dizziness

For some reason, Owen felt that Ruan Miaomiao could always make himself so addicted that he couldn't extricate himself.

In addition to bringing sensory perception, it is more of a loss of mind. Ruan Miaomiao has lived in the school since entering school, and the contact between the two has become more frequent. When Owen has no classes, he almost spends time with Ruan Miaomiao. At the same time, in the eyes of everyone, the two of them are just an ordinary teacher-student relationship, but no one knows that there is such an unconventional scene behind the scenes.

Ruan Miaomiao will also often come and go to Owen's house, and it seems to be the same as before, cooking for Owen and cleaning up the house. At first, Owen still felt embarrassed. He is a big man and at his age, so he will not let others take care of him no matter what. , but after a long time, Owen got used to it. There were more people coming and going in and out of the room, but it felt a bit like home.

In Owen's concept, family is a very vague word. It is impossible for him to get married and have children, and it is even more impossible for him to live an ordinary life like a father and son. After spending this life with you, this may be the so-called home.

Owen feels that the current way of getting along is quite good, although whenever things are over, the inexplicable emptiness will still come to the surface, there is not too much tenderness between lovers, and Owen never cares too much, except for this matter, Ruan Miaomiao was really nice to him. Although the relationship between them was still not clear, Owen could tell that Ruan Miaomiao still cared about him, but what position he had in his heart and how important he was, Owen didn't know. He knew what Ruan Miaomiao was still hesitating and scruples about. In fact, Owen had never expected the so-called answer. He felt that people should learn to be content, especially as they get older, they should not only learn to be content, but also learn to be grateful. It has nothing to do with Ruan Miaomiao, but a kind of attitude that everyone should have at his age.

"What do you want to eat tonight?" Ruan Miaomiao asked while panting on Owen's body after she was released.

The cold weather is approaching, which inevitably makes people feel a little cold, so Owen got up and put on his clothes and said, "Whatever you want is fine."

"Casual is the most difficult thing to do," Ruan Miaomiao carefully buttoned his trousers, and looked at Owen's profile with a smile on his face, "I see... make a sweet and sour pork loin, then a vinegar fish, and finally How about a hot and sour soup?"

"Why is it either vinegar or sour? Do you like it?"

"I thought you liked it very much. Didn't you eat a lot in class just now?" Ruan Miaomiao leaned close to Owen's ear and said with a smile.

"Get out! Which fucking eye did you see?"

As soon as Owen pushed him away, he picked up a folder and threw it at him. Ruan Miaomiao quickly caught it, and looked at him with a smile without saying a word. , Owen never fortified, and always felt that those originally clear eyes became elusive under the passage of time and precipitation.

"You have time, why don't you go home and visit your dad?" Owen said calmly, seeing Ruan Miaomiao's smile lingering on his lips, he sighed and said, "Your dad met me a few days ago and asked How have you been recently, how long have you not been back?"

"Not long, just two or three weeks..." Ruan Miaomiao paled, paused, raised her head with a wry smile, "You know, isn't my dad preparing for a solo exhibition recently? Seeing that he's busy, I'm not okay Go bother him."

Owen has also heard about this incident. Holding a solo exhibition is the dream of every painter and a symbol of success. Although Lin Zifeng is well-known in the industry, the venue and funds required for an art exhibition are not an easy task. Lin Zifeng's first solo exhibition The main business of the sponsor was Chen Tianyi's Tianyi Creation Studio, and it was probably because of this that Ruan Miaomiao didn't want to go back at this time.

Owen patted Ruan Miaomiao on the shoulder: "Miaomiao, your dad misses you a lot, remember to go back and see him when you have time."

"Well, I know," Ruan Miaomiao nodded honestly, gently took Owen's hand away and smiled, "Don't think too much, I'm fine, I'm also very happy to have someone treat my dad well, by the way, you What are you going to do with the painting "Vertigo?"

Seeing that Ruan Miaomiao deliberately changed the subject, Owen couldn't say anything more, but shrugged his shoulders and said, "What else can I do, if I have a chance to sell it to someone who knows the goods, no matter how much the money is, it's my last for those children. Let’s do our best.”

"If not, I'll show my dad the photo of this painting and exhibit it together with his exhibition. Maybe someone will be willing to pay a good price."

