be the first to suffer

When the two big boys hugged each other and had to burst into tears because of their unusual feelings, Lu Zhilan was even more desperate than them.

Who else can stand behind them... Tell them, don't panic, this world loves you...

"Okay, okay...get up and go." Shi Rui, as long as he relaxes his vigilance a little bit, he will cling to him like a big dog, "If mom already knows, she should be back soon."

Shi Rui let go of Jian Shaoyang and wiped his eyes, "Well... hey, it's easy to say, but really hard to do, I don't want to pack things at all..."

Jian Shaoyang continued to scratch his head, "Then don't pack it up, take the school supplies you need to use, go out and buy new ones, and keep all the ones here."

"It feels like a dog that has been kicked out..." Shi Rui knelt on the bed with a face of reluctance, his tall body curled up slightly because he was too pitiful.

Jian Shaoyang finally showed a long-lost smile, "Don't tell me, you really look like a stray dog."

"Okay, I'm satisfied if I'm not single." Shi Rui said and got off the bed.

After seeing Shi Rui's leg, Jian Shaoyang sat up abruptly, but unexpectedly his butt hurt again, so he could only grin his teeth and say, "Fuck, where your leg is, your knee is broken."

"It's okay." Shi Rui looked down and said indifferently.

"It's okay." Jian Shaoyang pointed at the quilt and gritted his teeth, "The quilt is all stained red."

"Brother wants me to wash the quilt before I leave. It's okay. If you say there is anything else you want to wash and tidy up, I'll do it for you." Shi Rui smiled.

Jian Shaoyang sighed, "Bring the medicine box."

"I know, you still love me very much."

……

After crying for a while, the two began to laugh endlessly.

Lu Zhilan wiped her tears with her sleeve outside the bedroom, stood up staggeringly and quietly went out the door.

Once downstairs, I saw Shi Yuanqi standing at the door of the corridor.

The man's tall body blocked the only aisle, and his shoulders were slightly protruding forward when he was smoking, which really looked a little like Shi Rui's pitiful look just now.

A pile of cigarette butts was thrown under his feet.

He doesn't usually look like this, Lu Zhilan rarely finds him smoking.

As if he didn't expect Lu Zhilan to come down suddenly, Shi Yuanqi stumped out the cigarette and threw it under his feet to grind it.

"Why did you come down suddenly...are you crying?" Shi Yuanqi walked up to see her.

"Stop." Lu Zhilan stopped her.

Shi Yuanqi stopped helplessly, "There are many ways to solve the problem, the most stupid ones are escape and cold war, which have no effect except to exacerbate the misunderstanding and gap between the two parties, Zhilan, you can give me a chance... "

"Then tell me." Lu Zhilan brushed the loose hair next to her ears and stood aside, "I'm listening."

"Shi Rui's mother, I haven't been in touch with her for many years. She may have approached Shi Rui in private, but I never asked about it. Shi Rui has his own opinions. I believe he will choose one that won't let her down. Get along with your family members the way you get hurt." Shi Yuanqi touched the cigarette in his trouser pocket with his hand and put it back quietly.

Just quit smoking...

Lu Zhilan nodded, Shi Rui's biological mother did not die, and after all, blood is thicker than water, so it is understandable for Shi Rui to want to contact anyone.

"But after Shi Rui called your mother, he almost stopped contacting his own mother." Shi Yuanqi looked down at Lu Zhilan, "Zhilan, you are a good woman, and you are a good mother... Our father and son of the Shi family All……"

"There is no need to say such things again."

"Shi Rui originally planned to go abroad to study after graduating from high school, but now he suddenly doesn't go. His mother wants to contact him and can't find someone to find me here. Don't mind too much because of this...I can explain clearly."

Lu Zhilan nodded clearly, "En..."

"There are some things you probably don't know. Speaking of which, Shi Rui and I are still sorry for you and Shaoyang..." Shi Yuanqi didn't know how to say that his son fell in love with Lu Zhilan's son.

The two children are grown up, not only will they have their own ideas, but they will also have their own lives in the future. However, when they are old, such things as full of children and grandchildren cannot be expected.

Lu Zhilan looked back at the empty corridor, turned and walked out, "Go back and talk."

Shi Yuanqi was surprised, "Are you willing to go back with me?"

"Make plans later." Lu Zhilan saw the long-lost sunshine after going out.

Today, I suddenly understood what Shi Yuanqi did.

If he already knew about Shi Rui's situation, it would be natural to want to keep that four-year-old son.

It's not a disappointment with Shi Rui itself, it's just a normal psychological phenomenon, even if you feel helpless, there will always be such people around you.

As a man, Shi Yuanqi had a harder time understanding the idea of ​​a child being gay than a sentimental mother.

There are two reorganized families, but none of the children can have a normal life. It is known to outsiders, and perhaps the children are the most affected by the rumors.

The only thing that made him make a compromise was Shi Yu.

"Zhilan, I was really sorry for you five years ago." When Shi Yuanqi got into the car, he lowered his head and said to Lu Zhilan in the back seat, "I won't make excuses, whatever you say is what you say, but really Only that time, in the future I will..."

Lu Zhilan rubbed her temples with a headache, she was worried about her son's affairs more than her own, and she was not in the mood to listen to Shi Yuanqi's confession, "Did you already know about Shi Rui and Shaoyang?"

"..." Shi Yuanqi was stunned for a moment, she actually already knew, so he could only honestly say, "I knew about Shi Rui, but it was too late when I found out that he and Shaoyang were very close ,Feel sorry……"

"There's nothing to apologize for. Shi Rui is a good boy, and so is Shaoyang. It's just that since Shi Rui chose to give up going abroad and go to high school again, he should focus on his studies for the time being..." Lu Zhilan was a little tired.

Shaoyang and Shi Rui were too distracted in their studies.

Understanding their difficulties does not mean that they can solve everything for them.

Both Lu Zhilan and Shi Yuanqi are university professors. Although the ideological system in teaching is a set of fixed ideas, their insights and tolerance for this society are higher than ordinary people.

Shi Rui and Shaoyang chose this path now, and there will be more difficulties in the future. If this delays the future, it will be the biggest hidden danger in the parents' hearts.

Shi Yuanqi didn't know what Lu Zhilan's plan was, so he asked her, "Are you going to send Shi Rui abroad?"

"No, let's finish the third year of high school." Lu Zhilan waved her hand.

Not trying to break up the kids...

Both of them have better choices in the future, and only then will they have the opportunity to be able to choose the path they want to take and know what they want.

How long can young people last, who can guarantee it?

It can only guarantee that if they are hurt, they will still be able to stand upright, be proud to be people belonging to the upper class of society, and live proudly.

"Why? It's a closed school, I won't live in it." Shi Rui frowned and asked.

She has been anxiously waiting for Lu Zhilan to come back, but unexpectedly, she has waited for the news that Shi Rui is going to transfer to another school.