dizziness

The last time I walked on the street with Ruan Miaomiao seems to be a long time ago for Owen. Today, I can get my wish, and Owen suddenly felt that the worthless thing of going to teach has become more valuable. Turning out the best outfits to commemorate the day is almost as exciting as wearing a tuxedo with a tie.

But in contrast, Ruan Miaomiao was much calmer, wearing an inconspicuous black coat, baseball cap, and even black sunglasses and a mask.

Seeing it, Owen couldn't help but feel a little sour, but he didn't say much. After all, it was still a happy thing for him to be able to go out together.

There are many pedestrians on the street, and the two of them are still holding hands in secret. Passers-by, especially young girls, still can't stop casting their gazes at the tall man Ruan Miaomiao. His appearance, but what he is wearing at the moment, it is inevitable that people will be confused in this not cold season, and some people even detour with a little grudge.

Ruan Miaomiao lowered her head all the way and kept silent. Although she couldn't see his expression, Owen could feel his nervousness and apprehension from the thin sweat oozing from the palm of his hand.

Not wanting Ruan Miaomiao to think too much, Owen stopped and said, "This is it."

"..." Ruan Miaomiao looked at him puzzled.

"It's here, you chased me from the bar all the way to here," recalling the past, Owen smiled and said, "In order to make your father feel at ease, I begged me to teach you how to draw, but I took a lot of pictures. Ass."

Ruan Miaomiao glanced around. Although many changes have taken place, everything in those years is still vivid in his memory. He nodded and said, "What I said is not flattery, it's all true. How do you know that you don't want to eat anything?" , drag me home and force me.”

"Come on, who is going to fuck whom in the end?"

Owen couldn't help rolling his eyes, and the two looked at each other and laughed.

Owen felt that Ruan Miaomiao's state had relaxed a lot from the strength in his palm, and said slowly: "If there was no that night, probably not so many things would happen in the future. We are probably just an ordinary teacher-student relationship, and more Maybe it’s nothing, I won’t involve you because I suspected I had AIDS, and I won’t fall in love with you because of a kiss at that time.”

"I'm sorry..." Ruan Miaomiao's apology may be because he thought of too many past events. He has hurt this person. Now seeing Owen's vicissitudes of face and the fine wrinkles under his smiling eyes, how could he remain indifferent.

"Oh, you are very sorry for me, I still don't know when you fell in love with me again."

Fortunately, the black sunglasses covered up Ruan Miaomiao's moist eye sockets. He took a deep breath, put his arms around Owen's shoulders, and calmed down a bit, "Well... I have to think about it..."

"Hey! Do you need to think about such a thing!"

Owen frowned, but Ruan Miaomiao chuckled and said, "Just kidding, how could I forget such an important thing, I thought it was you who fell in love with you when you went to teach, but after thinking about it, maybe it's the same as Like you, I fell in love with you when I kissed you."

"That's about the same." Owen showed a flattered look.

"Then tell me now, what were you thinking when you drew me?"

Hearing this, Owen shook his head with a helpless wry smile, his face still blushing a bit: "You may not believe it, but every time I was in class, I secretly drew you, that one should be The last one, I was thinking at the time, why is such a beautiful person not mine.”

"Really, then let me tell you a secret," Ruan Miaomiao whispered in Owen's ear mysteriously, "Actually, I know you are painting me every time I go to class."

"Really?!" Owen looked at him in shock, his old face flushed instantly, "Didn't you laugh to death in your heart?"

"No, I don't have the time to think so much. I'm so nervous every time I go to class. Didn't you notice that I'm deliberately sitting at a difficult angle?"

Owen tried hard to recall: "Is there... I really didn't find it."

"That's why I love you so much."

With lightning speed, Ruan Miaomiao kissed Owen on the cheek. Owen raised his eyebrows suspiciously and glanced at him: "So you love me because I can draw well?"

Ruan Miaomiao shook her head and said softly, "It's because no matter how difficult it was, you never gave up on me, whether it was painting or the relationship between us."

This sentence really hit Owen's heart. At least this person felt and remembered what he had paid for this relationship from the beginning. What could be more precious than this.

"Nonsense, why should I give up," Owen deliberately joked, perhaps to hide the sour eyes from being moved, "I spent so much energy and time on you kid, if I don't get it back twice, then I'm not Is it a big loss!"

