i am not bisexual

It's always me who has to sacrifice because I'm the stronger one.I'm always the one to hold on, because I'm the one who breaks down later.I always want to make a difference, because lonely people have less scruples.

You used to be as pure as a piece of paper, why let the laity fill your ears with prejudice.You used to be so stubborn to do your own way for them, but you never did it for me once. Percy is just a pseudonym, I know you are not a foreigner, why did you go the same way with me instead of conspiring.I know that I will leave you in the end, or never really get close to you, but all I can show is the truth that I will not feel uncomfortable in front of anyone.

Forget it, you and I can't be together, I don't dare to care about what you think of me in your heart.But what are you doing to greet me again?Thousands of words, K he was speechless.Every word that doesn't express the meaning is just pushing Percy further and further away. K finally realized that, in fact, Percy was so far away from him that he couldn't be farther away.Unable to arouse the ashes of the heart, and let the subconscious overflow to dream of him all night and all night.

So what is true love.Did he find it?I wish him to find, and then completely let go of the self that is constantly advancing and aging in reality, and then carefully pack and put away the self in memory.

"Percy."

"Ah."

"Why do you like lavender so much?" "Is it because it's the color of wisteria? Is it because it's the color of eustoma? Or something else?"

"I don't know, I just have a feeling for this color." "It combines the calmness of blue and the enthusiasm of red, and it's light and soft, everything is self-evident. It's like..."

"I know, just like you. I like you." K continued.

In fact, he never had the chance to ask Percy why he liked Lavender.But he seemed to know, and he was in touch with each other when he asked and answered.

Since then, he has never fallen in love with any boy.There are no youths either.He likes soft and smart girls. Percy confessed to him: "I think I'm bisexual." K never had a chance to tell him that I'm not bisexual, I'm not even bisexual; I just like you.Even if you are disabled and you become a tree, I still like you, as if leaning on your branches, the air around me will be complete.