you are with the light

Gu Jinbei could be regarded as a precocious child, but no matter how precocious he was, he was still just a child. Facing the departure of his only relative, he felt panic for the first time.

The past home has been sealed, and even if the seal is lifted in the future, he will not live in it again.In the few days after the incident, he ate, drank and slept at Chen Ke's house. Although the other party did not express dissatisfaction, he would feel ashamed.

Yang Manguo had approached him and contacted the orphanage, as long as he wanted, he could go there.

Now there is no room for him to choose, and it doesn't matter whether he is willing or not, he can only nod.

Chen Wanran resumed her work.She is happier than before, and she is more open-minded. Sometimes she doesn't go home all day and all night, and only calls Chen Ke, but there is no follow-up.

Fortunately, Gu Jinbei has been staying at their house for the past few days, which doesn't make Chen Ke feel lonely.

It's just that Gu Jinbei's company is short-lived, like a firework, which will disappear after the splendor.When Chen Ke first heard that Gu Jinbei was going to the orphanage, all the formalities had already been completed.

It was Yu Zhongman—now called Yang Manguo—who told them.He came to apologize to Chen Wanran, but Chen Wanran was not at home, and Chen Ke refused to accept his apology.

When Yang Manguo left, he mentioned Gu Jinbei's whereabouts, which made Chen Ke stunned.After sending Yang Manguo away, Chen Ke asked Gu Jinbei: "Is what he said true?"

Gu Jinbei nodded: "Well, in the city, you can still come to see me in the future." Gu Jinbei hesitated, "Will you come?"

"Yes." Chen Ke said.

At night, the two lay down together to sleep, but neither of them could fall asleep.What happened in the past few days was too sudden and fast, like a tsunami, suddenly swept away their relatively peaceful life.Chen Ke's mind is still a little chaotic, and he is a little unconscious. He wanted to recall, but found that he couldn't recall anything.

It's okay not to remember.

Gu Jinbei looked very calm, he only cried once in so many days, and the rest of the time he calmly and numbly waited for the opening of his new life, not to mention much sadness, let alone much joy.He can vaguely guess that the trajectory of his life has deviated from the original route, but there is no way to do it. If fate wants to push you forward, you have to go, unless you die.

Chen Ke couldn't fall asleep, so he wanted to talk to Gu Jinbei. After thinking for a while, he asked, "Are you afraid when you're alone?"

"No." Gu Jinbei answered quickly, as if speaking to Chen Ke, but also as if speaking to himself, "Never."

He was very close to Chen Ke, he could feel the temperature of Chen Ke's skin, and he could hear Chen Ke's breathing. He cherished such quiet and beautiful moments, and he really hoped that time could freeze here forever.

But time will not, the night will go back, the sun will come out, and a new day will come slowly but firmly.

When Chen Wanran mentioned the matter of Gu Jinbei, it was very sudden.She went home early that day, and the three of them had a meal together. Chen Wanran asked Gu Jinbei: "I heard that you will go to the orphanage, right?"

"Correct."

Chen Wanran took a mouthful of rice, said while chewing: "What's so good about an orphanage, it's dirty inside, it's no worse than this society... Do you want to come to my house?"

These words made Chen Ke and Gu Jinbei stunned.Gu Jinbei looked at Chen Ke subconsciously, Chen Ke looked at Chen Wanran, but Chen Wanran didn't look at anyone: "As for our family, the financial situation is indeed not as good as yours before, but we can get along with you if you are tight. I just don't know what you're thinking."

"Can you..." Happiness came too quickly like a tornado, rolling Gu Jinbei into the sky, making him keep spinning in the vortex of happiness.

"Yes." Chen Wanran said, she smiled, "Yes."

Chen Ke didn't speak.

Gu Jinbei secretly looked at him the whole time, but Chen Ke didn't have a look on Gu Jinbei.Gu Jinbei's heart began to beat, he didn't know what Chen Ke was thinking.

Chen Ke had no objection to Gu Jinbei's coming to his house, he just didn't understand the meaning of Chen Wanran's doing so.Chen Wanran proposed this idea so suddenly that he was a little caught off guard.

At night, when Gu Jinbei fell asleep, Chen Ke got out of bed to find Chen Wanran.Chen Wanran really didn't sleep, she stayed in the room as if she was waiting for him.Chen Ke cut to the chase: "Why?"

"Don't you like him very much?" Chen Wanran said, "It's nice to have someone by your side."

Chen Ke didn't care: "It's not just for this reason."

