rose beauty

Chapter 45 Don't Want to Grow Up

The plane at [-]:[-] noon will return to Shuangshan City in the afternoon, Yunan has already told Yu Zizi in advance.

Yu Zizi called in advance to confirm: "Baby Yu, have you gone to the airport yet? You have to leave early, it doesn't matter if you wait at the airport, I'm afraid you might miss your boarding due to traffic jams or something."

Yunan was already in the taxi, he felt very tired, he really didn't have the energy to catch the subway and fight for space with others.

"Got it mom." Yu Nan replied, "I've already set off."

Yu Zizi heard something wrong with his voice: "What's wrong? Are you a bit cold?"

Yunan said yes.

Yu Zizi said anxiously: "You feel uncomfortable every time you fly, why are you so careless about catching a cold? Remember to buy some medicine for airsickness later, and ask the flight attendant for two more glasses of water. Mom is waiting for you at home."

"Okay." Yu Nan obediently agreed and hung up the phone.

The scenery outside the window is speeding, passing the elevated road, passing the airport expressway, he will stay away from the deep city, and bring himself all the way back to the city where he was born.

After getting off the taxi, everything went smoothly, Yu Nan dragged the suitcase to check in.

Because of his outstanding appearance, his eyes were a little red and swollen, making people look at him involuntarily.Yunan's complexion is fair, her profile is quiet and beautiful, even in ordinary clothes, she can be distinguished from the crowd at a glance.

"Yu Nan." The young man behind him said.

Yu Nan turned around and saw that it was Yan Siwei, he was surprised to see him here: "Mr. Yan, what a coincidence?"

After finishing the formalities, the two walked aside.

Yan Siwei was wearing a brown coat, his face was still clear, and his smile was like a spring breeze: "It's a coincidence, are you going home?"

Yu Nan nodded: "Yes."

The two met at the racecourse last time, and Yunan thought it was really a coincidence.

To be honest, he doesn't dislike Yan Siwei, even if the other party's younger brother is someone he doesn't like very much, but he has to admit that Yan Siwei is not bad, at least on the surface.

Yan Siwei said: "Your complexion doesn't look very good, it's..."

Yu Nan cried too much these days, he knew that he must not look good.

When his eyes hurt, he actually didn't dare to cry anymore, but the tears would always slip down inadvertently at a certain moment, the soreness in his heart wave after wave, and as soon as his face was wet with tears, he couldn't help crying again wave.

He's a boy, and he's on the verge of crying, and that's not an honorable thing to do.

Yu Nan pressed his half face embarrassingly: "I caught a cold and didn't sleep well last night."

Yan Siwei said: "No wonder, the weather is not good these few days, Shencheng is very cold and humid, you should be more comfortable when you go back to Shuangshan."

Yu Nan nodded, and said strangely: "By the way, Mr. Yan is also going to Shuangshan City?"

Yan Siwei smiled, looked at him and said, "Yes, I'm going to find my brother, and we haven't seen each other for a long time."

Speaking of this, Yu Nan has nothing to say.

He doesn't know how to discuss with a person another person he doesn't like. He is not used to saying people are not behind his back, nor is he used to hypocritical politeness.But he was thinking, why did Yan Sini go to Shuangshan? Could it be that he was studying in Shuangshan?

Yan Siwei didn't mind the silence of the topic: "Come and sit here."

Yunan: "Okay."

They found a place to sit down, Yan Siwei didn't talk much, just quietly took out a book and read it, Yu Nan saw the cover, it was written "Doctor Atu".

Yu Nan doesn't want to think about those unhappy things, he has already passed the initial stage of collapse, only the bloody scars in his heart need to be healed slowly.

Right now he is willing to divert his attention, and Yan Siwei is a ready chat partner.

Then he asked curiously, "Are you reading a novel?"

Yan Siwei said: "It can be said so, but this is a mental journey written by an American surgeon named Atu. This book is very popular, but I have never had much time to read it. I just happened to be flying today, so I can pass the time. "

Yu Nan asked: "Are you a doctor too?"

Yan Siwei nodded to him, and said gently: "I am a surgeon, and my father is also a doctor, but he is in the oncology department. My grandfather is also a doctor, and he is a Chinese medicine practitioner. Our family can be said to be a medical family."

Yunan's eyes opened slightly, which was a sign of his surprise.

Yan Siwei smiled, "That's why I carry this with me."

