my love letter is always guilty

Be with Huang Lihua for three months.

Dong Hai has been living in the school, he is waiting, waiting for the day when Huang Lihua is tired, waiting for the day when she abandons him.

But Huang Lihua is persistent, gentle and affectionate, she is sensible and a sensitive girl.

The place she lives in is too bad, and Dong Hai wants to change her to a place with a better environment, which can be regarded as a kind of compensation, but she is unwilling, not even willing to spend a penny from him. Compared with the women she once knew, Huang Lihua is too much. Simple, this makes Dong Hai unable to do excessive things.I felt unimaginable guilt.

When Dong Hai didn't want to have a relationship with her, Huang Lihua offered to say, "If we stick to each other for some strange reason, forget it."

What a great opportunity that was, but Dong Hai was in a heavy mood. He drank himself a stomach full of alcohol, and fucked Huang Lihua again.

He is too disgusting, a bastard who is purely carnal|desire...

This is simply perverted, thinking of a boy, but having sex with a girl.

Who can tell him what the hell he saw? Could it be that he once hung out in bars and developed a bad habit?

Is it true that he can't accept boys?

One day, Dong Hai went to a gay bar and found a boy who looked somewhat similar to Tian Dong, no, no way at all.

Since it doesn't work, why do you think about Tian Dong, why do you think about the contents of those letters, why do you miss the weight of the boy on the back seat of the bicycle, why do you encrypt and save his photos?Why! ! !

Only I know what I am thinking in my heart, but the reality has given me a loud slap in the face.

Huang Lihua held him in her hands and loved him. Compared with any woman Dong Hai met before, this girl had no advantage, but she seemed to understand Dong Hai very well, knew what Dong Hai wanted, and gave it silently.

She never forced Dong Hai to do anything, let alone disturb Dong Hai's longing for Tian Dong, just like a loyal servant, always waiting by Dong Hai's side, even if it is a body, she will spend her whole life following her.

In "Notre Dame de Paris", Quasimodo, the bell ringer, has the same feelings for Esmeralda as Huang Lihua has for him.

It just makes Dong Hae feel like a devil and the worst bastard in the world.

Gradually, Dong Hai was drunk all day long, and often laughed at himself numbly, living a life like a walking dead.

The shameful thing is that every time he drank, he would sleep with Huang Lihua, and it became a habit over time, which was more terrifying than drug addiction.

It turned out that he was such an unbearable animal, and Dong Hai succumbed to his fate again, hating himself for being so despicable.

His life began to decay, his soul was exiled outside the pass, and he could never find his way back.

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July 4!

It was a hot day, Tian Dong skipped class.

In the dormitory, Tian Dong was left alone.

He wore a loose white T-shirt with a few letters on it, and shorts underneath, which were also loose, in case he slept at any time.

On Chen Ming's bed, Tian Dong lay crookedly, casually touched a magazine, and flipped through it boredly, not knowing what was written on it, the scenery was still a beautiful woman...

The mood is at ease.

So when the earthquake hit, I don’t know if it was because of his drowsiness. The first time Tian Dong lazily looked at the construction site outside the window, could it be that some heavy machinery came here today, or a dozen or so excavators? operating at the same time?

Before reaching the window, those thoughts were negated by violent shaking. No machine could move the bedsteads in the room. Cups, pen holders, and all kinds of vertically placed objects all fell, flying around like being hit by a monster. Ben, after landing, he was still looking for a balance point.

Without a point of balance, the whole earth is moving!

"Earthquake, it's a big earthquake!"

"Run... run!"

"To the playground, all to the playground!"

The corridor was full of urgent sounds, panic, fear and fear...

Tian Dong felt empty, those shouts brought him into a kind of void, he walked slowly and chaotically with the shaking of the house, kicked away the chair that didn't obey orders at all, went to the closet and found the box again, took out the inside letter.

The shoe box that Chen Ming placed on the closet fell down, and Tian Dong was hit on the back, it was so heavy!

The shoebox rolled to the ground and split in all directions. Dozens of white candles were scattered out. How did that fat man store so many candles...

Tian Dong saw those candles fell to pieces, broken into pieces, each piece was different in size, and the white wax block groaned in pain as it shook.

"Ah!..." The cement in the corridor cracked, and someone was screaming.

Tian Dong opened the door and joined the fleeing team, and the crowd became crowded and panicked quicksand in the stairwell.

Everyone has a real expression and a strong desire to survive.

"Help!..." The steps collapsed by one step, and the bricks, cement and steel bars inside were arrogantly exposed, like the minions of the devil, making people run around in fright.

