[Xunsi] Light and Darkness and Blood

Similar questions were brought up again, and Shinji suddenly didn't know how to speak, how to explain, how to speak and how to explain the vision that happened to him.

"No..." Shinji raised his head in a panic, stumbling and didn't know what he wanted to express, and retorted subconsciously.

He is not afraid of contacting others, but he is afraid of falling into the abyss of other people's inner world at will because he can't use his ability that doesn't know why it appears as he wants, and he may even fall into the inner world of more than one person under panic.In the inner voice that is so noisy that it will echo in your ears even when you fall asleep, there are words of fear, love, cursing and even "coincidentally" and you can hear the cries of the dead, all kinds of which Shinji doesn't want to understand at all .

In that world, Shinji can never tell the difference between the so-called good people and bad people by himself, he can only tell whether they are good or bad at a certain point in time, and it is for this reason that human beings also represent disgust to Shinji and few hopes.He hates people and tries his best to avoid contact with them, which accounts for most of the psychological reasons, but no matter how much he hates contact with people psychologically, it is undeniable that Shinji longs for warmth... just like when he is depressed. Needing, even craving, a hug.

But this ability that makes Shinji feel disgusted also means that hugging is also a luxury for him. You will never know what the person who is comforting you with a gentle tone in the last second will be thinking in the inner world in the next second. What is the feeling when something is diametrically opposed to it.

Heaven and hell are but a thin line.

However, the person in front of him is special... Shinji can't read any thoughts in Kaoru's heart.Facing other people, if Shinji's ability is not a problem, he must be flustered and at a loss, but facing Kaoru... Shinji just feels at ease for no reason, as if he believes that the other party is completely harmless to him.Even, he was a little shameful about it. He could touch a person so openly, without worrying that he would unconsciously read into the other person's mind in the next second. Like a thief, he eavesdropped on other people's secrets. Ever since his mother passed away It never happened again.

"Still..." Seeing the boy unconsciously in a daze and then sinking into his own thoughts, Kaoru even involuntarily began to lean forward to bully him, his right hand that should have been leaning on the edge of the bed passed the boy hanging on the hanging needle slightly The cold right hand covered Shinji's left hand and pressed it with an irresistible force, but the smile on his mouth became deeper and deeper, and matched with the pair of red eyes, it looked evil but extremely eye-catching.

The nostrils between the boy and the boy were only a few millimeters away from touching each other. After being frightened, Shinji unconsciously pressed the pillow behind him and shrank back again, only to realize that the movement between him and Kaoru was abnormal at this moment. Ambiguity and daydream.Breathing and breathing intertwined, Shinji actually felt his heartbeat start to speed up, and the reflection of the face of the person in front of him was unusually clear in his eyes.For a moment, Shinji's eyes met those unusually deep red pupils, but he couldn't look away, and his cheeks began to heat up.

Looking at the boy's dumbfounded reaction, it was both cute and novel, and the flushed cheeks and slightly parted lips seemed to Kaoru an invitation.Unable to restrain himself, his body felt strangely towards this young man.The right hand, which was originally used to restrain the opponent from doing too much, but was pressed on the back of the opponent's left hand, was unconsciously lifted slightly, and the cold fingertips were lightly tapped, walking on the back of the opponent's hand. All the way up, he could even feel The opponent trembled slightly because of his movement.Turning her head viciously, Kaoru deliberately let her cheeks brush against the cheeks of the other party, which was as red as an apple, and uttered the second half of her sentence next to the other party's ear, "Are you afraid of me?" This sentence is half-true It was half-fake, but it was full of provocative taste, and the right hand that went all the way pressed on the young man's left shoulder at the same time, deliberately not to let the other party get out of the way.

"Hmm..." Almost out of control, Shinji murmured an unconscious and short □□□, Shinji immediately clenched his lips, and subconsciously turned his head to the left while his body was in a semi-confinement mode, But he didn't expect the other party's voice to echo in his ears, and when he passed by, his earlobe took it for granted that he brushed the other party's lips that seemed to be exhaling hot air.

The warmth passing by the lips made Kaoru want to suck and suck. Because he was too close, Kaoru even felt that he had already smelled the sweet smell of blood in the boy's body.At this moment, Kaoru seemed to realize that he had pulled himself into a place that he couldn't even imagine... It looked bad, but it didn't feel bad.

"Kun... Kaoru-kun?" Shinji, who was suddenly pinched by the sudden increase in strength on his left shoulder, was finally brought back to his senses for a moment by the short-term pain, but soon fell into another ambiguous atmosphere. inside.

"Don't move." Kaoru held down the person who was about to twist his body, Kaoru's entire upper body was pressed on Shinji's body at this moment.

"Kun?"

Soon Shinji grasped the sheet under his left hand, a thin layer of mist covered his eyes, and the sultry breath hit the sensitive neck, the numbness was more like an electric current directly invading the limbs and bones, The voice suppressed in the throat seemed to be waiting for the master to let it out if he was not careful, and the young body of the young man was so sensitive to the point of heinously.

Shinji couldn't help turning his head away, but the fragile neck was more exposed under Kaoru's nose, and the seemingly invisible sense of distance was even more provocative to the point of unbearable... It was counterproductive, probably nothing more than that.

At this moment, Kaoru is also struggling hard, to bite or not to bite, no matter what kind of ending Kaoru wants, this kind of strange thought is really tormenting Kaoru's heart.

"Shinji, I'll buy..."

Kurosawa, who arrived belatedly, pushed open the door and saw the unusually ambiguous scene in front of him, his eyes darkened unconsciously, especially when he saw Shinji, who seemed to hate contact with people, being infected by a When the boy with pale silver hair looked like a delinquent gangster suppressed most of his body, his eyes could be described as gloomy.

"Old...teacher." Shinji gently pushed the person on his body, but he hesitated for a moment at the moment of resistance... as if he was nostalgic.

With squinting dark eyes, he stared coldly at the uninvited person who pushed the door. When he saw that the other person was looking at him with the same vicious eyes, Kaoru didn't get up immediately but picked it up. He raised his eyebrows, provocatively blowing a breath on Shinji's neck before slowly getting up, of course he didn't miss the boy's trembling body reaction again.

"You are?" Suppressing the anger in his heart, Kurosawa, who was still smiling on the surface, was already so annoyed that he thought he had his eyes on a white lotus, but he didn't expect it to be black... Acting so resistant to others, what's the matter with this white-headed delinquency?I really can't tell...

Facing the man who smiled but didn't smile, after Kaoru gently pulled the quilt for Shinji, he naturally put on a hypocritical and perfunctory smile and looked at the so-called teacher Shinji said, "Zhu Kaoru, Shinji's... friend. "During the speech, Xun naturally turned his head and glanced at the bewildered person, very satisfied with the instantly flushed face and the very obvious way of lowering his head to escape.

"Oh, really?" Kurosawa's eyes dimmed, friend?What kind of friend is so good that shoulder to shoulder, head buried in each other's neck?Thinking of this, Kurosawa raised a smile, using his smile to pretend that more than the kid in front of him knew.