rose beauty

The cold wind is bleak.

Yu Nan walked for more than ten minutes, but he still didn't see the gate of the palace.

He couldn't help but hugged his arms tightly, but it wasn't because of the coldness in his body - he didn't feel cold at all, but because he felt helpless.He never seemed to experience this feeling, the reality he thought was destroyed, and what he thought was unique didn't belong to him.

If it is said that he was still a bit rational to Louis' sowing dissension at the beginning, then he really turned into a clown the moment he learned that the painting was painted by Louis.

Yunan met Gong Cheng because of repainting the burned painting.

He still remembered the first time he met Gong Cheng.

Brother Xiao Zhou saw Yu Nan's award-winning figure painting in the college student art exhibition, and got in touch with him through the department, asking him if he would like to copy a work of others.This work is not from the hands of famous artists, on the contrary, the brushwork is a bit immature, and Yunan is required to restore it as close to 100% as possible.At that time, Yu Nan happened to have nothing else to do and the salary was not bad, so he took this part-time job.

It was in the studio of the gallery that Yu Nan met Gong Cheng for the first time.

It was early spring in March, and it was raining lightly, and the glass windows of the gallery were foggy due to the temperature difference between indoor and outdoor.

He walked into the gallery according to the address, and an employee greeted him politely: "Sorry, we are closed today."

Just as Yu Nan was about to explain, someone had already spoken before him: "Let him in."

That voice is very nice, it belongs to the kind of voice that can make the ear pregnant in the legend.

Yu Nan followed the sound and saw a rather mature man sitting on the sofa in front of the bookshelf, with broad shoulders and a handsome face. He looked to be in his thirties and was reading a book wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses.

The man crossed one leg leisurely and nodded to him, for a moment Yunan only thought of two words: elegant.

For some reason, his face became hot and his heart was pounding.

This was a reaction Yunan had never had before.

The man tapped the table lightly with his index finger, thinking: "Are you Yu Nan who came to paint?"

Yu Nan blushed and nodded: "Hello."

There was a smile in the man's eyes, and he introduced himself: "Hello, I'm Gong Cheng."

The painting was stored in the Laughing Studio inside the gallery, half of which was burned, showing traces of charred black.

Gong Cheng briefly introduced the work that Yunan needs to do.

Yu Nan looked at Gong Cheng who looked like a teenager in the painting, and couldn't help asking him: "You still chose to repaint it after it was damaged so badly, does this painting have any special meaning?"

Gong Cheng nodded, and said lightly: "It's very important."

Yunan was confused.

He had learned tonight why that painting was important.

Because the one who painted that picture was Louis.

The door lock code is Louis's, the painting is Louis's, and the place in the palace is also Louis's.

Gong Cheng did not allow him to paint portraits, but Louis could. This shows that Lu Yiyuan had a greater influence on Gong Cheng than he imagined, so that Gong Cheng never mentioned it.

Yu Nan finally understood that the reason why he knew nothing about these things was because Gong Cheng didn't take him seriously at all.

What Lu Yi said was right, in the separation and reunion between Lu Yi and Gong Cheng, he was just a supporting role.

Does that mean that in Gong Cheng's eyes, did he see the shadow of Louis through him?

Yu Nan didn't dare to think about it anymore, his eyes were clouded, and the warm liquid seemed to be frozen by the sub-zero temperature at night, and he refused to fall down for a long time.

"Yunan!"

Someone is calling him.

Yunan came back to his senses, Feng Zirui was driving a sports car, and at some point he had appeared behind him.

The sound of the engine was so loud that he didn't even hear it.

It was so late, if he had been on the highway instead, he might have been hit to death just like that.

Feng Zirui had been paying attention to him since he followed Louis up the stairs, and saw him running down the stairs with his own eyes, while Gong Yiluo was still yelling at him.Somehow, Feng Zirui drove out in his uncle's sports car by accident, and he didn't even care about the dignitaries who were waiting for him to befriend at the New Year's Eve party, so he just chased him out.

Yu Nan's lips turned white from the cold, and there was no trace of blood on his face.

His beautiful eyes were dark, combined with his thin and thin figure, it seemed that he had an unyielding arrogance.The way he looked at Feng Zirui was not friendly, it was like a blooming rose that defied anyone.

