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At nine o'clock in the evening, A Normal High School.

The bell rang for the end of self-study, and the senior high school students who had finally finished school walked out of the teaching building one by one.

He Pingan packed up the textbooks and a stack of test papers and put them in his schoolbag, left the classroom, and walked quickly to the door of the building.

"He Ping'an, wait for me!" Guan Xue was carrying a big and heavy schoolbag with a few books on her chest, and she yelled when she spotted him at the stairs.

He Pingan stopped and turned around, looked at Guan Xue and sighed helplessly, "Oh, hurry up."

Guan Xue walked up to He Pingan with a smile, handed him the books she was holding in her hand, and said, "Get some for me."

Although He Ping'an looked unhappy, he still took the book and said with disgust, "You know how to read and study all day long. With so much information, you are a nerd."

Guan Xue didn't take his words to heart, the two chatted while walking.Crossing the playground in front of the teaching building, He Pingan went to fetch his worn-out bicycle, and Guan Xue followed slowly behind his butt.

Two glasses boys in the same grade passed by, and one of them whispered to the other, "Isn't this Guan Xue from Class [-]? You said she studies well and looks pretty, so why did you fall in love with that little rascal He Pingan?"

Another replied, "I don't know, hey, they are really a couple, I often see them walking together recently..."

The conversation between the two reached He Ping'an's ears verbatim. He froze, then turned around, and pushed his bicycle towards Guan Xue.

He Pingan greeted Guan Xue: "Let's go."

The two walked side by side, and Guan Xue also heard the discussion just now, with a shy face, taking advantage of the cover of the night, she secretly looked at He Pingan.

He Pingan didn't look sideways, his face was expressionless, neither acknowledging the relationship between the two, nor denying the man with glasses.

In Guan Xue's eyes, his unmoved look was more like a kind of acquiescence and encouragement.

Neither of them spoke, and they walked to the school gate in silence.

Guan Xue thought it was sweet, but He Ping'an's heart was already messed up.

Since he left the hospital last time, he hadn't seen Luming for 30 days.

I don't know what happened to Lu Ming's body and mind.

During these 30 days, He Ping'an lived like a year, and his spirit was devastated.

He tossed and turned and couldn't figure out how to further confirm his feelings, so he started to lose his mind in class again.

After being called to talk by the head teacher again, his good friend Zhang Han laughed at him because he couldn't bear the hardship of studying and was destined to be a fool.

A poor student is a poor student, and how long can a person whose grades are always at the bottom be in the limelight?

He Ping'an is still the same He Ping'an with yellow hair who doesn't obey the rules and doesn't study.

Those classmates who were waiting to see his jokes even felt that the ending of such a story was too flat and boring.

Only He Pingan himself knew what kind of struggle he was going through in his heart.

In the blink of an eye, it was the last day of the November holiday. He Pingan really couldn't learn at home, and didn't want to hang out with those friends from the past. Fortunately, he sat alone in the courtyard of the community in a daze.

Just met Guan Xue, who was also in the third year of the High School Affiliated to Normal University.

Guan Xue's family has also lived in this community for more than ten years. They are He Ping'an's old neighbors. They played together when they were four or five years old.

Later, with the growth of age, subtle changes have taken place in the relationship between adolescent men and women.

He Pingan obviously felt that Guan Xue liked him, and gradually alienated her.

Later, He Ping'an has been fooling around, and Guan Xue has become a good student who is known by others as a good student with excellent academic performance, and the two have no intersection.

This time, Guan Xue took the initiative to come over to say hello to He Pingan. The two chatted for a while, and He Pingan had to admit that she was more beautiful than before.

Guan Xue told He Pingan that it was too late for the senior year at school, and her father would go back to her hometown in a few days, and no one would pick her up at night, so she asked He Pingan if he could wait for her to go home from school together.

He Pingan looked at the person in front of him, confused.

There are two villains in his heart arguing.

The little black devil said: "He Ping'an, go home with her after school. You need to make sure that the people around you will be equally moved by girls. Your sexual orientation is the most important thing to be sure right now."

The little white angel said: "He Pingan, don't use her, she is just an innocent passerby, you obviously didn't like her before."

The little black devil: "What if I like it now?"

That's right, He Pingan thought, he's almost there, what if he likes Guan Xue now?

He finally agreed, and agreed with Guan Xue to walk together after school.

Guan Xue left happily, but He Pingan had no choice but to bite the bullet and drive Guan Xue home every night by bicycle.

On their way home, the two would pass an avenue lined with ginkgo trees, dim street lights at night, and yellow leaves everywhere in autumn. . . . . .Every time He Pingan rides here, he will speed up because he will think of Lu Ming.

The fragile and stubborn Luming that made his heart throb that night made He Pingan unconsciously want to get close, but was afraid to run away.

Maybe it's because the scenery is really attractive, maybe it's the misunderstanding of He Pingan's silence before, He Pingan, who was pedaling his bicycle hard tonight, felt his back go soft, and Guan Xue hugged him from behind.

He Pingan's pedaling speed slowed down suddenly.

It turns out that this is the way to be in close contact with girls. Unlike the abundant emotions I had when facing Luming, I didn't feel any different about Guan Xue's petiteness and dependence.

He Ping'an's heart ached fiercely, the kind of heartache he felt every time he saw Lu Ming in pain.

If he keeps escaping and refuses to admit it, he will die of a heart attack, He Pingan thought.

He stopped the bicycle, and Guan Xue let go. He stood up from the back seat of the car and looked at He Pingan with a puzzled expression.

"We're almost at the community, let's walk back." He Pingan said to Guan Xue.

Guan Xue instinctively felt that she would be told something tonight, so she pursed her lips and nodded.

The atmosphere became dull for a moment.

Seeing that he reached the gate of the community, He Pingan still chose to say, "Guan Xue, let's stop here. I can't go home with you after school tomorrow."

"I'm sorry, you are a good girl." He Pingan paused and sent Guan Xue a good person card.

Guan Xue looked at He Pingan, with tears rolling in her eyes, she tried hard not to cry: "He Pingan, I like you, I have liked you since I was a child. We have been in the same school in elementary school, junior high school and high school. You can notice me, but you just can't see. You already have someone you like, right? What kind of person is she? Can you tell me?"

He Pingan couldn't bear it, but finally said: "Yes, I already have someone I like. He, he is a very good person in my heart." He Pingan didn't know how to describe Lu Ming.

A disappointed expression appeared on Guan Xue's face: "So, she is very kind, isn't she?"

He Pingan did not respond to her question, "I'm sorry." He said again.

Guan Xue gradually calmed down, she shook her head, expressing that she no longer needed to apologize to herself, then waved her hand to say goodbye to He Pingan, "Goodbye, He Pingan."

He Pingan couldn't see the expression on Guan Xue's face. He watched Guan Xue safely run into the building, locked his bicycle, and sat down on the bench in the yard.

Looking up, the sky is vast, between the spoon-shaped Big Dipper and the M-shaped Cassiopeia, the North Star shines brightly in the night sky.

While He Pingan was looking for the constellations of Ursa Major and Ursa Minor, he thought that tomorrow should be a sunny day, and Lu Ming would not feel bad.

Tired of searching, He Pingan felt a little cold, got up and walked towards Unit [-].

He figured it out, that night in the community, yellow leaves were falling all over the ground, but he was feeling sorry for Lu Ming, at that moment he had actually realized that he had met someone he wanted to protect.