Shanyue doesn't know what's on her mind

The music is overwhelming, the veils on the dancers are like clouds rolling and unwinding, and the leading dancer is extremely beautiful.

The green trees are covered with colored glaze lanterns, reflecting the glowing sparks.

I was engrossed in watching the dance, and sometimes caught a glimpse of the empress talking with the emperor, talking and laughing.

What a match made in heaven.

The corner of my mouth couldn't help a smile, this is the best New Year I've ever had in my life.

Except for the line of sight that has been probing over.

Relying on my sixth sense, I followed my line of sight to find it.Wearing brocade clothes and luxurious attire, drinking wine, laughing and cursing, I saw Liu Qingqing, who was sitting in the back of the female family.

She only wore a moon-white dress, with icy muscles and bones, and a fairy appearance without a face, just like the moonlight reflecting on the forest, she was compared to the surrounding female relatives.

She looked at me, her eyes met, but she escaped first.

The world only knows Liu Qingqing, but not Liu Leiqing.

Now I am sitting on a high platform, with melons, fruits, wine, and fine clothes, and I am receiving respectful congratulations from all parties.

A deep resentment that had been accumulated for a long time disappeared in an instant.

I smiled slightly, raised the gold bottle in front of me, shook it in that direction, and drank it all in one gulp.

Liu Qingqing and Liu Leiqing were supposed to have two flowers, one for each.

One flower absorbs too much nutrients, and the other flower can only wither.

At the end of the song, I don't know how I got back to Changqiu Palace, I just feel really happy today.I am so happy that I can't help but want to keep it in my heart and bring it up to make memories from time to time in the future.

The warm veil lightly wipes the skin like a ball, wiping away the drowsiness bit by bit.

I thought it was joy, turned over and continued to sleep, and muttered, "Don't make trouble."

A soft laughter came from my ears, like a crisp hand pushing aside a wicker, seeing the spring scenery in the pool, my ears moved, and I jumped up immediately.

The one with smiling eyes and bright eyes and white teeth is the queen.

At this time, she had already taken off her fine clothes and put on casual clothes, her noble and awe-inspiring demeanor melted away, leaving only gentleness and demureness.

"Sister, why are you here?" Because I go to Changle Hall every day, the Empress rarely comes to Changqiu Hall.

Gong'e beside her covered her mouth with a low smile, and said, "Concubine Yue is confused, this is the Palace of Changle."

Me, I actually slept on the queen's bed!

The brocade quilt under the body is soft, and the delicate touch of the hands lingering is indeed different from the Changqiu Palace.

The night wind blew through the window lattice, and the coolness woke up a lot.

"You, you can get drunk even after drinking fruit wine, next time you have to stop drinking." The queen sat down on the side of the bed with a smile, and brushed the hair from my forehead with her hand, "Are you feeling unwell?"

I moved forward, my heart was beating violently, and I wrapped my arms around the queen's waist according to the movement I had rehearsed thousands of times in my dream, my hands were trembling.

She put her head in her arms and acted like a baby, sincerely happy, "The fruit wine is very sweet, I can't help being greedy, I drank a little more, just a little."

Everything is too dreamy to be real.

Even if it is a vain dream, I am willing to sink down at this moment.The world is old, the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten.

"He's 15 years old, but he still has such a childlike heart." The empress did not push her away as she did to Qi'er, and took the jade bowl handed over by the maid, coaxing, "Drink this porridge first, to nourish your stomach."

I took a deep breath, wanting to remember this fragrance and warmth forever.When you let go, it's like colliding with the wind in the valley, and you will eventually be scattered.

The porridge is very sweet and delicious.

I always knew I was wishing too much, but now enough is enough, enough is enough.

Back in the Changqiu Palace in the middle of the night, the early spring wind was still blowing coldly, and the branches trembled wildly.

The moon is in the middle of the sky, and the jackdaws press down on the branches.

I couldn't sleep, so I opened the lampshade safely, refilled the palace lantern, and a warm light shone on the beautiful screen.

Ping An didn't sleep, she stood by and suddenly said, "Is your empress waiting for the emperor?"

Without saying a word, Pingan thought it was an acquiescence, and continued, "Your Majesty, let's go to bed earlier. I heard from Eunuch Song that the Emperor favored a dancer in Chenglu Hall tonight. I'm afraid she won't come."