Saying that, Yan Siwei took out a small mini bottle with green ointment in it, and when you unscrew it, you can smell the light and refreshing medicinal fragrance.

He continued, "I made this with my grandfather's recipe. If you feel uncomfortable on the plane, you can apply a little bit to make sure you don't get airsick."

Yan Siwei gave it to him: "Let's take it as a small gift for you."

How could Yunan want it, he declined politely: "You made it yourself, it must have taken a lot of effort."

Yan Siwei said: "It doesn't take any effort at all, it's made in batches, and there are several more in the bag."

He opened the pocket of his coat, and sure enough there were three bottles inside, "I bring it with me every time I fly, and I can help if someone feels uncomfortable. There is no way, as a doctor, sometimes I want to do something that can help."

Yu Nan couldn't refuse, so he accepted it after thanking him, and praised him sincerely: "You are a good doctor."

The coincidence of the two did not end because of this.

After registration, Yu Nan found that Yan Siwei was seated next to him in the economy class. He thought that people with Yan Siwei's background should choose the business class.

Yan Siwei put on the safety buckle and saw his doubts: "Our professional vacation is not stable, and we are often called back after a phone call. This time, it was so easy to save a vacation temporarily, and the ticket was booked late. I didn't expect such a coincidence, and you Another seat next door."

Yunan was a little happy: "It's really a coincidence."

Yan Siwei looks reticent, but he can talk freely when chatting. He speaks simply and clearly, and often does not add subjective color.During the not-too-long voyage, in order not to disturb others, he lowered his volume and told Yun Nan a lot of interesting surgical stories, including rare and interesting cases, and his experience of working shifts in the emergency department when his qualifications were still junior.He was talking about this, as if he was telling other people's stories. He told Yu Nan about his medical career from a higher perspective than the person concerned.

With Yan Siwei around, Yu Nan's blocked mood and thoughts relaxed a lot, thanks to the green ointment in the small bottle, Yu Nan didn't feel airsick at all.

After they got off the plane, they went to pick up their luggage together, and parted ways at the exit.

"Goodbye, Mr. Yan." Yu Nan got into the taxi and waved to him, "I wish you a happy new year in advance, happy Chinese New Year!"

Yan Siwei smiled: "Happy Chinese New Year."

Yu Nan reported his home address to the taxi driver, and Yan Siwei's figure standing on the side of the road quickly disappeared from sight.

Yu Nan even thought that if it wasn't for Yan Sini, he might be able to become friends with Mr. Yan.

On the other side, Yan Siwei stood there for a while, unconsciously showing a little smile on his face.

He also took a taxi: "Go to Hilton, thank you."

There have been several heavy snowfalls in Shuangshan City, snow plows are working, and traffic is congested.

The thick snow has decorated Shuangshan City into a world covered in silver. It is completely different from the scenery in Shencheng. Here it is more pure and natural.Breathing the cold fresh air, listening to the long-lost local accent, Yunan felt a sense of security all of a sudden, and never came back to give him such a unique feeling.

When it was getting dark, Yu Nan had just walked downstairs of his unit when he saw a tall woman standing on the balcony waving at him from a distance.

It was like every night he came home from high school.

As soon as he entered the door, Yu Zizi held his face in both hands: "Thin, thin, with a haggard face, isn't your school cafeteria too picky? The kind where you have to shake a spoonful of food?"

Yu Nan smiled, eyebrows curved: "That's not true, the aunts in our cafeteria are the best, they don't take the blame."

Yu Zizi clicked her tongue twice, and took the suitcase back to the room for him: "It's not about being in love and thin."

Yunan got stuck.

He originally planned to go home this time and talk to his mother about Gong Cheng, so how should he speak now.

Fortunately, Yu Zizi was dizzy because of the excitement of her son's return, so she didn't find anything wrong with him for the time being, and thought it was really caused by a cold.

"Are you airsick today?"

The heating in the house was fully turned on, she took off Yunan's coat, and helped him get his slippers as she did when she was a child.

The cloth slippers were Hulk style bought at home last year. At that time, Yu Zizi also said that Yu Nan was childish.

Now it has been washed clean by Yu Zizi, just waiting for him to come back and wear it.

"Mom, I'll do it myself." Yu Nan was embarrassed, "I didn't get airsick today. I met someone I knew on the road, he was a doctor, and he gave me a bottle of this."

