I Rely on Kisses to Clear Survival Games

After opening the medical records, the first thing Cheng Zhichu saw was the words "Xie Yuanhuai". He thought it should be Xie Yuanhuai's medical records, but when he looked more carefully, he found that the patient's name was filled with his own name. The doctor in charge The signature is his doctor Luo Jie, which is actually another one of his medical records.

Realizing that this is his own medical record, Cheng Zhichu was a little confused, why did Xie Yuanhuai's name appear in his medical record, and what is his relationship with this person?

So he looked at the medical records from the beginning.

[Description of condition:

After three months of treatment, the patient's condition showed new changes.

In the early stage of hospitalization, when the patient's condition flares up, he will identify a certain object as his lover, or have some kind of intimate relationship with him.This object is not fixed, it may be any male with outstanding appearance.

But recently, a fixed image appeared in the patient's fantasy, named Xie Yuanhuai.

After investigation, it was found that Xie Yuanhuai was a real person who had ever existed. He was a patient in a hospital and suffered from congenital heart disease. He died after rescue failed. His family members still refuse to accept the fact that he has died. They paid a lot of money and sealed up his body. In the morgue of the hospital.

A nurse who took care of the patient also took care of Xie Yuanhuai. It is suspected that she told the patient about Xie Yuanhuai's deeds, so the patient made up the image of Xie Yuanhuai and used it as a fixed fantasy object.

At present, the nurse has been told to stop telling the patient about Xie Yuanhuai's deeds, and the patient is advised not to respond to this image, which will help his condition be controlled. 】

"..."

In a trance, Cheng Zhichu saw some kind of illusory image again, and he was sitting on the hospital bed as a teenager. Doctor Luo came to his ward and asked him some questions patiently.

"Zhichu, I'm very interested in your 'new friend'."

Dr. Luo looked at the boy very gently, like a kind elder, and said softly, "Can you tell me something about him?"

"Okay, Doctor Luo."

The slender young man was wearing a large hospital gown, showing his slender white ankles, hanging from the edge of the bed, dangling back and forth, supporting the edge of the bed with both hands, leaning forward slightly, his light-colored pupils slightly Curved, the faint sunlight reflected in the eyes, like clean and transparent glass stones.

"Brother Yuanhuai is a very good person...he is very good-looking, although he doesn't like to smile, but he looks very charming when he smiles, and he takes good care of me. I like him very much."

"He is a bit withdrawn, always alone, lonely, he seems to have no other friends except me, and he doesn't seem to like interacting with people."

"When I first met him, he also told me not to approach him. When I chatted with him, he rarely responded to me. I was quite shocked at that time."

"But I really wanted to make friends with him, so I kept pestering him. Brother Yuanhuai is a very gentle person after all, he couldn't bear to see me sad, so he became friends with me, and later..."

Having said that, the boy suddenly blushed, lowered his head and pinched the corner of his clothes, hesitating a bit.

Dr. Luo already understood the general situation, so he didn't ask any more questions when he saw the situation. He raised his hand and stroked the boy's hair, and said with a smile, "I see. You should have a good rest first, and I'll come to see you at another time."

"Ok!"

The boy nodded obediently.

After Dr. Luo left, the young man sat alone in the empty ward for a while, and suddenly heard the door of the room "squeak" open gently, he raised his head, saw the person coming, suddenly his eyes lit up, and immediately jumped off The bed went up to meet him, and he shouted excitedly.

"Brother Yuanhuai!"

……

"What's written on it?"

Seeing that Cheng Zhichu was holding the medical records in a daze, Meng Ke stretched out a finger anxiously, and gently poked his arm.

"what……"

Only then did Cheng Zhichu recover from the hallucinations like a dream, and explained to Meng Ke: "This is another medical record of mine. After it said that I was suffering from paranoia, I imagined an image that was Xie Yuanhuai... "

In the morgue before, he had already mentioned Xie Yuanhuai to the two sisters and Ji Yunxiao, so Meng Ke also knew that there was indeed Xie Yuanhuai, and his eyes widened slightly upon hearing this.

