porridge for two

After everyone's efforts, the hardware of "Dashan Education" is not a problem, and the software is not a problem.

With teachers and students, everything is going on in a busy and orderly manner.

Once the project is up and running, people are also busy.

In the first few days of opening, Xie Xiuping went to help every day, making study plans for students together, clarifying the system of "Dashan Education" and refining the corporate culture.

People are busy, but Xie Xiuping always feels empty in his heart, and there is still something missing.

"The few of us can be busy these days, so you shouldn't go there! Seeing that you are not in good shape recently, take a good rest."

Su Zeyu saw that Xie Xiuping's condition was not very good, and felt that he was tired, so he finally left the company to take a rest, and came to help them again, busy every day.

"Okay! There's nothing major going on there, so I won't go."

"If you come back late, eat by yourself first, don't wait for me!"

People want to rest when they are busy, and when they are resting, they tend to think wildly and fall into a strange circle of confusion.

who am I?

What do I want?

Where is my way?

He still remembers the class when he first entered school - career planning for college students. He opened the notes he made at that time, looked at it, and smiled.

There are only two simple words on it - go out of the mountain.

What is "going out of the mountain" is to leave the mountain of poverty and backwardness.

At that time, I thought, as long as I can get out of that mountain, I can go anywhere!

After comparison, I realized that the golden nest and the silver nest cannot keep up with my own kennel, and the golden mountains and silver mountains cannot catch up with my poor mountains.

This is the psychological dependence, this is the feeling for Dashan!

That's why I wanted to do something for Dashan to change her current situation!

However, we are mortals, and we don't have the ability to turn deserts into oases, and poor mountains and rivers into high-rise cities with a single finger in the novel world.

What's more, we are still poor, with no money, no power, and no power, so there are even more restrictions.

Therefore, the society "Dashan Project" was born.

Or go back to the mountains to farm?

Remember to fill in the application form, and when you get the university admission letter, many students and teachers don't understand it.

You study hard and go to the city desperately, why haven't you done enough work yet?

Agricultural University, College of Agriculture, if you apply for this major, will you have to come back to dig and farm after graduation?

Everyone likes to joke when they take the college entrance examination. What should I do if I fail the college entrance examination?

Squatting at home in university, agricultural university, brick-moving university, isn’t this just going home to farm and produce?

The dean of the high school is an old man in his late forties. Xie Xiuping still remembers that he asked about his major at that time. After Xie Xiuping talked about gardening, he pointed to the gardening management workers who were trimming boxwood balls next to the playground and said:

"Study hard, come back to school after graduation, we will save your place for you."

So, if he really went back to farming, there seemed to be nothing wrong with it, and it was quite logical. The reason was already thought out for him in the early years.

……

This is already the sixth day that Xie Xiuping has stayed at home.

In the past, he and Su Zeyu often stayed at home, and it felt good, but now, he couldn't hold back anymore.

I don't know if it's because the identity has changed from a student to a social person, or because he is the only one at home.Maybe, it's both.

In the past few days, Su Zeyu has been busy with his affairs, and has no time to come back for dinner.

But when he went out today, he said he would come back for dinner, so Xie Xiuping went out and bought his favorite braised pork, and made his favorite dishes.

In Xingfu Community, on the dining table in the living room, there are two sets of bowls and chopsticks and a pair of wine glasses. There is Xie Xiuping's favorite pickled fish, and Su Zeyu's favorite braised pork and stir-fried beef. Soup.

Xie Xiuping had been sitting at the dinner table for almost an hour, and the food was cold, and this person didn't come back, and there wasn't even a message.

It was too quiet at night, and the sound of the alarm clock's hands "Da! Da! Da" coming from the bedroom seemed a little loud, which even made Xie Xiuping feel a little irritated.

Xie Xiuping looked at the text messages sent by Su Zeyu on the phone, which were all a few days ago.

"Come back tonight, eat by yourself!"

