my love letter is always guilty

Finished the winter of 09.

Time flies by unconsciously, and half of the second semester is over.

In the spring and early summer of 2010, I walked through it and really didn't leave much impression.

But Tian Dong has indeed changed. He never cried again. He lost his lacrimal gland and became a standard man who bleeds but not tears. He can only laugh, and only the universal mask of "laughing" is left to modify emotions.

He changed from a disliked sluggish ghost to a quick-spoken cunning ghost, and his classmates even described him as cunning and cunning.

Sometimes like a perverted psychopath, bluffing all day long, full of chaotic thoughts in the room, and his smile is like a fool.

The outside has changed, but I don't know if the inside has also changed.

But Tian Dong still can't sleep, staying up all night has become a habit, forming a poison|drug in his blood, but he no longer goes out alone, but tricks his classmates into staying with him all night with betting methods, betting—— "A yawn costs 100 yuan."

Boys are unyielding animals, and they are often provoked by Tian Dong one after another, so Tian Dong gets the title of "All-night King" of the Internet cafe, and wins the Internet fee for a whole semester through betting.

I still have to drink, almost every day, and I no longer drink alone. I often drag people out of the dormitory, drinking until the entire army is wiped out, punching, singing, he plays more and more slippery, and in the end, he is left alone again The ever-victorious general.

But this activity is the most popular, and many boys are willing to participate, because Tian Dong can call first-class beauties, such as Sun Fang, who are always on call, and many people are willing to pay for it when they know that they are not boyfriend and girlfriend. Come out and pay for the hormones.

In addition to Sun Fang, he can also organize other beauties to socialize, which makes his roommates look at him with admiration. He is like an old fritters, and his marketing and planning are top-notch.

Gradually, the team around Tian Dong is getting bigger and bigger. Those who know him and like him also grow in groups. Even the external relations department of the school student union wants to recruit him to join, but Tian Dong refuses. He only wants to be the king of the mountain, not Bi Mawen.

But Chen Ming still said: "You are still alone, it seems that you are even more lonely."

Tian Dong never invited Chen Ming to participate in these activities. He was a happy and healthy boy, and he was also one of Tian Dong's few friends.

In this way, Tian Dong created a relative life pattern for himself.

Every day I have a hearty laugh with my friends, collect, look around, and in the end, with a stunned and thoughtful face, the remaining smile is ruined and frosted.

This is good, he can live, live in an environment full of human voices, and live like a normal person.

Gu Qin hadn't contacted him for a long time. For a while, they were like broken chains, without any news. Tian Dong always laughed and sighed that he and Gu Qin really didn't grow up together like childhood sweethearts.

But today Gu Qin suddenly came to the school to look for him, Tian Dong looked at the day, it seemed nothing special today.

"Xiaodong..." Gu Qin hugged Tian Dong and cried, they were at the door of the cafe.

Lost in love again...and pear blossoms with rain, and crying hoarsely.

Tian Dong looked at Gu Qin indifferently, without any expression, and didn't even know what expression to show.

"Come in and talk."

Sitting down, he ordered two cups of black tea. Tian Dong didn't drink coffee, even all night long, and never touched anything he didn't like.

Gu Qin choked up, seeing each other for half a year, she has also changed a bit, her makeup skills have become more mature, even crying is not too bad.

"Xiaodong, Huang Lihua and Dong Hai are together! How could it be her, this is outrageous!..." She was unwilling over and over again.

Tian Dong looked at the door, at the students or nearby residents who came in and out, everyone had different emotions, like a meeting of thousands of people passing by, a thousand people have a thousand stories.Only Dong Hai's story, Tian Dong didn't want to mention it.

Seeing that Tian Dong was not as gentle and persuasive as before, Gu Qin didn't care. She took a sip of coffee and continued to confide that she only needs someone close and trustworthy by her side.

"I have loved Duan Feiyu and Dong Hai. Although I have never had a relationship with Dong Hai, it is precisely because I have never had one that I don't want to let go easily... Adong, I am also a little sorry for you..."

When she said this, Tian Dong suddenly came back to his senses, and smiled lightly: "What has it got to do with me?"

Gu Qin's expression was a little strange, with a fleeting expression: "I was just suspicious at first, I suspected that Dong Hai liked you, in fact, you needed a new relationship at that time to dilute the pain, but I didn't want Dong Hai to step into your love The world... Feelings are selfish, even if he likes boys, I don't want to let it out, not to mention it's just my suspicion..."

"So you think I'm a rival in love?" Tian Dong smiled dryly, took out half a cigarette in his pocket, lit it, smoked it, and replaced his sigh with the smoke he exhaled.

Gu Qin nodded, tears were about to flow down again: "He always asks you in his letters, asks about your hobbies, asks where you grew up, although there are not many, but every letter mentions it, I didn't care at first, until you After being attacked by Zhou Sisi like that, in that situation, he didn't insult you, but asked me how you were, so I suspected that he liked you."

