Bayberry popping beads

The author says:

Warning warning warning warning! ! cp Yi Jingxing x Chen Qian has basically no other plot. The reunion in a broken mirror (really broken mirror, true circle) scumbag (not a petty scumbag) one party gets married (it is really a proof) some kind of extramarital affair (true Affair) Domestic violence (by the woman) No chasing wife crematorium, no revenge, even the ending is not happy Su is not a joke. The plot is really bloody. Are you sure you want to watch it?Don't scold me after reading it, I am innocent.continue tomorrow

The day before Yi Jingxing's wedding, Chen Qiancai returned to China.

He didn't attend the so-called farewell bachelor party on the grounds of jet lag.This excuse was so bad that he himself didn't believe it, but fortunately Xu Qingjia didn't ask too much and refused it for him, regardless of his classmates and friends.

Question, how do you act calm when your best friend and ex-boyfriend is married?

Chen Qian couldn't find the answer.

Squatting on the balcony of the hotel and smoking all night—he has quit smoking for more than two years, he lives a low-carbon and natural life, and one day he relapses because of Yi Jingxing—thinking about it, Chen Qian suddenly became more depressed, The cigarette butts piled up in the ashtray and couldn't be put down, and the sky became brighter.

He simply tidied himself up and went to the wedding venue, so that when he met Xu Qingjia, the other party's face was full of obvious disgust, saying that he smelled too much of cigarettes.

"I'm wearing perfume." Chen Qian said, raising his sleeves to smell, "Can't it be covered?"

Xu Qingjia pinched her nose: "It's better not to spray it, this smell... I can't even describe it, it's absolutely amazing."

Chen Qian didn't answer, but gave Xu Qingjia a blank look, and took a seat at the guest table.Next to him was Yi Jingxing’s friends from college days. He knew many of them. He greeted him with a smile and asked him why he didn’t go yesterday. Jing Xing never pours a thousand cups.

Chen Qian lit another cigarette, smiled and listened to their chat, pretending to be perfect.

Grassland wedding, every inch of land in Yancheng is precious, he never thought that there would be such a place.

I don’t know where I heard that the bride’s family is very rich. At this moment, Chen Qianhuan looked at the flower stand made of hydrangea and lily of the valley, the nine-story champagne tower and wedding cake, the self-service hors d’oeuvres on the long table, and the dress on the other side. The relatives and friends of the bride in the suit thought that what he said was true, Yi Jingxing really found a treasure.

The fresh floral fragrance, the band played a soothing quartet, surrounded by laughter, delicate like a dream.

Chen Qian pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray and burned his finger.

This is too different from the environment of the previous two days.

When receiving Yi Jingxing's wedding invitation, Chen Qian was still watching zebras on the East African prairie.

He went to East Africa to participate in an international legal aid project. He has been there for more than half a year, struggling with mobile phones with no signal, unpalatable food, and insomnia every day.

He was resting that day, and the Americans who were traveling with him wanted to take him to see wild elephants. The two of them and the guide of the local national park drove a convertible car, and the sun was shining hotly, galloping on the prairie.The wild elephants were not seen, but when a group of zebras migrated past, Chen Qian couldn't help but climbed to the roof of the car, cupped his hands to his mouth, and roared like a trumpet.

He yelled: "Yi Jingxing - you bastard -"

The sky and the earth are empty, and there is a lonely big tree standing on the horizon in the distance. This kind of distance finally made him call out that name for the first time.The foreigner next to him couldn't understand, so he laughed cheerfully and booed.

Chen Qian put down his hands, his legs swayed, and the shadow of the brim of his hat covered his eyes.He raised his hand and wiped it, reluctant to admit that even though the breakup was nearly two years old, he was still able to cry at any time because of that bastard.

The mobile phone with a bad signal vibrated in his pocket, Chen Qian thought that the team called him back, so he took it out to have a look——

Come on, be an asshole.

The consequence of over-developed electronic communication is that even the wedding invitations don't have to be delivered in person. When Chen Qian stared at the small program icon in the dialog box, he laughed for a second, and then became angry after realizing it.Without the entity and delivery, he couldn't slap the invitation on Yi Jingxing's face.

Damn technological development.

He didn't even click to see the bride's name, and stiffly replied to Yi Jingxing: "I won't go."

The other party should be holding a mobile phone to send a group invitation, and the reply was very fast: "If you don't come, don't come, but I will definitely deliver the things."

"Send it to your mother, get out."

After Chen Qian sent this sentence, he turned his mobile phone to "Do Not Disturb" in a fit of anger. After a while, he managed to catch his breath, and then took it out to see. He stays.

"Fuck!" He threw the phone into the grassland together.

At that time, he thought, fuck it, I can't go back after living in Africa for the rest of my life.

As a result, within a day, Chen Qian took a small bag of luggage and got on the plane back home in despair.On the plane, he looked bitterly at the sunrise and sunset outside the porthole, feeling extremely wronged.

