sunny day

22

Yan Yang has no shortage of admirers. When he was a student, many people confessed to him, but only one of them left a deep impression on him.That man chased him from high school to college, so that Yan Yang was not very annoyed, and even said cruel words in the end.

After a long time, the face of that person has become blurred. Yan Yang found that he still remembered what he said at that time.

The man said, "I just want to convey to you that I like you."

Hearing these words now, Yan Yang still couldn't agree, but compared to that time, he suddenly understood that person's mood.

When you like someone, you expect a response.

It's just that the man was able to repeat it over and over again, but he couldn't open his mouth, even if he pretended it was a joke.

Yan Yang on the other side might have noticed something and became more silent.Apart from the necessary social interaction, both of them became dumb in private. Yan Yang didn't know what he had done, but he couldn't help but speculate on the other's actions.

This behavior is horrible, like a shameful voyeur.

Yan Yang couldn't stand himself becoming like this, so he began to establish social relations for himself.He actively participated in the company's team building activities, he paid attention to the marathon, and even made a lot of friends all of a sudden.

With his changes, life has become more compact, 24 hours a day is full of arrangements, and it seems that missing each other requires time.

Yan Yang successfully used life to anesthetize his emotions, he seemed to have stripped himself out of the vortex of secret love, and could be a ruthless and loveless social animal as usual.

At least, he thought so.

But when Jayden called his name in the middle of the night one day, he found that his hard work was in vain. As long as he heard the voice of the other party, all the armor would be removed, and he would still respond when the other party called him: "I am here."

The other party called out and stopped talking.

Yan Yang didn't wait for an answer, but the emotion suppressed in his chest opened up, rolling and rising.He desperately wanted to hear the other person's voice, and opened his mouth to start a conversation, but he didn't know what to say.

Silence spread between the two.

The room was quiet again, as if not even the sound of breathing could be heard.

Yan Yang tossed and turned for a long time, but he couldn't calm down. He closed his eyes and passed out until the sky became light.When he woke up, the alarm clock hadn't rung, and he was holding the phone tightly in his hand.He unlocked the phone and found that the phone page was stuck on the ticket booking page, and the itinerary destination was Italy.

Yan Yang's mind went blank for a moment, and when he regained his sanity, he had followed the instinct to press the "pay" button.The software did not jump to the next step with his click, it seemed to be awakened by Yan Yang, and hastily threw out a reminder that the order had expired.

"expired".

Seeing this word, Yan Yang shuddered and came to his senses.

Because of this incident in the morning, Yan Yang was out of his mind all day long. Whenever he uncontrollably picked up the phone and didn't have the courage to open the software, he could only repeat the action of picking up and putting it down.

He thought, he still wants to go to Italy again, he wants to follow the life trajectory of the other party, and visit the places where the other party often goes.

But at the same time, he also understood that the other party's traces had been erased by himself, even if he traveled all over Italy, there would not be a person named Jayden there.His place and the path he walked will be replaced by all kinds of strangers.

He couldn't find each other.

Yan Yang knew this clearly, so he rationally told him not to do useless work.

He knew the truth, but his emotions were out of control. He struggled throughout the day, but when night fell, he bought a plane ticket and took a leave of absence.

In any case, he still wanted to see it.

23

Yan Yang thought he would suffer from insomnia, but in the end he slept peacefully until dawn and had no dreams all night.He calmly packed his luggage, sat in the house, and waited for his departure.The driver arrived as scheduled, and Yan Yang wanted to avoid it, but he connected the phone in the middle of the night thinking about Italy.

Unexpectedly, just as the phone was disconnected, a voice rang out: "Are you going on a business trip?"

"Yeah." Yan Yang paused on the spot, "Haven't slept yet?"

"Correct."

Yan Yang wanted to say something, but the words came to his lips, but he gave up. He picked up his luggage and walked outside: "Go to sleep."

The other party didn't answer, and it took a long time before he said "hmm".

Yan Yang stopped talking, he saw the driver.

The driver enthusiastically helped him put his luggage away.When the trunk was closed, Yan Yang suddenly thought of retreating. Prompted by his emotions, he subconsciously called out: "Jayden..."

The other party seemed to be waiting on the sidelines, and almost replied at the moment the words fell: "I am here."

"Huh?" The driver heard the sound and looked back.

Yan Yang regained his sanity, shook his head at the driver, and got into the back seat.The car drove forward slowly, Yan Yang didn't know what he was thinking, his mind was in chaos, he seemed to be thinking about many problems, but he seemed to be thinking about nothing.

Seeing that the airport was getting closer, Yan Yang simply gave up control of his brain. He relied on his muscle memory to get out of the car, pick up his luggage, and go through the check-in procedures.

The security check line was very long, and Yan Yang stood in it, walking forward along the flow of people.In front of him was a group of students, full of energy and chattering non-stop.The noise they made successfully distracted Yan Yang's attention, and he relaxed his breathing, trying to disperse his attention in more places.

For example, the radio reminder that keeps ringing.

For example, count the number of people in line.

Another example is the number of the window...

Yan Yang tried his best, but his brain was out of control. It was still capturing the sound of another time and space. He could clearly hear every breath and every word of the other party.

At this time, the other party seemed to be asking for directions, which way...

In the blink of an eye, Yan Yang realized something, he swallowed hard, turned around and ran towards the exit.

Jayden seemed to be saying something, but Yan Yang didn't hear clearly, he just said, "Wait for me there."

After finishing speaking, he stopped a taxi and got on the driveway: "Wu Shi Road."