you are with the light

When the summer vacation was almost over, Gu Jinbei came back.

He seemed to have lost weight and haggarded a lot. Chen Ke looked at it with distress: "I won't go back next time."

"Not going." Gu Jinbei looked at Chen Ke and said, "Have you made up your mind?"

When this person came back, he hurriedly asked this question, which made Chen Ke's expression change, but he still tried to pretend to be calm: "What do you think?"

He lost his memory again.

Gu Jinbei didn't ask any more questions this time, just said: "It's nothing, I'll go out to eat tonight, eat something good."

Saying that it was a good meal, the two finally found a random restaurant outside to settle their dinner. The two had their own concerns, and they didn't even chew what they ate in the end.

At night, Gu Jinbei still shamelessly rubbed himself onto the bed, and lay down next to Chen Ke.Probably because of a different state of mind, Chen Ke always felt that this was a bit weird, which made him feel awkward.He said, "Don't rely on me."

These words were no different from the past, Gu Jinbei just ignored them.But Chen Ke got serious: "Don't rely on me...what do we look like now!"

Afterwards, the tone was slightly higher, which shocked Gu Jinbei.He hesitated for a while, then moved to the side, leaving a gap between the two.

"I thought about what you said," Chen Ke said slowly with his back to Gu Jinbei, "You are too young..."

"I'm eighteen."

"Eighteen, yes, you are only eighteen." Chen Ke's voice did not fluctuate, even with a hint of coldness, "You have just grown up, do you know what liking is?"

"I know." Gu Jinbei got up from the bed and went to Chen Ke's side, "Don't underestimate me, I know much more than you."

Chen Ke smiled.

"Don't laugh. If you understand, just tell me." Gu Jinbei was a little annoyed.

Chen Ke was speechless.

"I like you. I want to laugh when I see you. I feel happy when I think of you. It's that simple to like you." Gu Jinbei said, "What are you worried about?"

"I..." Chen Ke was speechless for a moment.

He worried too much, worried about this and that, sometimes it was the sex of the two of them, and sometimes it was his own body, each of them made him irritable and disturbed.

"If it's just gender, it's not a big problem." Gu Jinbei said, "Can't a man love a man? Can't I love you? We are all human beings, and reproductive isolation doesn't even exist."

Chen Ke was silent.

Gu Jinbei is now more aggressive than ever before: "I just want to know if you like me too, I just need a response from you, that's all... Are you willing?"

Chen Ke closed his eyes: "Sleep."

He felt Gu Jinbei approaching, he didn't think much, thinking that this person wanted to hug him as usual.Originally, he planned to half push and half let him go, but this time he made a mistake.The soft lips landed on his lips, like a dragonfly on the water, they would leave as soon as they were touched, but there were layers of ripples in his heart.

Chen Ke opened his eyes.

Gu Jinbei's face was close at hand, he looked at him with love, passion and desire hidden in his eyes, Chen Ke could feel sparks erupting from Gu Jinbei's eyes and falling on him, making him feel uncomfortable all over .

It shouldn't be like this.

Chen Ke's brain is more awake than ever, but his body is more disobedient than ever.

Gu Jinbei leaned over to kiss him again.

Chen Ke's reaction was too slow, when he realized that he wanted to push Gu Jinbei away, Gu Jinbei took the initiative to back away again.He could only stare blankly at Gu Jinbei.

Gu Jinbei smiled at him.

That little canine protruded from the corner of Gu Jinbei's lips, it was so cute, it made Chen Ke's heart soften.

"You don't hate it, do you?" Gu Jinbei said.

"Hate... what?"

"Kiss. ​​When I kiss you, you don't hate it, do you?" Gu Jinbei is like the witch who lures the princess to eat the poisoned apple in Snow White, and her words have a deceptive magic power, "If you can't see through Our own hearts, why don't we try."

"Try... what?" Chen Ke was a little confused at the moment, the surrounding temperature was too high, which made him feel a little lack of oxygen, "Us?"

"Yes, us." Gu Jinbei finally made up his mind, "Let's fall in love, like ordinary people."

These words were too deceptive, Chen Ke was bewitched by him, and nodded.

Impulse is the devil.

After Chen Ke nodded, his mind cleared up a lot.He couldn't believe that he agreed to Gu Jinbei so easily, and he didn't dare to admit the slight liking in his heart.

But it seems that now, it seems too late to repent.