"Yes, no." Chen Wanran said, "Do you know why Yu, oh, Yang Manguo lied to me? For his mother! I...I am not reconciled."

"It's not because of love."

"I know." Chen Wanran said, "I know, but I just can't be reconciled."

Chen Ke looked at her, Chen Wanran lowered her head, her eyes didn't know where to look: "I want to be willful for a while, can I?"

"It's ok." Chen Ke said, "There's nothing wrong with being self-willed."

Chen Wanran covered her face and began to cry in front of Chen Ke.She cried very softly and was very depressed. She had a wonderful dream, but the reality was so sad when she woke up from the dream.

Gu Jinbei felt like he was dreaming.

Xia Yin first abandoned him resolutely and without nostalgia, and then the Chen family accepted him resolutely.He moved his little luggage into Chen Ke's room, Chen Ke became his brother in name in the household registration book, and Chen Wanran became his mother in name.

"You don't have to call me mom, just call me aunt." Chen Wanran said.

The new life started on the National Day, and when Gu Jinbei recovered, he suddenly realized that the seven-day long holiday had already passed halfway.Chen Wanran took advantage of dinner and suggested: "There are still two or three days, let's go to the city for a visit."

Chen Ke Guoqing left for a day, and it happened to be tomorrow, so the three of them decided to go there tomorrow.

Gu Jinbei couldn't sleep at night. He wanted to talk to Chen Ke, but he was afraid that Chen Ke would fall asleep, so he could only stare blankly in the dark.

"Still asleep?" Chen Ke asked suddenly.

Gu Jinbei's breath stagnates: "Ah."

"What are you thinking about?" Chen Ke asked him, "Excited?"

"Probably." Gu Jinbei said, "I'm just a little confused."

"stupid?"

"Yeah." Gu Jinbei said, "I feel like I'm dreaming, and I'm a little afraid of waking up."

"Then keep doing it, with me, the dream will not be shattered." Chen Ke said.

Gu Jinbei didn't reply to him, and only said after a while: "Why did Auntie adopt me?"

Chen Ke paused: "This is a good question." After thinking about it, he decided to tell him the truth. Gu Jinbei smiled after hearing this: "Then I should thank my mother."

After he finished speaking, he was stunned for a while.It is undeniable that on this night, he suddenly missed her.

"Maybe." Chen Ke said, "Don't think about her."

"Yeah." Gu Jinbei smiled, "My mother is very smart, if she didn't want to, Uncle Yang wouldn't be able to catch her."

When he said this, his tone was a little smug that he didn't even notice.

"Yeah." Chen Ke knew that this topic couldn't go any further, so he shifted away, "Go to sleep, I have to get up early tomorrow. By the way, is there any place you really want to go?"

Gu Jinbei thought for a while: "Beijing?" He said with some embarrassment, "I used to live there for a while."

Chen Ke turned his head to look at him in surprise, but he could only get a rough idea of ​​Gu Jinbei in the dark. In their small town, Beijing was too far away from them, like a paradise described by Tao Yuanming, where every place It reveals the beauty that has never been possessed here.

"I'll go back after taking the Peking University exam." Chen Ke said, "How wonderful."

"Will you go?" Gu Jinbei asked him, "Do you want to come with me?"

"I don't know." Chen Ke hesitated.

"Let's go together." Gu Jinbei said, "If I am admitted to Peking University, you can go there with me, okay?"

Chen Ke didn't say yes or no, he just said, "Let's see again."

The city is different from the small town, the city has more and richer things, while the small town is a bit too monotonous, not even a movie theater.

The three of them stood at the entrance of the cinema for a while, and finally Chen Wanran said, "I don't like watching movies, so go and see them."

Chen Ke asked her: "What about you?"

"I'll go for a walk, there are quite a lot of clothing stores here, I want to go and have a look." Chen Wanran waved impatiently, "Go, go, don't follow me."

Chen Ke and Gu Jinbei went to buy tickets to watch a movie, Zhou Xingchi's.Gu Jinbei didn't remember what was shown in the movie that day, but he only remembered that he would always look at Chen Ke's face, he looked over frequently, and finally met Chen Ke's eyes when the movie was about to end .

"What's wrong?" Chen Ke asked him.

"Nothing." Gu Jinbei turned his gaze back, "Nothing."