Rose……

Ever since he witnessed Yu Nan's faintly visible tattoo, Feng Zirui couldn't separate this image from Yu Nan.

Yu Nan didn't want to talk to him, and went his own way.

In fact, he didn't think about anything at that moment, neither Feng Zirui's previous behavior nor what Feng Zirui said to him about Louis.He just wanted to walk around alone and close his world.

Feng Zirui followed him unhurriedly in the car: "Yu Nan, it's a long way back to the city, and there are still several kilometers to the highway from here. When will you go by walking? I'll see you off in the car. You go back."

Yunan shook his head.

Feng Zirui said again: "You've been away for so long and you're still at the Gong's house. I can take you away faster."

Hearing this, Yunan stopped in his tracks.

Feng Zirui immediately stopped the car and opened the door, Yu Nan thought for a few seconds before getting into the car.

As soon as he got in the car, Yu Nan shivered, and then his body began to tremble slightly: "Can you take me back to school?"

Feng Zirui was very straightforward and didn't ask anything: "Okay."

Yu Nan hesitated for a moment: "Thank you."

As soon as the car drove out of the palace gate, Yu Nan's cell phone rang, and Gong Cheng's name appeared on the screen.

Feng Zirui glanced: "Aren't you going to answer?"

Yu Nan pressed the mute button, leaned his head against the window and said nothing, his expression was a sadness that Feng Zirui had never seen before.

Not long after, a distant loud noise burst into the night sky, and fireworks bloomed.

The new year is coming soon.

During the New Year's Day holiday, there were no people in the dormitory, and most of the students who stayed in school went to the school square to count down the New Year's Eve.

Qin Lefeng is not in the dormitory, so he doesn't know whether to go to New Year's Eve with his classmates or with Brother Mo.Since being with Gong Cheng, Yu Nan has not paid attention to Tan Lefeng's whereabouts for a long time.

His cell phone rang many times and received many messages, and it kept vibrating non-stop.However, he didn't answer a single call, didn't read a single message, and threw his phone on the table as soon as he entered the dormitory, and fell asleep soundly with his head covered.

Gong Cheng couldn't find anyone on the other side, so he ordered Xiao Zhou to go to the school to check, and if he still disappeared, call the police.

When the New Year's Eve party was over and the guests dispersed, Gong Cheng's doubts became heavier and dark clouds shrouded his heart.

In the end, Uncle Ren came to look for him, saying that the security personnel at the gate confirmed that Yu Nan had left with the young master of the Feng family.

"That kid doesn't seem to be ignorant. Did you have any conflicts?" Uncle Ren asked, "Otherwise, why would he leave without saying a word? I haven't seen him tonight."

Gong Cheng knew that Uncle Ren liked Yu Nan, and when he heard that Yu Nan and Feng Zirui had left, he was very dissatisfied, and frowned, "Go and call Gong Yiluo over for me personally."

Gong Yiluo was trying to be good to his mother in the small living room on the second floor, begging for permission to go abroad to study music for a year.

The eldest wife was tortured to no avail by him, and it was New Year's Eve again, and the mother and son were discussing arrangements for studying abroad.It happened that Louis had been living abroad for nearly ten years, so he asked Louis to discuss with him and give some advice.

When the servant came to call, Gong Yiluo looked surprised, and said guiltily: "What's the matter, uncle, didn't you ask me just now? I said I didn't know! Why are you looking for me now?"

The servant said: "Sir, he didn't say what it was, he just asked you to go again."

The eldest wife patted him and urged: "If you tell me, go quickly."

Gong Yiluo complained: "It's just a little lover..."

Louis said, "Let's go, I'll go with you."

The two came to the side hall on the first floor, Gong Cheng stood in front of the window looking out, turned around when he heard the sound, his expression worried.

Gong Yiluo spoke before him: "Uncle, I've already told you that I don't know. If you're so worried, you might as well go find it yourself."

The implication is that since they didn't look for it in person, they didn't mean to worry too much.

Just a little lover, that's all at most.

Gong Cheng didn't want to say more, he just said: "Xiao Zhou called, he's back to school."

A big stone was lifted from Gong Yiluo's heart.