"I speculate," Cheng Zhichu put away the medical records, "I met Xie Yuanhuai's ghost at that time, and had some kind of connection with him, but the doctor thought he was just a person I imagined, and he didn't actually exist. Later... ..."

"Tap, tap, tap..."

The sound of something falling on the ground suddenly came from the silent corridor, which immediately attracted the attention of the two of them.

Cheng Zhichu looked back, and saw a few glass beads bouncing on the smooth ground, then rolled to his feet, and stopped when encountering resistance.

"Wow?"

The little bear looked down curiously, crawled out of the pocket, slid along Cheng Zhichu's calf to the ground, picked up one of the colorful glass beads, looked at it, and took a light sniff.

But it suddenly seemed to be frightened, its hair trembled, and it threw the glass bead far away with an "ow", hugged Cheng Zhichu's calf, and buried it in the trouser leg desperately, pretending that it didn't exist She looked so frightened that she was trembling all over.

"Xiao Chu..."

The misty call sounded again, this time it was close at hand, that person seemed to be beside him, Cheng Zhichu's expression changed slightly, he stood up abruptly, put the little bear back into his pocket with one hand, and grabbed Meng Ke with the other. run away.

Meng Ke was a little dazed, she didn't hear anything, and she didn't know why Cheng Zhichu suddenly showed such a reaction, but she also knew that something must have happened, and she wanted to follow him without hesitation.

However, at this moment, Cheng Zhichu suddenly felt a strong dizziness, his body went limp, and he passed out directly on the ground.

"Ah, Cheng Zhichu? Cheng Zhichu!"

Meng Ke turned pale with shock, and pushed the unconscious Cheng Zhichu, and the little bear also got out of his pocket, desperately rubbing Cheng Zhichu's face, whining in a low voice.

But at this moment, Cheng Zhichu could no longer hear their voices.

His consciousness was immersed in layers of hallucinations, unable to wake up.

……

"Tap, tap... tap..."

In the wide and beautiful courtyard of the hospital, a young man in hospital gown was panting and chasing the glass beads rolling in front of him.

The ground had a slight slope, and the glass beads rolled very quickly. The boy was still wearing wide slippers, which made him unable to catch up with the glass beads.

Although the glass bead looks very ordinary, it seems that it is not worth spending so much effort to chase it, but for the boy, it is a good luck bead given to him by the nurse sister to wish him a speedy recovery. It has a special meaning, so he doesn't want to lose it no matter what.

"Clap."

The glass beads suddenly hit the bottom of the flower bed and stopped rolling.

The boy hurriedly rushed over, squatted down, picked up the beads distressedly, wiped the dust on them, and after confirming that they were not cracked, he let out a sigh of relief, and carefully put them into his coat pocket.

"call……"

He raised his hand to casually wipe off the thin sweat on his forehead, his delicate and lovely face had turned red, his lips were slightly parted, and he was panting lightly.

After a while, he raised his head and was about to stand up, but suddenly found a figure standing quietly beside the flower bed, but the boy didn't notice it just now.

"..."

The man was against the light and couldn't see his face clearly. He was slender and thin. He was wearing a pure white hospital gown. His complexion was so fair that it was faintly transparent. One hand gently brushed the flowers, bringing the breeze. The fingers were slender and slender, with well-defined joints. , as delicate and graceful as white porcelain.

The young man was attracted by the hand, and suddenly became curious about the other person's appearance. He raised his hand to cover the sunlight in front of him, squinted his eyes, stood up slowly, and finally saw the person in front of him clearly.

This is a young man, his appearance is too handsome, even a bit beautiful and coquettish, but his expression is indifferent and indifferent, his eyes are like broken ice in the sea, cold and clear, exuding a clear and cold aura, it seems extremely difficult to approach.

