my love letter is always guilty

Tian Dong's care for Huang Lihua was a bit more meticulous than he used to take care of Gu Qin in middle school. There was some sympathy in it, and he made up for Dong Hai.

Huang Lihua was not hospitalized, and Huang Lihua stopped vomiting at night, and gradually recovered. Tian Dong sent her back to her residence and returned to school, restless all the way.

A week later, Huang Lihua took a taxi back to the hospital again. The reason why she didn't let Tian Dong call a doctor was because she didn't want Tian Dong to know too much about her physical condition. Let this person know too much about her, not to mention that she herself is not sure what will happen. She feels uncomfortable when she comes off the operating table, after vomiting symptoms, and now she has been hurting in her lower abdomen, and she can no longer bear it.

"Your uterus itself is backward, and it is difficult to conceive. It is best to observe the pregnancy for the first time. I advised you to think carefully earlier. You are stubborn to do it. Now the examination shows that the operation is not successful. If there is residue, a second curettage operation is necessary." The doctor said seriously, and quickly listed the operation schedule, and at the same time cautiously said: "This time I must make it clear that your situation is not optimistic, and the curettage operation will cause great damage to the endometrium. Big. You have to be prepared."

Huang Lihua squeezed the sweat in her palms and asked nervously, "What are you prepared for?"

Doctor: "At present, there is a 50% possibility of infertility after surgery."

A thunderbolt hit the top of her head, Huang Lihua's face was completely pale, she begged: "Doctor, I beg you to cure me, I will repay you in the future, please help me."

Looking at the young girl in front of him, the doctor was very annoyed: "What I said earlier, you ignored it, what's the use of begging me now, and now you know that you regret it? Why did you go so early? Also, are you a fool? How can you even I don’t even have the basic common sense, since I don’t want it, I have to take measures, this operation is not a medicine for regret.”

Huang Lihua was speechless, swallowing all the grievances in her stomach. It was all for getting Donghai, and she never calculated what she would lose.

"You have to do this operation, if you don't do it, you will die of pain." Roaring, the doctor drew out the operation sheet and threw it in front of him: "Go to the nurse's station to sign."

No matter how cruel the facts were, she had to accept it. Huang Lihua signed the receipt with her hand and made an appointment for surgery. At that moment, her legs softened. The cold operating room was hell, and it took away her and Dong Hai's child.

There is no sunlight in the corridor of the ward, only the dry light of the incandescent lamp. This light is the same as the white shadowless lamp on the operating table. Each lamp shines from different angles, overlapping the shadow until it disappears...

She wants this child more than anyone else, but the reality is that she can't keep this child, and Dong Hai won't want it. Originally, she planned to give birth privately and use the child to maintain their future, but Dong Hai just wanted to follow him. She broke up and he never thought of staying with her.

It's like a self-inflicted crime...

Leaning on the porch of the waiting room, Huang Lihua stared at the incandescent lamp overhead as if she lost her soul, until the phone in her bag rang, bringing her back to reality.

It was Huang Bing who called: "How is the situation? Has the operation been done? Have you called that boy Tian Dong to come and see him? Did you follow my instructions?"

Huang Lihua replied weakly: "Yes."

Huang Bing: "Very good, remember to bring the operation sheet from the hospital with you, as long as Dong Hai goes to Tian Dong, Tian Dong will definitely push him to you, then you should find a natural opportunity and let Dong Hai see When it comes to those surgical orders, he must find out by himself, otherwise the effect will be greatly reduced."

Huang Lihua felt very cold. This man named adoptive father took her abortion as part of the plan. From the first day she entered the hospital, he never came to accompany her once. Even Tian Dong, whom she hated the most, came to take care of her for a day. Who is this Huang Bing...

"Listen girl, we've all come this far, it's too late to think about anything, you have to fight hard, marry into the Zhou family, the little disasters you are suffering now are nothing."

"A small disaster?" Huang Lihua sneered, and the resentment that had been hidden for a long time rose: "Huang Bing, do you know that I may never be able to conceive Dong Hai's child again, and you forced me to get rid of it, you Murderer, you are filthy, and you will make me filthy too."

"What are you talking about!!" Huang Bing became angry on the phone: "I warn you, damn girl, if you dare to ruin my plan, you will die, I can't do anything, you think you keep this The bastard can fly on the branches? Brainless thing, if you dare to defy me, I will tell Dong Hai all the truth, and you will never want to be with him in this life. On the contrary, you listen to my arrangement, what is an abortion now? , after getting married in the future, how many children will you not be able to have?"

A fledgling with fledgling wings, unable to resist a brutal vulture, Huang Lihua hung up the phone, leaned against the corner and cried aloud, her humiliation turned into resentment, she would never forgive Huang Bing.

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These days, I suddenly feel that everything around me has become empty. Dong Hai's appearance and Huang Lihua's affairs have made Tian Dong feel confused. He sleeps in the dormitory all day long, and he doesn't know where he is going even day and night. escape.

