gao Jingxing did things properly, and someone was already waiting for them at the door.

When going for the checkup, the doctor asked Sheng Lai to do a blood test first after asking two routine questions.

Nosebleeds keep flowing, but most of them are caused by too few platelets. First, check the blood to see if there is any major problem with the content of various cells in the blood.

The test speed of the private hospital is much faster than that of the general public hospital, and they walked back to the diagnosis room with the test sheet. Sheng Lai sat down obediently, and Chen Di stood beside her.

Sheng Lai doesn't like hospitals, especially after living alone for so many years, every time she gets sick, she comes to the hospital by herself. The longing for family affection is especially strong when she is sick, but no matter how strong she is, people like her The situation can't feel half of it.Whenever this happens, she feels very lonely.

The kind of loneliness in which the whole world isolates oneself.

But now, when he saw Chen Di standing beside him, Sheng Lai realized that he was not panicked anymore, and he was in a very peaceful mood.I'm also not afraid of what bad consequences I might face, because no matter what, it feels like... I won't face fear alone.

very nice.

It feels good to have someone by your side.

"It shouldn't be a serious problem. The weather in Rongcheng is still relatively dry and cold, so it is easy to cause the rupture of capillaries in the nasal cavity. Although the platelet index is a bit low, it is still within a relatively normal range. It's leukemia... It's not a big problem. I'll prescribe some medicine and a bottle of spray to wash my nose with natural sea salt water. If you have allergic rhinitis, try this, it works well..." the doctor said while talking on the computer He wrote a prescription, and even nagged a few more words: "I didn't say that, a little girl like you looks skinny, I know what kind of skinny beauty you young girls are after. But you This is too thin, after returning home, this standing is your sister? Or some kind of relative? Well, the two girls are both pretty, so they should be relatives..." The doctor liked to talk to himself, Guess! "Anyway, get some nutritious things when you get home, make up for it, and gain weight! Get fatter in winter and keep warm! As for losing weight, it's never too late in summer. And, pay attention to your body in the morning. , it is easy to hypoglycemia... Eat less spicy food, food supplements are very important..."

Chen Di listened very carefully, and responded to the doctor's words with "hmm" in the middle, and finally did not forget to thank him, so he took Sheng Lai to get the medicine and left.

When getting into the car again, Chen Di tilted his head and looked at Sheng Lai: "Go to my house."

Sheng Lai: "..."

"What are you doing at home alone? I looked at your small refrigerator, and there is almost nothing in it. What are you going to eat? Takeaway?" Chen Di emphasized her tone. Today, she can let Sheng Lai do whatever she wants. But her determination to bring her home is firm, she will not change, and she is not ready to compromise.

"I... can take care of myself." Sheng Lai retorted without confidence.

Since the reunion with Sheng Lai in Rongcheng, Chen Di has fully seen the stubbornness of the little girl who he thought was well-behaved and obedient but a little dull.When hearing Sheng Lai's refusal again, Chen Di couldn't hold back and punched the steering wheel.

"Two options, one, go to my house, I'll make a meal and you eat it before going back. Two, send you back, I'll make a meal and bring it to you!" Well, I compromised a bit.

Sheng Lai opened his mouth, "Don't you find it troublesome?"

"You also know it's troublesome? So what's the matter? Is there a flood in my house or a beast? Are you so afraid?" Chen Di was a little annoyed, and he couldn't grasp the little girl's entanglement.

"have you."

"What?" Chen Di asked subconsciously when she heard her small voice and hadn't realized it yet.

Sheng Lai: "..."

Then Chen Di also reacted: "..."

So, Sheng came here because she was in her family, so she was afraid to go?

At this moment, Chen Di really didn't know whether she should laugh or laugh out of anger, she took two deep breaths: "Is that why you feel bored?"

Sheng Lai didn't speak, but lowered his head, trying to pretend he didn't hear.

Not long after, a sigh came from his ear.

Like emotion, but also helpless, and... self-deprecating.

From Chen Di.

Sheng Lai's restless fingers stirred even more now, Chen Di's sigh was really light, but it hit her heart, and she couldn't help feeling uncomfortable.She misunderstood Chen Di, but it was not because she was bored, but just...afraid, afraid of repeating the same mistakes. "No, let's go."

Then she saw the people around her smiling.

At this time, the phone suddenly rang twice, and Sheng Lai looked down, only to find that it was Kan Sesu who sent him a WeChat message.

Kan Sesu: Come on, are you still in the hospital?I'm in the central hospital now, where are you?

Just after reading this news, Hang Ai's WeChat also arrived on the phone.

Hang Ai: Come on, I'll go to the Central Hospital with Thurse, are you okay?Um, is your teacher gone?

Sheng Lai was a little embarrassed, she didn't expect her friends to chase her to the hospital at this time, so she called directly.

"Xiao Ai." Sheng said, "I'm not in the central hospital now, um, I'm fine, I've checked, and the doctor said it's nothing..."

It was very quiet in the car, and the sound from the handset of the mobile phone was actually quite loud, but at this time Hang Ai's urgent and fast voice also reached Chen Di's ears——

"Oh, that's good, then where are you now? Your fierce and fierce teacher should leave, right? Otherwise, I'm a little scared! There is also Thurse, Thurse is also there, and I am very worried about you!"

Sheng Lai: "..."

When she suddenly realized this question, she guessed that Chen Di had heard it, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

Sheng Lai secretly glanced at Chen Di who was driving. The latter didn't seem to have any expression changes. She lowered the voice of the receiver a little: "Well, I'm in the car now. You don't have to come here. I'll come back later. Home……"

Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by the person on the other end of the phone——

Kan Sesu was standing next to Hang Ai. She motioned for Hang Ai to give her the phone, and then said, "Are you going home? You bled so much today and need to mend it. I'll take you and Hang Ai later." Go to a restaurant with a lighter diet and make up for it. I am very familiar with Rongcheng..."

The author has something to say: catching insects~

Because Jinjiang’s reply requires a verification code, that color is especially uncomfortable for me with high myopia, so if you have any questions, feel free to ask, I will read every comment, and I will focus on explaining many of them in the next chapter (without spoilers) Down--)

1. Sheng Lai didn't want to talk about what happened back then, so Chen Di stopped at that time, compromised and chose to believe her instead of continuing to talk about it, so he didn't talk about what happened back then

2. Chen Di doesn’t really like Sheng Lai that much

3. You will get married at the end of the year or at the beginning of the year. With an opportunity that you can't imagine, there will be important supporting roles that will not appear

4. If Chen Di is masculine, it may be that you have a fixed pattern of men and women in your mind. Judging TA’s gender from a person’s personality and behavior is sexist in itself (I don’t mean anything else, Very softly...for you)