The mountains and rivers at the bottom of the pen, because you survive

When she cried, her thin shoulders trembled, she looked extremely pitiful, and extremely... pitiful.

Chen Di frowned, what did Sheng Lai mean by this?

She stood where she was, and didn't step forward to embrace the pitiful and thin girl in her arms.The one who took her money and left was Sheng Lai, and now the one who blamed herself for hating her from the very beginning was also Sheng Lai, why didn't she know when she became so vicious and mean?

"I fed you arsenic? Can you say that? Sheng Lai, who did that at the funeral? Didn't I wait for you to explain? When I went to find you, you were fine, The person just disappeared from Yao's house. I won't listen to your explanation? When you took the money and left, you are now touching your conscience and talking about it, when did you think about explaining to me?"

Chen Di didn't expect that after four or five years, she would still be bewitched by Sheng Lai's skin, and even now it's funny to think that she was older after all, and she couldn't tell which of the two suffered the least, because I can be regarded as her half teacher, and I thought about being responsible for this matter, thinking about marrying her as a wife.

Chen Di also felt that he was crazy, "I think I'm crazy so I still want to pretend that those things didn't happen before!"

At this time, Sheng Lai was sobbing and couldn't stop, and she was very emotional. She felt that she had lost her composure, so she covered her face and eyes: "You're lying again, what money! I'm not a prostitute, Why would I take your money! You lied! I didn’t take your money, woo woo woo, Chen Di, you bastard! You know how to bully me! I didn’t! Don’t try to frame me for things I haven’t done, then Time is my choice! But you used money to humiliate me, Chen Di, I hate you! I hate you to death! You, you go away, you better go away! If you don’t go, I will go, but I have left home I came to Rongcheng, why did you come too! How can you be so bad! I... woo woo woo..."

She was crying, her word order was reversed and her logic was chaotic, and she couldn't help herself from her grief.

I hate you, but I can't say I hate you.

I hate that I once liked you, and I don't want to tell you about it.

Because it’s such a humble thing for you to know that you even like it when you tell it. I don’t want you to know that the former self secretly admired you and liked you...

The self in love is really too humble...

Chen Di's mind is a little blank now, "Didn't take the money? Then why did you leave? When I went, it was obvious..."

When she returned to the room that year, the bank-bank-card on the bedside table was gone.The servants at home have very clean hands and feet, and it's her room. Generally, without her permission, no one dares to enter or leave her bedroom at will.She gave Sheng Lai the last decency, let her be alone without being ridiculed by anyone, and then waited for her to calm down and organize her lines to explain to herself.But unexpectedly, until a week after her mother's funeral, she would ask the helper at home if there was a call from Yao's family every day, but the answer was no, Sheng Lai never came, not even a phone call. No.

Finally, a week later, she couldn't hold back anymore, and went to Yao's house to look for the beautiful girl who used to be quiet and shy in her memory, but what was the result?

Chen Di still remembered that when he knocked on the door of Yao’s house, the mistress of Yao’s house was also Sheng Lai’s mother, who warmly welcomed her. After hearing her question, she was surprised and said, “Sheng Lai? Oh, she Let's go! I'm not sensible at all, and I left without leaving a letter with my family."

At that moment, I was really angry.

Chen Di still remembers his anger at that time.

The kind of person who fell asleep indiscriminately at his mother's funeral and took the initiative to throw himself into his arms actually didn't mean to explain at all, and left without leaving a word.ah

This, who is Chen Di treating her as? ?

What is this?That's what she wanted to ask Sheng Lai when she saw him for the first time by tugging on the latter's clothes!But in the end she still couldn't bear it, especially when she saw her foolishly refusing to drink too much and falling down while walking, she still felt soft-hearted.Angry and helpless, he took him back to his home, but how could he think of running away, Sheng Lai did it a second time? !

But now hearing Sheng Lai's denial, even though it was just such a sentence, it was a sentence without any evidence, Chen Di said nothing, but the balance in his heart was already tilting towards Sheng Lai.She stepped forward and picked up the person who had started to cry on the ground.

"Crying so hard, do you want everyone passing by to watch you?" Pulling the limp woman, Chen Di found that he still had no choice but to leave Sheng Lai aside like this.He unbuttoned his coat and held her half in his arms.I don't know whether I am speaking to Sheng now, or just talking to myself, "You are very capable, anyway, cry first no matter what, you know that I will believe you when I see you cry Right? You really use tears as your precious sword?!"

Seeing that she was crying with snot and tears, and that the makeup on her face was almost gone, Chen Di directly took off the apricot-colored scarf around her neck, and wiped her face .