Ruan Miaomiao said earnestly, and Owen didn't refuse. If it turned out that he would have dismissed it, but now that he thinks of the smiling faces of those children, he has no name and power, and it doesn't matter if he has some afterglow from Lin Zifeng. of.

As soon as the two talked about this, the phone on the table rang. When Owen picked it up, he thought it meant Cao Cao, and Cao Cao would be here.

It was the principal of the school in the mountains who called. Owen has been back for more than two months. He knew that communication there was inconvenient. After sending a letter, it was the first time he talked on the phone. When he received a call from afar, Owen himself They were overjoyed and consoling each other with concern. Ruan Miaomiao seemed to recognize who it was, and waited patiently until Owen hung up the phone before asking, "Is the principal calling? Are the children okay?"

"Well... everything is fine..." Owen responded a little absent-mindedly.

Ruan Miaomiao saw the strange expression on his face, and kept asking, "You don't look well, did something happen?"

"No, no," Owen dodged Ruan Miaomiao's gaze in a panic, and smiled unnaturally while packing up the things on the table, "It's Xiaojia. It seems that he was taken back to the city. The school received a letter from him today. letter from him, saying that he wanted me to visit him..."

"Xiao Jia went back to the city? Isn't that great, when are you going to see him?"

Owen glanced at Ruan Miaomiao, was silent for a moment and said, "Tomorrow at noon, I'll go to his school..."

"Noon?" Ruan Miaomiao couldn't help frowning, "Why don't you go after school in the afternoon, so you have more time."

"His family should come to pick him up after school...um...it's not good to delay others going home, and I'm just going to see him, it won't take too long."

Ruan Miaomiao couldn't see clearly the side face of Owen with his head down, but his eyes fell on the movements of Owen's hands, seeing him take out the foldered files and rearrange them one by one.

"Then I will accompany you tomorrow."

Owen stopped moving his hands and didn't look up at him. He lowered his eyes and said slowly, "No need, don't you have class this afternoon..."

"I don't have class tomorrow afternoon," Ruan Miaomiao said casually, took the documents that Owen wanted to take out and organize again, put them aside, and smiled at him, "Besides, I miss Xiaojia a lot. "

Staring at his slightly trembling fingertips, Owen nodded silently, still not looking directly at Ruan Miaomiao's face.

At noon the next day, the two of them came to the elementary school that the principal had told them about. The school was not big, but the exterior was decorated in a virginal and warm way. There was a female teacher standing at the school gate looking around. When she saw Owen and the others approaching, she rushed up to meet them. With a flustered expression, he said, "Are you Shen Zhijia's father?"

Owen and Ruan Miaomiao looked at each other in surprise, and Owen said to the female teacher, "I'm not Shen Zhijia's father, but his former teacher. May I ask what happened to Shen Zhijia?"

"Teacher?" The female teacher looked at the two suspiciously, and seemed to see that they were not bad people, so she said anxiously, "Shen Zhijia started to have a high fever an hour ago, we called his father, and his father said I'll be here soon, but who knows that I haven't come until now, and the phone can't be reached, and I have to be accompanied by family members when I'm sent to the hospital, otherwise how can we afford any accident..."

"Where is Xiaojia now?!" Owen grabbed the female teacher's arm and said anxiously.

"Still, still lying in the infirmary..." Before the words fell, I saw Owen running towards the teaching building, and the female teacher yelled at his back, "Don't mess around! The school has regulations that require relatives Just come!"

"Wait any longer, I'm afraid the child will die! I'll take care of what happens!"

Owen yelled and ran into the teaching building. Ruan Miaomiao stood there for a moment, then hurried over.

After the two found the infirmary, as soon as they entered the door, they saw Xiao Jia lying on the bed dying, moaning unbearably, rolling her eyes in a daze, as if recognizing that the person in front of her was Owen, and stretching out her arms towards him with difficulty. tiny hand.

Seeing Xiao Jia's illness in such a pitiful state, Owen was heartbroken, rushed to the window and hugged Xiao Jia, wiped the cold sweat from his forehead and said: "Xiao Jia, Teacher Ou will take you to the hospital, soon It's all right..."

Xiaojia curled up in Owen's arms, grabbed his clothes, and nodded weakly. As soon as Owen turned around, he saw Ruan Miaomiao standing in front of him.

"Let me give you a hug, and you go and drive the car over."

Owen looked at him and didn't say much, handed Xiaojia to him, and ran out of the school gate to drive.