Yu Nan showed it to Yu Zizi.

Yu Zizi stiffened for a moment: "Doctor."

Yunan said: "Yes. Their whole family are doctors."

Yu Zizi answered vaguely, probably not very interested, and asked Yu Nan to wash his hands and prepare to eat.

My aunt made jerky with chili sauce this year, and left a lot for Yunan to bring over. If she couldn't finish it, she asked Yunan to take it back to school to eat. If she stayed up late for painting or something, she took it out and ate it to replenish some calories.

Yu Zizi talked about the arrangements for the Chinese New Year, and asked Yu Nan when he would get together with his high school classmates this year.

After Yu Nan got off the plane, he hadn't turned it on yet. The students had discussed it in the group before, but there was no final result. The discussion should be almost done now.Yu Nan turned on the phone, and before opening the WeChat group, the phone vibrated.

Caller: Mr. Gong Cheng.

Why it was changed to this nickname, Yunan has already forgotten.

Now as soon as he saw the name, he subconsciously pressed the phone, he didn't want to answer it.

He actually didn't quite believe the explanations that Gong Cheng gave him yesterday, because he didn't know if Gong Cheng was hiding anything from him.

Whether it's the painting, the substitute, or the seasoning, he can't tell the inextricable relationship among them.

All he knew was that Gong Cheng chose not to be honest with him, and Gong Cheng's attitude showed that he looked like a fool.

Even if what Gong Cheng said was true, he could no longer be indifferent.

All he asked for was a unique love.

Yu Zizi picked up food for him: "Spend New Year's Eve with uncle's house, you can go to play with your classmates in the second day of junior high school, but you have to be free on the first day of junior high school."

Gong Cheng sent a message.

Grandpa Gongcheng: [Baby, where are you? ]

Yunan's eyes were sore, and he replied with anger in his heart: [Don't worry about it. ]

Two or three seconds later, he sent out another row of sharp knives dripping blood to express his hatred.

He took a mouthful of rice: "What happened to the first day of junior high school? Do you have any arrangements?"

Yu Zizi paused, and told him: "There is a guest from Chu's family."

Yu Nan was curious: "Who wants to come?"

Yu Zizi didn't know how to answer, so she said, "You will know when the time comes."

Yunan didn't take this matter to heart.

After dinner, Yu Zizi dragged him to look at his tattoo, and couldn't hide the pain on his face: "It looks good, but I can't even see the scar, but I don't know how much it hurts. Yu Ke came back Afterwards, I made a fuss for a long time to get a tattoo, and was beaten up by your uncle to be honest. A few days ago, he sneaked away to get a tattoo on his arm, and he couldn’t bear the pain after cutting half of the thread, so he ran away."

Yu Nan was surprised: "Really?"

Yu Zizi said: "Really! Now he can't do it if he doesn't want to. Your uncle will force him to get the tattoo after the new year. The handcuffs are ready. If he dares to run away, he will be handcuffed until the tattoo is finished." .”

"Pfft!" Yu Nan finally burst out laughing, really finding it extremely funny.

He laughed until his stomach hurt, and even sent a message to mock Yu Ke.

Yu Ke was so ashamed and angry that he said that he didn't have a face to see people during the Chinese New Year, and he would break up with anyone who dared to mention it.

Yu Nan hasn't been this happy for a long time, and he just forced a smile when he came back.

Seeing that he was happy, Yu Zizi reluctantly felt at ease, and then told some of Yu Ke and Yu Tong's dickish deeds, funny stories in the troupe, gossip from the neighbors, and the happy atmosphere in the small house.

At night, Yu Zizi helped him make the bed, took out the washed and dried dolls from the cabinet and piled them on the bed, muttering: "It's so big, you have to hug things to sleep, how many of these toys are there?" It's been a year, you don't feel tired and I feel too tired."

Yunan said: "Because you bought it all."

Yu Zizi scolded with a smile: "It's too embarrassing to say, then I will be so poor that I can hardly get rid of it, and I still have to buy toys for you after a day's work."

Yu Nan lay on the bed and pretended to be dead.

The soft bed was filled with the familiar smell of laundry detergent. The brand hadn't been changed in the house for many years, and the smell was so pleasant that he was about to fall asleep almost immediately.

He rolled around twice, Yu Zizi pretended to be a quilt and didn't chase him away, she covered him all over and covered Yu Nan tightly, it's really her mother's fault.

