[Xunsi] Light and Darkness and Blood

Regarding Nagisa Kaoru's departure, knowing that he couldn't keep him, Shinji still grabbed the opponent's clothes in a very small arc, and the nostalgic expression revealed on his expression made Kurosawa want to rush up and press the one who didn't know who burst out of that alley At the same time, he did not forget to stare at Shinji with that cold smile, as if he could see a hole in the other party.

Every time he thinks of this scene, Shinji always shakes his head annoyed, he doesn't know what's going on with him... It's obvious that they only met once before, and they didn't know each other for less than 5 minutes, and even they just exchanged Name, nothing else, but this feeling of heartbeat always makes Shinji feel ashamed and can't help revealing a little hope.It's hard to say, even he himself doesn't know what he is looking forward to in a mess.

"Ikari Shinji?" The man in the simple blue uniform looked at the ward number and knocked on the door before he could wait for the other party's response, and preemptively said, "Is that Mr. Ikari Shinji?"

Shinji was a little dazed at being called sir for the first time, but he nodded despite his bluntness.

"Okay, let's sign for it."

A large bouquet of cute red-brown bears tied into a bouquet of flowers, Shinji has seen many times at the door of the flower shop, most of the time these cute little guys are very active in various places on Valentine's Day, on the bus There will be girls holding them, and you can always see them when you meet couples on the road. The flowers are replaced by cute plush animals. Looked excited.What Shinji couldn't figure out was, how could someone give him such a bouquet of flowers?

The honest and cute little bears are wrapped together in the exquisite blue-purple wrapping paper. There are simple and honest smiles on each of the cute little faces. They look youthful and sunny, but they are not unusually feminine. Everyone likes it.Shinji couldn't help taking it and touched the little bear inside.The touch of the hand is not frizzy at all, it is extremely soft, and it looks like it is made of excellent materials. Such a handful must not be cheap.

"Cough cough..."

Watching the young man lift up his somewhat too slender wrist softly, his fingertips fondly touching the heads of the little bears one by one, the men who came to deliver the goods didn't want to interrupt each other, after all, they are delivering the goods now. For girls, flowers are just for vanity, and for boys, they are just for the vanity of the girl they like. It is rare to see such eyes that really like this kind of thing with pure joy in their eyes... However, he still had a lot of flowers to send, even though he didn't want to, the man interrupted the boy's movement, just when the boy stroked the little card surrounded by the cubs.

"See you again, Shinji." In a short sentence, there was a row of phone numbers left without signature, but Shinji lowered his head slightly, his cheeks flushed a little.This kind of ignorant feeling is still in the budding stage, every action and action of the other party is giving Shinji an illusion that it seems possible, hopeful, and seems to be able to go on. A shot of heart booster is more like a special way of encouragement, which makes the teenager puzzled by his different feelings from ordinary people, but at the same time can't help but secretly laugh.

"That..." After coughing and seeing that the other party didn't respond, the man couldn't help but speak.

"what?"

The moment Shinji raised his head, he had a sense of girlish shyness. It was just a very ordinary face, with a faint smile on it. There is a very comfortable feeling, just looking at it is very comfortable.

"Let's sign for it." In an instant, the man's mood was inexplicably healed, which was really strange.

"Okay." Taking the pen deliberately avoiding the place where it might touch the other person's skin, Shinji signed his name under the sign for receipt.The beautiful font is just like the feeling of Shinji, clean and elegant, pleasing to the eye.

"what is this?"

Regarding Shinji's discharge from the hospital on Saturday afternoon, Kurosawa even drove over to try to win the boy's favor.But he persisted for only two days, and Kurosawa's face was still distorted until a slight crack appeared, because he found that... Ikari Shinji, it seems that he should just pay a little more attention. It is very simple to impress the other party, but in fact... In these two days, Kurosawa has never seen Shinji smile sincerely towards him.That young man who was very bad at hiding himself would always subconsciously want to avoid him when he saw him. This kind of understanding made Kurosawa's feelings gradually distorted and even stubborn.

"Bouquet." Shinji gave Kurosawa a strange look, feeling a little puzzled. Could it be that Mr. Kurosawa has never seen this before?But Zhai Ru knows it himself, so it's impossible for the teacher not to know, right?

Of course he knew what it was!What the hell he wants to ask is who sent this!Strangely thinking of that white-headed boy named Kaoru Nagisa, Kurosawa still had a smile on his face, but his heart began to grow grim, "So Shinji likes such things?"

Regarding the topic about Kaoru being mentioned, even if it was indirect, Shinji couldn't help but feel fluctuated, his expression relaxed and softened, and the boy murmured, "It's not..." He didn't particularly like it either.It's just that the bunch in his hand is special... Thinking of this, the boy's expression finally began to soften.

"Really?" Kurosawa asked indifferently but changed the subject very quickly, "I'll take you home."

"I can go home by myself..." Shinji just finished speaking when he saw Kurosawa's terrified expression, and lowered his head a little annoyed. Shinji really didn't understand why Kurosawa suddenly treated him like this...this feeling It's similar to the feeling of the prey being stared at by the hunter.It was completely different from when he just remembered Kaoru, the young man pursed his lips tightly, and his complexion also turned bad... He almost forgot what kind of person the other party was.

"Anyway, I'm here too, so how about just treating it as a beginning and an end?" Seemingly aware that he had frightened the other party, Kurosawa couldn't help restraining his expression, his tone was as gentle as possible, and just took advantage of the moment when the other party bowed his head and remained silent, he touched the quilt A little inconspicuous little card under the bouquet is in the bag.

"Then... trouble teacher." Shinji then raised his head, his tone was weak, not firm at all, but like a kind of compromise.

Regarding the boy's compromise, Kurosawa just raised his eyebrows and sneered, sooner or later it was all in his pocket.

There was an unusual silence along the way, Kurosawa concentrated on driving, Shinji was holding those cute bear bouquets and looked out the window in a daze.During this period, Kurosawa sized up the ordinary young man beside him several times. He had a face so ordinary that he could be regarded as handsome at best, but his thin frame made him look a bit weak, and his personality was not lively or even dull at all. , don't like to talk and don't like to be touched by others, just like autistic, but I seem to be possessed... Especially when I saw the boy named Nagisa Kaoru who was holding that white head by the other party. The expression, the vivid eyes that seem to be alive as if they can talk, can't be erased, and I think about it over and over again in my head, damn it!

Why can't he show such an expression when facing himself!The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, but Kurosawa remained calm on the surface, showing that his skills had already reached home, "Here we are."

As soon as the calm voice came out, Shinji quickly unfastened his seat belt, "Thank you, teacher." But when he opened the door, Shinji realized that the car door was locked.

"Kurosawa... Teacher?" Shinji paused, feeling inexplicably dangerous, and looked at the man in the driver's seat hesitantly.

In fact, Kurosawa's appearance is not bad at all. The well-regulated short black hair is cut into a fluffy style that is more popular nowadays, with thin bangs hanging on the forehead, and the deep blue eyes like the sea hide endless wisdom like the abyss of the sea. A set of casual attire makes this already young teacher even younger, but there is a turbulent undercurrent hidden under those blue eyes.

"You've been holding it all the time." Anyway, it's something in your pocket?fart!The past few days have already reached the limit of what Kurosawa thinks he can endure.

The sudden words were a bit nonsensical, Kurosawa turned sideways to look at Shinji, as expected, the boy had already leaned on the car door with a look of guard, but those gray-blue eyes betrayed his master, scared and at a loss Very clearly imprinted in each other's eyes.