Ponytail girl, can we not break up

A strange city will become familiar because of a certain person, because she always tells you every bit of life, every place she has been to, and tells you in various forms from the other end of the screen.Text, pictures, videos... After a long time, you will feel that you are participating in her life every day, and you seem to have been to every place she talked about.Familiar places will also become strange because of a certain person, because you will never find that person again after walking through every street and counting every street lamp.

Everything in front of me became pale and monotonous because of the vacancy on the left hand side, and all the things that were once familiar became strange overnight, so strange that I dare not approach it!Zipei raised her head, tears fell silently from the corners of her eyes, why is Spring City in February so cold like winter? !

Sister: Pepe, is the journey going well?How is Xiaoyu?How are you?I have asked you for a week's leave from your unit. If it doesn't work, I will go and have a look.

Sister: I saw the message and got back to me. I was a little worried because you didn't answer the call.

Zipei looked at her sister's series of questions and worries, crying like a child through the screen on the streets of a foreign land.But how can she let her sister know how she feels at this moment?

Zipei: Sister, I'm fine, and Xiaoyu is fine, no need to ask for leave, I have a ticket for tonight.

Zipei: I'll be back soon, don't worry.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while before my sister sent me a line.

Sister: It’s fine, it’s fine!

Zipei: Sis, thank you!

Sister: Thank you for what?

Zipei: Everything you have done for me.

Zipei rarely sent a hugging emoji to his closest relatives.Family affection is always ignored, but when you need it, you can always feel the warmth.In a certain period of time, we have all died for a love, and then healed in the arms of our loved ones.Because relatives will never stay away from you in any name, even if you never take the initiative to maintain, they will not push you away when you need it.

Sister: Silly girl, you are my family, thank you is for outsiders.

Yes!Because I am a family member, I ask for it without knowing what to get back, because I am a family member, so it doesn’t matter how much I hurt them... Zipei suddenly remembered what my father said that year... No matter what happens, no matter what kind of person you are, you will always They're all daddy's kids!That tough man always bleeds, sweats and doesn't shed tears all his life, but when his hair was white, he cried bitterly for himself... For a moment, she seemed to understand Lin Yu's mother's feelings. Everything she did was just to protect herself. child!

Zipei: When I arrive in your city, I can’t see your face, hear your real breathing and heartbeat. At this moment we are so close but so far away!Cutting off the audio is like really breaking off all relationships. At this moment, thinking about how stupid it is to talk on the phone all night but fall asleep.I always feel that there are countless nights that we can kill, but in a blink of an eye, we can't even say goodbye...

Zipei sat by the lake where he and Lin Yu had seen seagulls, letting the damp and cold wind sort out his chaotic thoughts.She opened the text message, edited a text, and sent it to the number that might really never get any response.

Zipei: I never expected such an ending, it ended so hastily... I don't know how to deal with it.When I came here, I was ready to leave this world with you, but in the end it was just me leaving your world... Maybe it is really like what my aunt said, you will be fine without me!You need someone to take care of you, to carry all the weight of life for you, instead of letting you use your thin back to shield another person from wind and rain.

Zipei: There are so many things I want to tell you... but I don't know where to start... I'm leaving, I've been to your city, I've stayed in it, but I just passed by after all!

Raising her hand to wipe the salty liquid from the corner of her lower lip, Zipei turned around and left the scenery that no longer belonged to her behind.Every step of leaving is so heavy, but my heart becomes very light, as light as a cloud on the western mountain, a breeze can tear it apart!