A real person, still a little beauty, suddenly disappeared and it might be related to him, he was actually very flustered.

"That's fine!" Gong Yiluo yawned and said vaguely, "It's too late, I'm going to bed."

Gong Cheng said coldly: "Gong Yiluo."

With a majestic sound, Gong Yiluo didn't even have time to finish his yawn.

He knew that Gong Cheng must have known something, from the tone of his voice, it was almost inseparable, he was going to be finished.

Maybe the matter of going abroad to study music will be ruined because of this, and he suddenly hesitated: "I was just joking...wetting his clothes——"

"I know what's going on."

Louis, who hadn't said a word from the beginning to the end, said.

His expression was flat, as if to say this trivial matter, "I took him to change clothes, said a few words, and he went downstairs. If it was because of this that he left, then I think it was because of him. I'm concerned."

Gong Yiluo was stunned, he didn't even want to confess to Louis, but Louis did it himself.

Gong Cheng finally gave Louis a look, and turned his gaze to him for the first time tonight.

The former lover looked at him as if looking at an object. Louis trembled in his heart, smiled, and said gently: "The child's mental capacity is not strong, it's just a fact, and he left."

Seeing this, Gong Yiluo quietly took a few steps back.

He didn't want to witness any fierce scenes, otherwise the elders' quarrel would hurt his innocent salted fish, and the loss would not be worth the loss. It's not like he hasn't been hurt before.The so-called love between gods and mortals is just like this.

Seeing that the two people present had no time to talk to him at all, Gong Yiluo turned and ran away.

Gong Cheng didn't pay attention to Gong Yiluo, and asked directly: "What did you say?"

Louis pulled a strand of hair hanging down his cheeks behind his ears, and said calmly, "Is what you said important? It's just a passerby, and you and I know it well."

Gong Cheng didn't ask a second time.

He looked at his watch, it was one o'clock in the morning.

Lift your legs and leave.

When passing by Louis, he was suddenly grabbed by the arm.

"I was wrong." Louis was showing weakness, "I was wrong last time, don't be angry, okay?"

Gong Cheng stopped in his tracks, his generous back was close at hand, tempting Louis to hug him.

But the man's coldness is really scary. He didn't get permission, and he didn't dare to stretch out his hand. He just let go of all his dignity, and almost begged for mercy: "You have punished me for long enough this time, and you will bring someone home tonight." Come and punish me. I admit that I am really angry with you...I also admit that those who don't care are all pretending, in fact, I am jealous to death."

Gong Cheng was silent.

Louis couldn't see his expression, he just thought he was waiting for him to continue: "You won, Gong Cheng. I will listen to you in everything from now on, and I will never leave you half a step. I am 30 years old this year, really I won't be willful anymore, will you give me a chance to prove it?"

After saying this, Louis turned to Gong Cheng to face him, his eyes were moist and pitiful.

But Gong Cheng's eyes were only peaceful.

"Let go." Gong Cheng looked down at him.

Louis panicked, real panic appeared on his face, the mask of calmness and self-control was torn, and he suddenly lost so much confidence: "Big deal, I'll give him some more money. I know you like him, and even asked him to get a tattoo." On the rose—”

"Have you seen him?" Gong Cheng interrupted with a terrifying expression.

"As soon as his clothes got wet, so many people in the green house saw it!" Louis was a little excited, "Just now someone asked me in private, how did Mr. Gong get a toy, and I couldn't bear it? This is just a substitute, I can only Say I don't mind!"

Having said that, Louis' words came to an abrupt end.

A big hand grabbed his chin, not tenderly, so strong that he couldn't even move.

Gong Cheng slowly approached, Louis was in pain and nervous.

There was hope in his eyes, and he almost thought that the other party's seemingly ruthless lips were going to kiss him.

It's a pity that Gong Cheng just wanted to let him hear more clearly.

"Why do you mind?"

On January [-]st, Yunan booked a flight ticket back to Shuangshan City.

The school will be on holiday for a few days, and Yu Nan doesn't want to stay any longer, and just waits for the final exam after the New Year's Day holiday to come soon.

He didn't do anything these days, neither answered the phone nor went out, and he didn't even go to Yu Shen's studio.He also greeted the dormitory teacher, saying that no matter who came to him, he would say that he was not there.

