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01

"I can do it too." Lu Xun muttered in a low voice, sounding like he lacked confidence.

Xu Wangzhi's infatuated expression when he talked about that person made him jealous. Knowing that the other party and that person could no longer have a relationship, he still hoped that Xu Wangzhi would not tolerate anyone else except him.

Anything that man can do, he can do.

He emphasized again, and this time he was a little bit stiffer: "Forget it, I can do it too."

"Don't force it." Xu Wangzhi rubbed the back of his neck.

Lu Xun hated that Xu Wangzhi spoke to him in such a pitiful tone, he bullied himself up, snuggling against Xu Wangzhi's body and blocked him from going back.

Although Xu Wangzhi never thought of retiring.

02

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03

Afterwards, Lu Xun hugged the sleepy Xu Wangzhi to take a bath. Xu Wangzhi was probably exhausted. Lu Xun helped him wash his hair, washed himself, and after he came out, he wiped his body and dried his hair, but he didn't wake up.

He stuffed Xu Wangzhi, who had been washed by himself, into the bed, took a hasty shower and turned off the light, and went to bed. He hugged Xu Wangzhi tightly and closed his eyes, but he couldn't fall asleep.

Counting sheep is useless.

Counting little white rabbits is even more useless.

What happened that night turned into frames and floated in his mind.

He put Xu Wangzhi on.

Although the body is very tired, but the mind thinks that this kind of combination is more real than feeding each other sugar.

The person in his arms moved, murmured "煁煁" in his sleep, and then stretched his arms around him.

Lu Xun buried his head in sniffing the fragrance of Xu Wangzhi's hair, and his heart finally became at ease following the phrase "煁煁".

No matter how high that person's status is, if he voluntarily gave up on Xu Wangzhi, he is only worthy of living in the past, and Xu Wangzhi's future will be his existence.

04

On the second day of New Year's Day, it was Xu Wangzhi's turn to stay out of bed.

Lu Xun walked in and out, ordered takeaways, patted Xu Wangzhi's body to coax him to get up, but he didn't have the guts to pull his ears like Xu Wangzhi pulled his ears.

Xu Wangzhi waved Lu Xun's hand away, last night he was the one who used careful tricks to seduce Lu Xun to him, and today he thought Lu Xun was too loud in his ears.

"Forget, I ordered your favorite beef brisket udon noodles, do you want to eat it?"

"Don't eat."

"What about the curry fish balls?"

"get out."

"Forget, I love you."

"..."

Xu Wangzhi struggled to get up, but he was careful with every movement.Lu Xunhu was fawning on the side, and when Xu Wangzhi wanted to brush his teeth, he squeezed toothpaste for him, and when Xu Wangzhi wanted to wash his face, he handed him a towel.

Xu Wangzhi pushed him out of the bathroom after washing, Lu Xun grabbed the door and pretended to be pitiful: "It was my fault for pushing too hard last night, don't put yourself in confinement just to get angry with me."

Forever Lu Xun, forever a fool.

Xu Wangzhi smiled and asked, "You still want to watch me shit?"

04

The two of them spent the whole morning in the hotel, and in the afternoon Xu Wang knew that he had had enough rest, so he went to V University for a walk.

"What's there to do in school? The temperature is still so low today, you're sure to catch a cold when you go out." Lu Xun lacked interest, took Xu Wangzhi into his arms and kissed him, and then watched boring TV dramas on TV.

Xu Wangzhi pretended to be angry, pushed him away and said coldly, "Then I will go by myself."

Lu Xun hurriedly turned off the TV, and pulled back Xu Wangzhi who had walked to the door: "Add some clothes before going out."

During New Year's Day, there are not many people in the school, and those who are still in school are students from other places or people who take part-time jobs during the holiday.

Xu Wangzhi took Lu Xun to see the lotus pond where V's big lotus hadn't bloomed, the library with rich architectural features, and climbed to the top floor of the teaching building to overlook the scenery of the whole school.

He turned back to the chattering Xu Wangzhi from last night, but Lu Xun was no longer the silent Lu Xun from last night.

On the white-painted stone bridge in the lotus pond, Xu Wangzhi climbed the railing and said: "Every year in May, the lotus leaves will grow luxuriantly, and in early June, the lotus flowers will bloom one after another, and the whole pond will be green. Yes, the pink and white lotus flowers are dotted on it in twos and threes, which is very beautiful." He pointed to where he was standing, "here, he took advantage of no one around to kiss me, and after kissing, he said, 'Jiangtian lotus leaves are endless, little Zhi's face is red.'"

Lu Xun took two steps forward, pinched Xu Wangzhi's shoulders and pressed him against the railing of the bridge, pinched his chin and kissed him, making him sweat in the biting cold wind.

"The lotus leaves in the sky are infinitely green, and Xiaozhi's face is so red." Lu Xun stuffed Xu Wangzhi's hand into his pocket and held it tightly, "If you ask who is your sweetheart, you will definitely blurt out Lu Xun."

In the quiet library, the staff did not go to work, and the work-study students were also lazily taking a nap.

Xu Wangzhi shuttled among the tall bookcases. Apart from Chinese and foreign literature and Tang poetry and Song Ci, he also liked to read suspenseful reasoning.

The books on the bookcase were stacked tightly and neatly without leaving any gaps. Xu Wangzhi hid in the innermost position, holding a copy of Keigo Higashino's "Secret" in his hand.

