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"What time are you going to study by yourself next night? Cough..." The smoke was too choking, Jian Shaoyang went to open the window, "Why are you smoking in the living room, didn't I say..."

"Brother." Shi Rui got up and hugged Jian Shaoyang, "Let's do it."

Jian Shaoyang was taken aback for a moment, then turned around and pushed Shi Rui away, and walked to the bathroom in silence.

He needs to wash his face and calm down.

Moreover, it is the best choice to chat with Shi Rui calmly or ignore anyone today.

But no matter what you do, it will definitely not be going to bed.

Jian Shaoyang is very sure that for the time being, he can't be able to be screamed non-stop by Shi Rui at night after a quarrel in the daytime.

That's a shame.

He has been working hard for so many years, and he thinks he doesn't have Fang Yuan's kind of feeling of obliterating grievances and enmity with one shot.

Jian Shaoyang stood by the sink to wipe his face after washing, Shi Rui leaned over from behind him and put his arms around his waist, "Brother, I want to do it."

Jian Shaoyang remained silent.

Shi Rui lowered his head and kissed his earlobe, "Right now, right here, okay?"

Jian Shaoyang put the towel back on the shelf, looked up and saw Shi Rui in the mirror looking down at himself like that.

Is there an iota of love in his expression?

"Shi Rui, can we calm down and talk?"

"Brother, do you love me?" Shi Rui hugged Jian Shaoyang a little tighter, and buried his head in his neck, "En? Answer me, do you love me?"

"Shi Rui, in the face of right and wrong, feelings can't influence you to make the right choice. You have reached the time when you should be responsible for your actions." Jian Shaoyang turned around and looked him in the eyes.

Shi Rui has grown so fast recently, Jian Shaoyang has long been unable to look at him at the same level.

"Brother, these are not important, even if I'm worthless, even if everything about me is bad, will you still love me? Will you love me?" Shi Rui would never give up until he got an answer, as if possessed by a demon.

Brother, even if you don't love me, don't leave me.

Jian Shaoyang didn't want to continue reasoning with a temporarily irrational person, he wanted to go out, but Shi Rui blocked the door.

"Shi Rui, I don't want our relationship to..."

"Our relationship? What is our relationship!" Shi Rui seemed to explode suddenly, "Jian Shaoyang! Do you know what our relationship is? I said I want to make love! I want to sleep with you!"

Shi Rui rushed forward without warning, bent down and bit Jian Shaoyang's neck.

Jian Shaoyang was pushed violently by Shi Rui's strong force and staggered down to the sink.

The lower back... must be greener than Jiang Yu's kick...

"Shi Rui! Calm down!" Jian Shaoyang pushed Shi Rui's shoulder with both hands.

"Calm down! How calm do you want me to be! Jian Shaoyang, are you going to leave me? Are you!" Shi Rui bit Jian Shaoyang's collar, ripped off his coat with one hand, and then wanted to take off Jian Shaoyang's T-shirt.

"Shi Rui! What the hell happened to you!" Jian Shaoyang felt that it was Shi Rui who was impulsive after all, and even if he was unhappy, it was at most a cold war.

Or, brother, I was wrong, punish me to kiss you?

But how did it become like this?

In fact, except that Shi Rui is usually clingy, she is quite well-behaved...

Jian Shaoyang remembered that Shi Rui said, if I was a pervert, would my brother be afraid?

At that time, he thought he was joking, but now Jian Shaoyang felt that Shi Rui must have been serious.

"Shi Rui, I said I don't want to do it." Jian Shaoyang turned his back and didn't look at Shi Rui.

He knew that there was no love in the eyes of the two of them at the moment, it was just an impulse.

"Brother, you belong to me alone..." Shi Rui paused, and the movements of his men also stopped.

Jian Shaoyang felt that Shi Rui was probably stimulated by Jiang Yu, maybe he really had some kind of mental illness, so Jian Shaoyang reached out and patted Shi Rui on the back, "Shi Rui, you shouldn't think so much, I'm just with Jiang Yu... ..."

"Jiang Yu, yes, and him." Shi Rui forced Jian Shaoyang to look at him, "Brother, can you stay away from those people in the future? They are not good people."

"How do you know that others are not good people? You can do such reckless behavior just by seeing some suspicious clues?"

Jian Shaoyang didn't know that Jiang Yu's secret nickname was Qian Ren Zhan, but Shi Rui knew it.

That's Shi Rui's gay bar, and Jiang Yu is a frequent visitor.

But Shi Rui didn't want to tell Jian Shaoyang this.

His brother was so clean he didn't need to know about those things and those places.

"Brother, let's stop talking, okay... I want to do it with you, just today." Shi Rui eagerly lifted Jian Shaoyang's jacket hem with one hand, wanting to knead his chest.

Jian Shaoyang wanted to hide, couldn't escape, wanted to push away, couldn't get away from grief and indignation...

I never felt that I would be disadvantaged in any aspect when I was with Shi Rui, and I was even respected and pampered by Shi Rui most of the time, but in fact, it turned out that the guy hid it too well.

When Rui wanted to do something to him, Jian Shaoyang had no room to resist at all.

"I fucking said I don't want to do it, can't you see it!" Jian Shaoyang could only yell in desperation.

Jian Shaoyang felt like a shrew.

The kind who swear to defend their chastity to the death.

Of course, Shi Rui could see that his brother didn't want to do it, he was firmly pressed against Jian Shaoyang's waist and abdomen, but there was no reaction from his brother.

He didn't have that kind of mind today.

But Shi Rui was eager to prove his brother's existence, and regardless of Jian Shaoyang's wishes, he kissed his neck and cheeks, and he poked into Jian Shaoyang's mouth, eager to merge himself with him.

After Jian Shaoyang struggled violently, he was pressed against the edge of the pool with his backhand. He tried to escape several times but failed.

"Shi Rui... Don't fucking force me to hate you." Jian Shaoyang gritted his teeth.

Shi Rui couldn't listen to anything, so he pulled Jian Shaoyang's pants down roughly, took out the lubricant that had been in the cabinet and poured his hands full... , qq group: 600296521)

Tears were about to flow from the corners of Jian Shaoyang's eyes.

"Brother, relax, or you will be hurt, good boy..." Shi Rui's tone was unbelievably gentle, but Jian Shaoyang only felt pain in his heart.

Shi Rui's actions were really not gentle at all.

Jian Shaoyang clenched his teeth tightly.

"Brother, call my name, I want to hear it."

Jian Shaoyang is still silent

The silent bathroom is like a loudspeaker that can amplify all sounds, and those sounds keep echoing in Jian Shaoyang's ears.

He vaguely seemed to hear his own begging for mercy.

He heard Shi Rui say, "Brother, I love you...I've always loved you alone..."

"In my heart, who is the most important..."

Jian Shaoyang thought in a daze, even Shi Rui, who seems so harmless to humans and animals, can be so brutal, who else is important to him...

Oh, and Lu Zhilan... his dear mother, a strong woman.

Even if people all over the world would spurn him, Lu Zhilan would definitely not.

Jian Shaoyang didn't know when he fainted. When Shi Rui carried him back to the bedroom, he seemed to see bloody paper in the wastebasket... Does it hurt, does it hurt.

But after Shi Rui put him on the bed, he found that he woke up and tossed him all night...

Jian Shaoyang's voice became hoarse.

Beg for mercy.

Shi Rui was too scary.

He said, "Brother, even if everyone makes mistakes, it's not me, please don't blame me, okay."