i am not bisexual

After making a girlfriend, Percy changed his color preference. Since then, he has been wearing navy blue, becoming a hard-core man, and leaving the soft light purple in the past.He told K his previous mental journey in this way. K laments that he is so formalistic, or ritualized, is it really accurate?Isn't it simple and rude?But no matter what form of change, as long as it is what I want, there is a reason for its existence.

The fate between them has nothing to do with gender, it shouldn't have happened. K can't understand that he can like two people at the same time, maybe that means he doesn't like them, maybe he doesn't like them enough.He's not bisexual, he's a little less understanding in that regard.He is not greedy enough, because he is so strong that he has too much and dismisses it; he is not persistent enough, because he is so clear that he gives up everything and is unrestrained.But how did he fall in love with such an ordinary person as Percy?No no, this has nothing to do with the vulgar, but that he can understand his own essence.Just relying on such a vision and heart, it is not bad.

Perhaps some fate must happen again. Once you know the spiritual comfort and salvation brought by knowing each other, you will always keep it in your heart, and you will never be able to leave it.

Since we know each other often, why should we stay together forever?

No matter what color you change again, looking back in your dream, you still vaguely still be the boy in the purple shirt, raining light purple flowers all over the sky, lilac, wisteria, platycodon, artichoke...all the purple flowers... It's all you...all like your flawless smile, all like my incomparably soft mood reflected in your pupils.

That winter was covered with snow, and K chose to leave when he was 18 years old.