After watching the movie, the two went out for a stroll.There are many things in the city, and the styles are also novel. The two looked at it again and again, and when they arrived at the place they had agreed with Chen Wanran, Chen Wanran said to the two of them: "Does it take so long to watch a movie? What are you doing, you came here so late! "

Chen Wanran didn't carry any clothing bags in her hands, no one knew if she really went shopping in a clothing store, but Chen Ke knew that the money for a movie ticket still made her feel distressed.

After that, no one said where they were going, and they all went home by car tacitly.Gu Jinbei watched the setting sun through the car window, and fell asleep while watching.

When he woke up, the car had already stopped, and the people in the car got off one after another.Gu Jinbei leaned his head on Chen Ke's shoulder, and Chen Ke shrugged: "Wake up."

Gu Jinbei responded vaguely, and his head left Chen Ke's shoulder.The three of them got out of the car and found a nearby noodle shop for dinner.

It was getting late when I got home, and Chen Wanran took a shower and said she was going out.After going through this matter for a long time, he became numb. Now Chen Ke can calmly say, "Come back soon."

There were only two of them left in the house, and although it was quiet, it was not intimidating.Chen Ke went to take a shower, and Gu Jinbei was sitting in the living room watching TV. A certain movie clip was playing on the TV. The woman in it said: "From now on, everything on the entire mountain belongs to me, including you."

These words shocked Gu Jinbei greatly.He stared blankly at the screen, but his mind was already drifting away.The woman's playful and savage words kept echoing in his mind, like a spell, which made his heart flustered.

"...it's all mine, including you."

Gu Jinbei looked towards the toilet subconsciously, there was the sound of rushing water, and Chen Ke was taking a shower.

Gu Jinbei's face was a little hot, but he himself couldn't understand why it was so hot.Chen Ke's face, big almond eyes, dimples on the corners of his lips, and moles under his lips came to his mind.

"Including you."

Gu Jinbei was taken aback by this strange emotion, he rushed over to turn off the TV, then ran back to the room, took out the book, and looked at it with intent to cover up.

When Chen Ke came out of the toilet, Gu Jinbei was able to face him calmly.

After the National Day, the school began to hold the sports meeting.In previous years, Gu Jinbei would participate in some projects, but this year, as a junior high school student, he can only be an audience.

Liu Man came to him and said to him, "I broke up again."

There was no sadness in her tone, and it was even showing off.Gu Jinbei has long been used to it, and just nodded when he heard the news.

Gu Jinbei felt that fate was very strange, because if it were him a few years ago, he would never have imagined that he would get along with Liu Man for so long.Although they have not talked about everything now, their relationship is still very good.

"I heard... something happened to your family." After chatting for a while, Liu Man said cautiously, "Are you okay?"

"Very good." Gu Jinbei said.He really didn't lie.It doesn't matter if he is cold-blooded, but once the initial emotional collapse is over, there is nothing left now.Sometimes he misses Xia Yinlai, like looking at her through a layer of gauze paper, hazy and very unclear.

After getting his answer, Liu Man stopped asking more questions and started talking about other topics.While chatting, she talked about her ex-boyfriend: "Hu An...Speaking of which, he is still Chen Ke's cousin. He is a cousin, but his temperament and appearance are so different!"

"Cousin?" Gu Jinbei was stunned for a moment, "What cousin?"

"It's the son of Chen Ke's father's younger brother." Liu Man said, "Don't you know that Chen Ke has a father?"

"I know, it's just..." Gu Jinbei couldn't hide his curiosity, "I've never seen it before."

"Of course you haven't seen it. I haven't seen it either." Liu Man said, "I heard that he was sentenced to decades and is still in prison!"

There was nothing to do this afternoon, so Master Song let Chen Ke go home early.When Chen Ke entered, he found a pair of unfamiliar sneakers.

Chen Ke closed the door, and a cry came from Chen Wanran's bedroom: "...let me go!"

Chen Ke pushed open the bedroom door, and a boy in school uniform pressed Chen Wanran on the bed, and Chen Wanran's clothes were torn to pieces.

Chen Ke only felt a surge of blood, he rushed over, pushed the boy away, and then kicked him in the crotch.

"Fuck!" the boy cursed, trying to fight back, but he missed the opportunity and kept getting beaten.

Chen Ke felt that his eyes were hot, he clenched his hands into fists, and mechanically punched the boy until Chen Wanran cried and pulled him back, saying, "Don't hit me, mom please, don't hit me..."

Chen Ke came back to his senses vaguely. He looked at the ground in a daze. The boy was lying motionless on the ground. Blood was splashed on the tiles, as if a flower was blooming on it.

For some reason, Chen Ke suddenly felt excited.