Going to see a doctor today with this appearance, I'm afraid I will be watched by crowds.

Chen Di took Sheng Lai and walked towards the parking lot again. While walking, he also called the irascible assistant Ms. Gao who was directly left behind at the audition site. It was impossible not to check, but blood was usually drawn Laboratory tests are not feasible at home, and there is no equipment. Of course, it is best to arrange a private hospital at this time.

When Chen Di hung up the phone, he realized that his four-digit scarf was being pressed on his nose at this time, and there was already a red blood stain around it.

Probably because I was too emotional just now, the capillaries burst again, and the nosebleed that had been hard to stop at the beginning started to flow again at this time, which has a tendency to flow violently.

Sheng Lai was still sobbing, and it was difficult to completely calm down after crying.But even though she was still bleeding from her nose, she still wanted to try to break free from Chen Di's hand around her waist. "Yes, I'm sorry, scarf, scarf, here you are, you got dirty...I'll pay you later..."

She sobbed and said, but she didn't dare to look into Chen Di's eyes, feeling very ashamed.

Chen Di sighed on top of her head, put one hand on her shoulder, and said in a helpless tone, "Don't worry about the scarf. Sheng Lai, please stop twisting it like this in front of me, okay? Even if you really have something against me , you speak well, and I listen well, stop making trouble..."

Sheng Lai just wanted to refute that she didn't make a fuss, but the next moment she felt the person in front of her reach out to caress the top of her head, she opened her mouth and swallowed those subconscious rebuttals back into her stomach.

That hand was a little gentle.

She was like a ferocious cat with fried hair, she would show her teeth when she saw everyone, but now she was calmed down by this hand.

"Then you, don't say those words, it makes me feel bad. It's really hard, don't say it, I really can't stand it..." Sheng Lai lowered his head and whispered.

Chen Di could hear that her voice was crying again, she really didn't know how to comfort such a girl who loved to cry a lot, she even seemed to have unstoppable tears, so she reached out her hand clumsily, under Sheng Lai's eyelids, with the palm of her hand Catch those teardrops of hers.

"Don't cry, I won't say anything." Chen Di felt tears falling from her palm, and she felt a burning sensation in her palm at this moment.

As a result, after she finished speaking, there was a shallow puddle in the palm of her hand.Sheng Lai didn't stop crying because of her words, but cried even harder.

Chen Di was at a loss.

"Okay, I believe in you, I believe in you. No matter what happened in the past, I believe in what you say, so don't cry..."

This cry is really disturbing, and it also feels uncomfortable in my heart.

At this time, Chen Di couldn't care less about those words that he just wanted to believe in his heart, so he opened his mouth in a little panic, trying to stop the tears of the person in front of him at this time.

Sheng Lai didn't follow her, sniffling his nose as if crying louder, "You, why are you being so nice to me all of a sudden?"

Well, it made her feel that she could cry all the grievances to her, so she couldn't help it, and wanted to cry again...

She is not a person who loves to cry. In fact, in the four years of college, if you ask the classmates around you, you will know that she looks very gentle and needs to be protected, but in the four years of college, no one has ever seen her tears.She doesn't like to cry, and she doesn't like to cry in front of others, it looks too weak and embarrassing.

Since he was a child, he knew that tears are the least valuable thing. When we cry, Cheng Rong will not arouse love and affection, but will only make people disgusted.So she didn't cry, because she didn't dare, and because no one would really understand her grievances.

But now, in front of Chen Di, listening to the latter's resigned and gentle words, she really couldn't help but want to cry.

Ask her why she can have so many tears, because she has suffered a lot of injuries, but she dare not cry every time behind the injury, those accumulated tears, when she met someone who was a little warmer to her, once walked into her heart A little person, as long as she reaches out to her, she can cry like a child with grievances, the real kind of crying, crying out all the tiredness, pain, pain and loneliness accumulated in the past .

Chen Di was completely dumbfounded at this moment, she actually didn't know what Sheng Lai was crying about, what was there to cry about, she obviously didn't say anything, and it seemed that there was nothing to cry so hard, but Sheng Lai just cried up.

Fortunately, he had already arrived at the parking lot by this time, and Chen Di let Sheng Lai sit in the co-pilot seat, while he stood by the door, patting her on the back, trying to comfort her.

"...Why are you crying..."

Chen Di didn't know what else to describe his mood besides helplessness at this time.

When Gao Jingxing finally found his boss, he quickly put away the flash of surprise in his eyes, and just raised his hand to help his plain glasses on the bridge of his nose.

At the beginning, I watched my boss take away the little girl in such a strong way, and left with an angry face, but I didn't expect that after a long time, her boss suddenly became like this... Hmm, gentle?

