dizziness

Ruan Miaomiao stared at the ring lying in the palm of his hand in a daze, there was still vague and glaring blood stains on the man, his pupils were shaking, and his body seemed to be as brittle as thin ice.

Perhaps the pain came unexpectedly, but it was unexpectedly deep and heavy. Probably only this kind of pain can make people suddenly silent and remain motionless as if they are busy hearing the news.

Until the footsteps of the person leaving step by step could be heard next to his ears, this was the sound he was most afraid of hearing, and it had almost tortured him to death repeatedly in countless nightmares.

Ruan Miaomiao understands better than anyone else that this day will come sooner or later. The love between them is not absurd, but the desire is too paranoid, which has created such a deformed relationship.

What he got from Owen is not only love, but also a life experience. Yes, it is not age that can make a person grow, but experience.

Maybe the so-called growth is just like this. It may not let you get what you want, but it will always make you lose what you don't want to lose.

Ruan Miaomiao was awakened by the sound of a noisy engine. He suddenly raised his head and swept towards the passing bus. For some reason, tears fell instantly. Ruan Miaomiao got on the bus in front of him in his blurred vision. Owen's thin back was caught in the crowd.

Before he could yell out in astonishment, the door was closed, and the bus started to drive away. Ruan Miaomiao's first reaction was to run wildly after it, probably because there were a little more passengers. The bus didn't drive fast, but Ruan Miaomiao did. After running for a while, he stopped suddenly, turned around and ran towards the car he was driving.

He no longer chases on foot, because he has already passed that youthful and pure white scene, and the sign of growing up is to learn to use his own way to strive for a brand new start.

Ruan Miaomiao stepped on the accelerator to the end, and her speed was astonishingly fast, and she caught up with the difference almost in the blink of an eye.

"Owen!"

Ruan Miaomiao pressed the car window and yelled, the oncoming heat wave made his voice a little messy, he didn't speed up any more, he just walked side by side with the bus side, and the figure of that person couldn't be seen, Ruan Miaomiao could only shout as hard as he could .

"Owen!!"

Accompanied by the deafening honking of the horn, Owen couldn't help shaking his whole body, but he still didn't make any movements. He stood on the car, facing the window on the other side, and with tears in his eyes, he alone endured the pain of tearing flesh and blood with his fingers. excruciating pain.

It turned out that the ten fingers connected to the heart was actually real, as if the heart was so painful that it was numb, and even the fingertips were frightened.

The passengers in the car were also shocked by the movement. They all leaned over and looked at the red sports car following outside the window, and then whispered to each other, looking for the person referred to by the name, even the driver was even more puzzled. It's not a movie, and it seems that I have never encountered such a situation before. The speed of driving has become a little hesitant, and I don't know whether to stop or continue.

Only Owen hid himself among the crowd, and the tears he dared not shed. This love once gave him courage, but now it can also make him unbelievably timid, as if even crying has become a luxury s right.

Another piercing whistle sounded outside the window, followed by Ruan Miaomiao's heart-piercing roar.

"Owen! What the hell are you doing like this?! Just leave without saying goodbye! It's over when it's over!"

Perhaps to Ruan Miaomiao, Owen seems to be able to give up or give up, but it can only show that his position in his heart is too light, and he still hasn't seen the figure of that person. Ruan Miaomiao shouted unwillingly: "I understand you! Don't you Not loving, but afraid! Do you think I am not afraid! I am more afraid of losing than you! But because the person I love is you! It is you Owen! So I am willing to insist! I just want to be with you! I can only to be with you!"

Hearing this, Owen couldn't help but lower his head and hold his forehead. Yes, some things just need to be thought about, and a sense of powerlessness will arise spontaneously.

Like, together.

Age, status, worldliness, perhaps these are not the reasons why the two cannot continue to be together.

The real reason can only be that you dare not or do not want to.

As Ruan Miaomiao said, Owen was indeed afraid, he didn't dare to love, let alone the love in that mouth.

