[Xunsi] Light and Darkness and Blood

"Ah—" hurriedly changed into the school uniform, Shinji just put on his trousers when he saw Kaoru leaning against the door of his bedroom and looking at him with a smile on his face, "Shinji is such a slob."

"Xun..." His face flushed slightly, and he glanced at the clock beside him, Shinji's cheeks puffed up, "Why didn't you call me when you got up early tomorrow?"

"I called~" Leaning against the door, Kaoru felt a feeling of satisfaction that he had never felt before, obviously just watching the boy anxiously dressing and making the bed.

Shinji squeezed toothpaste and hurriedly stuffed the toothbrush into his mouth to brush his teeth. Looking at himself in the mirror, he suddenly laughed, and pressed his left hand on his hot heart. Obviously, he had followed his heart for 14 years, but now he felt unusually warm.

"I baked bread by the way."

Seeing the boy running out of the bathroom in a hurry, Kaoru pointed to the warm bread on the dining table, and suddenly grabbed the boy's slender wrist when the other party picked up the food and was about to rush out the door.

"Button, it's in the wrong place." The cold fingertips caressed the boy's neckline, unbuttoned it, fastened it again, and then smoothed the collar. The action was clearly completed, but the nimble fingertips seemed unwilling to leave Going up the boy's neck and caressing the boy's cheek, Kaoru's expression became softer and softer.

"..." Pursing his lips, the sensitive neck touched by his fingertips unexpectedly couldn't withstand such a light touch. The numb and itchy feeling made Shinji couldn't help but raise his hand to cover Kaoru's cheek Hand, after a brief skin-to-skin contact, Shinji quickly moved his hand away, "Ah, I...that..."

Laughter poured out of Kaoru's mouth, fingertips lifted the opponent's chin, looked at the boy's flushed cheeks and glanced to one side, his soft lips quickly pressed down, leaving a superficial look on the opponent's forehead After the kiss, he pointed to the lunch box wrapped in blue and white checked cloth that was ignored by the boy, "Don't forget the bento, Shinji."

Kaoru made... bento?After the shyness passed, eyes were full of surprise, Shinji stammered and suddenly didn't know what to say, "I..."

"It's less than 10 minutes before eight o'clock." Rubbing the boy's neatly combed hair, Kaoru was satisfied to see that the other party's reaction was obviously slow when he heard the time, and then ran to the entrance very quickly. It's just... cutely rushed.

"Koru..." The door that was about to close was suddenly opened, and the gray-blue eyes flickered slightly. Shinji moved his lips for a long time before uttering four words, "Bento... Thank you."

"Pa—" The sound of the door being closed was unusually crisp.

Looking at the clearly closed door, Kaoru's eyes softened.

"Shinji, if you don't get up again, you'll be late." The slender fingertips scratched the tip of the boy's nose lightly, but the people under him waved their hands, frowned childishly, pulled over the quilt, stuffed their heads, turned their bodies, and smothered their heads with only shorts. His butt was facing himself, and the mumbling voice in his mouth was an octave lower because of being suffocated in the quilt, with a little wake-up breath, and maybe a little coquettish dissatisfaction, "I got up in one minute... ..." The boy who is not fully awake is like a lazy kitten, wondering if Shinji wakes up every day in a daze like today.

Every day... The hand that stroked her lips back and forth stopped, and Kaoru relaxed and leaned on the sofa, laughing out loud.Every day... what a great idea.

The lunch made by Kaoru... Shinji opened it full of anticipation and looked at the rows of neatly arranged cute sandwiches lying in the bento box, the original full of anticipation turned into a faint smile.Sandwiches, but sandwiches in such a hurry in the morning can be said to be one of the most convenient fast food products... But, when did Kaoru wake up?Recalling, Shinji seemed to suddenly think of something, his cheeks turned red... It seemed that Kaoru really called him, but he couldn't remember what his reaction was at that time!Could it be that he was ashamed again?Once thinking of Shinji, who is always ashamed in front of Kaoru, he has the urge to dig a hole in the ground...it's too embarrassing.

It's clearly a simple sandwich, without even adding salad dressing or butter, just vegetables, bacon slices, and the only processed egg sandwiched together, but it makes Shinji feel unusually warm, which is different from the hot weather. In the same way, the warmth that directly warms the heart is very gentle, just like the feeling that Kaoru gave him.

