I Rely on Kisses to Clear Survival Games

After a period of treatment, the teenager's condition has improved a lot and he is gradually recovering. During this period, his life has also undergone great changes.

The teenager's parents used to be busy with work and had no time to care about their children, and the relationship between parents and children was very indifferent. But since the teenager was in danger, they realized how serious a mistake they had made, and began to take off their busy affairs one after another and try to spare as much time as possible. Spend time with teenagers.

Qiao Yue also realized that some of his previous behaviors had caused great harm to the young man. After struggling for a while, he was proud and arrogant, and finally took a cane to the hospital to plead guilty. The teenager beat him to vent his anger, but it frightened the teenager. This incident became a funny talk among nurses for a long time.

Everything is going in a good direction.

But the boy doesn't love to laugh as much as before, and sometimes even shows a very lonely look.

He felt as if a hole had been cut in his heart, and when he didn't notice, he would often have a dull pain and gurgling blood.

……

"Have you seen anything unusual recently?"

During the re-examination, Dr. Luo asked the boy this way.

"Nothing."

The boy shook his head, his fingers trembled slightly, and he lowered his eyes and said, "Sometimes... I still hear someone calling my name."

He heard a voice calling him "Xiao Chu" all the time, and that voice seemed to come from far away, but when he turned his head, it was empty and there was nothing.

He is very timid, especially the ghost stories told by the sister nurses. It has been a long time, but until now, he still occasionally feels fear.

These ghost stories were all fake—he always told himself that whenever he was afraid.

But he didn't have the slightest fear of the voice calling him, and even had a faint hope in his heart that it would be great if it really existed.

Because that sounded like Brother Yuan Huai's voice, or rather, it was the voice of "Brother Yuan Huai" he imagined, because he had never seen Xie Yuan Huai in reality, nor had he heard his voice.

"The voices you hear are just auditory hallucinations, because you have hallucinations."

Doctor Luo told him so, and the nurses and parents also told him so, so that later, the boy himself thought so.

Sometimes he can't tell the difference between reality and fantasy, so he will believe what people close to him tell him.

It was all his hallucination.

The real reality is that Xie Yuanhuai has passed away for several years. As for why the person in his fantasy was called "Xie Yuanhuai", he guessed that maybe at some point before, he happened to hear Xie Yuanhuai's name, that's all.

He heard that Xie Yuanhuai's body was still sealed in the mortuary underground of the hospital. His family members could not accept the fact that their only son had died, and refused to take back the body, but they would not let anyone handle it for them. They donated a huge amount of money to the hospital every year. as the cost of preserving the remains.

Maybe they still believe that one day, their children will open their eyes again.

Occasionally, the idea would flash through the boy's mind: he wanted to go to the morgue to see what the real Xie Yuanhuai looked like, and whether he had any similarities with the cold and gentle man in his fantasy.

But even if he suffers from hallucinations, the boy knows that his idea is too absurd and impossible to realize.

"...Well, it's impossible to go to the morgue, but there is a way for you to see Xie Yuanhuai's appearance."

Occasionally, during a chat with the nurse, the boy accidentally slipped this idea out of his mouth. The little nurse heard his wish, thought about it, and leaned over to talk to him in a low voice.

"I can look for his photo for you. It must have been registered in the hospital's previous files. I will look for it when I am free recently. I should be able to find it, but you may have to wait a while."

"Will you not bother my sister?"

The boy's heart beat faster, and he couldn't help but began to look forward to it, but he was still very obedient and didn't want to trouble the little nurse.

"No, I secretly."

The little nurse stuck out her tongue, with an expression of "Which of us is with whom".

She did this for the good of the young man, after all, how could the "Xie Yuanhuai" he imagined look the same as the real Xie Yuanhuai, showing him the photos and breaking his fantasy would definitely help his recovery.

……

"Can you still hear the sound?"

Dr. Luo's tone was still gentle: "You didn't respond, did you?"

"No, I haven't responded once."

The boy shook his head.Dr. Luo told him before that ignoring those voices would help him recover better, so every time he held back, just pretending that the voice never existed.

……

"Okay, Director Luo, Zhichu, I'm going to take pictures for you. Three, two—"

Under the clear blue sky, the courtyard of the hospital is lush and full of vitality, filled with a faint fragrance of flowers.

The little nurse raised her mobile phone and took a photo with Dr. Luo and the young man. The young man was about to be discharged from the hospital. Taking advantage of the fine weather today, she took a photo in the courtyard as a souvenir. The young man in the camera was holding Dr. Luo's arm, and both of them were smiling very happy.

The handsome and cold man stood under the shadow of the tree, watching from a distance.