When the tears flowed down, the car was instantly dumb. Under the astonished eyes of everyone, Owen even sobbed deliberately and carefully, trembling with weakness.

He almost covered most of his face with his hands. He was old, and he seemed unworthy of such uncontrollable crying, let alone being associated with and tied to the young life outside the window.

"Owen!" Ruan Miaomiao glanced at the road ahead, turned her head and roared again, "Why do you never believe me! I don't want to change myself! I don't want to change you either! Yes! I hurt you! But I just want to You understand I'm grown up! I hope you respect my choice! Know how I feel! I don't need you to take charge of my life! Ever since I chose you and fell in love with you, I have never regretted it! You listen Arrived?! I love you! Owen! I love you! This is my choice!"

"Enough! Stop talking!"

Owen couldn't restrain himself any longer and rushed to the window, yelling hoarsely at Ruan Miaomiao with tears streaming down his face, ignoring the piercing eyes around him penetrating his body.

Ruan Miaomiao was startled when she saw him appear. The car swayed unsteadily and almost hit the protective fence on the street. Ruan Miaomiao hurriedly corrected the steering wheel, looked at Owen's messy cheeks, and forced herself to calm down for a moment before saying, "I know you are now I’m very excited, you won’t listen to what I say! You get out of the car first, let’s go back and have a good talk, the matter of Mu Sen and the problems between us can all be resolved... You can get down first, okay..."

"..."

Owen didn't speak, but bit his lips desperately and shook his head constantly. No matter how hard he forced himself, the tears still kept flowing, and he didn't even dare to look at Ruan Miaomiao.

"Owen, can you stop torturing me like this?! Since you still love me, why don't you give me a chance and yourself a chance!"

"There is no chance!" Owen raised his eyes and choked with sobs, "Can't you see what I am now?! I am no longer the original me, and neither are you! It is impossible for us, let go..."

"I won't let go!"

Ruan Miaomiao slapped the steering wheel with a palm, stared at Owen with blood-red eyes, her breath suddenly became unstable, and she almost gnashed her teeth and roared: "What do you want from me to be satisfied! From before to now, it's all about what you say and what you say." I've had enough! I don't need your permission to do whatever I want! Don't fucking think that I don't know what you're thinking! While humiliating myself, I expect someone to love you! Let me tell you, I Never let go! Come down for me!"

"..."

"I told you to come down! Did you hear me!"

Owen was silent. He admitted that what Ruan Miaomiao said was right. He was indeed inferior to his aging body and appearance. He repeatedly warned himself that he was no longer young, but he hoped that when Ruan Miaomiao looked at him, the tenderness would still be the same as before. Change, even longing to reappear the figure that the person was chasing for him.

Ruan Miaomiao gave him a hard look, her face was extremely ugly. Seeing that Owen was indifferent and had no intention of asking the driver to stop, Ruan Miaomiao's eyes suddenly turned cold, and she stepped on the accelerator again.

When Owen saw the body of the car rushing out like fire, his heart tightened. He didn't know why he wanted to drive so fast all of a sudden, so he couldn't help exclaiming: "Miaomiao!"

The people in the bus couldn't hear them at all, but Ruan Miaomiao overtook the bus at an extremely fast speed, rushed ahead and suddenly made a sharp turn, and the bus stopped in the middle of the road.

Seeing this, the bus driver hurriedly braked, and the people standing on the bus were in a mess unexpectedly, colliding with each other due to the force, and Owen also staggered and almost fell to the ground.

Fortunately, the bus generally didn't drive fast. After a while of bumps, it stopped without any danger, and the passengers on the bus didn't have any major problems.

Owen knew what Ruan Miaomiao had done, but he never expected that person to be so desperate.

Before everyone recovered from the fright just now, they suddenly heard a terrifying loud noise.

Everyone screamed incessantly, and in the heat wave radiating from the air, they saw the red-hot sports car roll out of the isolation zone, and the body was distorted by the collision.

No one dared to think deeply about the appearance of the people inside at this moment.