Yu Nan said sullenly: "It would be great if I never grow up."

Obviously the day before, he still hated himself for being too young.

Crying and hating my age.

He obviously wants to grow up to be 30 or 35 years old, enough to treat the world in the way of a mature man, instead of being fooled by the world.

But when he got home, back to his mother, he wished he could be a child forever.

He will always look like five or six years old, enough to help his mother with some housework, do homework, watch cartoons, and get toys when he behaves well. Toys are the whole world to him at that time.

He can rule his world.

"What stupid things are you talking about?" Yu Zizi suddenly choked up.

Yunan got out of the quilt all of a sudden, his hair was messy, his eyes were round and bright: "Mom?"

Yu Zizi smiled again, and patted him: "It's okay if you don't grow up! You think mom will always be so tired!"

Yunan blinked his eyes.

While tidying his bed, Yu Zizi said: "In the future, when you go to someone else's place, don't put such a mess on the bed. They will laugh at you for not growing up and bully you."

Yu Nan was puzzled: "Why is there someone else?"

Yu Zizi paused for a moment, then said: "Aren't you in a relationship? Don't tell me you won't live together in the future, you won't be doing anything Plato."

After she finished speaking, she asked uncertainly, "" Boys falling in love with boys should be no different from girls, right?I looked it up online, and it seems to be about…”

Yunan: "...Mom!"

Yu Zizi clicked her tongue: "I'm not old-fashioned! You don't have to say it, anyway, I've read some Tanmei novels recently, and I'm about to figure out what's going on."

Yu Nan has never read Tanmei novels.

But he didn't want to talk about this topic because he didn't want his mother to be sad.

Last time he told his mother that Gong Cheng treated him very well, but now he himself is still in a mess, not so sure.

When he sorts it out, he will tell his mother the whole thing.

Yu Zizi continued the topic just now: "Baby Yu, this is how you grow up, you have to grow up, you can't be a mother's baby all the time, you have to see the wider world, know more There are many people. Just like you paint, a mountain is taller than a mountain."

The last time Yun Nan's work was sold for a sum of money and sent to Yu Zizi, she praised everyone she met.

Now everyone knows that Yu Zizi's son, Yu Nan, is a painter and has become Yu Shen's student.

Speaking of this, Yu Nan bit his lip and told her about his fear: "Actually, I... have not been in a good state recently, and it seems that I can't draw no matter what."

Yu Zizi asked him: "Are you under too much pressure? Afraid that you won't be able to surpass the previous work?"

Yunan shook his head, there was deep worry in his eyes: "No. It feels... like someone is pinching my neck, preventing me from thinking."

"Our Baby Yu is an artist. Artists need to overcome these problems sometimes." Yu Zizi patted his head and comforted him lovingly, "It's okay, it may have something to do with your cold. The feeling passes and the inspiration returns."

Yunan was thoughtful.

Yu Zizi only thinks that he is stupid and in a daze, Yu Nan has been like this since she was a child, sometimes when she speaks well, she will start thinking that only he can understand.

The family has long been used to it, and usually they don't bother him at this time.

Yunan's room is very small, and there are so many things, the suitcase has to be moved outside to put it.

Yu Zizi took out the jacket, clothes, etc. for him and hung them up. The socks and underwear were sorted into different categories, and she was almost startled when she saw a mask at the bottom of the box.

Yu Zizi is a literary and artistic worker. After many years, she still recognizes that it is a bright red Nuo opera mask. She once performed a performance in the countryside with her late husband and it was related to this.

"Did you buy it?" Yu Zizi flashed memories and thoughts, and played with the mask in her hand.

Yu Nan came back to his senses and saw the mask.

He was surprised, how could it be in the box?

It should be that he put it away in the suitcase during the summer vacation, and he didn't pay attention to it when he packed the suitcase yesterday.That mask was given to him by Gong Cheng when he took him to see the collection exhibition, but now he is reluctant to throw it away.

The mask gave him the feeling that it more represented the reappearance of his father's memories.

He can still remember the feeling of riding on his father's neck to show off his might.

Yu Nan said truthfully, "It was given to me by someone else."

Yu Zizi sighed: "Baby, your father actually loves you very much."

Of course Yunan understood this: "I know."

Yu Zizi looked at him: "Father must be watching you in heaven, and he also hopes that our baby can live a better life and be happy in the future."

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