dizziness

"Yes, marijuana," the young doctor said calmly, took the case in He Fengfan's hand, looked at it a few times, and said, "From the test results, it can be inferred that he was in extreme arousal at the time of the incident. I think he probably didn’t know what he did, and that’s why he behaved so radically.”

When Owen heard this, his hands and feet were already cold, his back was hairy, and his mind was completely blank. This feeling was no less than the feeling he had when he heard the word AIDS back then, and he was even more flustered. He was not as unfamiliar with this word as AIDS It sounds familiar, and Owen only knows that it is a kind of drug. The anti-drug propaganda that appears on TV every year is almost casually passed by. Very unrealistic stuff.

It wasn't until many well-known artists were arrested by the police for taking drugs in recent years that Owen realized that marijuana, like AIDS, can affect people's lives. Even worse than AIDS, smoking marijuana and other drugs is still an illegal act.

The heavy atmosphere was interrupted by a loud noise, and Lin Zifeng couldn't stand the excitement and staggered into a medical instrument beside him.

Ruan Miaomiao is the child he brought up with his own hands, just like his own son. Lin Zifeng understands him better than anyone else. He is obviously such an honest and sensible child. He has never even heard him say a bad word. How could he be with him? This kind of thing is involved in the relationship!

In Lin Zifeng's old-fashioned and pedantic concept, marijuana is equivalent to opium in the old society. It is not only addictive, but also fatal. Lin Zifeng is already in tears. He only knows that Ruan Miaomiao's life may be completely over.

Owen was still dubious, looked at Ruan Miaomiao uncertainly, and turned to Mu Sen: "How could... how could he be infected with this thing?"

"..." Mu Sen turned his gaze to the ground, bit his lower lip, and did not say a word for a long time.

"No matter how he contracted it," the young doctor said, glancing at the crowd, "I must tell you that according to the law, I will truthfully report the patient's condition to the police. You'd better be mentally prepared."

Mu Sen suddenly widened his eyes and said, "What do you mean?! You want to call the police? Just because he smoked marijuana?!"

The doctor gave Mu Sen a funny look, and shrugged noncommittally: "Otherwise?"

"Isn't there any human rights here?!" Musen yelled excitedly, "Smoking marijuana is legal in many states in the United States! It's no different from smoking! Why do you want to call the police!"

"Please understand, this is China, smoking marijuana is illegal, unless he is not Chinese."

"you……!!"

"Mu Sen, stop making noise," He Fengfan stepped forward and grabbed Mu Sen who was out of control, took a deep look at him, and deliberately lowered his voice with a stern face, "I said earlier, Miaomiao's illness is not completely cured at all, you You shouldn't have let him come back just like that."

"..." It was because he was worried that he would come back like this, so he came back with him, but Mu Sen couldn't say such a sentence calmly.

"You know... so you all know that he is sucking this thing, right?" Owen smiled wryly, and looked away from the two of them. The moment he closed his eyes, tears fell on the gauze wrapped Ruan Miaomiao's cheeks, trying to restrain himself Trembling and struggling to breathe, he glared at Mu Sen with blood-red eyes, "Since you know why you didn't stop him! Don't you know that this thing will kill people?!"

"It's not us who will kill him! It's not marijuana! It's you!"

Not to be outdone, Mu Sen yelled at him, and He Fengfan couldn't hold back even if he wanted to.

Owen was stunned on the spot, but was speechless. After a long silence, he slowly turned his eyes to Ruan Miaomiao's face which was no longer visible.

"Yes...it's me...it's all my fault. If I hadn't forced him to go to the United States, he wouldn't have become like this. It's all my fault..." Owen stroked Ruan Miaomiao's sweaty black hair, He was cautious as if he was afraid of hurting him, his fingertips were trembling, and he was sobbing with tears, his whole body seemed to have aged a lot in an instant, "He...he is still so young, and now he sucks this kind of thing, people It has become like this again, what should he do in the future... what should I do..."

"What's the point of you saying this now! You've never understood him at all! You don't care about what Miaomiao wants, and you don't care! What he wants is so simple, nothing more than hoping that you can respect him !"

Mu Sen roared with tears in his eyes, and approached Owen step by step, He Fengfan hurriedly stepped forward to block him and said: "Musen, enough, stop talking..."

"Why can't you say it! He has become like this! What else can't be said!" Mu Sen waved his hand away, staring at Owen's vicissitudes and messy face, "Wu Miaomiao, he loves you forever But you don’t know anything! Look at him, whether it’s disfigurement or marijuana, all you see are superficial injuries! Have you ever seen the real injuries and pain in his heart! No! You don’t deserve to love him at all !"

Owen was stunned. He didn't even understand what Mu Sen said. The age difference between the two was the root cause of their mutual affection. Therefore, Ruan Miaomiao was not the only one who suffered. Owen was also full of suffering, but that person usually He said so little that Owen sometimes didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, but repeatedly thought that Ruan Miaomiao was still too young to fully understand how heavy such a love was for Owen.

It wasn't until he heard Mu Sen's words that Owen suddenly realized that he had probably never really entered Ruan Miaomiao's world.

Mu Sen couldn't help holding his forehead, and said with a weak choked voice: "Do you know why he smokes marijuana? Do you know why he can't control himself sometimes? Do you know how painful he is in the United States? You don't know everything. have no idea……"

"What the hell do you mean?" Owen looked up at him in horror, his lips trembling white, "I don't know what...he...he didn't say anything to me..."

"He didn't tell you, that's because he couldn't tell! You have been together for so many years! Haven't you found out that he is sick!"

sick? !

Owen's eyes widened in an instant, his heart seemed to be hollowed out suddenly, and he glanced at Ruan Miaomiao in a blink of an eye. The fragments of the two of them over the years were chaotically pieced together in his mind. He was not sure what the disease Mu Sen was referring to. Since we met, except for Ruan Miaomiao who is not good at words and has an introverted personality, there is no problem in the whole body.

"Sick... What's wrong with him..."

Owen asked weakly, and glanced at everyone present, wondering who to look at.

Mu Sen sneered weakly, shook his head and sighed: "It seems that you really don't know, Miaomiao used to be... an autistic patient."