His figure was already pale and pale, but now he looked thin and thin, as if a gust of wind would blow his shadow away, and he would no longer exist in this world.

These days, he has almost never left the boy's side, calling him time and time again, wanting to touch him and make him feel his own existence, but it seems that all connections between them have been completely severed, and the boy never Have not seen him.

He knew that from the moment the boy realized that he was a ghost, his cognition had undergone a huge change, and he no longer considered him a "human", so since then, the boy really couldn't perceive him at all, even He tried countless times, but in vain.

He could only watch helplessly as the boy cried and called his name, begging him to appear until his voice was hoarse and his face was covered with tears, and he fell asleep.

Later, the young man also gradually believed that "Xie Yuanhuai" was just his own hallucination, became a little silent, and hardly mentioned this name.

Now he is about to bid farewell to this time and welcome a brighter and better future.

But Xie Yuanhuai's time will only stay here, forever pale and illusory, lost in the youth's memories, turning into fine dust.

His body slept forever in the cold, and his soul was trapped in this courtyard, unable to take another step, so until the day he died, he would never see the boy again.

He will be forgotten.

But he couldn't forget it.

Even if his body turns into dust and his soul returns to nothingness, as long as he still exists, he will always remember his youth and his childhood.

He will keep him in his heart.

"..."

Tears flowed silently from Xie Yuanhuai's eyes, slid down his cheeks, and disappeared in the air.

...But he still wanted to beg his Xiao Chu not to leave.

Please.

do not go.

do not go……

Don't go don't go don't go--

"Wow..."

A sudden gust of wind blew across the courtyard, rustling the canopy of the trees.

The boy's hair was disheveled by the wind, so he had to stretch out his hand to smooth his hair, and continued to take photos with the nurses.

"strangeness."

Dr. Luo, who was taking pictures of them with his mobile phone, raised his head, looked around strangely, and said to himself, "How can there be such a strong wind in such a good weather?"

……

Xie Yuanhuai turned around slowly, and finally left the courtyard.

He knew very well that unlike him, Xiao Chu couldn't stay in the hospital all his life.

What's more, he didn't want to.

His Xiaochu should have lived a better life than anyone else.

……

Today is the day the teenager recovered and was discharged from the hospital.

His parents drove over to pick him up, and Qiao Yue also skipped class and came here, helping carry the luggage without saying a word, and behaved like a rabbit in front of the elders.

The nurses were very reluctant to let this well-behaved and cute boy leave the hospital. Before he left, they hugged him one after another. The boy was a little shy and said goodbye to them one by one. The last little nurse avoided everyone and was mysterious. Pulled him into a corner.

"Sorry, I just got Xie Yuanhuai's photo now, do you still want to see it?"

The little nurse took out her mobile phone and asked the boy like this.Although the boy has recovered, there is no need to show him the photos, but this is what she promised, and she doesn't want to break her promise.

This time her eyes were opened, she didn't expect Xie Yuanhuai to be so handsome at all, even if it was just a registered photo, it was so good-looking that it made her legs go limp, she was taken aback when she saw it for the first time.

Sigh... It's a pity that God doesn't have eyes, he passed away at such a young age, no wonder his family couldn't accept it...

The little nurse sighed in her heart, and handed over the phone. The young man was startled, and was about to take it, but stopped when his fingertips were about to touch the phone, and then retracted silently.

"What's wrong?" The little nurse was a little surprised.

"I... I still don't want to watch it." The young man's smile was a bit forced, "I'm sorry, sister, I made you spend so much effort."

"It doesn't matter, but why didn't you read it again?"

The nurse became more and more confused. She clearly remembered that the teenager seemed to be eager for photos, and often looked at her hesitating to speak.

"……I can not see."

The boy lowered his head and said softly.

He was afraid that Xie Yuanhuai in the photo didn't look like Brother Yuanhuai at all.

But what he was more afraid of would be something similar... Even if it was only a little bit, he would not know what to do.

So he can't watch.

Brother Yuanhuai is his dream.

But he should wake up from this dream.

……

Xie Yuanhuai came to the ward where the young man lived, the door was open but not locked, so he walked in and stood there for a long time, looking at it silently.

All the items that the boy had placed in the ward have been taken away. In order to use the ward for the next patient, the place has also been thoroughly cleaned. The windows are wide open, and fresh air from outside is pouring in. The original breath has disappeared. Dissipated completely, leaving only the warm smell of the sun.

It's no different from other wards...

He was thinking in a daze, but the shadow of the young man kept appearing in his mind, as if he was still here, nothing changed, and he just went to the doctor for a checkup temporarily.

Just wait a moment longer, and the boy will come back.Without anyone else present, he could still hold that warm and soft body in his arms, kiss his delicate lips, and whisper his name under that shy gaze.