With a long sigh, whoever the emperor favors has nothing to do with me.I was just thinking about the time I was in Changle Hall just now, and I couldn't bear to forget it, and wanted to copy it down.

Every frown and smile, every anger and anger, can't bear to forget.

After the beginning of spring, the snow has turned into clear water, and the new draft has entered into intensive preparations.

In a trance, I have been in the palace for a year.

The daffodils on the window sill have sprouted, and it can be predicted that the flowers will grow well. Last time, I joked happily, "The empress takes care of these flowers and plants every day, just like taking care of a prince and princess."

Aren't people just like flowers, sprouting, blooming, and bearing fruit, step by step.

The prince has grown up a lot, the emperor assigned him a teacher to teach him, and named him the prince's grand teacher, the prince's tutor, and the prince's protector, who also studied civil and martial arts.

I don't understand the facts of the previous dynasty, but if the queen is satisfied, it must be the best.

I didn't go on the day of the hall selection, but the emperor came later.

"Why are you doing some needlework again? I do it every day, all the time, and I don't see any clothes for me." The familiar chest was pressed against me, and I had to put down the needlework in my hand. "There are many embroiderers in the embroidering room, and the embroiderers are much more exquisite than the courtiers and concubines."

"That's different," the emperor sighed, and said in a deep voice, "What you do is different."

His tone was sincere, and I suddenly panicked, and quickly changed the subject, "Today's palace selection, will the emperor go to see it?"

"It's the same every year, what's there to see." Concubine Li Gui was grounded last month, this time the selection must be done by the queen alone, how tiring it would be.

I suddenly regretted that I only knew how to hide in the temple and didn't go to help.

That night, in the dimness, he seemed to say something, give me a baby.

When he woke up, the emperor had already left.

I still drank the Bizi soup, squeezed my nose and drank a bowl of black medicine, and immediately stuffed a few candied fruit.

Ping An hesitated to speak, but in the end he didn't say anything. He waited for me to wash and dress up, and brought me spring clothes.

The Changqiu Hall has always closed its doors to thank guests, and there are very few people bothering them.Today, however, an uninvited guest came, and it was difficult to refuse.

I sat in the main seat and lazily stroked the tea with the tea lid, laughing in my heart that I actually looked a bit like a concubine.

The mother was sitting stiffly, but Liu Qingqing next to her was silent, her downcast eyes lost her beauty.

They used the name of missing me, but I didn't believe it at all.

I believe that the sun rises from the west mountain, the river flows backwards, the world turns upside down, and I don't believe that she will miss me.

The mother's eyes struggled for a while, and finally she opened her mouth, "You...will you be able to fulfill your wish in the palace recently?"

I smiled back politely, "Everything is fine."

After the words fell, I realized that I still resented her a little.If you don't care, there should be no waves, just calm and breezy.

Instead of trembling faintly like now, with anticipation implied in my heart.

what am i expecting what can i expect

Born with parents still alive, but living in the world like an invisible person, even with a bit of carelessness.

"Look at yourself, nothing is as good as your sister!"

"Your sister is a white swan, and you are a tortoise."

"Leiqing, don't disturb my sister, go back to the room by yourself."

call……

Stop in time and force your emotions to recover before falling back into the abyss of memory.

Mother turned her head and told the eldest sister to wait outside.Liu Qingqing stood up, glanced at me, and walked out.

Suddenly, only my mother and I were left in the hall.

The atmosphere suddenly became cold and quiet, and the sun was shining brightly outside, but it was a bit colder than winter.

Mother clenched her hand tightly, then let go of it suddenly, her voice became a little hoarse, "Seeing that you are doing well now, I don't have to worry about it."

I seem to have heard the biggest joke in the world, why has she ever worried about me?

When cold, hungry, frightened, or sick to the point of coma, there was no sign of her beside the bed.

The younger brother coughed twice, and she became extremely anxious.The older sister was a little bit cold, so she asked her how she was, and added clothes and quilts for her.

That day, I had a high fever and became unconscious. When Ping An ran to her yard, she blushed.

During the Frost's Descent, I wore single clothes and knelt in the Buddhist hall to pray for the Buddha to bless her to recover. For a whole month, my kneeling legs were bruised and the root of the disease fell.

Hearing that she woke up, she hurried over. My sister was serving the soup in the room with the stove burning.

She didn't move me at all, didn't care at all, she just said lightly, "Don't do this next time." In the ice and snow, I became a homeless child.

Obviously, they are siblings from the same mother.