"Yes, yes, Teacher Ou is wise, not only the second half of life, but also the sexual blessings of this lower body have been solved together."

Owen laughed and opened the salty pig's trotters on his ass, and scolded Ruan Miaomiao for being a jerk, the bigger the more unruly, and the obedient baby that he was when he was a child, now it seems that it is a trap.

It's just that such a trap made him fall so willingly that he even spent his whole life guarding it.

After that, the two laughed and went to a nearby supermarket.

After Owen left for three months, he was afraid that Ruan Miaomiao would not want to go out and eat well, so he bought a lot of nutritional supplements in large and small bags, including bird's nest, calcium tablets and American ginseng. There is also an old, weak, sick and disabled person.

Ruan Miaomiao couldn't persuade him, so he could only let Owen buy and buy, from food to use, from bed linen wadding to toothpaste and condoms.

Ruan Miaomiao couldn't stand it and hurriedly stopped it, forget about the condom, since he left, she wouldn't need it by herself.

Owen was right, and this completely turned off the crazy shopping mode.

Because they bought too many things, the two of them couldn't take them back, so they called the express delivery from the supermarket and it would be delivered the next day.

When I came out of the supermarket, it was already evening, and there were more and more pedestrians on the street. Children after school and pedestrians after get off work all came one after another.

Ruan Miaomiao hasn't been in the crowd for a long time. Although there are many people at this time, they are all busy going home, but no one pays attention to him. Ruan Miaomiao, on the other hand, relaxes completely, and even begins to feel carefully. The long-lost ordinary world.

"Ah! My ball!"

Ruan Miaomiao, who was walking and chatting with Owen, heard a childish voice shouting, when she felt something hit her foot.

The two stopped. It turned out that a football had rolled to Ruan Miaomiao's feet. Ruan Miaomiao instinctively lifted his foot to stop the ball, preventing it from rolling around. Soon, a small figure squeezed over from the crowd.

It was an eight or nine-year-old boy, carrying a schoolbag, and was about to pick up a ball. When he saw Ruan Miaomiao, he stopped suddenly, and looked timidly at this strangely dressed man.

Ruan Miaomiao looked at the boy, picked up the ball for him, and guessed that his appearance probably frightened him, and wanted to return the ball to the boy, but didn't know what to do.

Seeing him hesitating, Owen shook Ruan Miaomiao's shoulder and nodded slightly at him.

Ruan Miaomiao understood it, sighed softly like a compromise, walked a few steps towards the boy, squatted down and said softly, "Is this your ball?"

Maybe it was because of Ruan Miaomiao's kind voice that the boy relaxed his vigilance a little, observed Ruan Miaomiao carefully for a while, and then nodded slowly.

"Here, take it," Ruan Miaomiao stretched out the ball to the boy, "You should be careful when playing football on the road, you know?"

The boy moved hesitantly, stretched out his little hand tremblingly, and snatched Qiu over at a very fast speed. Ruan Miaomiao's body froze suddenly, but still maintained the original movement, and even Owen couldn't help but thumped. .

Are kids nowadays so uneducated? !

Owen's violent temper was about to explode in seconds, but the boy held the ball, looked up at them with watery eyes, and whispered after a while: "Thank you."

These two words soaked the hearts of the two like nectar, Ruan Miaomiao's stiff body relaxed, and she reached out and touched the boy's head: "You're welcome, go home quickly."

The boy smiled sweetly and nodded at him, turned around and ran to a group of friends with the ball in his arms, and left with a fight all the way.

"Well, it's not bad to go out for a walk once in a while, isn't it?"

Ruan Miaomiao straightened up and nodded. He admitted that what Owen said was right, but he couldn't get over that hurdle. In fact, he didn't really care about his appearance so much. If so, what did he care about? ?

After thinking about it, it was probably because he could not forgive the harm he had done to Owen, and the scars on his face reminded Ruan Miaomiao all the time, so he chose a lonely way to punish himself.

A gust of cool evening wind blew, and Owen straightened Ruan Miaomiao's open neckline: "Promise me one thing before you leave, okay? When I'm not here, if you miss me, come out for a walk, just like today, go to our I’ve been to places before, and time flies by.”

"Okay, I promise you."

Ruan Miaomiao answered simply, just to reassure this person.