The irascible assistant lady Gao Jingxing didn't know whether his description was right or not, but he always felt that it was a bit awkward to use the word gentle to describe Chen Di.However, now she really saw a look on Chen Di's face that could be described with such words.

"Boss, what you want." Gao Jing walked to the car door, and then handed Chen Di the wet tissue he bought in his hand.

She knew that the person sitting in the car was Sheng Lai, but she didn't expect that when she got closer, she saw the little girl's red eyes and nose, which obviously looked like she had cried hard.

When Gao Jingxing saw this, it was hard not to control his expression, and he gave his boss a contemptuous look.So what, bullying a little girl or something!What a hero!Moreover, seeing his boss's gentle face now, Assistant Gao, who has always been thinking very divergently, couldn't help but look at the back seat at this time, so what, it seems that the back of this car is quite spacious?Her boss wouldn't drag the little girl to do something else indescribable, right?You bullied people hard, and now you're pretending to be a wolf with a big tail?

Before she knew it, Miss Gao Jingxing had imagined a complete drama out of thin air...

It was only when Chen Di's calm voice came out of nowhere that he came back to his senses suddenly.

Chen Di asked: "Has the hospital been contacted?"

Gao Jingxing: "Well, I've made contact, you can go there now, I'll send the address to your mobile phone, just follow the navigation."

Chen Di nodded and said, "Then you go back and prepare for the meeting in the afternoon. You have all the materials in your hands. You know what I'm going to say. I have something to do in the afternoon. You will attend the meeting on my behalf."

"Ah?" Rao Assistant Gao, who is usually calm in times of crisis, couldn't help but be surprised at this time. At first, she thought that the change of personal affairs and the postponement of the meeting time had already surprised her. At that time, she felt that the person in front of her was not the Chen Di she knew, but now Hearing Chen Di's words, Gao Jingxing really wanted to put his hand on the shoulder of the person in front of him, and shake him twice!Fantasy!It's too fantastic!Could it be that her boss was taken away?

What can make a person change from a work brain to a love brain overnight?He is obviously a workaholic, but now he will not attend the meeting that he will never be absent because of personal relationship problems.

But to shake Chen Di like this, Gao Jingxing said that he still didn't dare.

"Mr. Chen, you know what this meeting means. This is in Rongcheng, not Xicheng, and you just came here. If..." Gao Jingxing knew that he only needed to say half of it, and Chen Di would naturally understand what she meant.

Sure enough, Chen Di was silent for a moment.But when he spoke, it was not what Gao Jingxing wanted to hear.

"Well, I know. Those who are dissatisfied and unconvinced now, I will clean up slowly in the future." Chen Difeng said lightly.

Gao Jingxing: "..."

Young, courageous, is a good thing, what else can she say?

"Then I'll go back to the company to prepare first. I will copy the surveillance video of the meeting room and give you a copy of it after the meeting, as well as the recording." Gao Jingxing said.

Chen Di waved his hand indifferently, indicating that she could leave.

Sheng Lai listened to the conversation between the two just now.

When Chen Di got into the car and wanted to take her to Gao Jingxing to contact the private hospital, Sheng Lai said in a nasal voice: "You go to work, you go to yours, I can go to the hospital by myself, you don't have to send me away ..."

Sheng Lai was a little embarrassed, just now he was still arguing hoarsely with Chen Di, and he yelled that he hated her for letting her go, but now he was sitting in the same car with her calmly. Kind of weird.

And, now what is this?She and Chen Di, reconcile?

of course not.

Chen Di didn't listen to her suggestion, and drove away from the underground parking lot of the Central Hospital. While driving, he said to Sheng, "Don't worry about work."

"But the lady just said, if you don't go, maybe it's not going well?" Sheng said.

"Well, not good."

"Then why don't you go?" Sheng Lai was a little anxious for her.

Chen Di laughed, she could hear the tone of the person beside her.Although it is impossible to know what kind of emotions Sheng Lai has towards him now, just because of Sheng Lai's words of concern and worry at this time, he felt a little gloomy when he saw this girl at the beginning. The words were blown away.

"Well, it would be worse if I didn't send you to the hospital to watch over you." Either way, she just chose Sheng Lai.

Sheng Lai: "...We don't know each other well."

"I used to be your teacher. Have you known each other for ten years? If you count from the first time we met, this is considered unfamiliar?" Chen Di asked back.

Sheng Lai: "..." Suddenly he didn't want to speak.

Because the atmosphere is so weird!Didn't they look at each other disgustingly at first?Now what is this?