It's just so cowardly, from the beginning to the future, as always.

"I thought you were so spineless." Xu Qingjia touched the edge of the wedding candy box, looked at the band in the distance, and suddenly said to Chen Qian, "Not only did you run back, but you also went straight to the wedding."

"My mother... I have something to do." He lacked confidence, and his voice was even quieter.

"Is that so?" Xu Qingjia gave a rare smile and turned to look at him.

Chen Qian felt uncomfortable being stared at by him, and pretended to be an ostrich.He didn't want to appear on this occasion, it was the truth, but he thought Yi Jingxing was right, he couldn't tell, so he could only comfort himself, his ex was going into the grave of marriage, I just took a look at which girl was so righteous, why People eliminate harm.

When the master of ceremonies began to recite affectionately on the stage, Chen Qian didn't have any real feeling, until he turned his head and saw Yi Jingxing standing next to the band, his eyes started to heat up again.

He quickly turned his eyes away, and welcomed the bride with everyone clapping his hands.

But the bride couldn't catch his eyes, Chen Qian couldn't remember her bouquet and long wedding dress, his mind was full of Yi Jingxing.

Yi Jingxing wore a black suit, a black tie, a white flower on his chest, and his hair was neatly combed.He seemed to be thinner, his outline was sharper, and he had a faint smile, no one could tell whether he was high or not, but he stood tall and straight, the same as before.

He wanted to smoke again.

"Jing Xing is okay today!" A college friend next to him laughed and slapped Chen Qian on the shoulder. Several people chattered, and he added, "By the way, why don't you become a best man?"

"That's right, Qian'er, weren't you two ferromagnetic back then?"

"There must be a scene within two meters of Qian'er, hahaha——"

"Wow, Qian'er, are you going to cry? Your eyes are so red!"

"Look at him, this is the real buddy..."

When they talk happily, they don't understand what others are thinking, and they package their friendship to last forever.Chen Qian's expression was as usual, smiling casually, and didn't answer: "I don't want to be the best man because I have a good relationship. Damn, marry him off with my own hands. Dad feels bitter and can't stand it!"

Then the whole room roared with laughter, keeping the volume down, they let Chen Qian go and went to see the bride and groom with great interest.Someone said in a low voice, it's really good, Chen Qian touched the cigarette case, and put a glass of water in front of him.

"Drink some water." Xu Qingjia said, he was the one who was truly calm.

"No." Chen Qian picked up the cigarette case and lighter, "I'm going out for a walk, the picture is too beautiful, I dare not look at it."

Xu Qingjia didn't stop him, and looked thoughtfully at the groom who was exchanging rings.

The outdoor wedding venue was actually not that big, so Chen Qian walked around and finally found a corner.Next to the white fence, he could vaguely hear the violin ensemble and vocals. He thought about it, and squatted down with his trousers.

I suddenly regretted it, so I should have stayed in East Africa. Going back to Yancheng would only make me unhappy.

Sometimes Chen Qian was really envious of Yi Jingxing, he was too ruthless, he would end as soon as he said it was over, not only had no nostalgia, but he was also able to send invitations everywhere as if nothing had happened.They haven't spoken yet today, but Chen Qian has no doubt that if they face each other after a long absence, Yi Jingxing can also smile standardly, and then ask him: "How is work?"

He and Yi Jingxing met at the age of 16 and have been together for exactly ten years.

There were two breakups, five or six fights, and countless quarrels, but he never imagined that one day he would be able to watch Yi Jingxing walk away from him to another life—this is what Yi Jingxing has always wanted, "Normal" life.

The first time Yi Jingxing mentioned this matter, they were 23 years old.

At the crossroads between graduate school and work, Chen Qianben had already chosen a law firm, passed the recruitment interview, and suddenly got an opportunity to study abroad provided by the school.He was in Germany, chatting with Yi Jingxing for seven or eight hours, and then one day, Yi Jingxing suddenly said to him, can we break up, I don't want to do this anymore.

It was two o'clock in the morning in Berlin that day, and Chen Qianyi didn't fall asleep that night.

He thought about many things.

Yi Jingxing was different from him, even if they were together, he didn't want to see the light.He said to the public that he and Chen Qian were good friends and old classmates, and he would only hold hands and kiss him in private when they stayed in the small room of the two of them.In other words, Chen Qian knew early on that Yi Jingxing could accept love, but not his own orientation.

Sometimes he wondered if they were too young when they met, if Yi Jingxing grew up a bit, maybe this relationship would not exist at all.

Yi Jingxing would reject him, ignore him, and pretend that he never knew him—even if they fell in love.

Because Yi Jingxing didn't feel that his love was normal from the beginning to the end, Chen Qian tried to persuade him at first, but then he broke up badly every time he mentioned this, he didn't bother to mention it again, and lived in a muddle-headed way.

It is doomed to break up one day, and Yi Jingxing must mention it first.