Xiaochu.

Xiaochu.

"Yes...it's this ward, come here."

Suddenly there was a loud noise at the door, and a young nurse appeared at the door, followed by patients in hospital gowns and family members carrying luggage.

Xie Yuanhuai watched them come in, his eyes trembled suddenly.

"The family members will come over to register with me in a while, and bring back the new card and insert it here."

The nurse gave some instructions to the family members, then leaned over and removed the original card from the bedside card slot.

The words "Cheng Zhichu" were written on it.

Do not……

Xie Yuanhuai's face was pale, and he wanted to grab the nurse's hand and keep the card, but his fingers passed through her wrist, watching the nurse put the card into his pocket.

"The bed was quite comfortable."

The patient sat on the hospital bed, tried the feeling, and said something to his family with a smile.

That should have belonged to Xiao Chu's hospital bed.

Xie Yuanhuai's body trembled slightly, his pupils shrank slightly, watching them take out the items from the suitcase, arrange them hurriedly, occupying the remaining space little by little, turning this place into a completely strange appearance.

He was already dead, but at this moment, he felt the bone-piercing coldness and pain, and the scar on his heart was instantly torn apart and became fragmented.

A black hole of nothingness opened in his chest.

The dark, distorted, and complex desires roared out and spread slowly.

"Why did you let him go?"

"Obviously he belongs to you."

"His gaze, his smile, his breathing, everything should be yours only."

"Can you bear him throwing himself into someone else's arms in the future, completely forgetting you, and spending his life with someone else?"

Do not……

No...

He didn't want Xiao Chu to forget him, and he didn't want to see Xiao Chu again before he died, and he could only spend the rest of his life in endless thoughts.

He regretted it.

"You should get him back."

"Call his name and make him aware of your presence."

But how should he find it?He couldn't get out of the hospital, let alone where Xiao Chu was.

"Then ask someone else."

"I still have to ask Dr. Luo."

"Ask him why he told Xiao Chu that he couldn't respond to you."

"He ruined your relationship and took Xiao Chu away from you."

"If he can't tell..."

"You just kill him."

……

An accident occurred on the escalator of the hospital, resulting in the death of a girl on the spot. Dr. Luo, who was also on the elevator at the time, was also slightly injured, but fortunately he was not seriously injured.

Seeing the girl's blood splattered on the escalator, Xie Yuanhuai's eyes trembled, showing pain, but he was immediately seduced by the painful and dark desire.

"I failed to kill Dr. Luo this time, but I still have a chance later."

"Actually, it's a good thing that the little girl died."

"Death will increase your strength. If you kill enough people, your Xiaochu will definitely be able to see you again."

"Then go and kill the person who occupies his ward, how can you tolerate others taking your memories."

……

Two months later, a fire broke out on the eighth floor of the inpatient department. One person died and two were seriously injured. The deceased was a patient in the juvenile ward.

"Have you felt the power that death brings to you?"

"Because of your influence, monsters that didn't exist will be born in the hospital."

"The ogre in the sewer, the red-clothed female corpse in the mortuary, the non-existent ninth floor... These monsters have faintly cast shadows in the hospital."

"Xiao Chu used to think that they really existed because you were a ghost. When the illness broke out, he saw their hallucinations in the middle of the night, escaped from the ward, and unfortunately fell down the stairs."

"Because of this, you hate them, but they are your helpers. If they also kill people, they will also increase your strength."

"Leave them alone."

"As long as your strength is strong enough, your Xiaochu will return to your side."

……

Half a month later, six elevators in the inpatient department fell down at the same time. More than [-] people died, including Dr. Luo Jie and other medical staff.

The Guangai Hospital was closed and became a forbidden area that no one approached.

Before the hospital closed, Xie Yuanhuai's family wanted to retrieve his body, but were shocked to find that his body had disappeared.

It was he who took the body away and placed it somewhere in the hospital.

He couldn't let his family take his body back, because once his body moved, he would have to leave the hospital with him. At that time, he would lose all his strength, and he would never see Xiao Chu again.

During these long five years, Xie Yuanhuai could feel that his body was gradually rotting away, his flesh and blood disintegrating, leaving only white bones.

Without a body, and his heart sank into the abyss, Xie Yuanhuai has gradually become a real ghost.

From time to time, explorers would enter the hospital and be devoured by the ogre and the red-clothed female corpse, becoming his strength. Xie Yuanhuai just stood not far away and watched quietly, his face was calm, and he no longer had any belongings of human beings. sympathy.

He's completely broken.

……

Here is his dark paradise.

Here he waited, calling day after day to his boy—

"Xiao Chu, come here."

……

"Cheng Zhichu... Cheng Zhichu!"