"Is your nose better? Is your nose still bleeding?" Chen Di asked.

Sheng Lai nodded and shook her head, and suddenly realized that Chen Di had been driving and couldn't keep her eyes on her, so she said again: "Well, it's much better, there's no bleeding. Well, the scarf is dirty, Shall I pay you back for a new one?"

When she was speaking, she secretly turned her head and glanced at the person beside her who was concentrating on driving.

Originally, I wanted to take a look at it, but in the end I couldn't help but took a few more looks.

Chen Di's side face is very good-looking, and her facial features are very three-dimensional. I heard that her grandmother is a minority in Xinjiang, which can be regarded as a quarter of the regional soul mixed blood.Moreover, she looks very majestic, and she seems to be the kind of person who has received a good education since she was a child and is also very capable.

Looking at the Internet celebrity face for a long time will make people feel aesthetically tired and the more you look at it, the more tasteless it is like boiled water, but Chen Di has a completely opposite flavor.

At first glance, it seems that there are only three-dimensional features, but after looking at it for a long time, I found that this face is really ugly.Especially those who often work and get along with her, the longer they spend together, the more attractive they will think her.

It is really difficult not to have a good impression of Chen Di.

After understanding the character and ability of the other party, people will make different bonuses and subtractions in their hearts for the appearance they look at every day.As for Chen Di, it is estimated that everyone around her will choose to add points.

The moment Sheng Lai saw the other party and seemed to feel that his gaze was about to turn his head, he immediately withdrew his gaze and lowered his head, pretending that he hadn't done anything just now and didn't look at it.

Her little moves are kind of cute.

"No need for the scarf, as I said just now. I will go to the hospital for an examination later, and then I will have dinner at home." Chen Di made arrangements.

"At home?" Sheng Lai had a strange expression on his face, "Whose house are you going to?" She doesn't want to go to Chen Di's house, she doesn't want Chen Di to enter her house...

"My house." Chen Di said.

"I won't go." Sheng Lai simply refused.

She was drunk that day, and she forgot how she got to Chen Di's house.However, she still remembered clearly how she got out of Chen Di's house.

The stockings and underwear, skirts and shirts, crooked high-heeled shoes, handbags, etc. scattered everywhere from the bedroom to the entrance, all of which are fragrant-colorful-mi-messy, have been stored in her mind for such a long time, and they are still , still fresh in my memory.

Going to Chen Di's house again, wouldn't that make her feel embarrassed and... ashamed?

Chen Di didn't know what Sheng Lai was thinking at this time, she just wanted to make up for Sheng Lai's body.

Originally, it looked like a small body like a bamboo pole, as if a gust of wind could blow people down.Now that there are so many nosebleeds, it's really sad.

"What's your temper again?" Chen Di's tone was calm.

She was a little confused about Sheng Lai, she didn't have many times with Sheng Lai, but every time she felt that she always had an inexplicable temper, she really didn't know the way.

In the past, she wasn't in a good mood or had the patience to figure out everything, just follow what she thought, but now, Chen Di didn't want to.Or, dare not.

Because, I don't want to and dare not see Sheng Lai crying so sad again.

That way, Sheng Lai, who seemed to have really suffered a great grievance, made people feel a little worried.

Look uncomfortable.

The reason is of course hard to say, Sheng Lai shrank in his seat, silently.He just snapped his fingers and remained silent.

Chen Di: "..."

Is this to be coaxed again?

There was a moment of silence in the carriage, neither of them spoke.

Sheng Lai didn't know how to answer, while Chen Di just didn't know how to coax people.

"Ahem..." In the end, Chen Di was the first to break the silence, "If you don't say anything, how can I know what you're thinking. Sheng Lai, our living environment and the differences between individuals have created our personalities. It's very different, even the way of thinking about things is very different. I'm not that good, I can guess everyone's mind, at least, I can't guess your mind. But I want to know, so, when you have, can you not be like this Won't you give me a chance to get to know you?"

If the little girl blamed himself for not giving her a chance to explain, Chen Di really felt that he was going to die unjustly...

Sheng Lai's eyelids moved slightly upon hearing Chen Di's words, of course she knew what Chen Di said was right.But, now what is she going to do if Chen Di knows so much?

However, while convincing himself so desperately in his mind, he couldn't help feeling a little bit excited because of what Chen Di said to him now.

At least, it seems that Chen Di is willing to listen to himself...

Biting his lip, Sheng Lai did not answer Chen Di's question, but asked another irrelevant question.

She has always wanted to ask, but has not been able to ask the words——

"Why did you do that that day?"

When he saw her, he stopped her, took her away, and told her...

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