His eyes swept across the young man, and he paused for a moment, but there was no disturbance, as if the young man was also a scene in the courtyard, without any special features, and could not attract his attention.

Seeing his face clearly, the young man felt full of joy, and instantly felt infinite attachment and admiration, wanting to get closer to the other party and make him like him.

"Hello..." The boy subconsciously grabbed the corner of the man's clothes, and asked shyly and cheerfully, "Are you a patient here too?"

"..."

The handsome man froze for a moment, his gaze settled on the young man's hand holding his clothes. After a moment of silence, he asked, "Can you see me, and... touch me?"

"You are here, why can't I see it?"

The young man was a little puzzled by his question, but after thinking about it, this good-looking big brother should also be a patient here, maybe there is something special about his illness that made him ask such a question, so he didn't find it strange.

This little question was thrown aside by the young man in a blink of an eye, and now his heart and eyes are full of this man.

Although he also vaguely realized that he might have an illness again, he couldn't control himself, he just wanted to get to know and get close to this big brother.

"My name is Cheng Zhichu," he happily introduced himself, "Big brother, what's your name?"

He was answered by a long silence.

"..."

The handsome and cold man lowered his beautiful eyes, watching the young man hold his hand, a ripple appeared in his calm eyes.

His lips parted slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he gave up, slowly broke away from the boy's hand, and shook his head without saying a word, the meaning of rejection was self-evident.

The boy's body trembled, and he lowered his hands in frustration, showing an extremely hurt look.

Obviously they just met, but the young man seemed to be rejected by his beloved, his eyes were instantly red, he sniffed his nose lightly, and the tears had already flowed down slowly.

"...Am I really annoying?"

His voice choked, wiped away tears, and turned his back to the man in a panic.

That's right, even his family members don't like him, who else would like him except the gentle Doctor Luo and sister nurses?

"I'm sorry, I'm leaving now, I'm just here to pick up things..."

"...Xie Yuanhuai."

Just when the boy was about to escape from here, the man behind him suddenly spoke.

The young man turned his head back in surprise, his red eyes were still stained with tears, he watched the other party walk in front of him in a daze, stretched out his slender fingers like white jade, and gently wiped away his tears.

"Xie Yuanhuai, my name."

His voice was very cold, but it seemed to contain warmth, so he repeated.

……

The boy likes to refer to Xie Yuanhuai as "Brother Yuanhuai".

But every time he called Xie Yuanhuai that way, he found that the other party always showed a strange expression.

"Don't you like me calling you that?" The boy asked him cautiously, "If you don't like it, I..."

"...Not counting. I just feel a little bit," Xie Yuanhuai paused, and chose a more euphemistic wording, "Too close." He added, "But you can do whatever you want, I have no objection."

He could tell, in fact, brother Yuanhuai just felt that he was very nasty...

The young man touched the tip of his nose, but he didn't feel nauseous, on the contrary, he still liked this name very much. Brother Yuan Huai's name sounds very nice, so it's suitable for him to be called like this.

He also mentioned to Xie Yuanhuai that he could be called Xiao Chu, and some nurse sisters called him that, but Xie Yuanhuai had never called him that, maybe he also felt disgusted.

Why can't brother Yuanhuai get closer to him...

Even until now, he doesn't know which ward number Yuanhuai's brother is in, and he has never visited the house to play, and basically only meets here in the flower bed.

Thinking of this, the young man couldn't help but feel a little lost. He could feel that Xie Yuanhuai's temper was a bit cold, and he didn't speak much. Sometimes he said ten sentences, and Xie Yuanhuai might not even reply.

Although Xie Yuanhuai once said that most of the cases where he didn't reply were because other people were present, if the teenager kept communicating with him, he would be considered a very strange person.

The young man didn't understand why Xie Yuanhuai would say that, but he didn't care. He just smiled and replied to Xie Yuanhuai: "It's okay, anyway, other people think I'm weird."

