dizziness

Perhaps because he was shocked by this man's crazy behavior, Owen completely forgot to resist. The pain from his limbs was like a strong anesthetic, which made him unable to believe the situation he was facing with his suddenly empty mind.

Until the moment the door was closed, everything from the outside world was cut off. The world of the two of them seemed to be roaring silently, dumb and noisy. Looking at the broken skin in front of him, Owen was still in a trance. , It's hard to be safe.

Ruan Miaomiao stared coldly at Owen's vicissitudes of the face. He was silent, not because he had nothing to say, but Owen's eyes at this moment contained a desolation that he had never seen before, and the bitterness that hit him seemed to corrode his heart.

Letting go of the hand holding Owen, Ruan Miaomiao tried to calm himself down, but his breathing became more and more rapid, and he kept walking back and forth restlessly in order to vent weakly.

"I never thought of treating you like this, and I didn't want to treat you like this, but..." Ruan Miaomiao's voice was visibly trembling, as if he couldn't continue speaking suddenly, he shook his head and sighed heavily, then walked quickly to Owen, Staring at his dazed eyes, he slowed down his voice and said, "Okay...it's all my fault, and I don't want to make excuses for myself, Owen, I admit that I did something that I'm sorry to you, but I really didn't betray you. The relationship between us, between Mu Sen and I, is a mistake, just like you and Shen Lixin, didn't you betray me that night? Let's... let's let this go, okay, whether it's that night or today , or these three years, we let it pass, since we have made the same mistake, why blame each other?"

Owen had never realized that this person was so eloquent. Looking at Ruan Miaomiao's face at the moment, Owen couldn't help but sneered. She really didn't expect that Ruan Miaomiao still broods over that night to this day.

He never mentioned what happened that night between himself and Shen Lixin. It was because of the relationship between him and Ruan Miaomiao who were still hesitating at the beginning. He didn't talk about feelings because he thought Ruan Miaomiao had already understood and even trusted him.

Owen laughed weakly, and calmly said after a long time: "So, are you taking revenge on me? You think I betrayed you, so you should be able to betray me, right? What is this, I respect you , you fight me again, is it a game or a contest?"

Ruan Miaomiao calmed down for a while, and then exploded in an instant. She looked at Owen fiercely with a livid face, and could vaguely hear the rattling of her teeth.

"That's right, I'm taking revenge on you," Ruan Miaomiao's voice was hoarse, Owen's smile lingered on the corner of his mouth, and he cast a sharp look at him, Ruan Miaomiao saw the anger in his expression, and suddenly yelled at Owen's face uncontrollably, "Shouldn't I?! When you forced me to go to the United States, you should have thought that this day would come! Even if I was wrong, so what! I can forgive you, why can't you forgive me?! Do you think this is fair? ?! Fair?!"

"..."

Owen didn't speak, but could not help but clenched his fists secretly at Ruan Miaomiao's rampant appearance.

fair?Owen really doubted whether he understood the meaning of the word.

Don't you think it's too ridiculous to be fair for the sake of injustice?

In Owen's view, the so-called fairness in Ruan Miaomiao's mouth is nothing more than calculating gains and losses in the way he likes.

The more emphasis on fairness and equality is itself a manifestation of injustice and imbalance, there may never be fairness in relationships, because it is the only thing in this world that cannot be accurately calculated and formulated.

Seeing Owen's tightly pursed lips, Ruan Miaomiao took a deep breath and slowly sighed: "Owen, I don't want to say this to hurt you or our relationship, can you and I both take a step back? I won't see Mu Sen again, and you don't want to see that person either, we can still be like..."

Before Ruan Miaomiao could finish speaking, Owen had already slapped her across the face.

Taking a step back, this person said so lightly, choosing to be with Ruan Miaomiao is Owen's jeopardy, he has nowhere to retreat, right?

"you……!!"

As soon as Ruan Miaomiao opened his mouth, Owen slapped him hard.

Looking coldly at the blood oozing from the corner of the mouth of the person in front of him, Owen knew that it must be very painful, because the back of his hand was also excruciatingly painful, and the interaction of forces is equal, so the damage is not the same.

"Ruan Miaomiao, every word you say makes me sick."

"...Disgusting, you say I'm disgusting?" Ruan Miaomiao sneered and wiped the blood stains on the corner of her mouth with her fingers. Suddenly, her eyes were bloodshot, and she pushed Owen down on the bed, staring at him and said, "What about you? Don't you?" Disgusting?!"

"Ruan Miaomiao! What are you doing!"

Owen was so overwhelmed that he began to resist the person on his body with both hands and feet. Ruan Miaomiao was so strong that Owen kicked him in the abdomen. When he found a gap, he was about to escape, but was dragged back by the hair of the people behind him. , Hold down Owen's shoulder and arm and brutally bite his body.

The two wrestled into a ball on the bed, and when Ruan Miaomiao's breath approached his, it almost made him want to retch in disgust.

Owen's fierce resistance made Ruan Miaomiao's attack very difficult. When he grabbed Owen's neck and took his breath away from his lips, Owen gasped like a frightened bird. The strong resistance in his body made him instinctively Biting the manic raging tongue hard.

Ruan Miaomiao straightened up in pain, chewing the blood that echoed in her mouth, and punched Owen on the cheek.

"Feel sick now? Why didn't you feel sick when I fucked you?!"

Owen's head was buzzing from the punch, and he could only vaguely recognize the man's mocking voice. Before he recovered from the severe pain, he felt something messy suddenly. Hit yourself in the face.

"What about these?! Disgusting?!" Ruan Miaomiao grabbed the scattered photos and stretched them out to Owen's dazed eyes, "What right do you have to say about me!"

In the blurred vision, Owen glanced at the photo in Ruan Miaomiao's hand that was almost deformed, his eyes were fixed on it in astonishment and horror, and his mind was instantly dark like a lightning strike.

The surrounding photos seemed to wrap him tightly, each one was taken by Ruan Miaomiao these days, but Owen himself had never looked at it, and he didn't even know that he had developed all these photos.

If it wasn't for him to be able to recognize the protagonist in the photo as himself, I'm afraid Owen would vomit out of nausea on the spot.

He has never realized what his body looks like. Maybe no matter how many times he looks in the mirror, he seems to be unable to admit his changes with subjective emotions. However, these photos are so objective, and every corner is true. record what he looks like now.

The body of a middle-aged man is like a pile of dead flesh that has lost its vigor and vitality. It struggles to maintain its human shape, and even emits a stench.

Owen closed his eyes, breathed tremblingly, and tried his best to suppress the desire to gag.

"Why don't you talk? Besides me, who else would fall in love with you like this?! Tell me!"

Ruan Miaomiao roared, Owen opened the photo in his hand, opened his eyes and looked at him indifferently: "You crazy."

Ruan Miaomiao oppressed his body again as if turning a deaf ear, and firmly fixed Owen's limbs.

"Ruan Miaomiao! You fucking dare!!"

Owen's angry growler, his eyes were full of hostility, Ruan Miaomiao was startled suddenly, his eyes were clear for a moment, and then quickly became cloudy.

"You know, I hate you talking to me in such a tone, you are not qualified to educate and order me! What I need is not a father!!"

Owen looked at him and finally stopped resisting.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, but at this moment, he thought of Jian Cheng many years ago, and the words he said when they broke up.

And at this moment, Owen knew that the relationship between himself and Ruan Miaomiao was completely over.