Listening to this, Tian Dong just sighed in his heart, sighing that this girl who spoke of such love, even though she had read the English letters written by Dong Hai in his hand, could not find any similarities with the letters in her hand.

Of course, he himself was even more stupid, he didn't notice anything unusual, and never questioned it.

"A Dong, do you hate me?" Gu Qin asked, cautiously and pitifully.

Tian Dong shook his head and smiled like a penetrating spring.

"Thank you, only you can understand my feelings." She grabbed Tian Dong's hand.

Tian Dong felt that he should smile wryly, who can fully understand who's mood, only when this kind of helpless, he reluctantly throws a holy light shield, who knows what its function is, at most adding some attributes, just pretending to be coercive.

This warm emotion didn't last long, and Gu Qin was still unwilling: "How could it be that Huang Lihua, my God, she is so ordinary, her family is poor, and she doesn't study well. It is said that she only sells it outside Dong Hai's school The clothes are also average-looking, really... really hell."

That's why Gu Qin apologized to him, probably because she felt that the fisherman who benefited was too ordinary, and also too unexpected. When she weighed her friend and a girl of unknown origin, she would naturally choose her friend preferentially. .

"A sparrow turns into a phoenix, it's like acting in a drama, alas, what did Dong Hai think, why does he like that? There are so many girls, but he chose the worst one..." Gu Qin also had a very rich expression.

Tian Dong looked deeply at the girl in front of him, she was luckier than Huang Lihua, she was not paranoid in love, she couldn't understand what kind of feelings Huang Lihua used to love Dong Hai, it was heavy, no one could resist it, Huang Lihua couldn't bear it Flattery, without any colorful means, even the eyebrows are not finely trimmed, she spreads her hot heart at Dong Hai's feet over and over again, and knows how to leave the scene at any time, without leaving a burden for others.

Gu Qin can't do this kind of thing. If the boy she likes accidentally holds her hand, she must make that boy tell the world, and the city will be full of vigor...

"Hey, it won't be long, Adong, do you want to make a bet with me?" Gu Qin's tears quickly cleared up, replaced by indignation.

Tian Dong smiled: "What are you betting on?"

Gu Qin: "Bet that Huang Lihua will be dumped within a month."

Tian Dong: "My beauty, she has been together for more than three months."

Gu Qin was taken aback, and corrected a little angrily: "I bet she will be dumped in a month."

"Why?" Tian Dong asked the reason a little boringly.

"It's impossible for them to be together! I dare to cast a poisonous curse." Gu Qin firmly raised three fingers: "If they get married, I can marry the British royal family!"

What kind of swearing is this, Tian Dong shrugged speechlessly, and had no desire to continue the conversation.

But Gu Qin wanted to try his best to get Tian Dong's approval, and analyzed: "The gap between them is too great. In reality, it is impossible for such two people to come true. It is a lie to even sing the lyrics of fairy tales. Do you know Tianwang Group?" ?” she asked, craned her neck.

Tian Dong casually nodded, and at the same time looked back at the skyscraper not far away, which was the 82-story building of Tianwang Group.

Tianwang Group has a similar city logo in Wubei City, but the outside world doesn't know what it is. Wubei City alone is already well known.Zhou Tianwang, the chairman of the No. 1 group in the city's wealth ranking, is the richest man in Wubei City.

Gu Qin pointed to the building and said, "This Tianwang Building is the headquarters of Tianwang Group, and Dong Hai is the heir of this group."

"The heir!?" Tian Dong raised his eyebrows: "How do you inherit the fundamentally different surnames?"

Dong Hai and Zhou Tianwang are stepfather and son, and it is impossible for two people of different blood to discuss the issue of inheritance.

"Oh, don't interrupt me." Gu Qin said, "Even if Dong Hai doesn't inherit the Tianwang Group, he and Zhou Tianwang don't have a normal relationship. His biological father, Dong Yaoming, was originally a prominent figure in Wubei City, but the company went bankrupt. Disappeared, that kind of family background, no matter how bad it is, is the son of a prince, and what is Huang Lihua? She is the poorest student in the school, it is impossible, she didn't even go to college, she is just a working girl, why should she?"

Disappeared... So this is the information to the outside world!

Tian Dong frowned, Dong Hai wrote about his father in the letter, it seems that he committed suicide shortly after divorcing her mother, so Dong Hai resented his mother and that stepfather, but the words in the letter were not so deep, but Tian Dong Dong Neng felt that it was a scar in Dong Hai's heart, and he never asked about it, and he didn't know that his stepfather was the man of the city, Zhou Tianwang.

The more Gu Qin said, the more intense she said: "She is going to marry Dong Hai, I will immediately buy a plane ticket and fly to the White House."

"The White House belongs to America..."

"Then fly to the United States! Anyway, I bet."

……

Tian Dong looked at the building. If Huang Lihua and Dong Hai couldn't be together, it was even more impossible for him and Dong Hai to be together.

It was only now that Tian Dong began to think about the way people like them would live in the future, probably like mice, hiding in the gutter all day long.