"He would sneak up on me while I was flipping the pages of the book, lift up my clothes, and stick his warm palms to my..."

Without waiting for him to finish speaking, Lu Xun put his hand into his clothes and moved it around his sensitive waist.

When Lu Xun picked up Xu Wangzhi's clothes and kissed him all over his body, the book in Xu Wangzhi's hand fell to the ground with a "slap".

No one cared to pick it up, and no one could have guessed that the two men were hiding behind the bookcase in the library doing ambiguous things.

On the top floor of the teaching building, Xu Wangzhi leaned against the wall, and the wind blew in his face, blowing his bangs on his forehead.

Under the vast sky, it seems that only he and Lu Xun are left in this world. They met at the best age, in their 20s, they are mature, but they still have the appearance of their youth. They have the courage to face the eyes of the world. There is also the ability to plan for a shared future.

"He swears to God here that he will never leave me." Xu Wangzhi was hugged by Lu Xun, his voice was very soft, "I want to tell him that he is the best and best person I have ever met. .”

"Stop talking." Lu Xun hugged Xu Wangzhi with great strength, enough to embed him into his soul.He rested his chin on Xu Wangzhi's shoulder so that he didn't have to see his tender face.

"I am the one who will never leave you." He was very sad, and he also wanted to be the best and best person in Xu Wangzhi's heart, "I'm so jealous of him."

All the vacancies in life were filled by Lu Xun's warmth.

Xu Wangzhi turned back to the foolish male god who embraced him, and asked, "Why are you jealous of yourself?"

"The one he was referring to was you. It was you who accompanied me to eat bibimbap and made kelp for me, it was you who walked with my fingers intertwined in the night market, it was you who was fed fried chestnuts by me, and it was you who drank with me. In the lotus pond, it was you who pressed me against the bridge railing to kiss me, in the library, it was you who touched me, and here, it was you who said never to leave me.”

Xu Wangzhi was let go by Lu Xun, who looked at him in astonishment.

"On the bed in the hotel, you were the one who took me as your own." Xu Wangzhi smiled triumphantly, without the slightest sense of guilt for making fun of others, "Now you are the only one in my college memories, I can't remember anymore no one."

05

On the third day of New Year's Day, they returned to Shucheng.

After packing up his luggage, Xu Wangzhi got into the bathroom to take a shower, while Lu Xun fiddled with his mini printer on the desk.He took a lot of photos during this outing, and the ridiculous thing is that he begged Xu Wangzhi to take him there on the first night there last night, just to take those few photos with a relaxed and happy mood.

His handbook is very thick, and photos are pasted on every page. In order to match the good-looking photos with good-looking words, he set aside an hour to practice handwriting when visiting the store on weekdays.

"The pure moonlight crawls on the streets, and the eyes of passers-by rest on our implicated hands."

"The fried chestnuts he peeled are so sweet, in fact, I want to bite his fingertips even more."

"We hid in the hidden booth and kissed, and the saliva we exchanged smelled of Carlsberg."

"Wait until June when we come to V University again, maybe we can see the pond full of lotus at that time."

"I was caught by the librarian and we were hugging, so exciting."

"I pressed him again, and this time I remembered to wear the cover, but the particles on the cover made him cry."

"Xu Wangzhi, I swear to God, I swear to the account book, I will never leave you."

When Xu Wangzhi came out of the shower, Lu Xun hurriedly put the notebook under his arm.

"What are you doing sneakily?" Xu Wangzhi asked.

Lu Xun chuckled, even if he was killed, Xu Wangzhi would not be able to see it.

Xu Wangzhi is not someone who likes to pry into other people's privacy, even lovers have to keep a mysterious space.He carried the laptop to the bed, with ten pale fingers sticking out of his wide sleeves typing on the keyboard.

Lu Xun put the ledger and mini printer into the drawer, climbed onto the bed and hugged Xu Wangzhi from behind.After taking a shower, Xu Wangzhi broke away from Lu Xun's arm, and urged him in disgust: "Go take a shower quickly, you smell a lot of mixed smell from the high-speed rail."

Lu Xun, who came back from the trip, is known for his thick skin: "Isn't it just your taste?"

"One more word, believe it or not, I will drive you out of the house?"

"Forget to know," Lu Xun answered irrelevantly, "When will it be your turn to suppress me?"

Looking at Xu Wangzhi's tears-filled face for two nights in a row, Lu Xun was full of anticipation, wanting to realize the mosaic picture he had imagined before.

Xu Wangzhi was not as he wished: "You have the potential to attack, so don't awaken your awareness of suffering."

"It's not because you fed me lollipops!"

Xu Wangzhi grabbed the pillow and threw it on him: "Go take a shower!"

06

New Year's Day is over, those who should go to school go to school, and those who should go to work go to work.

Recently, a boutique opened diagonally across from your house, the kind that little girls love to shop in. Obviously, they found the location is good and wanted to grab business.

For this reason, Lu Xun no longer sleeps in late, Xu Wangzhi wakes up at what time he wakes up, and opens the door for business before the boutique opens, and even puts a soymilk machine in front of your house in a serious way, whenever any guest comes in the morning Consumption, all give a cup of loving soy milk.

As a result, on the second day of the system reform, a distinguished customer was ushered in the store. The other party was wearing a swaying long skirt and delicate makeup that could not tell the age.

Lu Xun immediately stood up, as if the other party was the big boss behind the scenes.

"Mom, why are you here?"

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