After leaving the dormitory, Tian Dong's mind was empty and he was squeezed out by the crowd, and the anxious shouts of those people were still heard in his ears.

Everyone is not like usual, idly observing each other in the corridor, teasing or greeting each other out of boredom.

Now they just want to escape, no one cares about anyone, and no one even knows anyone!

Tian Dong suddenly had a brand new feeling, everyone is lonely, there is no each other, and there is no each other!

Before escaping from the dormitory, the road away from the dormitory area suddenly became long. Tian Dong was still looking up at the sky to see if there was sunlight in it, but he couldn’t see clearly, but with his eyes open, he seemed to be watching a strange scene. the fog!

The walls of the surrounding dormitory buildings were collapsing, one piece after another, and each falling piece threw up dust flying all over the sky, making the landscape above the head dim and hazy.

It turns out...the world is this color.

"Run! Run!...the playground, everyone go to the playground..." A teacher shouted with a loudspeaker outside, and directed the students to evacuate safely.

A loudspeaker...Zhou Sisi once held that kind of thing and went berserk in front of him.

The sound of the tools made Tian Dong very dull, so he didn't listen to the instructions, and ran to the woods behind the dormitory. The trees here are not densely populated, and there are grass and stone tables and benches. Students often come to leisure places.

Moreover, Tian Dong didn't come here alone, there was another girl hiding here, leaning against a tree next to a evergreen, using the evergreen to cover her body, she was really in a hurry, the clothes she was wearing were almost Transparent, probably a kind of pajamas.

Seeing Tian Dong, the girl immediately put her arms on her chest, lowered her head, and huddled herself into a ball. She trembled a little. In addition to the fear caused by the shaking of the ground, there was also a trace of shame.

Tian Dong went up, took off his T-shirt, and put it at the girl's feet: "Let's gather at the playground!"

The girl took the clothes and put them on. The T-shirt looked like a long skirt on her body. She lifted it up and glanced at Tian Dong in front of her.

Before going to the playground, I looked back again, the shaking ground, Tian Dong was by the tree, in this restless world, he was very calm, an emotionless silence, his skin was like paper, as if it would seep through when touched with water.

The world is collapsing, and in this chaos, this boy is extremely calm with his bare upper body, like an oil painting by Michelangelo.

Taking the girl's place, Tian Dong leaned against the tree, holding those letters, 28 letters.

"What are you doing here?"

The familiar voice came from Dong Hai, who was sweating profusely, threw away his bicycle, and ran to Tian Dong.I searched all over the school and finally found it.

Tian Dong raised his head, and looked blankly at the boy who cast a shadow in front of him.If I don't speak, I am afraid that if I open my mouth, the word order will be abnormal.

"Under the tree is the most dangerous! Follow me." Dong Hai pulled him forward, anxious and worried. He found that this stubborn boy always put himself in the most dangerous situation. On the surface, he seemed fearless.

"Where's Huang Lihua? Is she safe?" Tian Dong replied.

Dong Hai was stunned, and then he became furious again. He had a blue stubble and a tired face. He stared at Tian Dong and growled: "Can we not mention her? Can you forget that name?" "

Tian Dong shook off his hand and sneered: "Dong Hai, don't be unreasonable, you have a girlfriend, why are you still looking for me at this time, I don't know you for a long time! Can you stop interfering me?"

Tian Dong's words filled Dong Hai with guilt towards that docile girl.

Dong Hai didn't know whether Huang Lihua was safe or not, because when the earthquake happened, he rode over like crazy at the first moment. It was an action without thought process. His feet were like clockwork that had gone off the rails, and he was desperately stepping on the pedals.

"I don't mean anything else, I just want to see if you are safe?" Dong Hai lowered his tone, clenched his fists, and controlled the urge to beat himself.

"You see, I'm fine, get out!" Tian Dong turned around and prepared to leave with the letter.

When Dong Hai saw the letter in his hand, at that moment, his eyes were blurred. He hadn't cried for many years. He chased after Tian Dong, took off his clothes, and forced Tian Dong to put on that dark shirt.

When I left, the world was in a mess. There was no signal on the telephone or the Internet, as if returning to the original era, the era when there was nothing.

There was a faint smell belonging to Dong Hai on the clothes, a strange and familiar smell, Tian Dong raised his hand, smelled the letters, and there was a similar smell from the letter paper!

"Do I still like the taste?"

That night, aftershocks continued, Tian Dong walked on the shaking ground, passed through one clump after another of lonely tree shades, shed bursts of tears with rapid breathing, and grabbed the black skirt of his body...