As he said that, he lowered his head, grabbed the corner of his clothes, and his voice weakened: "I'm already sick, and even my parents think I'm weird, so it really doesn't matter..."

"You are not surprised."

Xie Yuanhuai suddenly raised his chin, his indifferent gaze was extremely solemn at the moment, and he said to him word by word.

"You are not strange, you are special."

"You are a special child."

"The whole world is unique, there is only one, and that is you, Cheng Zhichu."

……

Recalling what Xie Yuanhuai said at that time, the young man was suddenly a little shy, but couldn't help snickering, buried his face in his arms, only showing those cat-like eyes, secretly looking at Xie Yuanhuai beside him.

They are still next to the flower bed where they met for the first time. The young man curled up his legs and curled up on one side of the bench, while Xie Yuanhuai sat on the other side, looking at the blooming flowers in the distance. The charm of the gaze.

Brother Yuan Huai praised him as special, but in fact, he was the most special person.

He really likes brother Yuanhuai...

The young man looked at Xie Yuanhuai gradually became dazed, his heart jumped suddenly, and suddenly he was extremely eager to get Xie Yuanhuai's touch, hug, even kiss and love.

"Brother Yuanhuai..."

He murmured softly, put his legs down from the bench, and slowly leaned towards Xie Yuanhuai.

Hearing his voice, Xie Yuanhuai turned around, but suddenly saw the young man leaning forward, his eyes were soft and attached, and he gently pressed his soft lips to his face.

Xie Yuanhuai slightly opened his eyes wide, his usual calm expression finally changed, revealing a bit of astonishment.

For a moment he was stunned, and even forgot to avoid it. The young man thought he didn't hate the kiss, and was immediately overjoyed, his cheeks flushed brightly, and he opened his mouth nervously and shyly.

"I like you, Brother Yuanhuai..."

It's just that my brother's body is so cold, even his face is so cold... Is his body temperature so low?

Just as the young man was worried about Xie Yuanhuai's body and was waiting for his answer, Xie Yuanhuai seemed to have just woken up, his expression changed slightly, he gently pushed the young man away, shook his head, and said in a low voice.

"...don't do that."

All the boy's expressions froze on his face at once.

Seeing his reaction like this, Xie Yuanhuai felt a little pain in his heart, and was about to say something more, but the young man showed an expression of extreme panic and wanted to cry, stood up from the bench all of a sudden, stepped back and waved his hands, and said.

"I'm sorry, Brother Yuan Huai, I must have offended you..."

"Do you think it's disgusting? To be liked by me... In fact, it's because of this that my family thinks I'm weird."

He reluctantly twitched the corners of his mouth, and it was extremely difficult to say every word.

"I just like men."

"Sorry……"

After saying this, he didn't look at Xie Yuanhuai's reaction anymore, fled the courtyard in extreme embarrassment, returned to his ward, covered his head with a quilt and cried for a long time.

He thought that Xie Yuanhuai would hate him if he found out his true face. He never dared to go near the flower bed again, and he didn't even dare to take a step in the ward.

One day, he was sitting by the window, looking at the scenery outside the window, but suddenly heard the sound of the door being opened. He thought it was the nurse sister who came to chat with him, and there was a little joy on his face. He turned his head, but when he saw the person coming, his expression suddenly froze.

"Long time no see, Cheng Zhichu, it looks like you're having a good time."

Several teenagers who were about his age walked into the ward. The leader was handsome, with a frivolous and playful smile. He sat on the edge of the hospital bed with his legs crossed, watching the teenager shrink into the bed with great interest.

"Why are you here..."

The boy was trembling all over and his face was pale. These people were all his classmates and those who bullied him on campus.

Especially Qiao Yue who was sitting next to him, because he was the young master of a rich family, he fought fiercely and was the leader of these people. Done the ridicule of the whole school.

He thought that he would be able to get rid of these demons by being hospitalized and suspended from school, but he never dreamed that Qiao Yue and the others even came to him.