It's like a vortex, trapping people and making it hard to break free.

At night, the sky outside was as dark as ink, and the lights were not turned on, but there was still a faint white light in the dormitory, which was the moonlight coming in from the window, very bright. From this angle, in front of the empty bed behind me, I leaned on the window sill to watch This lonely moon is very quiet, so quiet that it makes people panic.

"I hate the moon..." Tian Dong said to himself, and then sneered a few times, mocking the uselessness of this line.

"The moon is big and round tonight. If you make a wish to him, it will definitely come true..." The mellow voice came from another person in the empty room, and it was Dong Hai who appeared at the door behind him, holding a food box .

"What about you?" Tian Dong turned back mechanically.

Without waiting for Tian Dong's further reaction, Dong Hai couldn't wait to step forward and hug him, holding his thin back with both hands, and clasping it tightly into his arms. This feeling was more real and satisfying than any imaginable scene. A sense of happiness that a longing has finally been fulfilled.

The smell of Dong Hai confused Tian Dong instantly, as if he had been drugged, he couldn't make a move to push away immediately, under the faint moonlight, he could hear the beating sound of his heart beating up and down, like a strange Magic, similar to irresistible magic.

He hugged the original person in those 14 love letters.

Dong Hai's eyes focused on the person in front of him, and all the worries he had before coming were gone. He was only sure that he and Tian Dong were so close at the moment, and he saw the image of himself printed in Tian Dong's eyes, with an irresistible Attractive, his lips kissed down involuntarily.

There was a trace of coolness from the first touch, which spread to the heart along with the cells.

Tian Dong was stunned, as if lost in spirit, as if emotional, his teeth were pried open by the tip of his passionate tongue, Dong Hai's smell spread from his lips and teeth all over his body, and his possession became more and more intense, even his first kiss was not like this After trembling, this kiss locked his actions and bound his hands and feet that should have resisted.

The tip of the tongue swept over every intimate place, arousing each other's ardent desire, breathing, skin, and senses all became hot.

This kind of desperate desire is the first time for Dong Hai to realize that no matter how beautiful his body is, it is not as good as his current kiss with Tian Dong.

Dong Hai put down the things in his hand, held the back of Tian Dong's head and kissed him deeper and deeper, and lifted Tian Dong's belt with his other hand. Opened Dong Hai.

"Stop..." Tian Dong's voice was a little messy.

Dong Hai smiled and apologized: "Sorry, I couldn't control it just now." Turning around, he happily opened the food box he brought: "Come on, try it, this jelly is really not easy to make, I spent a lot of money It takes a catty of pea flour to make this one."

The white and transparent jelly is sprinkled with Tian Dong's favorite red oil chili and fried peanuts. Dong Hai made it himself and for him. At this moment, Tian Dong almost couldn't restrain himself, but Huang Lihua The appearance of the hospital couldn't help but imprinted in his mind, this damn picture made it difficult for Tian Dong to feel at ease.

"Where's Huang Lihua?" Tian Dong asked, turning his back, not looking at Dong Hai and what Dong Hai brought.

Like a bucket of cold water being poured headlong, Dong Hai froze in place, the excitement was instantly cooled, he said: "I broke up with her, I like you, I have always only liked you, I am sorry for her."

Tian Dong sat down by the bed of the lower bunk, and sighed a long time: "Even if we broke up, you have to deal with the aftermath before you come to me. Just saying I'm sorry is an idiot, you go and see her, and we'll talk after you settle down."

"I promised her that any compensation is fine, and I can do it for her whenever she comes to me, isn't that enough?" Dong Hai was a little anxious: "You still like me, just kissed, you responded to me, Isn't it? That's enough, I don't want to bring in a woman I don't like at all and get involved between us. "

Tian Dong's eyes were struggling and suffering under the moonlight. Yes, he had feelings for Dong Hai, and he also wanted to be selfish. Don't worry about Huang Lihua, let her fend for herself, but he just saw Huang Lihua with his own eyes. The appearance on the hospital bed almost vomited bile.

Few people can really get rid of this kind of moral bondage. Tian Dong took a deep breath, approached Dong Hai, and pushed him out of the dormitory door: "Go and see her, find out everything, and then make a decision. No right to decide."

Dong Hai was a little confused and annoyed. He felt that Tian Dong had changed, making people messy and angry. He turned around and blocked the door Tian Dong was about to close with his thick and long arms, and asked, "Do you still like me?"

Tian Dong raised his head to meet his gaze, without evading it, the moonlight printed his face brightly, like a flawless jade, he nodded for sure, and stepped forward to kiss the corner of Dong Hai's mouth.

"Go and see her."

Whether it's joy, excitement or happiness, Dong Hai can't distinguish carefully, but he can be sure that Tian Dong likes him, the same as what he confessed at the beginning, and the confession in those love letters. Perhaps, Tian Dong needs a feeling of peace of mind. Yes, they need both.

For Huang Lihua, he must have a complete explanation.