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01

It's a great New Year's Day, Lu Xun stays in bed at home, Xu Wangzhi brings the prepared breakfast in front of him to lure him: "Is it delicious? Are you hungry? Are you getting up?"

"Xiang, I'm hungry, I can't afford it." Lu Xun covered his head with the quilt, turned over and pointed his back at Xu Wangzhi.

When he did the same thing, Xu Wangzhi had no scruples in front of him, but he was so ashamed that he wanted to burrow into the ground.Last night Xu Wangzhi fed him the newly bought lollipops. Lu Xun is a newcomer, and he dared not open his eyes when he was pushed on the bed by the other party.

When the lollipop was stuffed into his mouth, Lu Xun's whole body stiffened, and Xu Wangzhi even spanked him, reminding him to be aware of what he deserves.

After letting go, he still had a lot of fun. As a veteran, Xu Wangzhi found his favorite place to absorb sugar without any effort from Lu Xun, feeding him so much that Lu Xun kept looking for the next meal after a meal.

So it has caused the situation that I am too sleepy to get up now.

Xu Wangzhi picked up the lollipop on the bedside table and touched Lu Xun's waist: "If I don't do it again, I will hate you."

The person on the bed didn't move, so Xu Wangzhi simply pulled his ear: "I'll go out in the afternoon and come back the day after tomorrow, so you can stay alone."

02

Ten minutes later, Lu Xun sat at the dining table enjoying the love breakfast that Xu Wangzhi made for him, and looked at the two luggage bags on the other side of the entrance.

"Where are we going?" Xu Wangzhi didn't mention to him where to travel.

Xu Wangzhi unhurriedly opened the zipper of the luggage bag and added something to the hidden compartment inside: "Follow me and you'll find out."

At two o'clock in the afternoon, the high-speed train to Chunhuai City started on time.

Lu Xun sat by the window and twisted around to find a comfortable sitting position. Xu Wangzhi took off the coat on his chest and folded it: "Stand up first."

"Why?"

Xu Wangzhi put his coat on Lu Xun's seat: "It's a three-hour drive, so it's more comfortable to sit like this."

"Do you know that I'm still in pain?" Lu Xun blushed when he remembered what happened last night, but Xu Wangzhi still didn't change his face: "I've been there too, so I can understand."

On the way back, Lu Xun wanted to hold Xu Wangzhi's hand, but he didn't dare to do it because there was a young man playing mobile games in the same row, but Xu Wangzhi took his hand and fell asleep leaning on his shoulder .

Lu Xun knew that he was tired, Xu Wangzhi went to bed later than him last night, got up early this morning to pack his luggage, and when he was waiting for the ticket check before getting on the bus, Lu Xun asked Xu Wangzhi why he didn't choose to take the three-day holiday to rest well, Xu Wangzhi said: "When I'm with you, I want to do more interesting things than rest."

In the carriage, someone was cracking melon seeds, someone was chattering loudly, someone was coaxing a crying child, and Xu Wangzhi was sleeping peacefully on his shoulder, so Lu Xun felt that this world was peaceful.

03

Chunhuai City is the city where Xu Wangzhi lived in college, and V University is his school.

There is a hotel near the school. Xu Wangzhi booked a hotel located opposite the school’s commercial street. When he was in college, he and his partners from the student union had an overnight party there. Than.

After sleeping all afternoon, Xu Wangzhi felt refreshed now. He put his luggage away and went to boil a pot of hot water. When he wanted to call Lu Xing to eat outside, he was already curled up on the bed in the bedroom and fell asleep.

It's not good to wake up Lu Xun, Xu Wangzhi changed his plan, called the hot pot restaurant behind the hotel to cancel the booked booth, took his room card and mobile phone, and planned to pack a dinner and come back to eat.

There is an old store in the commercial street that serves delicious barbecue bibimbap, but that store never offers takeaways, and Xu Wangzhi often queued there when he was studying.

Three years later, the proprietress who spoke with a foreign accent still remembered him, and added a lot of barbecue meat to him while chatting with him.

Before leaving, the proprietress asked, "Why isn't the young man with you?"

She was referring to Xu Wangzhi's boyfriend when he was in college.

In the past, the two always occupied the small square table in the corner. Xu Wangzhi ordered rice, he ordered noodles, and then shared a plate of cold seaweed. The clerk teased that the two were brothers.

Xu Wangzhi pursed his lips and smiled, and said, "We haven't been in touch for a long time after graduation. This time I came to Chunhuai to take my lover for a stroll, and let him try the bibimbap here."

04

Xu Wangzhi returned to the hotel with his meal, but Lu Xun had already woken up, idly lying on the sofa and changing channels with the remote control.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, he jumped up from the sofa and rushed over, and graciously helped Xu Wangzhi take the slippers off the shoe rack: "I'm sorry, I fell asleep because I was too sleepy, and I wanted to go down to find you when I woke up. It was only when I went out that I remembered that the key card was with you."

"Look for me, if you get lost, I will look for you." Xu Wangzhi changed his shoes, put down the bag on the dining table, and took out two lunch boxes from it, "Try this bibimbap, I bought it in the commercial street, I I used to eat it often, but when I was in college, I secretly thought that the barbecue bibimbap in this restaurant could monopolize the business of the entire commercial street."

"Is it that exaggerated?" Even so, Lu Xun was already starving, broke open the disposable chopsticks and started to eat, the rice mixed with barbecue stuffed his cheeks swollen, "Wang Zhi, I think you are right, Someday I will buy this store—”

"Don't be poor, eat quickly, and let's go for a walk after eating."