Several pieces of information are exactly the same, as if they were sent at a fixed point set in advance, or copied and pasted.

I said before that when the project is opened and stabilized, it will not be so busy, but it has been half a month since the opening, and he still returns late every day.

Obviously, before going out in the morning, he agreed to come back for dinner, saying that he wanted to eat the meal he cooked, and ordered the names of the dishes, which dishes he wanted to eat and which soup he wanted.

"Gold! You can eat it yourself, don't wait for me! Everyone worked overtime late today, so we cooked and ate nearby."

When it was almost nine o'clock, the screen of Xie Xiuping's mobile phone lit up, and only then did he receive a message from Su Zeyu.

Xie Xiuping looked at the text message and suddenly felt a little annoyed.

Therefore, no matter men or women, they must have their own things to do, otherwise it is easy to become a resentful husband or a resentful woman.

Does he seem to fall into this category himself?

I'm hungry, but I don't seem to feel hungry anymore.

Xie Xiuping took the phone and keys, took a coat and went out.

The bowls, chopsticks, and meals are placed on the dining table, just as they were when they were just cooked, but without the original steam.

Xie Xiuping walked aimlessly on the road, like a lost soul wanderer, without direction or goal.

The dim yellow street lamps dragged his shadow long, and under the staggered shadows of trees, the shadows were not so clear, and seemed a little vague.

Walking alone in the noisy streets and alleys, passing through the flow of people, listening to the quarrel of couples, listening to the cries of street vendors.

Look at how the urban management is cleaning up the streets, look at those old and young, men and women in different clothes.

Go on, go on, drown in the hustle and bustle.

The bustle of the night snack shop on the street, the singing from the KTV, the friends who go shopping together in groups, and the greeting of the boss inviting customers.

I am in a busy city, but the excitement is theirs, I have nothing!

I am in the noise, but the noise is theirs, I have nothing.

Perhaps, it would be nice to have someone who can quarrel and have a hearty quarrel.

Even if a lunatic suddenly comes out from a certain street corner and hits him with a stick, that's fine.

At least, only when it hurts can you feel the reality of this world.

……

"Xie Xiuping! Xie Xiuping..."

A voice interrupted his thoughts.

Xie Xiuping stood where he was, looking for his reputation, but turned around a few times, but he didn't find anyone calling his name.

"I'm hallucinating?"

Just as Xie Xiuping was thinking, the voice got closer and closer until it came to him.

"Xie Xiuping! Xiuping!"

The man patted Xie Xiuping on the shoulder and said, "What's the matter, you lost your mind?"

"Brother Xiao! No! It's okay! Just come out, let's go!"

The person who called him was Xiao Xu, the owner of the old local restaurant, and the road he walked was at the gate of the old local restaurant.

"Look at you listless! Come on, sit with me and chat for a while!"

Xiao Xu pushed Xie Xiuping into the restaurant.Xie Xiuping didn't say a word, and let Xiao Xu lead him in to the office.

The dishes on the tea table were still hot and steaming, and the tangy aroma of the dishes reminded Xie Xiuping that the food he cooked was still on the table, but it was cold and no one was eating it.

"Come and eat with me! I just came back from another place in the afternoon, and I have been busy here all night, and I haven't eaten yet!"

"Okay!" Xie Xiuping responded.

Xiao Xu didn't know when he explained it, but Uncle Zhang opened the door and came in, added another pair of bowls and chopsticks, fried two more dishes, two wine glasses, and a jug of wine.

"Eat it! People are iron, rice is steel! Eat the rice first, and then tell me what's wrong with you. If you look like this, if you say it's okay, ghosts won't believe it!"

After Xiao Xu waited for Uncle Zhang to finish everything and go out, he added a bowl of rice to Xie Xiuping, and he added another bowl to eat.

"Thank you Brother Xiao!" Xie Xiuping took the bowl and started to eat slowly. With someone eating with him, his appetite improved a lot.