Along the way, Owen drove at a high speed, running through several red lights. Ruan Miaomiao sat in the passenger seat and hugged Xiaojia, as if looking out the window, but her eyes fell directly on the right-view mirror of the car, looking at the pale-faced I also looked at Owen's side face. It was a nervous expression that Ruan Miaomiao had never seen before.

After the two came to the hospital, they took Xiaojia to do a series of examinations, and learned from the doctor that Xiaojia was fine, but a high fever caused by a cold. After taking the medicine, he carried Xiao Jia to the infusion.

The drip was very slow, and Ruan Miaomiao felt that her heartbeat seemed to be slow too. Seeing Owen guarding Xiaojia's bed, he looked like a father taking care of his child carefully. Although there was the same tenderness in his eyes, but Ruan Miaomiao didn't say a word, but her chest was a little tight, and the blood around her body was inexplicably out of rhythm.

"Dad...Dad..."

After a while, Xiao Jia murmured and opened her eyes, and the little hand with the needle in it moved weakly. Seeing this, Owen hurriedly pressed his hand, touched Xiao Jia's forehead and said, "Xiao Jia, Teacher Ou is here, do you feel better?"

"Ms. Ou..." Xiaojia gave Owen a weak look, "Ms. Ou...where is my father...where is father..."

"Little Jia, daddy will be here soon, you should close your eyes and sleep for a while, and daddy will be here when you wake up."

Owen sat by the bed and spoke in a gentle tone. No one saw that the hands under the bed were tightly grasping his knees. Xiao Jia nodded with a painful expression and closed her eyes again.

I don't know how long it has passed, Ruan Miaomiao only remembers that Owen kept looking at his watch several times, the last time after reading it, Owen put down his hands and got up and said to Ruan Miaomiao, "Miaomiao, can you stay and take care of Xiaojia for me?"

"What, you want to go?" Ruan Miaomiao stared at him for a moment.

"I...well... I suddenly remembered that there is something to do at school," Owen rubbed his hands, then glanced at Xiaojia and said, "His father should be coming soon, please help me to look after him, and wait for his father to come. Can we go again?"

Ruan Miaomiao quietly watched Owen's strange expression, she didn't know what she was thinking, but after a long time, she calmly said, "Well, I see."

"Thank you, then... I'll go back first."

After Owen finished speaking in a hoarse voice, he didn't even bother to look at Ruan Miaomiao, passed him by and took only two steps, then stopped suddenly, and his eyes tremblingly fell on the door of the ward.

I saw a man asking a few words to the nurse outside the ward, followed the direction the nurse pointed, pushed aside the passing pedestrians, and ran over in a hurry.

"Xiaojia! Xiaojia! Dad is here! Are you okay?!" The man rushed to Xiaojia's bed and kept touching Xiaojia's face.

"Dad... you're here..."

Seeing Xiaojia's uncomfortable appearance, the man's eyes were also red, and he restrained his sobs and nodded, "Dad is here, Xiaojia, don't be afraid...it's all because of Dad's fault...for not taking good care of you..."

"Dad, don't cry...Xiao Jia is fine...don't cry..."

The man seemed to realize that there was someone beside the bed. He wiped his tears in embarrassment and said, "I'm really sorry, thank you for sending my son to see a doctor. Without you, you wouldn't know about Xiao Jia..."

In the blurred vision, the moment the man raised his eyes, he suddenly fixed on the same spot, looking at Ruan Miaomiao with astonishment, more precisely, at the person behind Ruan Miaomiao.

"Owen...?"

Maybe Ruan Miaomiao didn't really see this man clearly until now, just like what Xiao Jia described at the beginning, with a high nose, thin lips, and slightly sickly white skin, he is a handsome and charming man, especially right now Ruan Miaomiao always felt familiar with the mole of tears. It was not in the portrait painted by Xiaojia, but in the painting that Owen burned. Ruan Miaomiao suddenly felt a little funny. The rainy day that day could make Owen It turned out that it was never me who was so out of control, but the man in the painting.

Owen couldn't help taking a step back. He shouldn't be so surprised, and even prepared for the worst, but when he saw this face that he had kissed countless times again, Owen was still confused and confused. A plate of loose sand.

As if everything around him faded away in an instant, Owen only had him in his eyes, the man he loved so much, the love that was unforgettable more than ten years ago, and the call that was buried in the bottom of his heart.

"Li Xin..."