Gu Jinbei's kiss fell with his nod, with a scalding and scorching temperature that almost burned him up, burning him to ashes together.

Chen Ke opened his mouth slightly, and Gu Jinbei took the opportunity to attack the city.He is strong, and usually hides too well, but suddenly showing up makes Chen Ke a little uncomfortable.In the end, he pushed Gu Jinbei away and wiped the saliva from the corner of his mouth: "Is it all right?"

This is far from enough for Gu Jinbei.He was too greedy and wanted more.He knew that Chen Ke would not reject him.

He rubbed against Chen Ke, making Chen Ke clearly feel the change in him: "Help me."

Every time there is a first time, there will be a second time. The so-called first time is familiar and second time is familiar. When Chen Ke got started, he thought sadly that he was really too used to Gu Jinbei.

Gu Jinbei started to pay attention to Chen Ke when he was comfortable: "I'll help you too." He tried to put his hand into Chen Ke's pants, but Chen Ke caught him: "No, don't."

This action undoubtedly poured a basin of cold water on the head of Gu Jinbei, who was in a state of excitement, and brought him back to his senses a little bit.

"You don't like it?"

"No, it's just... not used to it yet." Chen Ke grabbed his hand without letting go.He was afraid that Gu Jinbei would find out his secret, which was really hard to tell.

Gu Jinbei didn't say anything more.He didn't dare to be too greedy, this was enough, it was a great thing to be able to coax Chen Ke into being with him, he couldn't push his feet and ask for too much.

At night, Gu Jinbei had a good sleep with Chen Ke in his arms.When he woke up in the morning, he was still a little dazed, and when he recovered, he was so excited that he couldn't fall back asleep.

The change in the relationship made the atmosphere between the two of them more subtle. Gu Jinbei looked at Chen Ke with undisguised possessiveness and liking. At that moment, he finally understood Xia Yin's feelings for Gu Zhong.

He belongs only to me.

Ever since the so-called relationship was established, Chen Ke found that Gu Jinbei was becoming more and more clingy.He penetrated into his life almost everywhere, occupying his private space forcefully and domineeringly, and after a few words, he looked aggrieved: "Aren't we in a relationship?"

Chen Ke was afraid of him.

After finally getting to the start of school, Gu Jinbei got busy.Just when Chen Ke thought he could catch his breath, Meng Dujiang told him about a culinary competition. If he won a prize abroad, he would be promoted to head chef when he came back.

This made Chen Ke a little moved.In the evening, he called Gu Jinbei and told him about it. Gu Jinbei was silent for a while, and finally said: "You go."

This made Chen Ke a little surprised: "You don't stick to me anymore."

"I think so too, but you are an independent individual, so you have to have your own pursuit." Gu Jinbei said, "It's good, you don't have to compromise for me."

Gu Jinbei is so free and easy, but he is not used to Chen Ke's side.When he left, Gu Jinbei skipped class to see him off. When he passed the security check, Chen Ke looked back at him, saw Gu Jinbei looking at him, and smiled at him.

Chen Ke suddenly felt an urge to stay.

But he just thought about it after all.

He was a little depressed along the way, Meng Dujiang saw it, and said jokingly: "You and your brother have a good relationship."

Chen Ke nodded, not saying that his younger brother is no longer his younger brother.

The process of the competition went smoothly. The day when Chen Ke won the prize was fine, cloudless and sunny.

When returning to the hotel to pack things, Meng Dujiang knocked on the door and came in.He looked at Chen Ke for a long time, but in the end he still didn't say what was on his lips.

Men like men, saying this is too shocking, he was afraid of scaring Chen Ke, so he finally decided to proceed step by step.

He thought so wonderfully, and took great care of Chen Ke on the way back to China.After getting off the plane, he said that he would take Chen Ke to dinner to celebrate. Chen Ke smiled apologetically at him: "Sorry, I may not be free tonight."

Meng Dujiang could vaguely guess that he was going to be with Gu Jinbei, so he said: "Then call your brother, and the three of us will have a meal together."

Chen Ke hesitated for a moment, but agreed.

Gu Jinbei came to wait for Chen Ke early in the morning. When he really waited, his good mood became worse because of Meng Dujiang next to him. When Meng Dujiang said to take the two of them to dinner, his face Almost all dark.

Although he didn't want to, he didn't say badly.Anyway, Chen Ke is his boyfriend now, no matter how courteous Meng Dujiang is, there will be no results.He comforted himself like this, but he felt better.