But how could he have thought that Owen's "when I'm not around" had ulterior motives.

Not only this short three months, Owen hopes that even if he is really gone one day, Ruan Miaomiao can live a normal and healthy life. Yes, time passed quickly, and Owen had to arrange everything in advance.

Even if Ruan Miaomiao has a thousand or ten thousand reluctances when he comes out now, many years later, if he can remember Owen's words, he will definitely understand his intentions.

"It's getting late, let's go back too."

Owen felt that he should accept it as soon as it was good, and there was no need to be too hasty with Ruan Miaomiao, after all, today was already a very good start.

The two held hands and walked on the way home. The afterglow of the sunset dragged the shadow of the two together for a long time, and it was short of adding a heart-warming song.

There was a crossroad in front of the gate of the apartment. Seeing the green light flashing, Owen pulled Ruan Miaomiao and started running. As soon as he reached the intersection, the signal light turned red. Seeing that Owen didn't intend to stop, Ruan Miaomiao hurriedly dragged him back .

"What are you doing! You're so old, you're still running a red light, you're not a kid! My family is right across the street, what are you doing in such a hurry!"

Facing Ruan Miaomiao's scolding, Owen smiled slyly, leaned into his ear and said, "Can't you be in a hurry, it's getting dark soon, at the moment of spring..."

Before Owen finished speaking, he heard whispers from the people around him, and when he looked up, he saw a ball in the middle of the road rolled twice and stopped there, and the sound of cars starting their engines came from both ends.

Almost before Owen came back to his senses, he saw a shadow rushing out of the tidy crowd, running to the middle of the road, and staring at Owen in shock.

"It's that kid just now!"

Owen's voice hadn't stabilized yet, and the cars on both sides were already coming. The road was not wide at all. After the lead driver started the car, he saw a boy in the middle of the road. About to hit.

When the boy saw the cars on both sides, he was also dumbfounded and froze on the spot without moving.

When everyone saw that the tragedy was about to happen, they didn't know that a black figure rushed out of the sidewalk, picked up the boy at a very fast speed, and disappeared from people's eyes in an instant.

Owen was the first to shout: "Miaomiao!!"

He never thought that Ruan Miaomiao would rush over to save the child.

There was chaos in the middle of the road, the cars at both ends stopped where the boy was standing just now, if one step later, the boy would be under the wheels.

The drivers got out of the car, and pedestrians surrounded them one after another to check the situation of the one big and one young couple.

Owen was the first to arrive, and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he saw Ruan Miaomiao holding the boy and falling to the side of the road.

"Miaomiao! Are you okay?! Are you hurt anywhere? Let me see!"

"I'm fine, I don't know what's wrong with this kid," Ruan Miaomiao straightened up with some difficulty, shook her head, then hurriedly checked on the kid beside her, and helped him up, "Little brother, are you hurt?"

The boy fell on Ruan Miaomiao, and there was no serious injury at the moment, but he shook his head with a pale face, and as soon as he raised his eyes to look at Ruan Miaomiao, he suddenly burst into tears.

"What's wrong with you? Where is the injury?!" Ruan Miaomiao was terrified, thinking he was injured, and checked in a panic.

Unexpectedly, the boy pointed at his face, and cried louder and louder. Ruan Miaomiao froze for a moment, touched his face, and was shocked to find that his mask and sunglasses had been dropped.

The surroundings were full of people, and the vague and noisy voices of discussion seemed to attack Ruan Miaomiao's eardrums at the most cruel frequency, as well as those gazes, sympathetic, surprised, weird...all like deadly weapons, He used the most earth-shattering method to draw everyone's attention to him. Seeing that ugly face was like exposing his equally ugly past.

"Xiao Qi!!"

She didn't know it was the woman who had rushed out, exclaimed and hugged the boy, seeing her child pointing at Ruan Miaomiao and crying, and seeing Ruan Miaomiao's appearance was even more startled, so she wanted to protect her son and yelled indiscriminately.

"You're sick, aren't you? You go out to scare children in the streets with your face so rotten! If something happens to my son, you are responsible!"

At this moment, Ruan Miaomiao couldn't hear what the woman said, she looked in a hurry, knelt on the ground and groped around, her whole body was trembling, and she couldn't stop muttering.

