sunny day

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Jayden could hear something wrong from his tone, and asked him in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

Yan Yang didn't answer but instead asked, "What time is the date and month at your place?"

“2019年11月15日12点43分54秒。”

"There is a child in yellow clothes in front of me on the left. His hair is black and slightly curly..."

Jayden didn't interrupt, but when he finished, he asked, "Where are you?"

Yan Yang knew that the other party had seen it too, so he turned his eyes away and looked at the billboard behind him: "There is a billboard behind me, on it..."

He described what Jayden didn't mention in as much detail as possible. When he described, Jayden was very quiet, so quiet that Yan Yang seemed to be able to hear his breathing.The sound was so close, it seemed that Jayden was right next to him, and he couldn't help but look to the side, the place was still empty.

"I'm where you are standing." Yan Yang looked there for a long time, but couldn't restrain his emotions in the end, he asked, "But where are you?"

21

Yan Yang didn't know how he left.

He confusedly contacted his colleagues, and after learning that they had arrived at the hotel, he hailed a taxi.After arriving at the hotel, Yan Yang was not in a hurry to go up. He subconsciously touched his trouser pockets, and when he found an empty space, he remembered that he had lost his cigarette belt and lighter before boarding the plane.

Just as he was about to take a detour to find a convenience store, Jayden, no, he should be called Yan Yang, said, "Go back."

It's ridiculous, I thought they have a tacit understanding, they can always know what the other is thinking, but now I realize that there is no tacit understanding, they are originally one person.

An indescribable anger welled up in Yan Yang's heart. He didn't reply to the voice, but pushed the suitcase and walked out. After walking two steps, he stopped suddenly.

He suddenly felt that he was so boring.

I don't know when snowflakes floated in the air.

Yan Yang stared at Xue Hua for a moment, then turned around and walked into the hotel.After he got the room card and walked into the elevator, the voice that had been silent for a long time spoke again, and he said, "Don't do this."

The sharp thorns all over Yan Yang's body instantly collapsed at the moment these words sounded.He wanted to say something, but there was a hard object in his throat, which made it difficult for him to breathe.

The other party didn't get a reply, and said again: "Don't do this."

Yan Yang raised his head vigorously. He avoided the reflection on the elevator door, stared at the numbers that kept jumping up, and blinked: "I know."

He knew the other party was innocent.

He knows he is innocent.

He knew that all of this was due to fate...

Everything he needed to know, he already knew at the airport.

But so what?

Their change began in 2000, when 7-year-old Yan Yang stood in front of the hobby class and faced a choice. One Yan Yang chose the Olympiad, and the other Yan Yang chose the violin.

Time and space are split.

In the summer of 2019, Yan Yang, who chose the Olympiad, bought a violin on impulse. Time and space began to converge, and they heard each other's voices.

Jayden said: "I didn't say the name at the time because..."

"Because you think I'm too bad at playing the violin, and you don't want to have the same name as me." Yan Yang said softly, "I know."

He knows everything, and that's why he thinks it would be nice if Jayden was a stranger named Jayden, at least that's...

He didn't say anything, and the other party didn't ask.They have some innate tacit understanding, even the choice afterward.

They chose to distance themselves.

Can't tell who started it first.

They no longer get together to discuss trivial matters, no longer share their lives, time and space seem to be divided again with that trip to Italy, and they are still in two parallel lines that do not intersect.

The benefits are unknown, but the disadvantages are obvious.

At least Yan Yang, who chose Mathematical Olympiad, is like this. He can't help but search for the voice on the other side. He feels anxious because he suppresses his desire to talk. Even when he finds that the other party is also in poor condition, he starts to suffer from insomnia.

He knew where the source was, but not why.

He has tried to return to the right path, such as pretending nothing happened and continuing to communicate, but he couldn't go back. When he sensed the other party's emotions, the other party obviously understood his mood.

They were originally a person, and their emotions were naturally clearer than outsiders.How can he talk about appeasing the other party when he hasn't adjusted himself well.

Things got worse again.

When he found out that Jayden made a mistake in playing due to poor condition, Yan Yang couldn't sit still, and he considered seeking help from a psychologist.Face-to-face conversation is obviously impossible, Yan Yang was ill and went to the doctor in a hurry, thinking about the way of online doctor.

Now that he had made a decision, Yan Yang found a doctor online that night.He placed the order boldly, and the customer service immediately matched him with an expert doctor who was said to be the most experienced.

The doctor added him as a friend and tried to talk to him.

Yan Yang cheered up to communicate with him at first, but after chatting for a few words, he found that the doctor was a model player with a mouth full of chicken soup.Anyone can tell the truth, but Yan Yang was impatient to listen to his nonsense, so he immediately went to the customer service and asked for a refund.

Unexpectedly, this listed psychological research institute, not only the doctors are dehydrated, but the service is also problematic.The customer service tried to persuade him to change, but then turned around and told the doctor who was still exporting chicken soup.

Before Yan Yang had time to delete the friend, the doctor had already started to ask the reason for the replacement.

Due to his mood, Yan Yang explained in a rare way: "You are too bad."

After these words were sent, the other party was silent for a moment, and then sent a message: "With your personality, you deserve your failure."

Something wrong.

Yan Yang didn't respond anymore, he quickly deleted the doctor.The next doctor came for a long time, and while waiting, the word "failure to appear" always appeared in his mind.He didn't know the exact meaning of the word, seeing that the next doctor hadn't applied for a friend yet, he simply opened Baidu and searched for the meaning of "Ben Xian".

The Internet's interpretation of it is from online dating to real world love.

gab.

Yan Yang sneered, and wanted to close the page, but he couldn't click after moving the mouse to close.His eyes moved to the explanation again, he read the line of explanation again, and his eyes stopped on the last two words.

"in love".

All the previous puzzles and anxieties suddenly had an outlet. They pierced through the cover and roared to tell him:

"you like him."

In the winter of 2019, Yan Yang had a secret.

He fell in love with someone.

That man was a violinist, that man loved life, lived with purpose, and lived with determination.That person seemed to understand him naturally, every word he said, every reaction he made could always poke the soft spot deep in his heart.That person awakened his numb life, that person made his heart beat again, and made him discover the beauty of life.

He liked that man, very much.

His heart will be tense because of him, his emotions will fluctuate because of him, and his breath will be short of breath because of him, but he also knows that he will never be able to be with the other party.

because……

That person is in a space he can never touch.

Yan Yang knew that he would feel so uncomfortable, because he thought: It would be nice if Jayden was a stranger named Jayden, at least in this way, he could still look at him from a distance and say to him, "Hi, hello".