Along the way, Meng Dujiang always felt that the atmosphere between the two was weird. He vaguely smelled the sour smell of love, but when he looked closely at the relationship between the two, he felt that it was no different from ordinary.

Halfway through the meal, Chen Ke went out to use the bathroom, and Gu Jinbei stood up and said they wanted to go together.He has always been so clingy, even Meng Dujiang didn't feel that something was wrong.

When Chen Ke entered the toilet cubicle, Gu Jinbei followed suit.Just as Chen Ke frowned and wanted to say something, Gu Jinbei leaned him against the wall of the cubicle, bowed his head and kissed him.

It was so sudden, Chen Ke didn't react to anything, his mind went blank, and he couldn't think, so he could only passively open his mouth to let Gu Jinbei attack the city.When Gu Jinbei was satisfied, he let go of Chen Ke.

"You..." Chen Ke wanted to say something to him, but he didn't say anything in the end, "Go out, I need to go to the bathroom."

Gu Jinbei showed a slightly frivolous smile, and then went out obediently.He was standing at the door, and Chen Ke knew, "What space does it take for you not to go to the toilet, go back."

Gu Jinbei said, "Okay."

But Chen Ke didn't hear the footsteps.

When he opened the zipper, he felt his hands tremble, and it took him a long time to pull the zipper open.Footsteps sounded outside, and Gu Jinbei walked outside.When Chen Ke came out, the two went back together.

Meng Dujiang ate alone for a long time, and then waited for the two of them to go to the toilet and fell into a pit.Chen Ke's face was very red, even his lips were moistened, Meng Dujiang didn't think much about it.

While eating, he was concerned about outsiders, so Gu Jinbei still restrained his movements.When it was only the two of them at home, Gu Jinbei's actions became much more presumptuous.Chen Ke was pushed down on the bed and kissed again and again, even his neck was not spared.The young man's love is pure and passionate, like a sun wrapped in sunshine, crashing straight into his heart.

When the two of them finished fooling around and lay side by side on the bed, Gu Jinbei said, "Brother Chen, you know two men, why...then what?"

The heat on Chen Ke's body that had finally calmed down rose again, and he said vaguely, "That's it, that's it."

Gu Jinbei didn't ask any more questions. After a few days, he brought the computer back and said he wanted to watch a movie with Chen Ke. Chen Ke thought it was an ordinary movie, so he watched it with him.

The beginning of the movie was very serious, but as the camera progressed, the picture became more and more indescribable, but Chen Ke didn't feel anything from these pictures, nor did Gu Jinbei, the two watched it with support After a while, Gu Jinbei finally turned off the movie.

"Nothing interesting." Gu Jinbei said.He turned off the computer and started looking at Chen Ke directly.Chen Ke didn't look at him, but instead said, "Let's go eat, I'm hungry."

Gu Jinbei thought for a while, then nodded: "What do you want to eat?"

Chen Ke chose a restaurant far away to have a meal with Gu Jinbei, and when he came back, he found a reason to go to the supermarket again.The supermarket was quite big, so he dragged Gu Jinbei around every corner in a daze, and finally bought a bottle of water.

Gu Jinbei took a box of Du/Leisi by the way.

When Gu Jinbei went to take a bath at night, Chen Ke sat in a daze until Gu Jinbei walked towards him covered in steam: "What are you thinking?"

Chen Ke said, "Nothing."

He took a shower for a long time, and when he came out, Gu Jinbei was so hopeful that he fell asleep.

But Gu Jinbei was reading.

His heart was beating wildly as he lifted the covers.

Gu Jinbei put the book aside, and naturally leaned over to kiss him.Chen Ke pushed him away: "I want to tell you something."

Gu Jinbei said, "What."

Chen Ke took a few deep breaths, finally made up his mind, and said out, "I'm not a man."

These words were so ambiguous that Gu Jinbei was stunned by what he said.He couldn't believe it and said, "What...what?"

"But it's not a woman." The most difficult words were said, and the words that followed were said smoothly, "I... I am male in appearance, but reproductive/reproductive/organs..."

"I know." Gu Jinbei said, "I know." He took it for granted, as if Chen Ke's previous worries seemed ridiculous in his eyes.

"What?" This time it was Chen Ke's turn to be stunned.

"Did you forget?" Gu Jinbei recalled, "It was probably when I was eight years old, your grandma told me."

"You were angry at the time, do you remember?"