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

I don't know who I was talking to, but when I finally saw my mask being trampled under my shoes, Ruan Miaomiao hurriedly crawled over. The people around me were startled when they didn't know what he was going to do, and they took a few steps back. At any rate, it was exposed, and she didn't care about getting dirty. Ruan Miaomiao picked up the mask full of shoe prints and put it on in a panic, and continued to grope for it.

Owen was also frightened by his appearance, fearing that Ruan Miaomiao's illness would recur again, he rushed to hug him: "Miaomiao! What's wrong with you?! Can you see me?! Tell me what you are looking for!"

"Sunglasses...my...my sunglasses...sunglasses..."

"Sunglasses! Your sunglasses, okay, don't worry, I'll help you find them," Owen gritted his teeth, looked around eagerly with tears in his eyes, and found that the sunglasses were on the ground not far away. Owen picked them up and handed them to Ruan Miaomiao , "Come on, look, the sunglasses are here..."

Ignoring what Owen said, Ruan Miaomiao grabbed the sunglasses and put them on tremblingly.

Owen saw him in such a state of embarrassment, and then remembered what the woman said just now, how could he swallow this breath, stood up and stared at her with blood red eyes.

"You fucking better take back every word you just said! If he hadn't saved the child, your son would have been killed by a car!"

Maybe the people around couldn't stand it anymore, and they all stood up and said, "Yes, it was indeed this young man who saved your child!"

"It's the kid who ran to the middle of the road at a red light..."

"That's right, mothers don't know how to teach them well, and they curse people when they come up..."

Hearing this, the woman's complexion changed suddenly, and her ears turned red with embarrassment, it could be said that she was riding a tiger.

"You damn child, why did you run the red light again! Others just cried without telling you about saving you!" The woman slapped the boy on the head and scolded him severely, then looked at Owen in a blink of an eye and said apologetically, "This, this Sir, I'm really sorry...I..."

"Shut up! Whether it's an apology or a thank you, I don't want to hear it! I don't need it! If you think his...his face is scary, you will bully your son as a matter of course, but what about the faces of these people?! Better than him." A hundred times, but no one will come out to save your son!"

Owen looked around at the people around him coldly, pointed at them, and continued to sob with red eyes: "And you, don't expect me to thank you for standing up to clarify the facts! How many of you really care about their lives? , how many people are just watching a good show?! You know it in your heart! Everyone has someone important to you, if your relatives are like this today, I’m afraid you will scold even worse than me!”

Most people in the world have shallow eyes, and these people are not the only ones who only look at the surface.

After Owen finished speaking excitedly, the people present all fell silent, whether they were shocked by his aura or what.

When he turned his head, Owen realized that Ruan Miaomiao had disappeared. He was so anxious that he peeled away the crowd and looked around in panic, and there was no sign of that person. He wondered if Ruan Miaomiao had already returned home, and hurried into the apartment again. , press the elevator hard.

When he opened the door and saw the man sitting by the window, looking out the window, Owen felt at ease.

It was already dark, Ruan Miaomiao didn't turn on the light, she was still wearing a hat, a soiled mask, and a pair of slightly damaged sunglasses.

Owen didn't want to disturb him by turning on the light, so he walked gently to Ruan Miaomiao's side.

"Okay, it's all right," Owen said softly, rubbing Ruan Miaomiao's shoulders, feeling that his whole body was still tense, and trying to hold up a smile, comforting, "You didn't see it, I put them Everyone was scared to death by scolding, come on, I'll help you take off the mask, you don't have to panic if you still wear it at home."

As soon as Owen raised his hand and touched Ruan Miaomiao's mask, he swung it away without warning. The pain from the back of his hand made Owen freeze in place for an instant.

The two remained silent like this for a long time. Owen looked at him, and naturally felt uncomfortable. He couldn't tell whether it was a grievance or something else, but finally he sighed patiently and said, "Okay, then you wear it first, and when you think about it Take it off and take it off, okay?"

Before he could finish speaking, Ruan Miaomiao suddenly stood up and glared at him. Although he was wearing sunglasses, Owen could still feel that sharp gaze.

"Enough, Owen."

Ruan Miaomiao's voice was hoarse, but Owen didn't understand what he was referring to, and the expression on his face also froze, calmly imagining Ruan Miaomiao's reproachful eyes under the sunglasses.