The young man was so frightened that he wanted to yell, attracting people from outside, but Qiao Yue suddenly covered his mouth, pushed him down on the bed, and pressed his whole body on him, raising one corner of his lips, Laugh evilly and fiercely.

"What do you mean when you suspend school? You don't even know. I'm so bored when you're not in school."

"So I asked the teacher for the address of your hospital, and came to see you, but I didn't expect you to live in the psychiatric department. It's a good match for you, little lunatic."

Qiao Yue gave a low laugh, motioned to several other people to put down piles of presents, and let them all go out.

Because he didn't pay attention to the young man, the young man suddenly struggled desperately, bit his hand hard, and was about to escape from the bed.

"Hiss... dare to bite me? I think you are really crazy!"

Qiao Yue's face suddenly darkened, and he violently pushed the boy back. The boy struggled desperately with red eyes, but compared with Qiao Yue's strength, he was like a kitten, unable to fight back.

Being resisted so fiercely by the young man, and even biting him, Qiao Yue was going crazy. No one dared to hurt him. This little waste has not been in school for a while, but he has become so courageous. It's really fucking incompetent .

He raised his hand, and was about to slap him hard, but when he saw the appearance of the young man under him, his movements froze suddenly, and he couldn't move his hand no matter what.

The boy curled up under him, his eyes were wet and terrified, and his handsome face was extremely pale.Because of the violent struggle, his hospital gown was already in a mess, and several of the buttons were broken off, exposing his snow-white shoulders and slender waist, and there were still bright red marks on his waist.

Oh shit……

Qiao Yue uttered a foul word in his heart, but most of his anger dissipated shamefully in an instant, and he withdrew his hand in frustration.

In fact, he really came to visit Cheng Zhichu, otherwise the idiot would bring so many gifts, but he couldn't save face, so he showed a very bad attitude, and then he was confused by anger, and almost really wanted to beat this little trash .

In fact, he has never beaten Cheng Zhichu before, but this idiot still claims every day that he is violent on campus. Fuck, he is just teasing him. Now he has become so bold that he dares to bite...

Thinking of this, Qiao Yue glared at the young man viciously, but seeing the young man's exposed large skin, and the pitiful and cute appearance of crying, his eyes gradually changed, and his throat felt a little thirsty.

"Cheng Zhichu..."

He licked his lips, held the boy's two wrists, lifted him above the boy's head, and pressed him on the bed, his eyes were burning hot, and his breathing became a little short of breath.

However, at this moment, there was a sudden light sound from the ceiling, and with a sound of "嗙", the light tube fell down and hit Qiao Yue's body, and the fragments flew and pierced deeply into his flesh.

……

"It's a good thing you're not hurt."

The nurse caressed the boy's tear-stained face, thinking of the bloody bed she saw when she came in just now, Qiao Yue lying on the ground in pain, and the boy's frightened appearance, couldn't help feeling sorry for him, and at the same time rejoicing that it was It's so miraculous that the other person was injured so badly, but the boy didn't have any scars at all.

"Evil must be rewarded with evil. That bastard bullied you before, and now he has finally received retribution..."

She said something in a low voice, feeling a little relieved in her heart.

Before, they all thought that Qiao Yue and his group were Zhichu's friends, so they let them in happily, but they didn't know that this handsome young man was the chief culprit who bullied Zhichu - he didn't understand at all, verbal violence often It will cause more serious injuries to people, which is more intense pain than physical pain.

As for how the hospital should compensate Qiao Yue, that was a headache for the director, and it had nothing to do with her as a nurse.

"You must be scared, then take a good rest, I won't bother you..."

After checking that the boy was indeed not injured, Dr. Luo will confirm whether the boy's mental condition is still stable after going to work tomorrow. The little nurse once again cursed Qiao Yue inwardly, then left the ward and gently closed the door.

The boy had already changed into a new hospital gown, curled up on the head of the bed tiredly, drowsy, but a little scared.