Under the seat by the window, the blazing light shrouded the young man with a faint smile, as if he suddenly washed away the dullness of the past and shrouded the empty green field in his heart under the light. At this moment, Shinji finally With some emotions that children of this age should have, ordinary but dazzling.

A few girls in the class who turned their heads to work on the desks inadvertently saw Shinji who was eating quietly in his place, and their expressions were slightly moved.The girls at that time didn't understand why it was just a simple smile formed by the raised corners of the lips, but it actually gave people a completely different feeling. Looking at it this way, it seemed that the boy who was autistic to a serious degree was not so impressive. disgust.

"I'm very happy—" The sound of the desk being kicked was extremely loud. The boy had his hands in his pockets, and a Band-Aid was stuck on his nose. His left forehead seemed to be a little bruised.Even so, the young man with a stinking face still had a terrifying aura, not to mention that there were two young men who were also wounded behind him.

Suzuki Shinji, he was the one who poured glue on Shinji's chair, he was the one who always let Shinji replace him when he was on duty, and he was the one who always took pleasure in bullying Shinji.His academic performance is neither good nor bad, but he is also one of the top students in the class. There is no other reason. Although the other party does not have hair dyed or earrings, he is also a real problem student.

People in the class, look at me, look at you, but no one speaks. Every time Suzuki really behaves like this, it means that the other party is really angry for various reasons, and self-survival is the first priority. Most people in this rule of one are only in the position of 'watching a show', and no one wants to find themselves guilty.For people like Suzuki, although some people in the class disagree, they are more acquiescing... just like the occasional convulsion behavior now.

Shinji lowered his head, quickly finished chewing the sandwich in his mouth, and cleaned up the table by himself, ignoring it.

"I'm talking to you—!" Apparently Suzuki was really angry today, and this time he punched Shinji's desk.

Frowning, Shinji lowered his head, not understanding where the other party's inexplicable hostility came from. If he wanted to talk about hostility... No matter how you look at it, he should be angry. A piece of skin was rubbed off... It still hurts .It's just... thinking of that day... Shinji's head drooped even lower, and thinking of that time... his heartbeat began to speed up.The feeling of the tip of the tongue touching the skin seemed to be revisited again, and the consciousness in the mind began to lose control again.

"Huh, you're very proud, aren't you?" Looking at the boy who bowed his head and said nothing, Suzuki's disgust towards him continued to rise in his heart, "If you have the courage to file a complaint, you must have the courage to bear the consequences. Don't let me catch you and put you on the list!" Speaking of this, Suzuki really laughed out loud, "But people like you are alone every day." Having said that, other people in the class couldn't help but also laughed out loud.

Light...but unusually harsh.

"I haven't." Frowning, Shinji raised his head, with a hint of puzzlement in his gray-blue eyes, he answered in the affirmative.sue?He obviously didn't do anything, he had...compromised to such an extent, why...all kinds of inexplicable things are always pressed on him?

"It's really hard-talking—" With a sneer, Suzuki spat, "Why do you want to pretend that Mr. Kurosawa has made you a leader?"

Kurosawa?His gray-blue eyes widened in surprise, and Shinji quickly lowered his eyes to suppress the emotions in his eyes... He didn't want to have anything to do with Kurosawa Jun at all, not at all...

"You think you can be with him? Stop dreaming!"

Biting his lip, the words played back in his mind seemed to bring Shinji back to the cruel and dark reality... This person even wanted to strike and take away his tiny wish.Can't even think...he can't?There is only a thin line between heaven and hell. Once it is mentioned... the warmth in my heart is quickly dissipated, and the colic is quickly followed.

"It's worth my affection for you"

Congealed tears rolled around the eye sockets, and the indescribable soreness haunted Shinji like a nightmare.Two voices with different tones kept repeating in my ears, going crazy... If this continues, really, I will go crazy.Shaking his head, trying to get rid of the figure of the girl he saw last night, the bitterness stung the boy's heart like a winner who had gained the upper hand, reminding him how far away his feelings are.

"I didn't." Finally, he emphasized it coldly, and Shinji no longer planned to make any reply.It seems that whether the other party believes it or not has nothing to do with him... In fact, it has nothing to do with it.Shinji didn't care about being randomly charged with trumped-up charges...Anyway, it wouldn't be any worse.