That time Chen Qian didn't know the reason, before he had time to figure out what stimulated Yi Jingxing, the other party flew to Berlin willfully, saying sorry, I was wrong, and I don't want to be separated from you.

He accepted the apology in a daze, put his sadness behind him, and hugged Yi Jingxing to comfort him for a long time.

From then on, Chen Qian had a vague premonition that he would be let go sooner or later.But the facts have proved that whether he is worried about gains and losses, or whether his heart is as wide as the Pacific Ocean, the result will not change in any way.

And at Yi Jingxing's wedding scene, he still almost couldn't control his emotions.

His legs were a little numb, Chen Qian stood up, the music seemed to be a little softer, it should be the end of the swearing-in session.But he still didn't want to go back, with red rabbit eyes, he couldn't explain it clearly to anyone, so he shook the cigarette case, held a cigarette under his fingertips, and lowered his head to flip through the lighter, trying to calm down.

The smell of nicotine made Chen Qian calm for a moment. He leaned against the fence, lowered his head and took a puff. Before he could spit it out, the smoke between his lips was suddenly sucked away.

"Who..." He raised his head angrily, suddenly lost his voice.

Yi Jingxing in a black suit took his smoked cigarette, brought it to his lips, and held the end in his mouth.

The scene was weird, Chen Qian thought, he and his ex-boyfriend hid in a grove at each other's wedding, he was stuffed with a wedding candy, and his ex-boyfriend was still smoking his own cigarette - when did Yi Jingxing learn to smoke?

He thought so, and asked casually, the other party's canines were pressed against the filter, in a nonchalant tone: "I always will."

Chen Qian was suddenly very angry: "Then why don't you let me say that I don't like the smell of cigarettes?!"

After hearing this, Yi Jingxing glanced at him, and still said calmly: "Liking and tolerance are two different things. If you smoke at that time, your lungs will be completely black. If I don't persuade you, whoever advises you, you idiot."

Chen Qian: "..."

His lungs are about to explode now, what the hell!

But he couldn't get angry with Yi Jingxing's face, it was like that from the beginning.He fell in love with Yi Jingxing purely because of his looks. In high school, Yi Jingxing's foolish temperament could not stop him from standing out from the crowd, so that he approached enthusiastically, pursued, and confessed, but the other party always passively accepted him.

The wedding candy in her hand should be chocolate, wrapped in pink wrapping paper, Chen Qian covered it for a while, feeling a little melted.He peeled off the candy wrapper and put it in his mouth, the sweetness made his throat tired.

"Is it pretty?" Chen Qian said, her voice hoarse from the chocolate.

"Huh?" Yi Jingxing was surprised at first, and then understood the meaning, "That's it, how beautiful girls can be."

Chen Qian laughed: "I thought you had to marry a fairy."

Yi Jingxing didn't answer this time, he smoked very slowly, Chen Qian finished his candy and wanted to leave, but he couldn't move his legs.He was so worthless, he actually cherished every minute and every second of this time, even if it was all silent.

The quartet's repertoire was replaced by canon, a must for a wedding, and every note hit his nerves.

Chen Qian couldn't stand still.

"Yesterday they called me to persuade you." Yi Jingxing said suddenly, successfully stopping his desire to escape, "Our friends in college, now you are the only one who has no family and is almost [-], so you should settle down early. "

Chen Qian laughed to himself: "I'm settled? Who am I with?"

"I don't know." Yi Jingxing said as if he was sighing, "From what they say, you were quite a young man before, and you were more than enough to chase after girls. Now where are you wasting your unreliable thoughts?"

"Here." Chen Qian said, poking Yi Jingxing's chest with his finger.

When he touched the white flower, he exerted all his strength, and when he let it go again, the corsage was torn off.Chen Qian threw it aside, stepped on it and deformed, and finally felt a sense of release.

The two of them didn't talk until the cigarette was finished.

"The smoke is quite sweet." Yi Jingxing said, glanced at the package, but couldn't find it, so he said to himself, "I've come here, can I ask something? I've always been interested."

"You still have something to mind." Chen Qian sneered.

"We've been together...about ten years." Yi Jingxing twisted his fingertips, as if trying to wipe off the smell of cigarettes, this action made Chen Qian very uncomfortable, "I didn't sleep last night, I have been thinking, for such a long time, I seem to have never heard an 'I love you' from your mouth."

Chen Qian stared at him: "Is that why you suspect it now? You have nothing to do."

Yi Jingxing ignored his sarcasm: "I just want to know if you are real...but I only think so when I drink too much, it doesn't matter if you don't answer."

"Yi Jingxing." Chen Qian called him, his heart was about to burst with some emotion, "I came out of the closet in high school, and I was with you after the college entrance examination, and with you, I am 28 this year. I have been by my side for ten years Only who, you know in your heart, so don't ask me such stupid questions."

After the canon was over, he turned around and left, leaving Yi Jingxing in his new life.

At least this time it wasn't Yi Jingxing who abandoned him.