Lu Xun nodded, picked up a chopstick of cold seaweed and put it into Xu Wangzhi's lunch box, picked up a few more by himself, buried his head in eating, and suddenly slowed down his movements.

"You and him..." He swallowed the food in his mouth with difficulty, and poked the rice with his chopsticks, "Sit face to face and eat bibimbap together like this?"

He couldn't figure out what it meant for Xu Wangzhi to bring him to Chunhuai City, if it was just to travel and relax, if it was to miss the feeling of being with that person back then, what was he standing by Xu Wangzhi's side? ?

05

The atmosphere at the table suddenly became tense.

After coming this time, Xu Wangzhi expected that Lu Xun would ask similar questions, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.Lu Xun didn't look up at him, probably because he was worried that he would lose control of his expression when he heard an answer he didn't like, so Xu Wangzhi pretended to be flat and said: "Well, one person sits on one side of the table, and he eats with his head buried in his mouth. Stuttering, but he will never forget to pinch the kelp for me."

Lu Xun felt uncomfortable when he heard it, and he didn't forget Jiahai brought Xu Wangzhi, why did he recall it so affectionately, isn't he good enough?

The sudden episode made Lu Xun lose the mood to eat, and Xu Wangzhi fed him the last few mouthfuls spoon by spoon, and it didn't make him feel better after the meal. He dragged him out of the hotel, and walked on the night streets of Chunhuai City holding his hand.

There is a lot of traffic around V Plaza, and the neon signs of shops and restaurants of all sizes appear to be a bustling street scene.

In this city where few people know him, Xu Wangzhi seems to have returned to the era of studying. At that time, he acted recklessly and yearned for an unfettered life. Everyone was anxious about the future, and only he enjoyed the frivolity now.

With people coming and going around, Xu Wangzhi held hands with Lu Xun openly, wanting everyone to know that they are not just friends.

"I intertwined with him. He was a bit shy, but he never let go of me." Xu Wangzhi smiled brightly. He wore contact lenses tonight, and his eyes without lenses were very moving under the colorful lights.

Lu Xun had a taste in his heart, Xu Wangzhi once said that he was not used to wearing invisibility, because he would cry when he wore it, so he revisited his old place today, so did he overcome this obstacle?

06

There is a river in Chunhuai City. Local citizens love to walk on the bridge. At one end of the bridge, there are fragrant roasted chestnuts and roasted sweet potatoes for sale.

Xu Wangzhi bought a bag of fried chestnuts, peeled one and put it in Lu Xun's mouth, and peeled one for himself.

"He won't say it when he is unhappy, for fear of affecting my mood. But he is so stupid and I am so smart, I can see through his emotions at a glance. In order to make him happy, I will buy fried chestnuts for him to eat. This stall The fried chestnuts are so sweet, he will be happy after eating them." Xu Wangzhi peeled another chestnut and stuffed it into Lu Ting's mouth, when his fingertip touched Lu Ting's lips, Xu Wangzhi sucked his own fingertip.

Lu Xun was like chewing wax, Xu Wangzhi could see through that person's emotions, why couldn't he see through his emotions?

Chestnuts are very sweet, but why doesn't he feel happy eating them?

After crossing the bridge, there is a bar street on the other side of the river.

There are all kinds of signboards, alleys that smell of alcohol, groups of elders playing cards under street lamps, and under the shadows of trees, there are unrequited men and women kissing.

Xu Wangzhi led Lu Xun, strolled along the stone road, walked to the end of the bar street, and turned into a bar named "Ni".

Hiding, hiding, looking for traces of oneself in the smell of wine and singing.

"We are not greedy for alcohol, but occasionally we will drink wildly once in a while. After getting drunk, we can't help but laugh after thinking about it." Xu Wangzhi chose a booth, which is not far from the stage, I can't see the singer's face clearly, but I can hear her singing clearly.

A very clear voice, full of sadness, singing "Say Goodbye With Tears".

"I'm very selfish. I want to have him for the rest of my life. If one day he breaks up with me due to force majeure, I will never let him go."

The waiter was waiting with the wine list, Xu Wangzhi ordered two glasses of Carlsberg.

The wine came up quickly, and the taste was clear and mellow. Lu Xun took a sip. After listening to Xu Wangzhi's talk all night, he finally spoke at this moment: "I am the one who is with you now."

Xu Wangzhi smiled, took a sip of the ice-cold beer, and after half a glass, he hiccupped, and replied nonchalantly, "Well, it's you."

07

Lu Xun was so sad.

Tonight's Xu Wangzhi is different from usual, tonight's Xu Wangzhi speaks too chicly, Lu Xun feels that Xu Wangzhi does not belong to him.

Xu Wangzhi drank all the wine, and the glass in front of Lu Xun was full. The singer on the stage changed the song, and Lu Xun suddenly got up and pulled Xu Wangzhi's arm.

"Go back, don't go shopping."

When he came, it was Xu Wangzhi who excitedly led him along the way, and when he left, it was Lu Xun who squeezed his wrist and went back in a muffled voice.

If it weren't for the hotel's room card, Lu Xun would have been able to open the door by kicking.

He slammed the door loudly, Xu Wangzhi pinched his face: "Don't be so irritable, it will affect other tenants."

Lu Xun's answer was to drag him into the bedroom, press him onto the bed and kiss him.

Almost using the force of biting, like an angry little beast, swearing the right to possess the prey under its mouth.

"He..." When Lu Xun let go of him, Xu Wangzhi smiled casually, "He is on this bed, taking me as his own."