One day Xiao Zhou came, I don't know how he got upstairs, and I waited for him for a long time through the door of the dormitory.

I stay in the dormitory all day in a daze, sometimes I just stand by the window for a whole day, and I don’t know what I’m doing.

On the day of the exam, Tan Lefeng finally came back to school and was shocked when he met him in the exam room.

After not seeing each other for a few days, Yu Nan actually haggarded a lot, only a pair of eyes remained, and they were just holding on.

"Baby Yu, what's wrong with you?" Tan Lefeng was very distressed.

"I have a bad cold." Yu Nan said while walking, "Don't worry."

Maybe it was because he caught a cold on the road that day, Yu Nan did suffer from a bad cold.

One night I woke up drenched in cold sweat, and went to take a bath in a daze.It wasn't until the clothes were taken off that he realized that he was still wearing the clothes that belonged to Louis.

The funny thing is, whether it was intentional or not, there was also an embroidery on the clothes that Louis gave him.

Not as Yu Nan expected, there is also a word "Cheng" embroidered there.

Yunan cried out in the wet bathroom.

That night, the dormitory was silent.

The shower head was opened so loudly, and the water was rushing, and he was crying so sadly.

Heart-piercing, crying until his throat hurts, his eyes hurt, his head hurts even more, and his heart hurts the most.His heart was about to split in two, as if someone was cutting it open with a sharp knife, and spread it bloody in front of him.

He loves Gong Cheng.

He used all his feelings and all his sincerity, but in exchange for this ending.

He never wanted to love again.

Hearing that Yu Nan's voice was still a little hoarse, Tan Lefeng believed it was true: "What's the matter? Your Mr. Gong didn't even know to ask you to add clothes. It was so cold a few days ago, I thought it was going to snow."

When Yu Nan heard the words "Mr. Gong", his heart ached, but he subconsciously replied, "It hasn't snowed in Shencheng for more than ten years."

This matter was also told by Gong Cheng.

Qin Lefeng has no doubts about it: "When will you go home? When will you book your flight ticket?"

Yu Nan smiled: "I booked early, and saved a lot of money."

He can still chat freely with his friends, "Are you going back for winter vacation?"

Tan Lefeng said without integrity: "If you don't come back, you'll be burning with firewood. I can't bear to leave for a day."

Not long after talking, he saw Brother Mo's car from a distance, and Brother Mo was waving at them in the car.

Yu Nan bid farewell to Tan Lefeng, and saw him leaving happily, so he put away his smile and prepared to go back to the dormitory.

Yunan walked very slowly.

He was thinking about what to bring home, whether to buy some plasters for his mother to relax muscles and activate blood circulation. There is an old Chinese doctor in Shencheng who is said to be very famous, and his mother suffers from lumbar muscle strain.I also thought about whether I should buy some clothes for my younger siblings. The half of the money I left for selling paintings last time was left over in addition to buying materials for Gong Cheng to make wood carvings and so on.

... It's Gong Cheng again.

Yunan has seen this name many times on his mobile phone these days.

With Gong Cheng's means, there should be plenty of ways to catch him, why did he only make a phone call?

Could it be because he was found out and decided not to continue with him?

This coincided with him.

"Baby." A familiar male voice sounded.

Yunan bumped into a human wall head-on.

Gong Cheng actually calculated the time correctly and just appeared in front of him.

Yu Nan couldn't stop trembling, opened his mouth several times, but couldn't utter a complete sentence: "You, you go away..."

Gong Cheng's car was parked far away, and he didn't let the bodyguards arrest him for a disagreement like last time, but stood by the side of the road himself.

He is tall and has an outstanding temperament. He is out of tune with the many students on campus, and has attracted many passing students to look at him curiously.

In just a few days without seeing each other, Yu Nan lost a lot of weight.

Although he used to be thin, he still had baby fat on his face, so he looked very good.Now that he is thinner, his facial features are more three-dimensional and prominent, and it is almost impossible to take his eyes off him.

Gong Cheng said: "I've been angry for several days, and didn't answer the phone, are you still angry with me now?"

Yu Nan turned his head away, the trembling did not stop, he gritted his teeth and said, "Please go away."

