be the first to suffer

Shi Rui was too scary.

He said, "Brother, even if everyone makes mistakes, it's not me, please don't blame me, okay."

Jian Shaoyang didn't quite understand what it meant at the time, how could he vent his anger on Shi Rui.

When Jian Shaoyang woke up, it was noon the next day.

It's a good sign to be absent from class just after the start of school, and both of them are absent from class.

Shi Rui was dressed neatly, not at all like the two of them were in a mess last night.

He prepared a meal for Jian Shaoyang as usual.

"Brother, are you hungry?"

Jian Shaoyang's eyes hurt a little, probably swollen, maybe he woke up from crying after fainting... Still a little thirsty, Jian Shaoyang raised his eyes to signal Shi Rui to hand him the soup.

"Brother, can you speak to me?"

Jian Shaoyang didn't respond, and wanted to reach out to take the bowl, but Shi Rui ignored him, scooped up a spoonful with a spoon, blew it, and fed it to Jian Shaoyang's mouth.

Seeing such a gentle Shi Rui, Jian Shaoyang almost forgot the manic man last night.

But this is impossible.

Jian Shaoyang only drank two sips, sat up slightly, the pain behind him made him unable to help but lie on his side quietly...

"Tell me what's going on."

Jian Shaoyang's lips were slightly white, and looked fragile when they were slightly opened, probably due to lack of moisture.

Shi Rui stroked his lips with his thumb, with a forbearing and guilty expression, "Brother, eat your meal first."

Jian Shaoyang shook his head slightly, and he really didn't have the strength to argue with him, so he had to eat his food obediently, and the best choice was to have the strength to resist.

Lu Zhilan woke up for a long time, she knew that the man was watching her by the bed, but now she just wanted him to get out.

Shaoyang should not be at home now, right?

I still remember that when Jian Shaoyang just noticed Yuan Qi, tears welled up in his eyes, and he said, Mom, don’t look for someone else, I will protect you when I grow up, and I can protect you now...you don’t need someone else My child, I’m one of the three, Mom, if you get married... I’ll be alone... I’ll cry in the middle of the night if I think about it...

Later, Lu Zhilan still left, knowing that Jian Shaoyang didn't feel safe, knowing that he still didn't dare to live alone.

But Shaoyang said, Mom, go, if he wants to bully you, just tell me, I can't spare him.

Shaoyang said, I will always keep Mom's room, forever.

Because he was afraid that Lu Zhilan would have nowhere to go if she was wronged.

Lu Zhilan was so sad that she wanted to laugh, you crow's mouth...

"Are you awake?" Shi Yuanqi got up and closed the window, fearing that the wind would be too strong.

Lu Zhilan fell asleep with her clothes on, and when she got up, her clothes were pressed all night and her body was wrinkled. She rubbed her temples and sighed slightly, her mental state seemed to be very poor.

"Where are you going?" Shi Yuanqi closed the window and found that Lu Zhilan had already got out of bed.

"I want to go home." Lu Zhilan went to the bathroom to wash her face.

She didn't quite remember who the hysterical woman was.

"Zhilan, I..." Shi Yuanqi caught up with her, but he didn't know what to say after he caught up.

"How old is the child?" Lu Zhilan took the coat and put it on, then turned to ask him.

Shi Yuanqi's tall body tilted slightly, "I'm four years old..."

"Shi Yuanqi, from the time we met for two years to now being together for six or eight years, I, Lu Zhilan, feel that I have nothing to do to you."

Lu Zhilan went to the entrance to pick up her bag and was about to change her shoes.

"Zhilan, I'm sorry for you...but he's just a child."

"Shi Yuanqi, I'm not that kind of unreasonable woman. Of course I know that the child is innocent! I won't bring my emotions to him. I'm angry because we, as two adults, can't handle each other well. I have always believed in you, but you..."

Lu Zhilan hesitated to speak, but she understood the deep meaning.

Although Shi Yuanqi looked calm, he was also very annoyed and regretted endlessly.

But how can so many things be under control?As a male creature like a man, Shi Yuanqi actually thinks that he can't help himself.

From the very beginning when he came into contact with Lu Zhilan, Shi Yuanqi knew that this woman was different from the ones he had been in contact with before. She loved life and gave unreservedly to her children. She survived the most difficult times alone, but she was still full of life. with confidence.

Today she still harbors even the wildest fantasies about love.

Shi Yuanqi was the first man she met after being alone for so long, but he told her that men are unreliable.

"Zhilan, but Shi Yu is so young, he's abroad alone..."

"Take it back." Lu Zhilan said.

"Then you want to go?" Shi Yuanqi asked.

"Shi Yuanqi, we are not young anymore, don't take me so weakly, when I decided to be with you, although it took six years to get married, I have already treated Shi Rui as my own child , It’s not that I’m broad-minded, how many women can do this as a stepmother? Because I cherish this hard-won family, I trust it and love it, but it doesn’t mean that I can do it again and again Thirdly accept your and other women's children!"

No matter how strong Lu Zhilan was, she was just a woman who finally believed in and relied on a man.

Jian Shaoyang's father had a car accident when Lu Zhilan was just found out to be pregnant. The family members persuaded Lu Zhilan to abort the child and remarry, but Lu Zhilan knew that this was impossible. The child in her belly did nothing wrong. She has the ability to support him.

Jian Shaoyang is also really good.

Probably because he grew up in a single-parent family, Jian Shaoyang was more dependent on his mother than others, and Lu Zhilan also tried her best to give Jian Shaoyang what she could.

And educate him to be a responsible and dedicated person.

That is Lu Zhilan's view of love and values, and she hopes that Jian Shaoyang will continue to excel in this regard.

Even Shi Rui was able to call this woman "Mom" willingly during the most rebellious period.

But that doesn't mean that Lu Zhilan deserves to take over all of Shi Yuanqi's messes.

"irises and orchids……"

Shi Yuanqi knew that he had tortured Lu Zhilan enough, she had no responsibility to accept the child she had with someone else after being with her for a year.

Lu Zhilan never owed him anything.

She had already given all her love to Jian Shaoyang and Shi Rui, and she really didn't have the energy to raise another woman's child.

"Zhilan, I won't pick up the child...can you stop walking?"

"Take it back, but, Shi Yuanqi, I really don't owe you. It's not just that woman who contacted you recently, right? I don't say it, it doesn't mean... I can let you go on like this, I just want to go home and calm down .” Lu Zhilan pushed Shi Yuanqi out the door.

Shi Yuan was stunned, but Lu Zhilan knew more.

The other woman she mentioned was Shi Rui's biological mother.