Ponytail girl, can we not break up

Mosquito: Hey, are you still alive?There is no movement in the circle of friends, and the message is not replied, pretending to be dead?

Zipei: Really dead, something to burn paper!

The seven-year relationship was broken like this, but I could only accept it passively, and I didn't even have the chance to meet each other.Even if I was only separated by a wall in that strange place, I was helpless!Lin Yu's voice seemed to be fixed on the day they quarreled. After returning home, Zipei became seriously ill. She didn't want to contact anyone, and she didn't want to go to work again. Her sister found a relationship to help her approve a long vacation, and she just didn't know what to do every day.It seems that all communication platforms exist only for one person, and without that person, everything becomes meaningless.If it hadn't happened to her, Zipei really wouldn't believe that there would still be people in this age who would suffer from a serious illness because of a love affair!

Mosquito: As for you?Why don't we just break up?I have never seen you like this, because you are abandoned by one person, do you have to abandon the whole world?

Silence, the screen became quiet for a moment.It took a long time before Zipei typed a few words.

Zipei: That's right, what about me?Isn't it just breaking up...

Zipei has always believed that no matter how deep the wound is, as long as the time is long enough, it will heal. She also always thinks that she can disguise herself very well.But some people, some things are a wound in the heart that is difficult to heal, no matter how long it has passed, it still hurts when touched...

Mosquito: Oh, I know you can't let go, but it's been three months, she just disappeared, the phone number is changed directly, all your contact information is deleted, it's like this, what do you think you are still guarding Woolen cloth?

Zipei: I don't know... I just think that one day, when I don't care, she will be behind me when I turn around!In fact, I know, maybe we will be like this in this life!

Mosquito sent a hug emoji, and Zipei stared at the screen for a long time before returning a hug.Ever since she was with Lin Yu, Zipei almost only sent her the emoji of hugging.Because distance always makes people feel uneasy, lovers who can only perceive each other by phone will always highlight their care for each other in some details.Zipei's expression at this time may be a trace of guilt from the bottom of his heart for the friendship and family affection he has neglected...

Mosquito: At the beginning, everyone advised you that it is difficult to persist in a different place, let alone your situation.This world is not tolerant enough to accept everything, if you want to walk through thorns, you are destined to be riddled with holes!In fact, we are all just worried that you will only be left with yourself in the end, with only bloody wounds left!

Zipei: I...know!I know it all... But I was addicted to everything she gave me from the very beginning, and I couldn't extricate myself.How come I don't know that this road is difficult... Her pampering, her caring that knows me better than me, her tenderness... This is something I have never felt before her!It's like sleeping on an iron block all the time, and suddenly there is a soft pillow, anyone will be greedy and addicted to this softness.

Mosquito: This is like a dream. After enjoying the sweetness of the dream, you should know that one day you will have to face the coldness of reality. We don’t want to see you like this all the time, Pepe.

Dream?Maybe it was a dream!Zipei suddenly felt that all this was really just a most real dream.Could it be that Lin Yu had never really appeared in his life before? Could it be that these seven years were just a dream that he wove, and she only lived here, so once the dream woke up, everything would be gone without a trace!

Zipei: Thank you mosquito, I will be fine.

There are some people who will always pull you up in an almost brutal way when you are sinking, and then gently wipe the mess for you. These are friends!Zipei said thank you to the mosquito, sincerely.After so long, maybe I should try to live in reality!Why do you want to draw yourself a prison that you can't get out of for a lifetime?She put down her mobile phone and opened the curtains, the sun hurt her eyes through her half-closed eyelids, the two lines of tears were so crystal clear under the long-lost sunshine, and so desolate...Maybe it's time to wake up.