Gong Cheng has been restless these days.

Yu Nan didn't answer the phone, and avoided seeing him, exactly the same as the last time they broke up.

But this time there was a reason, Gong Cheng had no choice but to coax him, and he was worried that the school would use strong tactics to influence him badly, and he was afraid of delaying Yu Nan's final exam—he knew how much Yu Nan valued his studies, so he chose the time when the final exam was over. God found it.

It's a pity that Yu Nan is not just having a temper tantrum.

Seeing Yu Nan's innocent and carefree appearance, Gong Cheng felt a little pain in his heart.

Seeing that the man was not moving, Yu Nan simply switched sides and walked away.

Gong Cheng hesitated for a moment, and followed behind him.

Seeing this, Xiao Zhou wanted to follow, and Gong Cheng made a gesture to him not to come.

At the end of the term, people come and go, and there are many parents who come to pick up the students.

Gong Cheng was among them, and followed Yu Nan up the stairs without hindrance.

Under the strong emotional shock, Yu Nan didn't notice for a while, he didn't expect Gong Cheng to be like this, and it was too late to close the door, showing a look of panic.

It was real fear, like his world was about to be crushed.

"Nannan." Gong Cheng glanced at the situation in the dormitory, "What are you doing?"

Unlike the last time I came, the dormitory was full of sundries.

Drawing paper and brushes are thrown everywhere, and the takeaway boxes that have been eaten are accumulated on the table, which can be described as messy.Those drawing papers are full of inexplicable graffiti, the lines are silent and depressing, and the strokes are roughly forked, as if someone did it violently.

It's Yunan.

Yunan couldn't draw any more.

He was terrified because the only thing he could live by, the only gift he was born with was crumbling.

As if the composer was deaf and the singer lost his voice, he felt the seriousness of the situation.

But Gong Cheng saw more than that.

The clothes thrown on the ground were cut to shreds, and he asked someone to tailor each one for Yunan.

"You go away! You go out!"

Yu Nan was frantically kneeling on the ground to collect those drawing papers, trying to hide them all, but it was too late.

As the dormitory door was closed, Gong Cheng leaned down and hugged him tightly from behind, he kissed Yu Nan's hair lightly, trying to comfort him: "Okay, okay."

Not good.

Yunan was losing his temper.

Gong Cheng turned the person around and saw his appearance, his expression suddenly became very scary.

Yunan's tears flowed all over his face at some point, as if the lacrimal gland was broken, they were still rushing out desperately.

The frightening thing was that he couldn't cry, he was gasping for breath, and he was about to be unable to breathe.

Gong Cheng had learned first aid, so he immediately pressed his chest and breathed him out.

After several mouthfuls in a row, Yu Nan cried out with a "wow".

Gong Cheng had never seen Yu Nan cry so sadly, he couldn't help holding him in his arms, kissing him over and over again to comfort him.

He thought that he would not be moved by anyone again, but the pain in his heart was so real, he almost wanted to cry for Yu Nan, his little thing, why is he so sad.

"Not a substitute." Gong Cheng told him, "You are not a substitute."

Yu Nan didn't seem to listen at all, or he didn't believe it at all.

He cried so heartbroken that in his 19-year-old life, he had never cried like this even when he was scalded and changed his dressing: "You lied to me! You lied to me! I will never trust you again!"

Gong Cheng wiped away his tears with a sullen face, but couldn't wipe them clean: "I didn't lie to you. You are Yu Nan, the unique Yu Nan, and have nothing to do with anyone else."

Yu Nan didn't believe it: "Then what happened to you and Louis?!"

He didn't want an explanation, he wouldn't believe it, the questioning was just an accusation.

Gong Cheng said seriously: "I have nothing to do with him."

Yunan was heartbroken: "He is your ex-boyfriend, or that little gentleman, and he is your younger brother! He also painted that painting. After you burned it, you asked me to paint it! You know everything, but you lie Look at me, let me use me like a fool. You are so bad, I have never seen you so bad! I am very, very disappointed in you, I will never fall for your tricks again!"

"He's not my younger brother." Gong Cheng said, "You think I'm capable of incest?"

Yunan's face was full of tears, sobbing and looking at him: "Gong Yiluo said that your family likes domestic sales!"