Seeing Cheng Zhichu fainted on the ground, Meng Ke's face turned pale with anxiety, and he pushed him violently, and the little bear circled around him, screaming "ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow" suddenly body froze and lay on the ground I shivered.

Meng Ke gritted his teeth and wanted to take Cheng Zhichu's arm and leave.He just saved her life before, and now she can't do anything to leave him behind.

But at this moment, a pair of white hands suddenly stretched out, wrapped around Cheng Zhichu's body, and easily hugged him horizontally.

"Ugh..."

The little bear tremblingly grabbed the corner of Cheng Zhichu's clothes, trying to keep him, but was suspended in mid-air by that force, and shook the corner of the clothes for a while, tearing the fabric with its fangs, making it fall off on the ground.

Meng Ke was shaking violently all over, and she could already feel the bloody and mottled breath of death from the visitor, as if she was facing an endless abyss, so she couldn't even think of resisting.

Even if she didn't look up, she knew that the other party must not be alive.

But Cheng Zhichu...she can't...

Although the fear made her almost unable to breathe, Meng Ke forced herself to raise her head, and finally saw the ghost in front of her clearly.

Appearing in front of her was an extremely handsome young man, with a cold expression, indifferent eyes, and a somewhat illusory figure, like a touching moonlight, and as cold as ice and snow.

He held Cheng Zhichu in his arms, glanced at her lightly, and slightly touched her eyes. At this moment, Meng Ke seemed to have fallen into a bloody hell, his heart stopped beating suddenly, and he felt as if he had already died once.

The young man looked at her as if he was looking at something dead, but unexpectedly, he did nothing to Meng Ke, turned around and left with Cheng Zhichu in his arms, and slowly disappeared at the end of the corridor.

"..."

Meng Ke fell limply to the ground, trembling even for breathing.

Her will has been completely defeated by fear, she can't even move, she is groggy, lying on the ground as if she is dead.

After an unknown amount of time, she suddenly felt the ground shake violently, and then heard the sound of glass breaking, and the movement was so loud that her eardrums were aching.

She heard footsteps approaching her, but she couldn't escape, so she could only open her eyes a little, vaguely saw the appearance of the person coming, and recognized the person's identity.

...It's Bai Yi.

Bai Yi...

——Bai Yi is here!

Hope suddenly rose in Meng Ke's heart, he opened his eyes, and struggled to sit up.

Holding a pale bone knife in his hand, Bai Yi looked down at her with no expression on his handsome face, only the blackness in his eyes was surging like a tide.

For a moment, Meng Ke saw the ghost just now for himself, and was terrified, and dared not look at him again, but Bai Yi raised his jaw with the tip of the bone knife, and was forced to look at him.

"Where is Zhichu?"

Bai Yi's voice was extremely calm, but also extremely terrifying.

"He was taken away by a ghost..."

Pressed against the throat by the cold tip of the knife, Meng Ke pointed at the direction where the ghost disappeared just now with trembling fingers: "Went over there..."

Without saying a word, Bai Yi put away his knife and left, and his figure quickly disappeared in that direction.

Little Bear wanted to follow, but was thrown off by Bai Yi directly, so he had to return to the original place with his ears drooping.

"Xin... where's Xinxin and Xiaoxiao?"

Meng Ke regained his composure and looked around, but he didn't see Meng Xin and Ji Yunxiao. He immediately became worried and stood up anxiously.

The little bear was lost for a while, seeing Meng Ke's anxious look, he tilted his little head, thought for a while, and said in a childlike voice: "For the sake of your mother, give me the chicken leg, I'll take you to them."

"Okay, okay, if you find them, I'll buy you the chicken leg shop!"

Meng Ke hastily agreed to Little Xiong, who nodded in satisfaction and asked her to bend down so that it could climb on top of her head, then patted her hair and said.

"Drive! Turn left!"

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Bai Yi's Diary · Part No.30

When Zhichu was just in the first year of junior high school, because his school was open to the public on the day of the autumn sports meeting, and the families of the students could visit, so I wanted to go in and see him on that day.

For this purpose, I asked my cousin to transfer to the high school of this school, so that I could see Zhichu at the sports meeting.

Zhichu at the sports meeting was really cute, and I even had the only photo with him——

Zhichu, who did not participate in the project, sat in the No.15 seat on the left side of the third row, and I sat in the third seat in the fourteenth row. The school’s aerial photography at the sports meeting left this scene, and their school’s official website still has this scene. Can see this photo.

Although there are thousands of people in the photo at the same time, in my eyes, there are only me and Zhichu, and I am very satisfied.

It is a little regretful that my cousin immediately transferred back to the original school after learning the reason why I asked him to transfer, which made me unable to enter in the future.