dizziness

Jian Cheng was the last person Owen dated before meeting Ruan Miaomiao. The two got along for two years, and finally broke up due to the gap in age and thought.

After the breakup, Jian Cheng also sent him several text messages, but Owen ignored them and deleted them. The last time the two met in a bar, they also completely broke off contact because of Ruan Miaomiao's appearance. It has been seven years since then. Haven't seen each other for a long time.

Owen looked at the slightly changed person in front of him, as if in the blink of an eye, the boy in his impression had turned into a mature man who was nearly 30 years old.

When old friends met, Owen couldn't help laughing unexpectedly, "Why are you? Why are you here?"

"I should ask you this question," Jian Cheng said while looking at Owen, but frowned slightly, "You seem to have changed a lot..."

"Oh, yes, people are getting old."

Owen smiled casually, shaking his head and smoking a cigarette as a perfunctory expression, but the look on his brows was far less calm than his tone.

Jian Cheng lowered his expression and took a deep look at him. It seemed that the Owen in his impression had nothing familiar to him except for his recognizable appearance. He was obviously such a vigorous and charming man. Just like what Owen himself said... he is too old.

Jian Cheng looked away from his face, and said with some embarrassment: "You...you have been doing well for so many years..."

"It's good," Owen cleverly interrupted his words, took a puff of cigarette and smiled, "It's really good. By the way, you opened this store? Why didn't I see you when I came to deliver letters last time? "

Jian Cheng knew that Owen might have changed the subject on purpose, so he couldn't pursue the question any further. Just as he was about to answer, he saw another man hastily entered the shop, holding a pile of lumber for mounting letters in his hands.

"Xiao Cheng! Come and help me!"

The man was crying profusely with sweat, Jian Cheng was startled and hurried forward to take some of the wood in his hand and leaned against the wall, then took the towel and handed it to the man anxiously: "Cousin, wipe off your sweat quickly, Why did you buy so much today? Are you tired?"

"The wood is very cheap today, so I bought more! It's okay, I'm not tired at all."

The man smiled honestly, and patted Jian Cheng's shoulder comfortingly, as if he had just noticed Owen's existence, and also recognized that he was the client who came to frame the words a few days ago, and recalled seeing Jian Cheng and him outside the door just now. The dialogue is based on facial expressions, and it is probably guessed that the two are old acquaintances.

The man looked at Jian Cheng and asked, "Is this your friend?"

"Ah... yes, yes... it's my old friend, I haven't seen him for many years..."

Jian Cheng said with an embarrassed expression and glanced at Owen. The man seemed a little puzzled. He had never heard him say that he had such a friend. Owen also saw the relationship between the two, picked up the framed words and nodded to the man. Said: "Then I won't delay your business, let's go first, Xiao Cheng, we will meet again when we have time."

After Owen said that, he turned and left without stopping. Jian Cheng looked at his back, knowing that Owen's words to reunite when free was just to prevent his cousin from being suspicious, just pretending to be polite, and they might never meet again. At this moment, Jian Cheng looked at the figure that was no longer tall and straight, and was even fragile, and couldn't bear Owen to leave alone like this.

"Cousin, you look at the store first, I still have a few words that I forgot to tell my friend."

Without waiting for the man to respond, Jian Cheng ran out of the shop and chased after him.

Hearing the footsteps behind him, Owen turned his head subconsciously. Seeing that Jian Cheng had already run up to him, he couldn't help being slightly surprised.

"you……"

Just as Owen was about to speak, he saw Jian Cheng staring at him closely. It was the sharp gaze of a mature man, which made him a little at a loss.

"Owen, what happened in the past few years, how did you become like this?"

When Jian Cheng questioned straight to the point, Owen was caught off guard. He stared blankly at him for a long time, then lowered his eyes, and shook his head solemnly.

Jian Cheng's eyes fell on the ring of Owen's ring finger, sighed and patted his shoulder: "Owen, although we haven't seen each other for many years, after all, you and I have been together day and night for two years, and I know you, but I really know you. I never thought that when we meet again, you will become like this, the old you..."

"What was me before? What is me now?" Owen glanced sharply at Jian Cheng, "People always change, don't they? I will grow old slowly, just like you will grow up and mature."

"At least the former you would never say that you are old!"

"But I'm really old!"

Owen yelled excitedly, Jian Cheng couldn't help being taken aback, staring at the obviously old face in a daze, as if chewing mixed flavors in his mouth.

"Maybe your original choice was correct," Owen looked at him with a bit of desolation, "You know what you want better than me."

After finishing speaking, Owen took his hand, turned and left without looking at him again.

"Who is it! Who the hell made you like this?!"

Jian Cheng stepped forward to block his way, grabbed Owen's ring-wearing hand, and stared at him sternly.

Owen, however, pressed his lips tightly and remained silent, his face was frighteningly pale, and he felt inexplicably sharp pains coming from the ring on his ring finger.

Since he came home, he tried to take off the ring several times, and even exhausted all kinds of methods, but it still ended in failure. The ring seemed to have sunk into his flesh and fused into one body, as if the only way to get the ring was to remove it. Only by chopping off his fingers can he be freed.

He had to admit that the restraints given by that person were so well done.

"Owen, I can see that you are not good, very bad," Jian Cheng held his shoulders, and found that the originally strong shoulders were so thin, Jian Cheng felt very uncomfortable, slowly Said, "Although there were some conflicts when we separated, I have always been full of guilt for you in my heart, Owen, I just want to help you..."

"You don't need to feel guilty, and I don't need your sympathy. Really, I can only thank you for your concern. Go back."

"Why are you always so stubborn!" Jian Cheng couldn't help shouting, staring at him almost angrily, "After so many years, you still don't care about other people's feelings or what others think. I sent so many text messages, and you didn’t reply to any of them, in fact, I didn’t really want to break up with you at the time, you know?”

"Enough! Jian Cheng, what's the point of mentioning this now! You're doing well now, aren't you? This proves that you were right to leave me! You've also seen me now, I can't give you anything you!"

Owen roared with a trembling voice, Jian Cheng looked at him with a blank face, but his chest moved up and down due to the more rapid breathing, and he almost gritted his teeth and said angrily: "Yes! You can't give me anything! Even the most basic respect and I can’t even give you an understanding! I broke up with you just to make you change your attitude! What I want is a lover, not a father, and I don’t like your orders! I don’t like your education! You always feel that you are right in everything, You don’t need to listen to every word of others, so what am I, the me who is with you?”

Regarding what Jian Cheng said, Owen couldn't refute at all, he only laughed at himself for waiting until his body was bruised and bruised before finally realizing what was wrong with him.

If he hadn't been so proud to disdain to glance at Jian Cheng's text message, and even didn't want to say a word to him, maybe everything would be different.

Maybe I and Jian Cheng will still be separated because of Ruan Miaomiao's appearance, but at least if I heard Jian Cheng's words at the beginning, I would try my best to restrain these problems when dealing with Ruan Miaomiao.

Owen even thought of the last words Jian Cheng said to him back then, "Owen, don't regret it!" Perhaps the root of the disease between him and Ruan Miaomiao had been planted since then.

People say that eating a pit will gain one's wisdom, but Owen ridiculed himself that he went to eat Ruan Miaomiao's pit for gaining this wisdom, or that he is the kind of person who can gain wisdom only by eating a pit, and he will undoubtedly live a happy life Too stupid.

In Owen's view, another way to say that you learn a lot from a pit is to hurt once and remember forever.

But this time, Owen didn't know how many lifetimes it would take to recover from this serious illness.