After dinner and drinking, Uncle Zhang took away the dishes, and the two sat on the sofa, each lit a cigarette, through the window, listening to the noise outside, watching the busy traffic outside the window, silently finished smoking a cigarette.

"Have you quarreled?" Xiao Xu boiled a pot of water and was rinsing the teacups.

"Hehe! No! If we can really quarrel, maybe it's okay!" Xie Xiuping laughed weakly and self-deprecatingly.

"Haha! You're so wronged! What's the matter?" Xiao Xu paid attention to Xie Xiuping's expression while washing tea.

"It's just that he should be considered stable, but he still leaves early and returns late every day. I don't know what he is doing..."

Xie Xiuping picked up a cup of tea that Xiao Xu had brought for him, blew on it lightly, took a sip, put down the cup, and gave a general account of "Dashan Education" and Su Zeyu's situation in recent days.

"Then have you told him about your doubts?" Xiao Xu asked, leaning on the sofa and looking into Xie Xiuping's eyes.

"No! I thought he would handle it well!" Xie Xiuping didn't avoid Xiao Xu's gaze.

"Then when you go to work, when he is at home alone, and you at that time, is there no problem?"

"I made demands on myself.

When I first joined the company, I was like a headless chicken, bumping around everywhere. The work efficiency was not high, and the order delivery rate was also low. After it got better, I adjusted it.

After work, you still have to live! "

Xie Xiuping slowly talked about what he did at that time.

"First of all, do not bring work home, including work content and emotions. I try to arrange my clients' time in the morning, and leave extra time in the afternoon, and do not work overtime if they can;

Secondly, do not work overtime blindly.After things are arranged and finished, I only allow myself half an hour of overtime every day after get off work, and no more than three times a month under special circumstances;

The last thing is to adjust my emotions well. I communicate with him every day when I go home, talk about interesting things about my work, and talk about new things he discovered.

In fact, I am afraid that he is alone at home, not used to it, so spend more time with him!Try to separate work and life as much as possible. "

"Then you did a good job. Now it's the other way around, do you think he ignored you? Then you communicate with him and make your appeal!"

"I thought he would understand! He used to put me first, and put me first in everything, but now I feel a little changed!"

"What you think is only your unilateral opinion, you still need to communicate.

You know how to communicate with your boss, your subordinates, your friends and classmates, and everyone in your family, but you forget to communicate with him alone. "

"Perhaps, I don't blame him, I'm just a little angry with myself!" Xie Xiuping said, feeling a little depressed.

"I've been inexplicably panicking lately, like I'm trapped in a deep wall, I can't get out, I can't see the sun, and my body is already moldy and rotten; like a goose bird that is about to die before dawn, sad and helpless."

"Haha! You are in a hurry! It's good to be busy at work, but when you are free, you will think about it all day long, and you are prone to negative thoughts.

It seems that you deserve to work hard in this life.Is it because I didn't think of a good idea? "

"That's right! If you don't have an idea, you are in a hurry, and when you are in a hurry, you can't think of it!"

"When we were bystanders, we all knew how to comfort and relieve others, but how did we end up in a dead end when we came to ourselves?

Go out and have a look around more, maybe you will have a good idea.Otherwise, if you stay in that small space every day, you won’t have any good ideas, and you will be driven crazy sooner or later!

Follow your heart, do whatever you want, while you are young.If you really don't have a clue, let it go for a while, and then look back and think about it, maybe your thoughts are like a spring at that time.

"Follow your heart! When you are young, if you hit the south wall, even if your head is broken and bloody, you will have no regrets. When the time comes, it's not too late to turn back.

Some roads, if you don’t go, how do you know if they will work? Maybe it’s a shortcut that no one has ever walked!

Of course, there are no shortcuts in this world, only rough roads.But an interesting route, where you can see different scenery and meet different people, is also very interesting! "