Just when he was half asleep and half awake, he suddenly felt a cool air blowing, which made him wake up suddenly, and opened his eyes in a daze.

So in his dim vision, he saw a handsome and cold man standing at the head of his bed, with his eyelashes downcast, looking at him indifferently.

"Brother Yuanhuai? Why are you here?"

The young man turned on the bedside lamp. He was pleasantly surprised at first, but when he remembered what happened that day and Xie Yuanhuai's indifferent reaction, he suddenly became afraid again, and subconsciously shrank back to the bedside, for fear that Xie Yuanhuai would show a disgusted expression.

"...Why didn't you come to me?"

After a long silence, Xie Yuanhuai suddenly spoke.

"...?" The boy showed a confused expression.

"Why... are you still avoiding me now?"

Xie Yuanhuai raised his head suddenly, his expression was no longer indifferent as before, there was a trace of anger on his handsome face, but more of it was injury and loss.

"That day you said you liked me, and then you left me casually after you said that, you... have you considered my feelings?"

"..." The young man opened his mouth, not understanding why Xie Yuanhuai was angry, he just disappeared because he considered Xie Yuanhuai's feelings...

"Brother Yuanhuai, you, don't you hate me?"

After thinking for a long time, the young man thought about it, and suddenly realized that Xie Yuanhuai's words seemed to reveal this meaning, but he was not sure, so he shrugged his shoulders and asked eagerly.

"How could you think I would hate you..."

Xie Yuanhuai said softly, and sat on the side of the bed, this time the boy didn't avoid him anymore, he was able to get close to the boy smoothly, and gently held the boy's face.

"At that time, I just felt that I was not qualified to approach you. You have a bright future, but I..."

have nothing left.

His fingers were as cold as ice, which made the boy shiver, and his body felt a little chilly.

But even seeing his reaction like this, Xie Yuanhuai didn't let go, instead, he got closer and kissed the corner of his lips gently.

In fact, as early as the first meeting, he had already fallen in love with the boy deeply.

Whether it was love at first sight, or an obsession for no reason, it doesn't matter at all - his existence can only be perceived and touched by the young man, so everything about him belongs to the young man.

Originally, he was satisfied with this, as he said just now, he was not qualified to have a boy, so he thought that as long as he could be by his side, he would be satisfied.

But when he waited in the courtyard for a whole day, but did not wait for the boy, a crack opened in his heart suddenly, dark, twisted and greedy, calling for his desire, whispering to him——

"Stop being so hypocritical."

"You just want him."

"Longing for his love, longing for his eyes to be on you alone."

"No one, no one can take him away from you."

"He's yours alone."

... That's right, his Zhichu, his Xiaochu, can only belong to him alone, and can only be owned by him.

Xie Yuanhuai lightly kissed the corner of the boy's lips, and gradually gained strength, hugged the boy's waist, pressed him on the bed, then wrapped his soft lips as tenderly as possible, and kissed him deeply.

The pupils that were originally as clear and clean as ice are now dark and oppressive, like an untouchable abyss.

So when he came to the door of the ward and saw the young man pressing his little Chu on the bed, he could no longer restrain the darkness in his heart at that moment, and let the light tube fall down, blood splashing everywhere.

--do not touch.

——Don't touch his little Chu.

"Good boy, don't pay attention to other people in the future, okay?"

During the intense entanglement of lips and teeth, Xie Yuanhuai backed away slightly, giving the young man who could hardly breathe a chance to breathe. He looked at the young man, couldn't help but kissed his eyebrows and eyes, and said in a hoarse voice.

"Brother Yuanhuai is enough for you."

"Hey, if you have a brother who loves you, you don't need anyone else anymore."

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Bai Yi's Diary No.20 Eight Parts

When encountering things related to Zhichu, I will always easily fall into madness.

I even thought that if there were no other people in this world, it would be the most perfect world if only Zhichu and I were left.

But after my soul was broken, I never thought about it that way again.

What's perfect?That is simply the worst world.