Gong Cheng planned to settle accounts with Gong Yiluo later.

He looked serious, and said: "I told you, people in our family were not lonely at all when they were young. I was poisoned once and kidnapped once. One of the mercenaries who rescued me that time was Louis His father, his wife was French, and Louis was under four years old at that time. My father brought them home to take care of them. A few years later, Louis’ mother remarried, and my father left him to raise him. The so-called Mr. Xiao was just a servant. people's names."

Gong Cheng narrated without any emotion: "He and I had a past that was too close together. We studied abroad in different countries when we were teenagers, and our sexual concepts, living habits, and personalities all had great differences. Friction often ends in a breakup."

Yu Nan actually didn't listen to it: "That doesn't change the fact that you love him! You guys still plan to get back together, don't you? Anyway, it's not the first time we broke up, and I'm just a flavoring agent! You get along day and night, and you're still family forever. No matter what, they will not be completely separated. I have nothing, everything about you is not mine, everything is fake!"

Gong Cheng said: "This time it's true, we've never been separated for such a long time, last time I went to his room, there were other people in his room."

Yu Nan was stunned and forgot to cry: "..."

"Being green is not something to talk about." Gong Cheng said again, "Besides, when I was about to restore that painting, I didn't know that I would meet you."

Yu Nan was very sad: "Then why didn't you tell me?"

He felt that Gong Cheng could not stand on any ground. If he had a clear mind, he would definitely be able to find many loopholes.

But his mind is not clear now, and he has no idea what to do.

Believe it or not, his instincts of self-preservation are trying to reset.

Seeing that he showed signs of softening, Gong Cheng couldn't help kissing his lips.

The lips became bitter because of the tears, Gong Cheng sucked it lightly, with endless affection: "Those are not worth mentioning, and he is important only after talking about them."

Yu Nan couldn't understand this logic at all, and cried: "Of course it's important. In other words, he is your first love, your first kiss, your first holding hands, your first time in bed, the first time you bowed your head because of someone, everything It's all because of him!"

As a result, his thoughts shifted, and he said sadly: "Why don't I grow up a little bit, why am I so much younger than you? Why didn't I meet you earlier?... Nothing is mine, nothing is mine of!"

Yunan collapsed.

Gong Cheng lived to be 37 years old, and he has never seen anyone so sad.

Sad to the point that his internal organs are also aching.

Yunan raised her neck, her curves were like a beautiful swan.

His eyes were red and swollen, his lips were red from being bitten by himself, and he desperately hated his age.

Ever since he first got Yunan, Gong Cheng never thought that he would come to this point.

He doesn't want to let go now.

He can even do things that are simply impossible for him.

The kiss gradually became sticky and ambiguous, Yu Nan's outer shell was peeled off, and his soft and soft heart was spread out in front of Gong Cheng's eyes.He barely struggles because he doesn't care anymore.

He didn't know how long he was immersed in the sadness that had nowhere to vent, and fell into a warm mouth.

A man stands high above everything, looking down on all things, and is invincible.

He is in complete control, even in bed.

Yunan was shocked.

Gong Cheng's clothes were neat, he didn't even unbutton a single button, he just frowned after being sprayed in his mouth, and casually pulled a piece of paper and spat it out.When he came back from the bathroom to rinse his mouth, Yu Nan was still sitting on the edge of the bed with round eyes, as if he was frightened, and even forgot to cry.

Gong Cheng looked displeased, obviously doing such a thing made him very uncomfortable.

But Yu Nan came back to his senses, sniffed, and pulled the quilt to cover himself completely.

Gong Cheng helped his forehead, and lay down on the bed, hugging him and the quilt together.

When it was getting dark, Gong Cheng answered a phone call. He had to attend a banquet and told Yu Nan to wait for him before leaving.

"Baby." Gong Cheng kissed his forehead, "Be good, what else do you want to know, I'll tell you, if you cry again, your eyes will break."

Yunan didn't say a word.

At dawn, Yunan packed his luggage and went to the airport.

He was afraid that if he stayed any longer, he would be softened by the man's methods.

Fortunately, the flight time was right, he could leave Shencheng and go to a place that Gong Cheng couldn't find.

He really can't trust people easily.